Embrace each other

Inscription: Bai Yu said, "Wei Xiaoduo, I want you to take back the curse on me. I don't want to live alone at a young age, let alone die alone."

On the weekend, the third child and I lazily nestled in the corner of the room looking up to the sky and sighed for a full two hours. During the period, mixed with my mother’s occasional coercion, the third child decided to go back to his old job and contribute to the great scientific cause of China. Bai Yu and Cheng Wei, who are struggling in the front line of learning, contributed.

Although the little flame in my heart is ready to start a prairie fire, but I am also a member of No. [-] middle school, and I can't do anything wrong with half of the older children, so I cleared my throat and rejected his idea righteously. , I personally think it is not so pretentious.

"I'm going to violate the school discipline and rules." I looked at the black and white suits on the clothesline in the yard, which looked so pleasing to the eye, plausibly.

"Sister, if something happens, I will never implicate you. If someone finds out, I will lie down on the ground and yell, let me go, I will never dare again. At that time, you will be the one who catches the thief." Hero, not only did you not violate school discipline and rules, maybe Wei Xiaoduo's name will appear on your school's celebrity list, I swear, this time I will definitely rush ahead of you to ward off evil spirits and disasters for you."

The oath made by the third child is of course unbelievable, but in the end my eager heart still couldn't stand the temptation. The aroma of boiled corn filled my breath, school discipline and rules, and the three good students' rules have long been aroused. The worms were devoured.

Stealing corn from the field below, and then cooking and eating it is uncivilized, but it is the greatest pleasure for the few of us in the gorgeous autumn at an age when we don't know what morality is.

But having said that, it was a few years ago after all, and now I feel a little uneasy when I step into this lush corn field, I always feel that there is a person hiding somewhere who is staring at me, waiting for me to reach out , catch me now.

"Third, I always feel that what we do is not good, it's too uncivilized"

I looked around, and after making sure no one was staring at me, I stretched out my magic claws towards the best-looking corn next to me. The moment I broke it off, I felt a burst of joy from the depths of my heart. He is a heinous villain, isn't he just a market villain who loves to get petty gains, I muttered words while biting my mouth.

"Can you stop nagging, you will have the chance to be a good person in the rest of your life, besides, they can't be poor with just a few corns, who doesn't have a few mice in the field, I said, the bolder you are at your age, how can you still be poor?" The younger you are, take out some of the courage you used to jump up, and you won’t be able to pull it when you run in, I’m afraid you will pick less than anyone else.”

As the third child spoke, he snapped a few nimbly, and saw that his clothes were full.

Hearing what he said, I felt as if I was stung by something. First, there was a sharp pain, followed by a transparent itching. The itching was looming, and I suddenly realized that they would definitely not do such things as stealing corn to satisfy their cravings, nor would they run around in the fields like a boy, and they would not want to catch up with what they liked. The boys do more barbaric behavior than him.

It's not without reason that Bai Yu doesn't like me, because at this moment, I actually feel a little tired of myself.

In the autumn of 2000, in the corn field, I hated Wei Xiaoduo for the first time because of love, that is, myself.

"Hurry back, someone will come later" I shouted to the third child who was still fiery not far ahead.

It's already noon, the sun has weakened its edge, which means that it's time to go to the ground, I don't want to be taken away to my old lady for some food, and it's not nice to say it out of dignity because of a stutter.

"It's okay, trust me, you can pick it today, don't you like it, I have prepared all your rations for a week, if you don't pick it for two days, you will be old and want to eat it."

The third child's belly is bulging and the pregnant woman who is about to give birth is even worse than that, and the poor quality T-shirts have hidden gaps under their influence.

Is the sun coming out from the west?Cheng Laosan, who used to be timid and afraid of getting into trouble, is possessed by some god today, and has completely changed his nature.

Although I had my doubts, I saw him go in with confidence.

Fuck his Bai Yu, fuck his love, since I'm here, I'll go home happily, so what if I don't have you, at least I own this cornfield now.

Looking at it now, my pathetic self-esteem is indeed a broken state of mind, but it is a pity that I am young and do not know it.

There is no free lunch in the sky. This sentence is very appropriate. When we returned excitedly with the results of the battle, we happened to meet Bai Yu and Brother Cheng Wei who had returned from make-up lessons. They looked at me and the third child with bewildered faces With a bulging belly, he frowned at our big painted faces mixed with mud and sweat.

"Wei Xiaoduo, you took him to steal corn again?"

Bai Yu's words instantly extinguished my enthusiasm for returning triumphantly, especially when he frowned and looked disgusted, which annoyed me even more. Repeat offender, if there's a little trouble, it's all my fault.

"Hey, don't spill all the dirty water on me, just talk about how clean you are"

"Hey, hey, what are you talking about, look at me, look at me, today's matter is not my sister, today, my young master has grasped everything from planning to implementation, look, look at the results of the battle, it is better than what you have done before. Which one is not great?"

The third child touched his swollen belly and said with a proud expression.

"Okay, what's there to be proud of? You still look like a child when you're an adult." Whether Bai Yu's last sentence meant something or not, it stirred up a wave of turmoil in my heart, as if reminding me, go to So what if I went to another school, I still can't change my shit-eating nature.

Cough, cough, cough, although thinking this way is a bit demeaning, but the fact is that I love him, but he doesn’t love me, which in itself is the beginning of a kind of self-deprecation, even if you have 1000 million reasons to love yourself, in his It will be lost in an instant.

But then again, as if he had nothing to do with us getting into this business, if it weren't for him, I wouldn't have fallen in love with the smell of roasted corn.

I stood aside and watched him continue to pretend to be his big-tailed wolf. Apart from curling his lips calmly, he could also explain to others that he was not successful.

"The two of you are really rich today. You stole so much and haven't caught it. Who is so unlucky?" Bai Yu pushed the car ahead, suddenly turned and looked at us and asked.

I followed behind him and was showing off the fruits of my labor to Cheng Weige. The old man's words made the whole atmosphere feel abnormal, and all my sense of accomplishment disappeared in an instant.

"You don't understand this. Since I'm pulling my sister, I naturally have to protect her. How can I steal a few hammers here and there like you did before, and you can't eat them every time? Enjoy it. Let me tell you, I made inquiries before I went. The bearded old man Wang from the five-guarantee household in the village has been getting infusions at Uncle Wang’s place these days. How could he have the energy to work in the fields? Ah, from another perspective, we are doing a good deed, and we will charge him some money in advance."

The old man Wang beard is a five-guarantee household in the village. He is very kind and capable. Although he is 76 years old this year, he does not want to live on government relief. with.Whenever people in the village advised him to take a break, he always said that people should not be idle, because other parts of the body are prone to problems if the body is idle.

During this period of time, the old man was in poor health and was hospitalized. A few days ago, my mother and aunt carried things to look at it. Presumably the third child also got the news from her mother, so he ran to my house excitedly. I have prepared a big gift.

"Wei Xiaoduo, can you eat it?"

Bai Yu stopped and looked at me coldly. The dark eyes under the thick eyelashes were full of disappointment, which hit my heart instantly.

I opened my mouth, but swallowed it back.

I said I don't know, would he believe it, or what if he believed it.

"I told my sister to go, why are you so angry?" The third child pulled me behind him, and he must have seen that Bai Yu was really angry.

Bai Yu ignored him and still looked at me seriously.

"He is young and ignorant, so you just follow him to participate in the war. If you want to eat and have no money to buy it, you have to steal it"

"you you,"

"What are you, you are right,"

Bai Yu said more and more, and the guilt in my heart turned into anger under his accusation. I didn't know it belonged to his family. If I knew that I would be beaten to death, I would not go. It's just that Bai Yu didn't give me a chance to speak. , After talking about the cart, he left.

"Such a stinky temper, you, you, you can live on your own."

I must have been confused by anger, so I said such inappropriate words at him. The third child said, sister, why do I sound the same as when my mother scolded my father.

Have it?

I looked at the third child, and then looked at Bai Yu not far away. Under the setting sun, the warm wind was blowing, and he seemed to have paused for a moment while pushing the cart with one hand, or maybe I was tired and had some hallucinations. It seems to be able to see his red phoenix eyes smiling.

"Brother, did Brother Bai Yu take the wrong medicine today?" the third child asked.

"What medicine did you take wrong, eat your corn"

I looked at the third child angrily, he was the one who harmed me, and I, Wei Xiaoduo, have always robbed the rich and helped the poor, but now I have lost my trust in the world and become a heinous sinner who bullies the strong and the weak.

"Sister, hey, why are you abnormal?"

"Okay, okay, let's go home first, and see how you look, go back and wash well." After Cheng Weige finished speaking, he stretched out his hand to wipe the sweat from my forehead.

"Brother, I'm sweating too," the third child leaned over and said coquettishly.

"Go away,"

I pushed away the third child, took out all the corn in my clothes, and threw it into Brother Cheng Wei's car basket. Under the incomprehensible gaze of the third child, I gave him a hard look and walked home.

Bai Yu was right, no matter what, I couldn't eat the corn today.

The next day, when I came home from the outside under the scorching sun, a sweet smell of corn wafted from the kitchen. I put down my schoolbag and ran to the kitchen. As soon as I arrived at the door, I saw my mother walking into the house with a pot of corn. , and said to me as I walked:

"What are you looking at, the eyeballs are falling out, hurry up and call Xiaoyu, eat it while it's hot"

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"Oh, oh, good" I responded, and walked out the door,

The corn, could it be Bai Yu sent it, no, I gave it to Cheng Laosan, and Cheng Weige should have given it to me, I slandered all the way.

When I came to the door of Bai Yu's house, just as I raised my hand to push it, the door was suddenly opened from the inside. I almost cried out in fright. Obviously, he just came back from school, and he hadn't had time to change his school uniform yet.

"An old trick" I said

"Old tricks don't always work well." He raised his eyebrows slightly, with a little smile in the corner of his eyes, full of ruffianism, but I just couldn't resist him at all.

"My mother, I tell you to eat corn." I took a step back and quickly moved my eyes away from him. To be honest, Bai Yu is the most handsome boy I have ever seen in this suit, bar none.

"Oh"

He responded, came out from the door, bumped me with his shoulder as if deliberately when passing me, and then walked forward pretending to be calm.

"Why did you hit me"

"you owe me"

"What do I owe you?" I ran up and grabbed his arm and said.

Bai Yu stopped, tilted his head, looked at me fixedly, and said word by word:

"Wei Xiaoduo, I bought the corn you and the third child stole for 50 yuan."

From his look, I could tell he wasn't lying.

"This, this, so expensive"

I let go of his arm, and my tone gradually weakened.

"Otherwise, seeing you being condemned to death by your own conscience, you are worth more than these sticks anyway."

To be honest, even if he said that, I am still grateful to him in my heart. At least he paid off the debt for me. The money was not much, but it pulled me out of the guilt.

I think the way I looked at him at that time must be the kind of eyes that will never change until death, although it is only my eyes that will never change until death.

That day, Bai Yu and I gnawed around a large pot of corn, our mouths were full of yellow corn residue, and Bai Yu's disgusted expression was self-evident.

“Corn is so good”

"good to eat"

"Then you will find another house to steal from now on"

"Okay, okay, no, no, I will buy it myself in the future"

"Yo, Wei Xiaoduo is planning to wash her hands in a golden basin!"

"Well, raise your awareness and be on par with you"

"That's right, is there anything else you want to tell me?" Bai Yu suddenly looked at me. At this time, I was picking up the last corn from the pot. Although I was reluctant, I still handed it to him.

"You eat?" I'm afraid the tone of my question is too obvious.

A few seconds passed, Bai Yu still didn't answer, just looked at me in a daze, then stood up abruptly, at the same time, he still gave me his iconic white eyes.

"Wei Xiaoduo, it's delicious. No one will grab it from you. Look at your promise."

Later, I also chased him to ask, since he didn't want corn that day, what exactly did he want to ask, Bai Yu didn't bother to answer me the few times before, and ignored me at all.Later, I was so entangled that I couldn’t help it, so I said: "Wei Xiaoduo, I want you to take back the curse on me. I don’t want to live alone at a young age, and I don’t want to die alone."

"You, you, don't you really believe this?" I remember that at that time, I almost couldn't stand up from laughing, I was out of breath, and a straight man of science actually believed in ghosts and gods such as curses.

I stopped laughing when I realized something, though, and I looked thoughtfully at the back of his bike, which had been empty for a few days.

"Not so accurate, I said it casually when I was angry, and I didn't, I didn't draw a circle."

"Wei Xiaoduo, you hate me so much, you still want to draw circles"

"No, no, no, I take back my words, listen carefully, all the gods passing by, please bless Bai Yu from now on, whatever he wants, whatever he wants, the most important thing is to wish him the same as before, peach blossom Blossom blooms, it is best to keep blooming for a long time, so as not to let him die alone forever"

After I said this piously, I thought that Bai Yu would be grateful to me, but I didn't expect the old man to get on the bike and leave without saying a word, leaving me on the road without going to the village or to the shop.

"Bai Yu, you bastard"

On the empty street, my angrily shouting floated, and after wandering around several times, it still slowly entered my ears.

That day, after I ran to school drenched in sweat, Bai Yu's love for my 50 yuan evaporated with the open pores.

However, I don't know if the wish I made is really so accurate. It didn't take long for Bai Yu to meet the long-blooming peach blossom.

And the second half of the sentence that remained in my heart without shouting can only be in a silent state and will never be seen in the world.

"I hope that peach blossom is me."