Embrace each other

Inscription: We always use jokes to relieve sadness,

When I received Bai Yu's call, I was in Yuan Lang's office checking the plan with him for the last time before starting work.

The so-called good things take time, the design plan that has been modified no less than ten times has finally been approved by Yuan Lang, and now that the construction is about to start, I am naturally in a refreshed mood.

However, this joy did not last long, and then all the joy condensed into pain with Bai Yu's voice on the phone,

I don't remember how I got out of the office, but in a trance, I found that the people around me were full of doubts and looked at me without squinting.

Someone behind me seemed to be calling my name,

"Miss Wei, Xiaoduo, Xiaoduo,"

The voice is full of urgency and anxiety,

When I turned around, it was Yuan Lang, his expression was more anxious than his tone,

My thin reason reminded me of what I should say at this moment, so I tried to open my mouth, but I only felt a bitterness in my throat, and finally said nothing.

Stumbled all the way, like a walking dead, groped into the elevator, pressed the floor,

Then, mechanically waiting...

"Cheng Wei is sick, very serious"

Very serious,

Bai Yu said it was serious, then it would be really serious,

An ominous premonition, together with that sad memory, came to the fore. The day Grandma Bai Yu passed away, we also heard the same words. When we rushed to the hospital, we only saw a cold corpse.

At that time, we who had no concept of life finally understood,

There is a kind of farewell that will be so decisive,

There is a kind of goodbye that can really never see you again.

The panic and fear came so intensely and directly that I was at a loss as to what to do, and my eyes were fixed on the gradually declining numbers on the elevator.

I don't believe in God, I don't believe in destiny,

But at this moment, I clearly felt that those hands were clenched together, and I kept praying in my heart,

Pray to the merciful God, please be kind to us and forgive the sins we committed in our ignorance.

"Ding"

The elevator bell rang, giving me back a sliver of sanity.

"Where are you going, I'll take you"

Just as I was leaving, a voice came from behind, followed by my arm being held, and before I could see who it was, I was dragged out of the elevator by him.

"City Hospital"

Yuan Lang didn't say much, he led me to the car and helped me fasten my seat belt before setting off for the hospital.

I wanted to say thank you, but I swallowed the words again.

In my world, thank you is for strangers, polite but alienated.

Yuan Lang is a person who can be a friend.I think

As soon as he entered the gate of the hospital, he saw a familiar figure looking at the entrance from a distance, anxiously looking at the watch on his wrist, his expression full of uneasiness.

Seeing me getting out of the car, his expression was slightly stagnant at first, and then he looked like the stone in his heart finally fell to the ground.

"I'm sorry Mr. Yuan, let you go there yourself"

"You're welcome, we're all friends. I'll leave it to you. If there's nothing else, I'll go first. If there's anything I need to help with..."

"Thank you, Mr. Yuan, for your kindness, but there really isn't one."

"Okay, then I'll go back first. Xiaoduo can take care of her own affairs, and don't worry about the decoration."

I nodded apologetically at him and watched him leave.

"Where is the person?" I looked at Bai Yu and squeezed out two words from my throat.

"Where's the ward?"

After listening to it, I was about to walk in, but suddenly a force came from my wrist, forcing me to stay where I was.

I turned around and looked at him puzzled,

Different from the past, now his worries are all written on his face, and his hesitant look undoubtedly added to my panic.

"What's wrong?" I asked, at the same time resisting his answer from the bottom of my heart.

If the answer is the same as it was years ago, I'd rather he say nothing.

"Xiaoduo," Bai Yu looked at me with a slightly tired expression,

"kindness?"

He looked at me, I looked at him, time seemed to stand still, and my gradually accelerating heartbeat was disturbing my unsteady breathing,

A strong sense of suffocation seems to swallow me up at any time.

In the end, he didn't say anything, just held my hand tightly, smiled slightly, his eyes and tone were as determined,

"Don't worry, it'll be fine"

"It will be fine, will it be fine?"

"Trust me, I will"

I smiled along with him, although it is not easy to get better, but when he said yes, I felt at ease.

"You go in first, I, I still have something to do, I will come to you later"

"it is good"

Right now, Bai Yu is not feeling better than me, we all need time to digest and accept.Even though he is a doctor and has seen too many lives and deaths, but it concerns himself, those words used to comfort others are obviously useless.

I nervously pushed away the VIP wards, and then the mechanical sound of the vital signs monitor came.

"Drip drip drip"

It's like the countdown before the bomb detonates, which makes people feel panic.

The high-end decoration did not cover up the smell of disinfectant in the room. I walked in helplessly and stopped at a place where I could see Cheng Weige clearly.

His haggard complexion made him look extremely weak, and the unknown tube on his body was connected to the machine next to him.

I closed my eyes slightly, I don't know if it was falling asleep or the effect of drug anesthesia.

I looked at him, and I didn't dare to take a step forward. I've never seen Cheng Wei like this. From childhood to adulthood, he seems to have endless energy every day.

On the contrary, it was me who yelled and exhausted every day.

Kidney failure, Bai Yu said on the phone,

I suddenly remembered the painkillers Cheng Weige gave me because of my headache some time ago. At that time, I wondered why he had this by his side.

If I could have asked a question at that time, would the result not be the same as it is now.

I tried my best to control myself and not let myself cry out.

He is sick and needs care,

Because I am afraid of getting used to it, I have to remind myself over and over again in my heart.

I can no longer go my own way and ignore the people around me.

When the second child and the third child arrived, we were listening to the detailed operation plan of the attending doctor. Although he said that it was very easy to understand, we were still confused.

To sum it up, in order to prevent the condition from getting worse, the hospital is planning to perform kidney replacement surgery as soon as possible.

I have doubts about whether it is too hasty to do such a major operation.

Compared to my uneasiness, Bai Yu's expression is extremely calm, maybe it has something to do with his profession, maybe there is really nothing to worry about.In this regard, my miscellaneous concerns also became peaceful with his calm.

The third child was impatient, stretched out his hand and pushed me aside, and asked impatiently:

"Doctor, don't say these things are useless, I'll just ask you what are the chances of my brother getting off the operating table alive?"

As soon as these words came out, all of us turned our eyes to the doctor who was stunned by the side. I don't think he ever thought of any family member who is so indifferent to the patient's feelings.

Even so, he coughed lightly, and looked at Brother Cheng Wei who was also looking at him on the hospital bed,

"Well, let's put it this way, the success rate of this operation is very high, but as long as it is an operation, there are risks. I can't guarantee it [-]%, so, you guys, you have to"

"Stop, doctor, I understand." The third child hurriedly interrupted the doctor before he finished speaking, and moved his eyes to Cheng Weige who was on the hospital bed, as if he was discussing important national affairs:

"Brother, there are too many uncertainties during the operation. If you have anything to explain, tell me as soon as possible. You should think about it in the past two days and tell me if you think about it, otherwise you may regret it for life at any time."

It must be that the doctor couldn't stand it anymore, he gently picked up the gold-rimmed glasses on the bridge of his nose, and retreated in embarrassment.

He must not understand that no matter what problems we encounter since childhood, we always use jokes to resolve sadness.

Sometimes, when you smile and smile, the sadness really disappears.

"Can you hope that I will order it? It seems that you have too much pocket money to spend." Brother Cheng Wei shook his head helplessly.

"However, there are some things to say, but let's wait until the operation is over,"

"Yo, what you mean is wrong. Have you fallen in love with a girl? Wait a minute, no, why are you looking at my sister like that? You don't know,"

The third child has a lot of meaning, and his round eyes are turning back and forth between Cheng Weige and me.

"Don't talk nonsense" I blurted out,

It may be that I said it too seriously. As soon as I said this, the atmosphere that had finally been relaxed became tense again.

Everyone, you look at me, I look at you, and you don't understand why I have such a big reaction.

Only Bai Yu, with his hands in his pockets, stared at the half bottle of injection with a calm expression, as if he had already counted thousands of drops.

"I, I mean,"

"Let me tell you, if you two really have something to do with each other, it's a bit of sex, it's against the law of nature," the third child interjected.

"You're a mess, it's against the way of heaven, and it's not your own."

"Hey, Wei Xiaoduo, I'm anxious for you, tell me, have you been thinking about my brother for a long time, okay, you have hidden it deep enough, I said why you haven't even found a date for so many years?" The old man Sanxiang discovered the New World and pursued him closely.

"Okay, let's stop here today. Go back and rest early, and you will have surgery the day after tomorrow. The third child, you can go back to class, and the second child, you can go back to the company to deal with important things. I will watch today, and the second child will you tomorrow afternoon." Come back and replace me. Also, let’s keep it a secret at home, and talk about it after the operation is over.”

"It's not good to hide it. If something happens, my mother is not even mentally prepared," said the third child.

"No chance, they are old and can't stand this, listen to me"

Bai Yu's words brought our off-course topic back on track. This solemn appearance reminded me of the scene when he led us to fight in the streets when we were young.

As soon as Bai Yu went out, I took the opportunity to chase him out. Due to my past experience, the severity of this matter was far more serious than I imagined. I followed his pace and ran all the way. When he was about to close the office door, I slipped Go in and look at him with a hippie smile.

"Then what, I didn't mean that just now"

"Well, then what do you mean, you only see the truth when you are in trouble."

Bai Yu threw the medical records on the table, neither serious nor serious, but it shocked my heart.

He walked to the sink, washed his hands seriously, and didn't look at me. If he didn't know him well, he really thought he didn't take this matter to heart at all.

However, this girl has been with him for more than 20 years, and she is smarter than the roundworm in his stomach.

"As for the matter of seeing the truth in adversity, you do better than me"

I walked over and stood next to him, and I gave him all the few acts of acting like a spoiled girl from birth to now. To be honest, looking at myself in the mirror, I felt a little spicy:

Bai Yu stopped, staring at me blankly with dark eyes, without saying a word,

I stood where I was and let him watch,

If you can't figure it out, then stand still, and if the enemy doesn't move, I won't move. Psychological warfare relies on invincible willpower.

This static state lasted for several seconds before he turned his head away, picked up a towel to dry his hands, and turned to walk towards the desk.

I followed closely behind, who made me speak out of my head, which made Doctor Bai angry.

"I'm not as affectionate as you. I can't do the thing of abandoning my husband and son."

"I can't guarantee whether I will abandon my son or not, but if you say that you have abandoned your husband, you will really wrong me, how can I be willing?"

"Then I have to thank you"

"No, there will be a long time to come, we will not say thank you"

How to coax Bai Yu well, I can't figure it out, it's almost the same.I found that Dr. Bai has a soft ear, as long as he says a few kind words sincerely and acts like a baby, he can basically turn danger into good luck.

It's no wonder that when we were young, we always looked at each other and hated each other. Who told me to commit crimes.

Seeing that Doctor Bai's mood improved, I quickly seized the opportunity to ask:

"Did you already know that?"

"Well, not too long,"

"Is that what you were talking about that day?"

"Yes"

"Oh, let me ask you, why don't you say it?"

"After speaking, let you run to your aunt's house to hold him and cry, and then the whole world will know."

"..."

"I'm going to stay in the hospital for the next two days to assist Dr. Liu to do some examinations, and I won't go back at night. If you have nothing to do, don't keep running to the hospital. You can't help here. You usually go to the aunt's house more, Suddenly she doesn’t go home, she must be thinking about it.”

"Okay, leave it to me at home"

Bai Yu flipped through an English document that was thicker than Shiji. I couldn't understand the text, but I could easily see that it was about kidneys through the clear pictures.

"Not leaving yet?"

Bai Yu suddenly closed the book, looked straight at me,

If it wasn't for Cheng Weige's illness, I would have thought he had regressed to adolescence.

"Go right away, go right away, the last question, I promise to leave after I finish asking,... I watched TV dramas before, and people said that this is not easy to find, even if someone donates it, it is not sure that it will match the patient, Cheng Weige's... □How did you find it so quickly?"

Although I am very happy that Cheng Weige was so lucky to be matched in time, I am still afraid that something might go wrong, for example, the donor suddenly stopped donating, or there is a problem with the experimental data.

After all, it was a kidney, and everyone was happy in vain in the end, who could bear the roller coaster-like plot.

"lucky,"

"Oh, that's really nice"

"Any question"

"Gone,"

"Then, goodbye"

"Goodbye"

During the two days of waiting for the operation, I took leave of absence and successfully settled in the aunt's house under the pretext of being awkward with Ms. Sun.My aunt was naturally very happy to take me in.

Seeing her busying herself with me, and talking about Viagra Cheng from time to time, I almost cried several times. I suddenly realized that I have never seen maternal love clearly. What the syndrome is struggling to cope with turns out to be the truest expression of maternal love.

"Your brother is really right. He has been upright since he was a child. I have never intervened in his affairs. Now, it is even more out of reach. He is so busy that he can't even take care of a meal." Aunt Cheng Wei and me I put my favorite sweet and sour pork ribs in my bowl and sighed.

"It's not good to be busy, you see how I hate it, and I get scolded by my mother every day."

"I'm so busy that I don't even want her mother. How can you understand the heart of being a mother? I hope you will have a future, and if you have a future, you are afraid that you will not be able to stay home,"

"Hey, I'm not happy when you say that, aunt, I'm jealous"

"Okay, okay, don't talk about them, let them be hungry, let's eat"

When at a certain time, you have to stop the footsteps that you have been wanting to escape, and face this person directly, you find that mother's love is in the usual nagging, because she shows too frequently, and is rejected. We should have turned a blind eye.

On the morning of the operation, I received a text message from Bai Yu. He said that the operation would end at [-]:[-] p.m. and that the second and third children had already arrived. He asked me not to go there so early and wait for the second notification after the end. past.

The waiting time is always long and uneasy, even if you have silently said countless times in your heart that you will be fine, you will be fine, but that heart is always looking for a fulcrum in panic.

Finally, just after five o'clock, a text message from the second child came.

I told my aunt and uncle that the matter is over, don't worry.

Seeing the uneasiness in their eyes gradually calmed down because of me, I suddenly understood that the brats in the eyes of us adults have learned to take responsibility unconsciously.

If life is a circle, we have turned from the bottom to the fulcrum that we once struggled to look up to, and then learn from them, giving them the same love in the flow of life.

"Where's Bai Yu?"

I really couldn't bear to interrupt the mother-child scene in the ward, looking at the second child and asking.

"Next door, the third child is with you"

"Accompany? What's wrong with him,"

The second child looked heavy, hesitant to speak, as if he had just experienced an accident and hadn't recovered from it.

"What's wrong with you, why are you still wilting?" I joked

"My brother's kidney, given by Bai Yu"

"What did you say?"

"I only found out at the beginning of the operation. I was alone guarding the two of them outside. Xiaoduo, I don't even know what it is to be scared when I grow up so big. But just now, I experienced that feeling for the first time in my life. feel me"

The second child's words were like thunder, and in an instant, everything became clear.His calmness before the operation, his embarrassment when he saw me, and his perfunctory attitude when I asked him about sex.

It turned out that he had already prepared.

Actually, I should have noticed.

"He asked me to give it to you before he entered the operating room." The second child took out an envelope from his pocket and handed it to me.

The solemnity is like awarding certificates of honor to the families of martyrs.

"he died?"

Strange to say, I didn't feel sad when I asked this sentence, and I was so calm that I didn't have any unusual emotions in my heart.

The second child looked at me in surprise, and then he raised his hand, and then, it landed on my head in a moderate manner.

"Wei Xiaoduo, you've watched too many bitter scenes, hurry up and give me a shit. He's fine, what the heck."

"Since he's not dead, what are you doing like making a will, Cheng Laoer, you bastard, you scared me to death. If he dies, I won't live."

From the moment I yelled this sentence to Cheng Lao Er in front of everyone, Bai Yu and I can no longer hide the secret of Chen Cang.

Coupled with the following situation of Meng Jiangnu crying on the Great Wall, it confirmed everyone's guess.

Outside Bai Yu's ward, I was crying so hard that I couldn't make a sound.

The second child stood aside, at a loss, so he could only comfort him cautiously.

"I'm sorry, it's my fault, I didn't make it clear"

"Xiaoduo, don't cry, there are so many people."

"Isn't that good?"

In fact, I didn't cry because of my second child. As for why, I don't know myself.Although, afterward, everyone unanimously asked, did I really think that Bai Yu was dead when I cried so sadly, or did I just use this as an excuse to tell the world about Bai Yu and me.

After careful consideration, I found that it was neither.First of all, I know that Bai Yu will definitely not die, because he will definitely not do a business that loses money better than anyone else. Of course, he is indeed suspected of defaming him by saying so in this matter.It would do me much more wrong to say that I use this as an excuse, for I am far from resourceful, though clever.

After thinking about it, there is only one explanation, that is, both of them are alive, and we can play happily together again, which is great.

In this way, my tears belong to tears of joy and happiness.

On the hospital bed, Bai Yu's white coat was replaced by a zebra-striped hospital gown. His bloodless skin was even whiter than before. Although he looked sickly, it didn't affect his appearance at all.

I had red eyelids that were thicker than usual, and held the unopened letter in my hand. Originally, I wanted to scold him. How can I be honest about such a big matter? spend the rest of my life.

But right now, all the strength to cry is gone, and he can only stand by the bed and look at him weakly.

"I can't tell, Wei Xiaoduo, you still have the side of such a little woman." Bai Yu looked at me, and his voice was a little weak.

"Brother, then you must have read it wrong. She is tired. Just now, everyone will become Lin Daiyu." The third child said while peeling an apple.

Or he has no discernment, shouldn't he leave wisely under the circumstances.

"Don't look at me like that, I won't leave. If my brother is like this, you two won't be able to continue. Besides, within 2 minutes, you will have to bring two big light bulbs."

"Go away" I pushed Cheng Laosan away, snatched the apple he had peeled, put it in my mouth and took a bite.

"Wei Xiaoduo, please be nice to me. I'm still angry with you if you keep this matter with Brother Bai Yu from me." The third child said as he got up.

"Brother, you are too dishonest. You say me, the second child, and you. Of the three of us, I am the most free, the youngest, and the healthiest. If you want to use it, you have to use mine. You stay up late every day. Those who work overtime, what should I do in the future? What's more, you, you and my sister, don't you, your impulse directly discounts my sister's happy life in the future. I don't care, it's someone else's girl who suffers anyway , if it doesn’t work, the second child sleeps with AI every day, don’t you need it at all?”

The third child chattered endlessly, and the more he said, the more outrageous he became, and a good thing changed in his mouth.

"Can you stop talking nonsense, Cheng Laosan, are you looking for a beating?"

I lifted up the leftover apple core and was about to throw it over when I suddenly realized that this was a hospital, and all the people who came back and forth were Bai Yu's colleagues, and as Bai Yu's girlfriend, I still had to maintain the minimum image Yes, thinking about it, he withdrew his hand again.

"Brother, did you see that. You can become a man in a second, and it's too late for you to regret it now"

During the frolicking, sure enough, in less than 2 minutes, two heavyweight guests pushed the door in. The aunt staggered, and the tears on her face from the previous scene were still wet, she threw herself on Bai Yu's bed and burst into tears again.

My third child and the second child who came in looked at each other in dismay, looking at Bai Yu on the hospital bed sympathetically,

Presumably for a long time after that, he will be surrounded by "strong" maternal love.