Living in a high-risk world

For one of the common people in the world, sometimes you may not know too much, but live a more relaxed and happy life.

Because when you get some kind of knowledge beyond the conventional, to be exact, even if you know the truth that subverts the world view, you find that you can’t do anything to change anything, you can only watch hope in front of you, and you can’t touch it, so you fall into a world based on your own insignificance. , Based on the infinite troubles caused by being helpless.

Just like in the Cthulhu Mythos novels, by chance, a certain human being who received an inadvertent glance from the high-dimensional outer gods, even for the outer gods, its gaze was completely random, and perhaps it never noticed itself His eyes fell on such a human being across countless stars, but for the human being whose eyes were fixed on, this gaze allowed him to see a corner of the big universe.

However, this knowledge, which is destined to have nowhere to vent and cannot be understood by others, will only bring mental confusion to those who know it.If the mind cannot rationalize it, madness is inevitable.

As for Itachi that night, it was a similar situation.

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Back in time to the hotel room that night.

When he was about to leave after putting the person down on the bed, Itachi was delayed for a while due to the onset of the debuff state of sickness and weakness.

After finally stopping his coughing, when his breathing recovered and he was about to open the door, he suddenly noticed something strange behind him, so he turned around immediately.

Then I saw Zaoyue, who was clearly in the same body, with the same appearance, but his demeanor and temperament became completely different from usual, giving people a strange feeling.

"Who are you?" Itachi raised his guard and asked.

His first reaction was that a magician or Carter probably used some kind of spell to manipulate the opponent's body when the opponent fell into sleep and lost consciousness.

But soon, Zaoyue's reply overturned his guess.

"It depends on whether you look at those with the code name 'Zaoyue' as a whole, or just refer to the positive side that you are usually familiar with, because in essence we have the same thinking mode, memory, and hobbies They are all connected to the same entity, but I am the negativity that has been denied and suppressed."

This is the "evil" reflected by the body of black mud. Although the reflected here may not be as much as one ten-thousandth of the original body, its appearance is enough to cause a reverse change in a person's personality.

Human evil, also known as the beast of original sin and beast, is the stain of human beings produced along with human civilization. It will grow stronger with the development of human beings and is an accompaniment of human civilization.

What manifests in this body now is the beast that possesses the principles of "love" and "happiness".

But to be precise, it's just a negative personality influenced by animal nature, because if the beast really came, it would have been a catastrophe at the end of the world by now.

Although "love" and "happiness" are both positive words, everything has two sides.

"Love" can be "giving one's own love to everything", but at the same time, if love is abused, it can become "indulging in others."

"Happiness" also has a devotional nature of "I hope the people around me are also happy" and a selfish nature of "as long as I am happy".

With the gradual improvement of the human civilization system, the negative aspects of human nature will be suppressed and restrained by moral laws, so the so-called original beast is the animal nature abandoned by human beings in evolution.

Zaoyue's negative personality based on animal nature undoubtedly has a worse mentality than usual.

Contrary to the kindness that usually appears, for the personality that appears now, making happy people unhappy, making unfortunate people even more unfortunate, making people fall into trouble, and thus appreciating the pain of others is happiness... is her fun.

So of course, in the next step, compared to the surprise brought about by knowing the existence of negative personality, what really subverts Itachi's worldview is.

Negative personality adheres to the evil psychology of bringing obstacles to others and taking pleasure in playing with others, deliberately revealing a corner of the universe to it.

The beast of original sin is something rejected by human history and discarded in the development of human civilization.

Although they are equivalent to cancer cells and will eat away at human civilization from within society, they do not intend to destroy human civilization.

Because human evil itself is human love, it is not "the hostility that destroys human beings", but "the evil that is eliminated by human beings".

In fact, it is precisely the spirit of human beings who want a better future based on guardianship that really poses a threat to human beings.

Because they are not satisfied with the status quo and want to seek a better future, they raise their weapons against the current society and do not hesitate to destroy the current order and system.

And because the idea of ​​"wanting to eliminate evil" is itself evil, so based on this point, evil cannot be truly eliminated.

The pursuit of beauty itself is creating evil, and the desire to eliminate evil itself is also creating evil, thus falling into a cycle of endless loops, as if it is an eternal abyss that will never be restored.

Because Zaoyue's negative personality reveals the scene of a corner of the universe, through the vicissitudes of life in a moment, Itachi can see the reincarnation and undeniable truth in the world, for this reason, all the current efforts seem to be meaningless, no matter what. The frustration of struggling can also lead to self-doubt and loneliness and emptiness.

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"That's why there are so many people trying to get rid of reincarnation and pursue the Dao by means of practice and other methods."

Although compared to the ethereal things such as seeking immortals and Taoism, she still prefers a down-to-earth attitude towards living in the present.

Zaoyue couldn't help but sympathize with her little friend after getting to know her.

It is estimated that this impact on her little friend is comparable to that of her old father who used the "brain in a vat" theory to get rid of soil.

Considering that Obito is still mentally unstable, he immediately worried that Itachi would not be able to see through the karma.

After all emmmm... Probably the power is negative and related to the spirit. Zaoyue has to admit that her second uncle sometimes has some prejudice against Uchiha, which is not unreasonable, because the people on the old father's side are quite easy to go extreme and fall into obsession.

And a little annoyed.

Although I know that Hei Ni has a certain consciousness, which will affect her, so I have been suppressing it, and I usually avoid bad thoughts in myself, but I didn't expect that this restrained self-impulse actually turned into a negative personality. Bear it, and at the same time let the black mud part unknowingly evolve into the soil that can give birth to the beast of original sin.

After thinking for a while, Zaoyue said silently: "Well... the essence of development is to spiral up, it seems to repeat the previous stages, but in another way, and on a higher basis. Would you not Recognizing the cycle, will you give up the pursuit of the present life and become indifferent to everything?"

"No." Itachi replied.

In fact, after a few days of thinking, he has calmly accepted the fact that he is a member of the samsara. In fact, compared to the emptiness created by realizing the insignificance of mortals, there was another thing that confused him at that time... So after answering, he added: "In those few days I just went to check books."

"?"

Zaoyue was puzzled.

Itachi then told her about the concept of the Trinity, the Three Goddess.

In fact, the concept of the Trinity existed in many religious myths long before Christianity came into existence, and almost all the myths in different regions had the setting of the three-phase goddess.

Three-phase means that a person has three postures at the same time.

From the perspective of ordinary people, this is a split personality, but from a religious perspective, it actually reflects the natural changes through the triple nature of the goddess.

The most representative ones are Artemis, the goddess of hunting in Greek mythology, Selene, the moon goddess, and Hecate, the goddess of the dark moon. From young girls, women to old people, in addition to reflecting from beginning to maturity to decline, they also represent the world, sky and underworld respectively.

That's amazing, so it turns out that boss, you spent this time researching? !

After listening to the other party's analytical paper, Zaoyue was dumbfounded.

To sum up, the main point is probably that her pattern represents the Trinity, that is, there is another personality.

But after recovering from the bewilderment, after thinking and analyzing the content, Zaoyue felt that it was not surprising that she would become like this.

If there is a third personality, then it should be separated when the kaleidoscope is turned on.

The triangle is the most stable, and basically everyone knows this knowledge point.

The negative emotions such as anger and hatred that she had at that moment exceeded the threshold. In order to prevent the negative impact from breaking the balance, her own protection mechanism, like a fuse, simply separated the positive and negative completely to minimize mutual influence.However, there needs to be a transition between pros and cons, and at the same time, the two must be included to prevent them from being completely split into two individuals, so it eventually becomes a triangular structure, so that her spirit can continue to show a high degree of stability.

Given that she herself is positive and the black mud is negative, there can be chaos between yin and yang, the most likely possibility of the remaining personality is... to connect to the root?

Of course, she was just thinking about it.

While Zaoyue was thinking, Itachi was also watching the change in her expression, seeing that she was not too shocked even if she realized this, and she quickly accepted it and became cheerful.

There was just a thought in my heart that it was so, that it was expected.

Then itachi sighed lightly.

"?" This caused Zaoyue to show a puzzled expression. I don't know why she didn't care about her own problems, but her little friend was depressed instead.

"In the past, Jun Malu once said that my liking for you is based on ease and happiness."

"Ah, you don't need to pay too much attention to such words." Zaoyue replied dryly, she didn't expect such a thing to happen without her knowing.

"Then that night, when the evil side appeared, she said whether she wanted to treat 'Zaoyue' as a whole, or just refer to the positive you in front of her now, and deny the evil side."

"..."

"I've been thinking about this issue for a while." When it came to this point, Itachi paused, and then continued, "Finally, I came to the conclusion that whether you like good or bad, you are a whole."

Zaoyue did not speak, and continued to wait for the next article.

"that's it."

It turned out that the other party actually stopped here.

"Hey? Hey!"

This made Zaoyue unresponsive for a while, and seemed a little stunned.

Seeing this, Itachi smiled and said, "Let's go, do you want afternoon tea?"

"Okay!" Zaoyue's attention was quickly diverted because of this, and she immediately responded.

So after the two came out, they went to a nearby coffee shop.

Zaoyue didn't know, in fact, it was exactly what she guessed, and the rest was at the root.

However, due to the root of this personality connection, he has already seen everything clearly, so he realizes that all the vagaries of the world, disputes between good and evil, love and hatred are all processes in his eyes, and he is an absolutely neutral spectator, watching all developments calmly , accepting all results.

Because it is not moved by external objects, it will not respond to the outside world, so it becomes an uncertain state like Schrödinger's cat.

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A few days later, it was the day when Asma and Hong got married.

Ace, who left some time ago, also brought back the young people from Ninja Village who had been abducted to sea before, and his brother Sabo was also visiting by the way.

Since it will be ready to open to the outside world in a while, Zaoyue decided to make official contacts with Sabo, who is the second in command of the Revolutionary Army over there.

Previously, to avoid suspicion and to avoid political and other colorings in personal friendship, although Sabo was curious about the living place and political culture of ninjas like Zaogetsu, he did not inquire too much.

The author has something to say:

Mushrooms mistake me! ! !

Finally rounded this one up Orz

Accurate scoring is considered a routine operation among the magicians on Xingyue (.

It seems that Professor Leif, one of the bosses of fgo, is a genius, but his three personalities are past, present, and future.

Then the two rituals of the heroine in the realm of the sky are also a fine point, and the principle of Zaoyue is close to the two rituals.

In order to reach the root, the Liangyi family has been artificially trying to create multiple personalities in a human body through secret techniques. After separating the two parts of yin and yang, there will be chaos between yin and yang, and there is a probability that the chaos will reach the root.

The root personality is omnipotent by default. (But this setting mushroom seems to eat books again)

Probably because although omnipotent, it will be limited by the strength of the physical body in this world?

Root personalities are not human and have no feelings.