Embrace each other

Inscription: We know each other well, and we should love each other forever.But at this time, I want to think about how to avoid it, but I have to hurt this person who has taken me as a treasure since childhood.

My mother didn't pay much attention to the changes between me and Bai Yu at first, but she still leaked some clues under the strong sixth sense of women.

Today, I was about to go out after washing up as usual, when I suddenly felt a chill coming from my back, I turned my head abruptly, as expected, my mother was at the door of the bathroom, under the cover of the wall, only two eyes stared at me like thieves.

I said that I always felt weird in the past few days, as if I was being followed. At first I thought it was because I was too busy with work and lack of sleep. It turned out that Ms. Sun was the culprit.

"Ah, hello, mom, please do me a favor, let me, a weak woman in this world, what are you doing this early in the morning?"

"Come on, you're still a weak woman, and you don't know yourself too well. Let me ask you, you, are you doing something with Bai Yu?"

When my mother said this, I was so shocked that I almost didn't come up in one breath.I subconsciously looked at Bai Yu's door, and hurried over to cover her mouth.Just her voice can be heard by neighbors without going out.

"Shh, mom, you, please keep your voice down"

"Let go of me, you damn girl, you want to suffocate me"

My mother raised her hand and slapped it on the back of my hand without mercy.All of a sudden, my white and tender little hands turned red.

I shook my hands in pain, full of grievances.

"Are you my own mother? You are so ruthless. Can you ask this kind of question in a more subtle way? What are you talking about? Ms. Sun, please remember your identity. You are my mother." , how can a mother think about her girl being killed every day?"

"What's the matter, how old are you? You are already 25. Besides, you reacted so much to what I said. I just want to ask if you are in a relationship. What do you think I said? No, you Damn girl, what are you thinking, why is the little girl's mind so crooked?" Saying this, my mother raised her hand and was about to pounce on me again.But luckily this time I dodged quickly, and the strength will definitely not be lighter than before.

"Mom, mom, a gentleman uses his mouth but not his hands. Let me tell you, don't talk nonsense. Did you hear that Bai Yu and I are not in a relationship. We are a pure man and woman relationship." After I finished speaking, I turned to Bai Yu with a guilty conscience Yu's room looked.

Fortunately, the bedroom door was closed, probably still sleeping, did not hear.

"No, I've been following you for several days, and I always feel weird," my mother said to herself.

"Don't think about it, especially don't tell outsiders. If this matter gets out, be careful that your daughter won't be able to get married," I pretended to threaten.

I know all too well the housewives in the neighborhood who have nothing to do every day and talk to the parents of the Li family. Their ability to gossip and the speed of spreading news are no worse than the loudspeakers of the neighborhood committee.

Although I don't want to do this either, I can't let the aunt and the third child know about my relationship with Bai Yu until Cheng Weige comes back.Regarding this matter, instead of letting Brother Cheng know about it in other people's mouths, I would rather tell him in person.In a way that least hurt him.Until then, before I think of this way, business as usual is best.

After all, there are some people you don't want to hurt in your life, even if you don't even think about it.At this point, I believe Bai Yu is the same as me.

My words really worked, and my mother really shut up obediently.When I was secretly rejoicing, the door of Bai Yu's bedroom was pulled open at once, and I saw the neatly dressed Bai Yu coming out of it without saying a word. My heart rises.

"Aren't you not going to work today?" I asked cautiously while driving the car.

Obviously, he was angry.

There is no doubt that he must have heard what he just said.Although I believe that he understands me, understanding does not mean that he will accept it without emotion.Isn't there a saying that everyone understands the big truths, but it's hard to control small emotions?

"Who told you that?" Bai Yu asked blankly,

Fortunately, there is a response.

"Yesterday you just finished the big night" I said cautiously

"Shift change today"

"Oh",

"Then you today" will not be very tired.

Before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by his muffled voice.

"Don't talk, drive"

"... "

Then I was speechless all the way, except for a slightly miserable cry from my uneasy heart.

I'm afraid of anything, the more I come, Bai Yu's mood has not been calmed down. In the afternoon, I received a text message from Brother Cheng Wei asking me to pick up the plane.

"The plane at three o'clock in the afternoon, I will pick you up and give you a big gift"

So, I spent the rest of the time restless.Even the gift that excited me the most in the past has become the heaviest burden in my heart.

But what troubled me even more was how to tell Bai Yu about this matter.

After thinking for a long time, I finally picked up the phone and replied "OK" to Cheng Weige.

Uncommon yet unusual.

Then, I opened Bai Yu's information bar and entered nervously;

"Brother Cheng Wei arrives at three o'clock in the afternoon, I will pick it up."

After typing, I feel something is missing.It is a full 80 kilometers from where I work to the airport. Counting the traffic jam, I will definitely not be able to come back before Bai Yu leaves work.However, in the end, I deleted the latter sentence "you go home first after get off work".

The biggest advantage of dealing with smart people is that things never need to be said too clearly, especially when some things are better than not said.

Then I stare at my phone, full of anticipation.Even if it's just a "good" or "received", I think my mood will be a little clearer than now.

Obviously, I didn't wait for any response.Brother Cheng Wei didn't reply, neither did Bai Yu, the two of them acted as if they had made an agreement.

Finally, I put down my phone and turned on silent mode at the same time, trying to put my mind back into work.During the period, although I looked at it countless times, my expectations disappeared like being crushed.

Forget it, anyway, sooner or later he will die, so he can simply resign himself to fate and live for a while, maybe for a while.

I withdrew my thoughts, readjusted the lower seat, and prepared to complete my design with all my heart.At this moment, the screen of the phone that had been dark for a long time suddenly lit up, and at the same time, the word Bai Yu appeared on the screen. I couldn't wait to pick up the phone and click on it.

"be careful"

Immediately, a sense of excitement of being hit by a pie "swish" from the footsteps to every strand of hair.I got carried away and just smirked while holding my phone.

Bai Yu, it turns out that it's not just a show, at least not now.

Although it was later proved that he did it on purpose, just to retaliate against what I said in the morning that we are purely a relationship between a man and a woman.But so what, anyway, I stubbornly and firmly believe that he didn't take care of it because he was busy saving lives and healing the wounded.

"Wei Xiaoduo, Xiaoduo,"

"kindness?"

"Why are you so silly, the manager has been watching you for a long time"

At the next table, some unfamiliar colleagues whispered at me.

I looked in his direction, and sure enough, our manager was looking at me with frowning eyes.

I quickly straightened my face, and for the first time returned him a smile that I thought was very bright.

Sure enough, most girls in love are fools. I really thought he would forgive me because of this, but unexpectedly, his face became more serious because of this.

Well, humanity is not promoted in a capitalist environment after all.

"Wei Xiaoduo, you are so cute, and you look so pretty when you smile, why do some colleagues say you are difficult to get along with?"

I shifted my gaze to the young, gentle-looking boy in front of me.If it wasn't for his golden framed eyes, I would have thought I saw Cheng Laosan.

As the so-called Zong is a handsome and beautiful boy, he raises his head and rolls his eyes to look at the blue sky, except for the words and expressions that make people feel a little greasy.

I didn't want to talk to him at first, but after thinking about it, in view of my performance just now, I have reason to believe that the capitalists will not agree to my leave, so why not...

Both inside and outside have become my little fanboys, so it's not for nothing.

"Well, I'm going to see a client in a while, can you tell the manager for me?"

Although he showed appreciation for me inside and outside the words, I can't guarantee that he can do me this favor.

"No problem, Xiaoduo"

Almost seconds to answer, the kind without thinking.

"Wei, my name is Wei Xiaoduo"

Although I am full of joy, I still cannot accept his familiar title.We haven't spoken a word or two in total, and I don't even know his name, so why bother to look so familiar.

"Well, I know"

"..."

Well, well, after all, there are people to ask for.

However, I'd rather have my manager scold me if I can think of the trouble I'll get myself into for this trivial favor in the future.

Because of the cover of the little boy, I arrived at the airport smoothly and picked up Cheng Weige.As for Cheng Weige's gift to me, it turned out to be Cheng's second child who falls in love with AI every day.

Excited, excited, and happy, I hugged Cheng Laoer for a long time with tears in my eyes.

"But I haven't seen you for half a year, what are you doing?"

I can't answer because I can't answer at all.

He was right, indeed not.But I can't tell him that the main reason for these emotions is so that he doesn't have to be alone with Cheng Weige.

However, once some things happen, even if you pretend you don't know anything, you can't get rid of the awkwardness in your heart.

Every day after this, I can feel that I am deliberately alienating Viagra, not pulling his arm to act like a baby, not asking him to bring me food, even as long as he is here, I will find a reason to go home late .

I know this is not good, but my brain is like the paste my mother used to paste Spring Festival couplets when I was a child, most of which is water.

The second child finally came back, and the atmosphere in our alley also became eager.No, as soon as the car drove into the alley, I saw my mother, my father, aunt, and uncle neatly lined up from a long distance away.

"Wow, this is the top treatment in our alley. All the staff are dispatched. If there are some firecrackers hanging on the two lanterns, I will think that the National Day is here. I still remember that sentence, what is the word, I can't remember it for a while." The second child flattered.

"Welcome to welcome the return of Hong Kong and celebrate the party's birthday" I reminded

"Yes, yes, when I was a child, I held up a small red flag and shouted every day"

"Remind you, classmate Cheng Laoer, don't talk about your work in the past few days when you come back, and think more about me, a poor girl, or you will be scolded for being worthless." Before getting off the car, I specifically asked him.

"The crux of the problem is not whether I mention it or not. It's that this matter is a lion on the bald man's head. It's obvious."

"Okay, don't be angry with her." Brother Cheng Wei interrupted him, and then said to me: "It's okay, I will support you."

If this was left in the past, I would definitely lean on his shoulder and get tired for a while without paying attention.Right now, I can only say half-jokingly:

"That's right, I have my brother backing me up."

Before Cheng Weige could answer, I fled the suffocating scene.After getting out of the car, I took a deep breath of fresh air, and instantly felt reborn.

Thinking of Cheng Weige's expression when he asked me "Are you in a bad mood recently?" when the second child was waiting for luggage at the airport, I always feel sour in my heart.

Hearing my denial, he didn't say anything, but just touched my head with concern, just like Cheng Wei when he was a child comforting Wei Xiaoduo when he was a child.

I know that no matter how I pretend, I can't hide it from him, and I also know why he asked that.

It took us more than 20 years to get to know each other. Before that, the world in my eyes was only so big, and they almost occupied all the places in such a big world.

We never need too many words to prove our relationship, just like now, he can see the emotions hidden behind me with just a text message reply.

We know each other well and deserve to love each other forever.But at this time, I wanted to think about how to avoid it, but I had to hurt this person who took me as a treasure since childhood.

It shouldn't be like this between us, any one of us deserves what is expected in our hearts.

Ever since I was a child, I have made such a wish every time I celebrate my birthday.In the past years, God has been as kind as I expected, gradually turning my wishes into reality.

It suddenly occurred to me that among the many wishes belonging to the five of us, there is nothing about love. If I could predict it from the beginning, I would definitely make an extremely important wish. Wish to exchange, I am willing.

I wish Cheng Wei met a girl who is 1000 million times better than Wei Xiaoduo, a perfect match.

In view of the smooth progress of the AI ​​project jointly co-operated by Cheng Weige and Cheng Lao Er, and the market prospect is bright again, a huge celebration ceremony was inevitable that night.

The so-called huge momentum is mainly because after eating the loving dinner of the elders, the group met again at the tavern with unfulfilled desires, and held a nuisance concert with incomplete tone and a good sense of self.

Bai Yu came a little late because of his surgery. When he arrived, we sang happily, and even reached the state where the world is big and I am the only one.If the third child hadn't seen him first with sharp eyes, I think he would have detoured and left at any time.

Doctor is really a good profession, it can make Bai Yu deep.

"came back"

Bai Yu came over and moved a chair from the empty space next door and naturally placed it next to Cheng Weige.

"Well, it's been a long time this time," Cheng Weige said

I secretly looked at Bai Yu, but couldn't see anything on his calm face.

The anger in the morning should be gone, I curse.

Thinking about it, I picked up the wine and was about to hand it to Cheng Lao Er, when I realized something was wrong.My seat was obviously next to Brother Cheng Wei, but Bai Yu actually pushed my stool aside when I got up to get a beer.

I looked at the big white stool that was alone and cornered like a lonely thinker, and I couldn't help feeling sympathetic.

"Did you arrive late on purpose, in order to escape my mother's unlimited love and care?" The second child got up and said while taking the beer that I was still holding in the middle of the sky.

Bai Yu smiled and didn't answer.

This has been tacitly understood for years.

Maybe it was a guilty conscience. After Bai Yu came, I was quite quiet. In order to avoid any verbal contact with him, I tried my best not to speak. I even put the stool far away from him.

For my deliberate behavior, it is obvious that in the eyes of caring people, there is no silver 300 taels here.But I was completely blind and couldn't see, even though the side of my body close to Bai Yu seemed to be following the twelfth lunar month.

I still pretended to be calm and determined to listen to Cheng Laosan alone on the top, crying and howling, with a tragic feeling of seeing death as home.

"The one preparing to enter the nursing home"

When he was about to be tortured to death by Cheng Laosan's singing, the second's voice fell from the sky.

I know he is talking to me, but this time is not that time, not only will this sentence not help me, but it will lead the topic to that sensitive and embarrassing corner.

From this point of view, pretending not to hear is the best way.

Even though they looked at each other, trying to figure out who the dick was talking about, I made up my mind that I would rather die than turn back.

"Wei Xiaoduo, you are deaf." The voice of the second child was one decibel higher than before.

How is that song sung, the one who cannot escape now is you, it is you, second child Cheng!

"You are deaf, can you not interfere with my work, do you know how difficult it is to hear the correct tune?"

Since you can't hide, then implement the second plan - change the subject.I still have confidence in Fu Cheng's second child.

"The first day you met him? Just him, the right tune, doesn't exist"

Sure enough, the second child followed my words.

"People are not allowed to improve yet," I said.

Just when I was complacent about successfully leading my second child, a male voice slowly came from the side, deep and sad like a ghost.

"What happened to the nursing home?"

As the saying goes, a wise man is bound to make a mistake. I successfully led the second child away, but I ignored that there was a formidable enemy sitting next to him.

Bai Yu!

"Yeah, how do you say that?" Brother Cheng Wei echoed.

It's over, it's over, I can feel that the end is a cliff.

The second child lived up to everyone's expectations, and told them exactly what I called him to ask him to go to the nursing home.

I have to say that the memory of the second child is really amazing. During the period, I wanted to open his head several times to see if there was any AI chip inside.

For a young man with aspirations, it would be nice to build an AI for nothing, and make contributions to the country. Why waste brain cells on these things.I can't help complaining in a muffled voice.Especially when I saw Bai Yu's complexion becoming more and more gloomy, I couldn't calm down anymore.

Hey, it's really a wave of ups and downs.

But right now, apart from smiling decently and without losing embarrassment, I can only hold the beer bottle on the table and wait for some god to come down to play and take me to their fairyland by the way.

It's really not easy to fall in love, especially with someone who grew up with me since childhood, and whose relatives and friends are all close friends.

But after listening to the second child's statement, Bai Yu was unusually quiet.Following the past practice, usually he would taunt me in a strange way or use his perfect red phoenix eyes to ruthlessly stare at me.But right now, apart from a clear smile, there is no verbal attack.

No kidding, the moment I saw his calm and gentle smile, I actually had the feeling of an old mother that "this child is finally sensible".

"Xiaoduo has grown up, it's time to have a boyfriend, do you like it?"

When I was indulging in Bai Yu's warmth and couldn't extricate myself, suddenly, Cheng Weige's caring voice like an old father thundered like thunder!

But at this moment, behind the caring voice full of old fathers, there is our tacit expectation.

As soon as these words came out, the eyes of the three of them turned to me in unison.For a moment, I was like a small citizen who had never seen the world in a news spotlight and suddenly became the focus. Facing the dazzling spotlight, I was nervous, flustered, and my mouth opened and closed but I couldn't make a sound.

Yes or no.

Except for these two words spinning back and forth in my mind, my usually quick-witted and wise mind seems to be covered with a layer of paste, white and white, and I can't think of any way to deal with it.

"Yes, yes or no?"

Finally, after almost a century of struggle, I uttered one of the most nonsense words of my life.

After speaking, he looked at Bai Yu beside him with a guilty conscience.

He was as calm as before, but the hand on the table began to tap the table slowly, faster and faster...

It would be a waste of nearly 20 years of our life together if I didn't see the meaning behind this gesture.

What am I capable of? In less than a day, I actually hurt the man I liked for N years and finally got.

To be honest, if he really wants to break up with me because of this, I will definitely beg him to give me a chance.

After all, just got it, it's not fresh enough yet.

Well, thinking this way is indeed a bit of a female hooligan.

So for the time being.

"Yes or no, who do you ask? You don't know yourself. You must not be really confused by the third child's singing voice." The second child said

"Who got my brain burnt"

It was probably because my singing voice was smoking, so the third child was finally willing to put down the microphone, walked towards us, grabbed the half bottle of water I drank and dried it up.

"In that case, you have someone you like? Why can't you talk to my brother?"

"Do you have someone you like? Why don't I know whose family, what he looks like, what he does, whether he has money or not, do you want me to help you get him?" The third child's voice was clear after drinking the water. Not much, but still can't hide the hoarseness caused by excessive use of the voice.

The sound of Bai Yu knocking on the table was like an alarm bell ringing in my ears, reminding me that I was getting closer to danger.I looked at him weakly, hoping that he could understand my affectionate eyes but had to lie about it.

Unexpectedly, at this time, I had a tacit agreement with him to go offline, or he simply wanted to take revenge, so he said something to me at this time that made me feel ashamed.

"Why are you looking at me"

"puff,……"

Immediately afterwards, the wine fell like rain from the top of my head, and in an instant, I was like a drenched chicken in the rain.There is no pity, only anger.

"Cheng Laosan, you dirty ghost"

In this way, I vented all my grievances on him.

The third child didn't know why, and apologized while running, and yelled:

"Wei Xiaoduo, you like Brother Bai Yu, do you think this is the biggest joke in the world? Do you have a grudge against yourself? You have to climb this Mount Everest. Don't say you are a masochist. You haven't had enough in the first half of your life, so It will continue for the rest of my life.”

This topic caused by small talk ended in this sudden farce.As for the unintentional words of the third child, Brother Cheng Wei didn't seem to take it to heart.Soon, we entered into another topic amidst the noise until late at night.