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"In the first two rounds, we should press first, and if it really doesn't work later, you can play first." The teammate said.

"Yes, Captain, if you take a few days off once in a while, you have the right to make up for your annual leave. These days, people are arguing happily, you must maintain a good attitude, let's not care about them, let's see who can persist until the end."

"We definitely support you, and you also believe in us. Just play a small game. When it comes to the international arena, even if there are 1 of you who don't want to, you have to play. There is no rush."

Chi Xiansheng remained motionless, looking directly at the coach, not because he was worried about being dismissed early, not because of belief or not, and had nothing to do with public opinion, but just wanted to get an extra bonus.

"I need money."

The room full of laughter was suddenly silent, and the sound of footsteps could be heard from the corridor, gradually drifting away.

Surprised, confused, frustrated, tangled, depressed, complex expressions of various emotions, transitioning from one face to another.

Maybe a little embarrassment, nothing, just embarrassment.

He was silent, standing under the light, imagining himself as a tree, without thinking, outside the society, and had nothing to do with anyone.So all actions, words, and gazes are acceptable.

After staring at it for a while, the coach compared his back with his thumb and sighed, "Go."

It didn't feel good, the audience was shouting loudly.

He heard his name.

It was uttered by a large number of different voices, followed by a long series of declarative sentences, vivid and full of emotion.Among them, he only clearly understood that the word 'Chi Xiansheng' referred to himself.

Chewing gum, wearing a headset, as before, he analyzed the situation, commanded with precision, and climbed on the edge of the cold blade.

There is no extra movement, no minute or second is wasted, calm and decisive between actions, showing sharpness.

[WINNERWINNERCHIDINNER! ]

A line of words appeared on the screen, and the commentator boasted wildly. The atmosphere on the scene was instantly high, and screams pierced the eardrums from all directions.He took off the headset, turned pale, threw a sentence of "toilet" to his teammates, and left in a hurry.

uncomfortable.

His lips were dry and peeling, his mouth was constantly secreting saliva, which was slightly bitter, and there were streams of liquid in his stomach.

He bent down and retched several times, but couldn't spit out anything.As if stuck in the chest, stuffy in the heart, unable to vent and lingering words, pressing deeply.

Back to the arena, turn to the entrance, the corridor is dim, and the safety exit sign emits a dark green light.A few steps away, countless flashing lights condensed into an orange ocean.

"Wipe clean."

A figure stood at the side of the passageway, sitting alone in a wheelchair, with his jaw raised slightly.Qi Ye raised his hand and threw something, his eyes fell on his hair, the tail of the hair was bent, and a small drop of water slid down.

It's light and flimsy to the touch, and Chi Xiansheng catches it subconsciously, but it feels a little hot afterward.

A lake blue handkerchief, the fabric is as lustrous as silk, with Palis pattern, cumbersome and delicate, luxurious and elegant, it looks a lot like his family's curtain cloth.

Qi Ye enjoys helping others?

—impossible at all.

With the losses in the past few times in front of him, and being targeted repeatedly, he really didn't think Qi Ye would suddenly become kind, not to mention that after the previous game, he was ranked behind star.

But if you refuse, you will inevitably feel empty in your heart.

After wiping it gently a few times, keeping a distance of three steps, he handed it back and thanked him.

"Don't worry about it anymore." Qi Ye didn't answer, with an irritable expression, stern eyebrows, and left without saying anything.

He was expressionless, neither sad nor happy.

After a while, he lowered his head as if discouraged, lowered his arms that were raised high, and holding a handkerchief, he slowly wiped away the moisture from the ends of his hair.

Then, eat, sleep, train, compete.

Time goes on minute by minute, long and firm, and never stops.

He is like the walking dead in the movie, bad somewhere, relying on distorted instincts, following desires, sober when lost, sinking when struggling, he is no longer what he used to be.

One morning.

"Captain, there aren't many calls from the base to find you recently. The sensitive period has passed, and the last month's salary has just been paid. Let's go out and have fun together. If you don't come these few times, God knows how worried we are."

Chi Xiansheng put down the list of second-line players in his hand, raised his eyebrows slightly, and glanced away, "Did you always meet the standard in training this week?"

"..."

The mobile phone was turned on, and the desktop was empty, leaving only text messages and phone calls. He glanced at the account notification.During the lunch break, he left the base, took out the cash, and took a taxi to his mother's residence.

He hesitated for a moment, didn't ask for leave, just put it down and left, it didn't take 10 minutes.

Time and time again, for 10 minutes of leisure and quiet, worth 30 days of hard suffering, he and his mother have nothing to say, and words are powerless.

"Here we are." The driver parked the car downstairs in the community.

In front of him, a black car drove away slowly.A familiar model, a familiar license plate number, and the profile of a person sitting lazily in the window.

His hand that pushed the car door stopped instantly, subconsciously not wanting to be discovered by Qi Ye.

coincide?deliberately?And what did the words of that day mean?

The more he thought about it, the more incredible he became. He pursed his lips and calmed down. No matter what, it couldn't be worse than it is now.

The doorbell rang for the seventh time, and he received a call from his mother.

"You don't have to come to me again."

With his back against the wall, his body slowly slid down, "Punching in?"

Well, it can be solved with a few clicks on the phone, which is faster.And save the fare, no need to meet, no need to endure motion sickness.

His mother was silent, and he waited quietly, looking up at the window in the stairwell, the sky was gray, thick, dull and monotonous,

Like greasy white meat.

Clenching his teeth, holding back the stomach acid rising from his throat, he stared straight at him without blinking.

At this moment, I heard my mother say, "Enough."

enough?What's the meaning?What is enough?

He opened his mouth with a hoarse voice, and was about to ask a question when his mother hung up the phone, and the last sentence 'enough' echoed in his ears over and over again.

It's so clear that it's unreal, like a dream, I'm afraid it will come to nothing.

The second pass, the third pass, the No.12 pass, the No.13 pass...

With his chest on his knees, in a dusty, dilapidated corridor, with trembling fingertips, he dialed the phone, but his mother stopped answering it.

The corridors are paved with concrete floors, which have been potholed over time.There is sand, dust, and pebbles, but water stains cannot remain, and they disappear quickly in the air.

Ten days passed, and there were new and interesting stories every day, but this matter was left behind by everyone.

In the past 30 days, he saved two sums of money, no longer received calls from his mother, and had a series of questioning from inexplicable people.

Fifty days have passed, #池先声吃吃好今天# has become a hot topic.

【Ahhhhhhh I can't believe it!Before entering star, the husband still had a little baby fat on his face, but now!My husband is so thin now, his cheeks are hard to poke, and his waist is so thin that I can wrap it around with one arm. Star, you are abusing my husband! ! ! ! 】

[Male god, you can eat more, after all, we still have to play well, right? First of all, we need to have a good body, you don’t know, I miss you day and night, and dreamed about you last night, You were blown away by a gust of wind...]

[Is the roasted duck, marinated goose, braised crucian carp, braised white mushrooms, and fried shrimp not delicious, or is the fried pork ribs, steamed wings, crab meat soup, soy winter bamboo shoots, chestnut meat, and grilled chicken nuggets not delicious?Just one phone call, 24h without shutting down, will be delivered to you all over the country! ! 】

【ah!It hurts me so much! ! !Why did you become so thin all of a sudden, husband, you must eat well!I'm still waiting for you to marry me home!Carrying, cuddling, hugging, carrying, no matter what, you must have strength to do it! 】

[The chef can't do it, just change it quickly!Vegetables are not good, so hurry up and send them by air!If you are busy, let me know and I will send it to you! (I am a 180-jin fat man, and I really feel sorry for my husband who is a fraction)]

[Male god and male god, for the sake of being so cute, let’s discuss it QAQ, you post the food you eat every day, and I will give you a reward, one is the other, don’t stop after a while, eat more Give you a big red envelope!Let’s get stronger as soon as possible]

……

"Why do you sleep so lightly?" Qi Ye wore a loose corduroy sweater, leaned down, held the coat in his hand, and put it on him, naturally.

Chi Xiansheng blinked, but his mind was still a little confused.

Outside the window, the twilight is dim, and the car lights emit dim yellow light, illuminating the gray, empty, long road.

"Are you hungry?" Qi Ye asked.

He shook his head, grabbed Qi Ye's coat with his fingers, and paused, "Are you tired?"

Qi Ye imitated him and shook his head, looked ahead, and said softly, "It will take two hours to arrive, how about some sleep?"

He tightened his collar, covered his head, closed his eyes, and the air was hot.In and out of the dream, someone is always there.

It was nine o'clock in the evening when we arrived at the hospital.

Seeing that a parking space right in front of him was stopped, Qi Ye was so angry that he slapped his hand on the steering wheel, and when he was about to fall, he stopped abruptly. He glanced at Chi Xiansheng on the passenger seat, and the corner of his mouth curled up, " woke up."

He responded, and pulled down the coat that covered his face, "Look again, there will be vacancies at this time."

After half an hour.

"Are you sure there is a vacant seat?" Qi Ye circled the hospital for the third time.

He looked at the street scene outside the window and murmured, "There are normal and common circumstances other than holidays."

And if not unlucky.

"I'll send you to the intersection ahead and get off." Qi Ye pointed to Ximen, "Go through there, it's close. Don't follow me around."

He didn't say a word, and when he got there, he didn't move.

"What?" Qi Ye unscrewed the bottle cap and took a big gulp of soda, "Don't worry, you can't miss any snacks."

He shook his head.

"That son of a bitch? It sleeps better than you in the back seat, don't worry about it."

He shook his head again.

"It's still early, the ghost will come out after twelve o'clock, don't worry, don't you still have my coat and body protection?"

He bowed his head and ignored half a word.

Qi Ye stuffed the cigarette case out of his pocket back, leaned forward, "Chi Nian, why are you so clingy?"

"Because... I ate sticky bean buns!"

作者有话要说：感谢在2019-12-1317:34:34~2019-12-1418:56:50期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who threw mines: Yiye, 11th1;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!