Dude was originally bent

Finally, the moment of parting came. Zhang Zhenyue's "Departure" echoed in the corridors of the dormitory. The old man who collected the waste paper was running between the dormitory buildings all day long. The small restaurants and roadside barbecues near the school ushered in the annual peak season. The graduates are all wearing various campus cultural shirts, enjoying the last moment of relaxation, feeling the loss and beauty of the past four years...

Since Zhang Kechen's family is in this city, he insisted on going to the train station and airport to see off every student from other places.On the day I left, he and a few classmates took my luggage and sent me to the platform. When it was time to say goodbye, I hugged them one by one, and everyone's eyes were a little moist.The last is Zhang Kechen. As the saying goes, "A man doesn't shed tears easily, because he hasn't reached the place where he is sad."

When we hugged each other tightly, the emotions I suppressed in my heart finally became uncontrollable like a flood, and tears gushed out uncontrollably.He also choked up, and leaned into my ear and said: "Little kid, don't cry, you must be happy!" Then he turned his face away and stopped looking at me, I knew he was wiping the tears on his face vigorously.

In this way, we all bid farewell to being young and frivolous, bid farewell to the ignorant and innocent campus life, stepped into the complicated society, and continued to work hard in our respective jobs.

The time after work seems to pass faster. This is an era of advanced Internet and convenient transportation. The classmates have kept in touch with each other more or less, and two of them even started their own families as soon as they graduated.I really don't understand why they are in such a hurry!

In this way, everyone shared their own happiness in the group.And I am still the introverted, sensitive, ordinary, and simple me who works hard, earns a living, doesn't communicate with colleagues in the company very much, and doesn't have many new friends.

After working for more than half a year, I rented a small apartment of more than 40 square meters not far from my work unit, and everything was passable.

My parents began to ask people to introduce me to find a girlfriend, and the enthusiastic elder sister of the unit always inquired about my personal situation.But I know that I have never let go of Zhang Kechen, and I may never give happiness to any woman in my life.So every time I was introduced to someone, I would make excuses of one kind or another to shirk it.

I live alone, and in the dead of night, I can’t help but think about the details of being with Zhang Kechen. When I think about it, I look for novels. I like it so much, I just feel that the faint sadness permeated in it fits my mood very well.It is not always possible to read novels, and I often think of Zhang Kechen again while reading, so I leave a lot of things buried in my heart that I want to say to Zhang Kechen but cannot say on the pages of the book. Free yourself.

One day, Zhang Kechen suddenly sent me a WeChat message, saying that he was going to my city on a business trip to discuss business.And that night I was so excited that I couldn't sleep.

I cleaned the house well in preparation for his arrival.This is the first time we met after graduation. In fact, the distance between our two cities is not too far, that is, six or seven hours' drive, but it may be because I deliberately avoided him, and he was too busy, so we never met before. can meet.

I came to the train station almost an hour earlier and waited for Zhang Kechen to appear.That day he was wearing a navy blue suit and a white shirt, so handsome that nothing could be added.When I was in school, I saw him wearing a suit a few times, but this time I thought it was the most eye-catching.

Zhang Kechen gradually approached me, the long-lost breath hit me, I felt that my breathing was disordered, as if even my voice was trembling.But soon my nervousness calmed down, because I found that there were three other people accompanying him, so we didn't talk too much, just exchanged pleasantries and introduced each other briefly, and it was not good to be in front of his employees. Say something else.

They all booked a hotel in advance, but I still asked Zhang Kechen to stay at my place, and he didn't refuse.

When we came to my residence, Zhang Kechen didn't seem to feel restrained. We all talked to each other about our current living conditions.

After all, I talked about my girlfriend. I deliberately said tentatively: "My mother always forces me to find someone to marry. I think it's time to find a woman. I can start a family and start a business. I can't always live up to my parents' expectations."

When I said this, I was actually very helpless and confused in my heart.

Zhang Kechen looked at me calmly, and finally squinted his eyes and smiled: "What time is it? Bastard, how old are you? Brother, I'm not in a hurry. Why are you in a hurry? You're so old-fashioned, it's kind of like So what happened!"

I lowered my eyelids and sighed: "I can't compare with you, you are the fifth king of diamonds, the older you are, the more valuable you are."

When I said this, I felt quite inferior in my heart. It was only after working that I deeply realized how important things such as identity, status, and money are attached to a person.And a person like Zhang Kechen who has everything from birth is simply God's darling, and how can I be so lucky to be called brother and brother with such a person.But I am still not satisfied, and I still have extremely shameful, dark and dirty thoughts in my heart.

I couldn't help asking again: "Why didn't you find a girlfriend?" In fact, although I pretended to be casual when I asked this sentence, the strings in my heart were tense.

He smiled helplessly: "Never, I've never been interested in dating. It's good to be single, free!"

I know that he must have not come out of the shadow of the last broken love, so I will not continue this topic.

After a long day of traveling and talking for a while, Zhang Kechen was a little tired, so I asked him to sleep on my bed first, and closed the door of the room for him.Then I went to contact several other classmates who were working in this city, and invited them to come out and get together at night.

This is the first reunion with my classmates after I joined the work. When we met, everyone was very enthusiastic.

We first ate hot pot for two hours at a very popular hot pot restaurant. Everyone talked freely and expressed all kinds of unhappiness we encountered since work.Then, someone proposed to go to a nearby bar to have fun.

Curiosity is something that everyone has. I have grown up so much and I have never been to a place like a bar. I am looking forward to it.However, a few students didn't really want to go, and they separated from us after eating.The remaining five or six of us took two taxis and came to the location of the bar one after another.

The name of the bar is "2046". In my memory, it seems that a movie played by a certain celebrity is the name.

As soon as I entered the bar, I was overwhelmed by the sight inside.Enthusiastic drumbeats, flashing lights, noisy crowd, enchanting sexy women and young crazy men.Everything is completely different from the outside world, it is too explosive and hot here.Sure enough, as rumored outside, the bar is a place of corruption.

However, even in such a noisy and chaotic place, because Zhang Kechen is by my side, I still feel that I am surrounded by a long and gentle warmth, and I am very happy.