The playwright school grass is also pestering me today

Shen Yu felt sore in his heart, He Du's words gave him an indescribable feeling.

"No." He gritted his teeth and said.

No, it's not that I'm not there.

He Du didn't answer, Shen Yu heard his hurried footsteps on the phone.

In just ten seconds, Shen Yu struggled for a while between rushing out the door or smashing the monitor on He Du first and then rushing out the door. Finally, the moment He Du pushed the door open, he just stood up, and the two The people looked at each other unexpectedly.

The moment the four eyes met, the impulse just now disappeared, and it didn't make any sense to smash the monitor.

Shen Yu suddenly felt tired and stupid, he stared into He Du's eyes.

He Du's eyes were flustered, nervous, and apologetic... mixed with emotions that Shen Yu couldn't distinguish clearly, and he was not in the mood to distinguish them now.

Just looking at this face, meeting his eyes, made Shen Yu feel a burst of anger at being deceived, and more of a heartfelt sadness of being wronged.

Shen Yu wanted to calm himself down, so he took a deep breath. The moment he inhaled, he felt his chest was empty and it was uncomfortably cold.He couldn't help clenching his fists.

In the silence, He Du spoke first: "I'm sorry."

Under the current situation, the three words "sorry" have no meaning except to make Shen Yu feel how ridiculous she is.Thin anger burned along the veins again, mixed with humiliation and sadness, crawling all over the body.

"Is it fun?" Shen Yu asked.

He Du didn't speak.

"Is fine points fun? Is it fun for a thousand-point king to pretend to be gold?" Shen Yu's voice amplified a little, and he heard his own voice trembling, "Is it fun to make fun of me?"

"It's not fun." He Du said.

"Why me?" Shen Yu gritted her teeth and continued to ask, "Because I'm easy to bully?"

"No." He Du said again.

"Don't talk, I will remember how stupid I am when I hear your voice." Shen Yu's voice began to tremble again, and he felt his throat tightened for a while, as if he was about to choke, it shouldn't be like this.

"I'm so funny, right?" Shen Yu took a step forward and stared at He Du, "Look at me asking you about yourself, for the little monk He Pingge, do you feel that your personality is very plump? What do you say to me?" He Du is not very good, and he is not familiar with He Du, taking me away, it seems that your script is very well written, right! Seeing that I am so amused by you, I feel that my acting skills are over the top!"

Shen Yu tried hard to keep calm at first, but finally shouted: "It's very fulfilling to play me!"

He no longer knew what he was talking about, not just this incident, but the sadness that had been forcibly suppressed all these years burst out with his yelling.

He lowered his head and begged Shen Jingguo to give him money to help others. He told people about his family affairs for the first time since he went to college. He took people to see the paintings drawn by his mother. He took people to his favorite night market...

Shen Yu was a little confused, the past and reality were intertwined, memories surged up, and the pain did not decrease by half.

"It's the best deal to find me, isn't it?" He felt himself smiling, but his throat seemed to be choked by over-excitement, "I don't have any friends, so when I meet one, I will confess in fear. Be nicer to me." I was so heartbroken, I was afraid of being regarded as a different kind, so even if I was unhappy, I would smile."

——This is what he wanted to blurt out many times in the past few years, but he didn't say it in the end.

"What's more, so what if it really pushes me." Shen Yu rubbed her eye sockets hard, took a deep breath and tried to keep her voice as steady as possible.

"Anyway, I don't have a father or a mother. If things get serious, no one will take my place. What do you think?"

When these words came out, He Du suddenly raised his eyes to look at Shen Yu as if he had been stabbed, but the moment his eyes met, he turned his eyes away again like an electric shock.

"I'm not kidding you." He Du said, "I didn't mean that, really."

Shen Yu heard himself sneer.

Maybe no matter what He Du said at this moment, it was useless at this moment, and the explanation was only more ironic, and the apology was just to touch the already numb mood again, and then evolve into a deeper layer of pain.

Vivid pain, the anger of being deceived, the humiliation of being confessed in front of others... All emotions burned at this moment, and then, BOOM.

"That's right! You're not playing tricks on me!" The moment Shen Yu yelled, her voice broke, "It's the mobile phone that has become a genius! It's the WeChat that it sent me! It's the one that wants to see my jokes!"

At this moment, Shen Yu had completely lost her mind. Shen Yu picked up the mobile phone on the table and was about to drop it red-eyed, but the moment he raised his arm, someone grabbed his wrist tightly.

That hand was shaking, even Shen Yu's was shaking.

"Please don't do this." He Du held Shen Yu's wrist tightly, but his voice was trembling, "It's my fault, don't smash the phone, I'm a showman, I'm damned, I'm an idiot."

"Get out!" Shen Yu shook his hand violently, but he didn't shake it. Instead, He Du also stretched out his other hand, hugging his shoulder tightly so that he couldn't struggle anymore.

He Du's long-standing obedience turned into resistance at this moment, and this brief resistance was enough to completely break Shen Yu's emotions.

"Get out!" Shen Yu yelled again, in order to get rid of He Du, he slammed his elbow into He Du's chest hard.

He Du blocked it with his arm, and the elbow hit his right forearm unreservedly.Shen Yu knew that bumping his arm wouldn't cause any serious problems, so he simply elbowed him again to force him to let go completely.

The elbow hit He Du's right arm again, and He Du gasped.

Shen Yu has seen this situation a lot, and it will be like this when it hurts, but He Du's skill is impossible to overwhelm him with the pain of an elbow, and he is not a problem in 1V5 fights. Unless he's lying again...

...!

Shen Yu felt that he must be crazy at this moment, his brain didn't even catch up with the reaction of his hands, he had already grabbed He Du's right hand, and pulled his sleeve down to his elbow.

He didn't even need to look specifically, the wound on He Du's right wrist had already entered his line of sight, the already scabbed wound opened again, and blood spread silently along the wound on He Du's arm.

The scar was forcibly uncovered again, whether it was in the heart or on the body, it must be very painful.

Shen Yu's thoughts paused for a moment, and her anger was blocked. It was at this moment that He Du looked over. Shen Yu expected to see pain, anger, and the like in his eyes.

But what bumped into his field of vision was the pity in He Du's eyes.

why.

Shen Yu's heart trembled suddenly.

He wanted to ask He Du, what are you feeling sorry for, me?is this necessary?

But he couldn't say anything, anger and worry and an unspeakable intense emotion hit Shen Yu's chest fiercely. The surging complex emotions made him speechless for a moment, and he could only stare blankly at He Du's eyes.

In this brief moment, Shen Yu felt that her heartbeat had almost stopped, and He Du's eyes seemed to be...painful, but he was obviously in pain for Shen Yu, wrapped in undisguised distress. Shen Yu made him unable to struggle, and his whole body was almost submerged by the sea in He Du's eyes.

"Brother Yu." When He Du spoke, his voice was completely hoarse, "I was too flustered just now... I don't know what to say, it's my fault for making you angry. I lied to you, I'm sorry. I'm a showman , the plot is very bad, I admit it all. But I didn’t play tricks on you, let alone try to make fun of you, I really didn’t, I swear.”

Shen Yu was a little confused.Rationality says not to believe this person who even lied to him by name, but the emotional building that barely supports the anger is already crumbling, and the foundations are cracking and falling apart under He Du's eyes.

"Hand." Shen Yu struggled to avoid He Du's gaze and looked at his arm.

"Hands are not important." He Du said.

"Hands are important." Shen Yu said.

"Then are you willing to listen to my explanation?" He Du looked at Shen Yu and asked.

"Fix your hands first." Shen Yu sighed long, the feeling of anger made him tired.In addition to being tired, He Du's eyes full of pity and the wound on his wrist that burst open again more or less calmed Shen Yu down.

They went to the supermarket to buy gauze band-aids, and wrapped He Du's right arm into a rice dumpling. After such an episode, even the stiff atmosphere couldn't continue to be stiff.

What's more, what He Du said at the end and his trembling tone made Shen Yu unable to calm down any more.

Shen Yu glanced at his hand: "Does it still hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt anymore." He Du said, "Actually, it didn't hurt very much just now, it's mainly because of distress."

"Stop the rhetoric." Shen Yu cast a gloomy look at him.

"En." He Du responded, and smiled at Shen Yu, the corner of his mouth curled up again, then he got up and walked in front of Shen Yu, squatting down, "Thank you, brother Yu, for still being willing to see me .”

"But I haven't let you go." Shen Yu stared at him, "For the sake of your injury, I will give you three sentences to explain your acting behavior in the past half a month."

"Okay." He Du nodded seriously.

"The first sentence is used up." Shen Yu remained expressionless.

He Du was stunned. He opened his mouth to speak, but immediately closed it again. He pointed to himself and then to Shen Yu in shock, and then made a gesture of holding his forehead in pain.

"I'm considering including expressions and actions in the word count." Shen Yu said.

"I have known you for a long time, and I want to get to know this very powerful assistant in the legend. I made up a false identity because I was afraid that you would know that I was the captain next door. You would be wary of me and would not associate with me. I want to finish playing the account of the little monk. I told you during the game, but you found out before I could tell you." He Du said.

"Next sentence." Shen Yu said.

"I really think you're pretty good, so I changed a bunch of identities to get close to you. I don't bother with ordinary people. I didn't know you would be so angry, but I should have thought that you are the kind of person who doesn't feel safe. Man, it's really too bad for me to play this kind of trick, so I sincerely apologize, I'm sorry." He Du said.

Shen Yu was taken aback by what was said, and was moved for a moment, even ignoring the fact that He Du said a few more words in secret.

Before he had time to announce that he had run out of opportunities to explain, He Du suddenly leaned down and grabbed his right hand in his hand.

He Du's palm was warm, and Shen Yu subconsciously held him back. When he realized that it was time to let go, He Du's left hand was already held, and the hot palm covered Shen Yu's fingers, as if he was afraid that he would break free.

"I'll add the last sentence. This sentence is very, very serious. You must believe me." He Du gently rubbed the back of Shen Yu's hand with his fingertips, and looked into his eyes. You take it very seriously, and I'm serious about you now and in the future."