Embrace each other

Inscription: At the end of the long days, we have stood in front of each other countless times. I can't understand why you hurt, just as you can't understand why I hurt.We would rather test each other than speak the deepest words in our hearts.All this is because when we gain, it also means losing.

So I had to pretend not to love you.Before this love went deep into my bone marrow, I originally wanted to keep pretending...

I don't know if Bai Yu is satisfied with the design draft, because since I left the draft at his door, we have returned to the state of close proximity, and he still leaves early and returns late, so I have no choice but to cooperate secretly.

In order to pull myself out of Bai Yu's world as soon as possible, I also changed my way to arrange my work to the fullest. From picking and picking customers before, to now accepting all orders, I do everything I can pole.The manager was very happy with this 180-degree change in my attitude. While serving tea and water flatteringly, he carefully placed the case I had rejected on my desk.

"Wei Xiaoduo, you are short of money recently"

I watched the manager treat him like a man with major depression.I thought about it seriously, nodded seriously, and looked at the sympathetic eyes of the manager before leaving, I couldn't help smiling, thinking, this girl is not short of money, but lack of love.

In a blink of an eye, it was the weekend again. I originally wanted to go to the company to work overtime, but my mother stopped me before I went out. I suddenly remembered that I promised her to see Aunt Wang's son today.I patted my head and said:

"I've been dizzy during this period of time. I'll go change my clothes later, and I'll go with you right away."

My mother just turned cloudy and sunny, and she took her arms away with a smile. I was about to go back to the house and change clothes, when I saw Bai Yu hurriedly opened the bedroom door and came out, holding a khaki windbreaker in his hand, it seemed that he was about to go out .

"Auntie, Bai Fei came today, I forgot, I have to go to the airport now"

"This child has forgotten such an important thing, is there still time?"

"It's okay, I should take a taxi there in time," Bai Yu said and walked outside.

"What kind of car are you taking, let Xiaoduo go, there is a caretaker on the way"

After my mother finished speaking, she urged me to go out. Didn't she agree to see Aunt Wang's son? Why did she change her mind?But seeing my mother rushing out with a vegetable basket, I knew that the son of Tianwang Laozi was not working.

Bai Yu and I looked at each other, neither of us said anything, we walked towards the door.

On the way, I was driving the car, and Bai Yu turned on the music as soon as he got in the car, and closed his eyes calmly, the panic just now was gone.

I was suffering and tired driving the car, but he was so leisurely that he closed his eyes and rested his mind, looking at his golden skin, thinking about the uselessness I have suffered because of him these days, he couldn't help but slam on the brakes.Just when I thought he would be frightened, I didn't expect Mr. Ren to be prepared. When I stepped on it, he stepped firmly on the front surface with one foot.Then slowly looked sideways at me.

"This bad idea has been held back for a long time"

"It's okay, in a few days."

"childish"

"Leave me alone"

After finally arriving at the airport, I parked the car and ran to the pick-up gate in a hurry. When I got there, I turned around and found no sign of Bai Fei.I ran to the consultation office and anxiously asked the service staff.

"Hi, is the plane from Qinghai delayed?"

"Qinghai? Wait a minute, oh, hello miss, the earliest flight from Qinghai is at 14 o'clock in the afternoon"

After speaking, the service staff pointed to the big screen behind her and looked in her direction. After searching for a long time among the flight information, I finally saw the flight from Qinghai, which clearly stated 14:00 pm.

No wonder he still listened to the music leisurely in the car, and walked behind without haste when he got out of the car. I looked at Bai Yu angrily, and finally realized that I was being tricked by him, but what was the purpose?I could not understand.

Bai Yu looked at me calmly, took out a cigarette from his pocket and put it near his mouth, he didn't light it, just held it in his mouth, his ruffian appearance was completely different from the outsiders' eyes.

Just pretending to be a wolf with a big tail every day is not afraid of becoming schizophrenic.

I looked at him angrily, but it was not good to lose my gentle and virtuous face in the public. After thinking twice, I finally suppressed my anger, took out my mobile phone and called my mother, telling her not to worry about cooking Yes, Baifei's flight is delayed.

The moment I hung up the phone, I clearly saw a faint smile on his face, with the treachery of a successful trick.

I saw that the time was not yet 11 o'clock, which meant that I would have to wait here for four hours. Originally, I could not only complete a design in these four hours, but also have a blind date.

The money within my reach may even become my future husband's candidate, but because of his whim and conspiracy, it completely turned into nothing.

I traded my lifelong happiness for four boring hours.Although I can't blatantly reprimand him, I still gave him an angry and unreserved glance, and then walked upstairs to KFC. If you are angry, you must find a place to rest.

I found a seat by the window, boredly watching the pedestrians coming and going, through the reflection of the glass, I saw Bai Yu sitting next to me with a drink, and then picked up a glass and put it in front of me, but I didn't want to pay attention to him, Keep staring out the window.

"Didn't you go on a blind date? As for being so angry?"

"Of course, how do I know that what I miss is not my lifelong happiness?"

I turned my head and looked at Bai Yu stubbornly. He put down the drink in his hand and stared at me expressionlessly. If eyes can kill, then we must both be hurt.

"Wei Xiaoduo, you are so shallow"

For a long time, Bai Yu said, the cold light in his eyes wrapped in contempt, enough to send me into the eighteenth hell.

"Didn't you already know?"

I looked at him not to be outdone, until he got up angrily and left, then I turned my head and continued to stare out the window.

There are people coming and going outside, there are separations and reunions, but there is no nearest person, but there is no return date for the heart.

It wasn't until the news of the arrival of Baifei's flight came from the airport broadcast that we recovered from our respective thoughts, stood up from our respective positions in a tacit understanding, and walked to the pick-up hall.

Bai Yu walked in front, and I followed behind, and he and I could no longer cross the distance in front of us.Looking at the scene in front of me, I can't help but envy myself when I was a child. No matter how cold his eyebrows are, I will run to him fearlessly and smile at him until the corners of his mouth are slightly raised.

There were so many people at the pick-up gate, I could only stick close to Bai Yu in the crowd, after all, I had only met Bai Fei once, and it was five years ago, so her appearance had long been blurred.

"Don't move"

"I do not…"

Standing behind Bai Yu, I was standing on tiptoes trying to look inside, when suddenly a hand stretched out from the side, and accurately grasped my little hand that had no place to rest, suddenly and easily, I was pulled to the front , followed by a pair of familiar hands firmly surrounded me in the middle.

Khaki cotton windbreaker, white and slender arms under the black watch, even and powerful breathing above the head, even with a strawberry-like sweet smell.

This series of actions instantly brought me into a trance, I didn't seem to be so angry anymore, even, uh, I had already forgotten why I was angry.

Am I being protected, and this person is still Bai Yu.

This feeling is simply, almost more illusory than the clouds in the sky.

I stood in a daze, feeling that my breathing was half a beat slow, for fear that someone would accidentally disturb Bai Yu, who had discovered his conscience.

"Xiaoduo, Bai Yu"

While thinking, there was a clear cry in my ears. I followed the sound and saw a girl in trendy clothes smiling and waving at us.

"That is?"

I wanted to ask the person behind me if that was Bai Fei, who knew that when I raised my head, I happened to meet his downcast gaze, and I dare say that what happened next definitely surpassed my boring four hours of waiting before, I'm starting to think I'm willing to wait four hours for this.

In a blink of an eye, Bai Yu's mouth just touched the center of my brow, as soft as a dragonfly's touch, but I still keenly caught his touch, which was cool and wet.

I blinked my eyes, looked at the pair of black eyes under the bushy eyebrows, and listened to someone's heartbeat, making a powerful sound.

"Bai Fei, that's Bai Fei"

Suddenly, Bai Yu raised his head and said to the girl walking towards him.

"Oh"

I came back to my senses, and tried my best to squeeze out an awkward but not polite smile in the direction he was looking at.

"sister"

To the approaching Bai Fei, I politely called out.

"Xiaoduo, you're so good. You've grown taller and prettier than the last time we met, um, not bad"

Bai Fei has a very cheerful personality, as can be seen from the way she speaks, even though she hasn't seen the girl for a long time, she doesn't feel unfamiliar at all.

That's right, at least you don't have to worry about getting along with each other in the days to come.

In terms of Bai Yu's family, I still hope to add points.

"You can learn from Ren Xiaoduo, you don't know how to call sister after seeing you for so long, thanks to the fact that I still miss you every day"

Bai Fei looked at Bai Yu beside him who was only busy pulling the suitcase and said.

Bai Yu didn't pay attention to her, just pulled the suitcase and walked beside her with his head bowed, as if Bai Fei's arrival was a very common thing.

Bai Yu never mentioned much about his family. I thought there would be improvement in the years he left, but it doesn't seem to be much better from this point of view, at least not as eager as Bai Fei showed.

"Sister, why did you come back suddenly? What's the matter?"

In order not to make the atmosphere too embarrassing, I turned on the awkward chat mode. Obviously this is not my strong point. In the words of Cheng Weige, sometimes I am cuter when I am silent than when I speak.

I don't deny that, judging from the few friends around me over the years, it can be seen that I am a master who is straight from the rectum to the eyes of the throat, and is used to going my own way.

Obviously, Bai Fei is not the ordinary person I imagined. In other words, we are more than infinite. From her simple but not simple dress, it can be seen that she is not a person who likes to be twisted. So we two soon developed a feeling of pity for each other when we met each other, and of course this was only discovered in the later getting along.

"There is something, but it's not a big deal. The main thing is to see this heartless thing and the person who haunts him in his dreams."

When Bai Fei spoke, his eyes swept aside.

A person who is thinking about it?

I suddenly remembered the design draft that Bai Yu asked for two days ago. It turned out that he was ready to bring Man Yue to meet his parents.

It seems that he really came back because of the full moon.

He will get married, when this idea becomes reality and suddenly crosses my face in such an unexpected way, I admit that I am flustered at the moment, and I am sure that it will not be good for a long time, although I have always known that he has a girlfriend and someone he likes, but at least he is still by my side. No one can replace the love between us since we were young.

And those seemingly intimate actions just now, and even before, have no meaning to him, and only I, a person with distracting thoughts, will have fantasies.

"Sister, don't say that. It's said that men can't help themselves to mothers, let alone you are not his mother. After all, maybe your Bai family needs a gentle and beautiful little lady."

I thought there was nothing wrong with what I said, at least I intended to bring their siblings closer, but as soon as I finished speaking, Bai Yu and Bai Fei looked at me in unison. There is a tacit agreement once.

"What's wrong, I, I said the wrong thing"

"No, not at all, so let me borrow your auspicious words and marry a virtuous and virtuous lady to the Bai family?"

Bai Fei suddenly put his arm on my shoulder, and the pair of piercing black eyes under the brim of the white hat looked at me with an inexplicable smile.

Their Bai family genetics are really strong, just looking at people like this makes people feel inexplicably flustered.

I nodded half-understood, and reluctantly squeezed out a smile. I'm sure that it must look a little bit bitter at this time.

The arrival of Bai Fei has undoubtedly rekindled the passion for life in our long-quiet alley. To be honest, if Bai Yu and Bai Fei hadn’t looked alike, no one would have thought they were a mother in terms of personality alone. Born.Bai Fei has a bright and cheerful personality. He looks like he has known everyone for many years. He behaves casually and dares to speak and act. He quickly won the love of our group.

Especially the third child, he even worshiped her as a goddess. Within two days of meeting, the two became friends who talked about everything. Every day they came back from school and dragged Bai Fei to tell him anecdotes about Qinghai. , I was finally temporarily freed from my third child's infatuation.

And Bai Yu still pretends to be his big-tailed wolf in front of adults, with a calm and obedient appearance, but he always maintains an attitude of indifference to Bai Fei. I just hate girls of our hexagram.

However, he has always responded to Bai Fei's requests without hesitation, never heard him say no, even if those requests were unreasonable, he never complained.

I think, for this sister, for his family, he always loves in his own way, even though he often escapes by staying away.

My mother is definitely the kind of person who can make you completely stop thinking about what you like to eat within two days.For example, when Bai Yu just came back, she said that she wanted to eat the pot stickers she made, and she was serious about making them without changing them for a week. The third child loves noodles with fried sauce, and she will definitely make them as soon as the third child returns home. Well, I will send it over. Because of her passionate love since childhood, my father and I will hardly show our special love for certain dishes in front of her. I always think that my forbearing character has something to do with it. inseparable relationship.

Speaking of this, Brother Cheng Wei is the smartest. Every time my mother asks him, Xiao Wei is so busy with work, what do you want to eat? Auntie will make it for you.

Either he is a person who can accomplish great things, more promising than any of us, his answer not only pleases my mother, earns the reputation of being sensible, but also successfully saves my stomach.

"Auntie, as long as it is made by you, I love to eat it"

It is conceivable that as long as Cheng Weige eats at my house, my mother will definitely do her best to cook a table of different dishes, which are beautiful and delicious.

It is said that women are the ones who please themselves. I really didn't expect this sentence to be so useful when used in food.

When Bai Fei came back, my mother asked the same question, and Bai Fei, who had just arrived, naturally didn't understand her unique way of hospitality.Before Bai Yu and I could stop it, we heard her say something unceremoniously:

“I heard that auntie pot stickers are good”

I can guarantee that this is the most tacit understanding between Bai Yu and I. After the word "guotie" came out of her mouth, we both felt like throwing up at the same time.

This kind of natural physiological reaction cannot be experienced by people who have not personally experienced it. After all, we just woke up from that nightmare and really don't want to go back.

"I really don't think of myself as an outsider. Auntie eats whatever she cooks, so naturally she eats whatever she cooks,"

"Yes, sister, my mother is like a chef. You haven't been here for long, so it's necessary to eat all of them."

Obviously, what Bai Yu and I said did not attract Bai Fei's attention.

"When I was in Qinghai, I heard Bai Yu talk about it several times, so the first thing I did when I came back was to try this potsticker that he had missed for a long time." Sister Bai Yu continued to say disapprovingly.

"No problem, since you want to eat, Auntie will definitely satisfy you, and I guarantee that you will never forget it after eating once." My mother was greatly encouraged, and while asking my father to greet the guests, she went out looking for her standard vegetable basket .

"Believe me, you will have another unforgettable experience in your life in the near future"

Bai Yu and I looked at each other, looked at my sister, who was still in the freshness of new things and unaware of the danger ahead, like a dumb person who had eaten Coptis chinensis, suffering unspeakably.

In the evening, I secretly sent a text message to Cheng Weige and gave a brief explanation of the situation. Cheng Weige quickly replied with a clear expression. The tacit understanding between comrades in the same trench always comes too naturally. Give him the food, and I can only rely on him to save me from the fire and water tonight.

Before sending the text message, I originally wanted to ask Bai Yu what to eat, but when I thought of the pink lunch box, I couldn't help feeling a little meddling in my heart.

Who cares, I have a girlfriend to take care of me, so I don't want to do this thing of putting a hot face on a cold ass.

When I went back to the house to change clothes, I took Bai Fei to get acquainted with the place where she stayed during this time. Our house obviously has many rooms with good orientation, and any one I tidy up is better than mine, but she chose to follow me. Sleep, the reason is very simple, she is afraid alone.

It is normal for a girl to feel uncomfortable or afraid when she first arrives in a strange place, but in my opinion, when Bai Fei said this sentence, it was like a butcher fearing a lamb waiting to be slaughtered unreal.

Well, since that's the case, let's do whatever you want, because she is Bai Yu's sister.

Bai Fei stayed in the bedroom alone to pack his luggage, and I couldn't help him. He just wandered around the living room while watching TV. Because of my habit, my mother often scolded her. She always said that her dizziness was caused by me. She dangled in front of her, but for me who worked in front of the computer for more than ten hours a day, I definitely wouldn't change this habit just because of her few words.

"I ordered takeaway, do you have anything to add?"

Just when I had walked around countless times, Bai Yu was leaning against the door of his bedroom with his mobile phone, staring at me steadily.

"kindness?"

It’s not that I’m pretending not to understand, it’s that he acted too nonchalantly. I looked around for a week and found out that he was talking to me. If I didn’t know it, I thought it was the stray dog ​​on the street. The tone reveals that I picked you up by the way.

"I, I asked Cheng Weige to bring it to me"

I thought there was nothing wrong with what I said, but after I finished saying this sentence, there was an imperceptible fluctuation on the face of his Wannian Bingshan. He turned to me and stayed for a few seconds. Just when I was considering whether to say thank you to him, the old man walked away without saying a word.

This is angry?Thinking of his instant frown, I couldn't help but wonder.

No, this, I, I didn't say anything.

Suddenly, I remembered a report I read a few days ago. It said that after being a doctor for a long time, it is easy to feel anxious, because they face unhealthy people every day. Whether it is physical or psychological, these things have accumulated for a long time. More or less will cause them a certain amount of life pressure, from this point of view, it is correct.

It seems that I need to communicate more with normal people in normal times, which is easier for my physical and mental health.

In the evening, our house is naturally very happy and harmonious, with a Chinese New Year atmosphere. Don’t mention it, my mother is really smart. As far as pot stickers are concerned, she made several flavors, such as potato beans, fish-flavored eggplant, etc. I’m afraid Mix and match all the cuisines she is good at into pot stickers.

"Mom, Sister Bai Fei is not leaving for now, can you hug me a little bit, don't use up your enthusiasm all at once," I said looking at the pot stickers all over the table.

"You kid, who knows you still order so many takeaways. They are all junk food. Last time I had a stomachache, I just ate these. I don't have a long memory, and I even ordered double servings," my mother pointed to the two complete servings on the table. The same dish was indignant.

"I just bought one," Cheng Weige said

"This one, I bought it." Bai Yu reached out and took another Kung Pao Chicken on the table and put it in front of him.

"Oh, you children don't agree in advance when you buy things, look at the heavy ones," my mother muttered

Looking at the Kung Pao chicken in front of Bai Yu, I actually felt a little guilty. Compared with him, I was a little too small, but at the same time, I felt a little bit happy, which showed that in his heart I was still Some weight.

When I was eating, I was eating the dishes Cheng Weige brought back, and at the same time I was thinking about the Kung Pao Chicken next to Bai Yu. The one where the rice bowl is pasted together.

After struggling for a long time between eating and not eating, I still couldn't take care of my face. Taking advantage of my long arms, I reached out to the plate in front of Bai Yu, who knew that Bai Yu seemed to have predicted something in advance. Yes, before the chopsticks fell down, he suddenly pushed the plate aside, looked at me blankly, and said unhurriedly:

"Don't you have that?"

For a while, the atmosphere was a little awkward,

"I, I, I just want to try something different" place

Mumbling, I turned around slowly, sat down, and retracted the chopsticks that were parked in the air.

"So what if I eat you, I will die."

After finishing speaking, Bai Fei got up, took the plate next to Bai Yu and put it in front of me, smiled at me gently and said:

"Don't pay attention to him, it's all yours, eat whatever plate you want"

I secretly glanced at Bai Yu, seeing that he didn't intend to take it back, so I ate it unceremoniously.

Wait a minute, with Bai Fei's support, my future life will be much easier now.

Thinking about it, I toasted to Bai Fei with sincerity.

Obviously, Bai Yu showed extreme disdain for my behavior, but it doesn't matter, as long as I can move back a few rounds, it doesn't matter if I am a villain.

"Brother Cheng Wei, I heard that you are usually very busy, thank you for taking the time to welcome me." Bai Fei poured himself a glass of wine when I was feeling proud, got up and said to Brother Cheng Wei.

Immediately, everyone's attention was focused on this imposing foreign visitor.Apparently, Brother Cheng Wei, who was concentrating on picking fishbone for me, didn't expect that he would be caught, and in a hurry, he knocked down his wine glass.

"Brother, you are promising, the beauty will toast you, why are you so excited?" I joked

"I'm sorry, it was a little sudden." Cheng Weige wiped his hands with a paper towel, picked up the glass next to me and drank it in one gulp, and refilled himself with the wine. When the wine was half poured, he suddenly stopped. It stands to reason that the guests should toast glass full.I was thinking, Brother Cheng Wei must have really panicked.

"Well, it's all family, you pour me what's in your cup, I'll do it"

"OK"

Without saying a word, Bai Fei poured all the wine in his glass into Brother Cheng Wei's glass, and saw that the half glass had become a full glass.

"Xiaowei, don't leave the wine toasted by the beauty."

"Dried in one go"

Cheng Weige drank the wine in his glass under the ridicule of everyone.

Some encounters are destined to be beautiful, and those beautiful stories start in an instant, without any precautions, without any reason, it just happened so naturally.

Out of a woman's intuition, I found that Bai Fei's gaze towards Cheng Weige began to show some inexplicable emotions. Later, I defined it as appreciation, and later, I understood that this is also the result of falling in love with someone start.

"Water, water," I threw half a chicken leg on the plate in front of Cheng Weige, licked my greasy hand, and shouted to my dad.

"Go and get it yourself, and use others when you are too old." Just when my dad's butt was less than two centimeters away from the stool, my mother cut off his beard.

"Dad, I'm thirsty" I said coquettishly,

"You, hey, okay"

"I'll get it"

Before my dad got up, Brother Cheng Wei had already walked out, and came back with a glass of water after a while.

"You're just too used to her. If this goes on like this, I'll have to get her a disability certificate," my mother said while presenting the soup.

"Take care of what they should" Cheng Weige disagrees

"That's right, we are breaking the bones and connecting the tendons, how can it be as outrageous as you said?" I said

"Okay, wait until your brother finds you a sister-in-law to see how you feel"

"Then bring the sister-in-law over here together"

We had a great time eating and chatting throughout the meal, except for Bai Yu of course.I don't know if it's because I snatched his plate of Kung Pao Chicken, anyway, his air pressure has been very low.According to past experience, at this time, if I said anything at this time, he would spit out a nail and nail it to the wall. Therefore, in line with the principle of talking less, making mistakes, and not saying good things, I walked around him the whole time.

Since everyone had to go to work, they left early after eating.Bai Yu accompanied his sister to the old house, and when they came back, I had finished washing and was ready to rest.

"How about Bai Yu?"

In the evening, two girls who had just met for less than a day were lying on the bed. In the dark environment, no one felt sleepy, and I was mentally prepared to have a long talk with her all night.Bai Fei likes to speak straight and doesn't like to go around the corner, but I still feel dumbfounded when I ask such a straight-forward question.

“Not bad”

"more specific"

Bai Fei seemed very dissatisfied with my unintentional answer, but before I fully recognized which faction Bai Fei belonged to, because of my strong desire to survive, I couldn't openly and directly accuse him of all kinds of evil deeds. , after all, they are a family.So, I pretended to be seriously thinking, and then said sincerely:

"Look, the good baby in the hearts of the elders, the tsundere god in the hearts of women, and the best among men, in short, you need to have good looks, and you need ability and ability"

"Then there must be a lot of people who like him." Bai Fei suddenly became interested,

"Well, it is said that the female patients who came to see him have not been able to see the end of the queue."

"Oh, but, why can't I see any of the advantages you mentioned, I only see his cold, unreasonable, and poisonous side?"

Yes, yes, yes, me too,

Although all the cells in my body responded eagerly and agreed with her statement, at the same time there was an inexplicable sourness in my heart, just like the old mother who protects the calf when she sees her child being misunderstood.

"He may just be inarticulate"

So, when I said this sentence against my will, I clearly felt that all my internal organs were clamoring for my dishonesty. not good at all.

Afterwards, none of us spoke, but through the dots of light in the darkness, I vaguely saw a smile on Bai Fei's delicate face.