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Come back home

"Are you afraid?"

Qi Ye asked back, slowly raised the corners of his lips, under the light of the street lamps, his eyes shone like the light reflected by the broken drift ice in the summer morning light.

Chi Xiansheng was slightly startled, and before he could answer, a car turned around at the end of the street.The speed of the train was fast, the lights were not turned on, the carriage was dark, and when it was approaching, two bold red characters appeared, which was the only bus printed on the stop sign.

"No." Chi Xiansheng finally calmed down and was extremely negative, "There's nothing to be afraid of, I'm not a child."

"Yes Yes Yes."

The meaning of perfunctory is self-evident, he frowned, lowered his head, and raised his legs to get on the bus.

Qi Ye chuckled, followed behind Chi Xiansheng, his vision was high, and he slid down his neck, revealing a small piece of soft and fair back skin from the collar, which was not noticed by the sun.

He put his hands in his trouser pockets until he sat on the seat and the bus drove away. He still didn't slow down, and the small piece of body that he hadn't noticed was still dangling in front of him.

There was no one in the car. Seeing them getting into the car, the driver turned on the side lights on both sides, flashed twice, and made a squeak, dim and worn out, and the more they got to the back of the car, it became dimmer, not brighter than kerosene lamps, like back in the 80s , or the set of a horror movie.

Chi Xiansheng raised his voice a little, called Qi Ye for the second time, raised his eyes and saw a look of ecstasy, gently withdrew his hand, recited the socialist core values ​​in his heart several times, and asked again: "Which station do you get off at?"

"Weisha River." Qi Ye blurted out and asked him instead.

The Weisha River was not far away. Chi Xiansheng recalled the route sign he had glanced at before getting on the bus. It was just two stops away, and the stop signs were set close to each other, less than two small streets away.

And when he returned to Chi Ge's house, he had to sit at the terminal and then walk a certain distance to get there.

Qi Ye hummed, but didn't express anything. He raised his head, and he was resting on the seat, with his hair falling back in a mess, revealing a face that hadn't yet shown its sharpness.

Chi Xiansheng raised his chin and turned to look out of the window. The street scene was desolate, and everyone retreated. The air was filled with the moist smell of green grass mixed with earthy smell.

When a station was approaching, the loudspeaker played the arrival reminder in advance, and the driver pressed it off as soon as it started, and the carriage returned to silence again.

Qi Ye closed his eyes, as if he was falling asleep, and turned his head to the side bit by bit. Chi Xiansheng unconsciously breathed lightly, and turned his gaze back out of the window without raising his eyes.

Reflected by the glass, Qi Ye slumped on the chair carelessly, like an octopus, with his hands hanging down, his legs naturally separated, and his upper body tilted, reaching an incredible posture.

He endured it, finally couldn't hold it down anymore, carefully turned his body sideways, held his breath, stretched out his arm, went around the backrest, and put his palm next to Qi Ye's head that was about to fall over.

The hair was hard, and it was slightly itchy in the palm of his hand. It was heavy, as if he had put all his strength on it, and he supported it all.

Connecting to another person in an even more unbelievable posture, Chi Xiansheng lowered his head and stared at his knees, stretched his arms vigorously, half of his body froze, thinking in his heart that he would never get the transfer from Qi Ye's mouth again. learned answer.

After a while, Chi Xiansheng seized the time and followed the bus over a hurdle. The carriage shook slightly. He pulled out his palm, held on to his Taoist uniform, and woke Qi Ye up in a low voice, "The next stop is the Weisha River. What do you want?" Don't you go to the car door and wait in advance?"

Qi Ye's eyelashes trembled, he raised his eyelids, half drooped, squinted, and he lifted his left hand like a cloud and flowing water, and put it under his head, rubbing his hair, and said slowly: "No hurry, I have insomnia recently. , I haven't slept so soundly for a long time, and I can't sleep when I go back, why don't I catch up on sleep in the car—"

As he was talking, he fell silent, Qi Ye tilted his head, unable to see his expression, only the back of his head and half of his face stuck to the palm of his hand remained.

Qi Ye's cheekbones were thin, his hands were a little protruding, and a layer of fine green stubble appeared on his chin, a bit like frosted glass. His nose was hot and hot, and he sprayed it regularly, in lumps, and his palms seemed to be out of control.

Staring a little outside the window, Chi Xiansheng frowned, his eyes followed the street scene, and his heart stopped on his hands.

Until the final stop, Qi Ye bent his arms and stretched, then got up and got off the bus with Chi Xiansheng.

"There should be no return bus, right?"

"Yeah." Qi Ye nodded, and walked to the intersection casually, "The bus will turn back, but I tried, and it won't let me get on. When I get here, I can get on the bus and go back."

Entering the urban area, arriving at the bustling streets, there was an endless stream of vehicles and dazzling lights, Chi Xiansheng suddenly had the illusion of being in another world, but it was only for a moment.

He stopped at the intersection, and a taxi turned around the corner, and it was gradually approaching, "I'll leave after you get in the car."

"What are you in a hurry for?" Qi Ye kept walking, crossing the road, "It's only two steps away, I'll take you home."

Chi Xiansheng's breath stagnates. It sounds like the emperor is not in a hurry and the eunuchs are in a hurry. Why is he so stuffy...

"It's just ten o'clock, and there are many people on the street." Chi Xiansheng added, really unwilling to leave a weak and helpless impression, "It's fine for me to go back by myself."

"wrong."

Qi Ye was looking up at the dark night sky when he suddenly turned to look at him.

"...What's wrong?" He asked a little slower, hesitating slightly.

"I didn't send you home." Qi Ye lowered his head and corrected, saying something like a tongue twister, "I want to send you home."

Chi Xiansheng was discouraged all of a sudden, he couldn't speak, and he was not good at dealing with Qi Ye like this.He closed his lips tightly, afraid that if he opened his mouth, he would speak incoherently, say something he couldn't understand, or spit out something that shouldn't be said.

The distance is not far or near, along the way, as long as there are people around you, it is not considered a road.When he arrived at a residential area, Chi Xiansheng stopped in his tracks, pointed his eyes at the tall residential buildings behind him, and said softly, "I'm here."

It's time to part.

Qi Ye suddenly thought, let's see each other then... Will we see each other again... There are many things he wants to say, but very few can say, and the most important thing is one thing.

"Would you still—"

"yours--"

Chi Xiansheng spoke at the same time, clenched his hands hanging in the seam of his trousers into fists.In fact, it's easy to break apart, Qi Ye thought absently, it doesn't need to use force at all, and it's not easy to use force, just touch a seal.

"Are you going to move back?"

Qi Ye stood by the side of the road with calm eyes, never knowing what embarrassment felt like, so he asked directly.

Chi Xiansheng seemed to be caught off guard by the beating, and he didn't expect him to be too lazy to make a detour.

A lock of hair on the forehead was blown up by the wind, gently and softly, swaying back and forth in the air, Chi Xiansheng opened his mouth, his voice was rough, "Maybe...not anymore."

It's the truth, Qi Ye felt calmly in his heart, his heartbeat sank, maybe he should feel lucky that he didn't tell a white lie at this moment.He raised the corner of his lips, a little satisfied, but couldn't make a sound because he couldn't ask the reason.

"What happened to your wrist?"

Chi Xiansheng was also full of doubts about him.Qi Ye lowered his eyes and looked at his left hand covered by his sleeve. There was no pain anymore, except for a few scratches.

He didn't expect to be discovered, and he felt a little regretful. He should have worn an extra piece of clothing to cover him up, and shouldn't have stayed in such an obvious place, but the first discovery might have been because Chi Xiansheng had too good eyesight.

Qi Ye is always a little uncomfortable, as if he can go to the depths of his heart through a wound, those unbearable, ugly, and strange things are all known, he is completely naked, without any cover.

In a flash, thinking about facing his question, Chi Xiansheng answered frankly, Qi Ye took a few deep breaths, and there was nothing to hide, hesitant but seemed mother-in-law.

"I often have a feeling that my heart is full, no, it is definitely not uncomfortable. It comes suddenly, does not belong to any kind of emotion, or is produced by a combination of multiple emotions. It is not painful or itchy, and sometimes it is too huge , the heart cannot bear it alone, so it needs the cooperation of the body and transfers it to the body, the two resonate, and when the pain replaces its existence, it will rest in peace."

Qi Ye doesn't expect to be understood, but he will think this paragraph of words when he speaks it out, this paragraph of words is just a paragraph of words in the eyes of others, it is no longer exclusive to him, and all the things in the words may be thrown away together.

Chi Xiansheng's lips parted slightly, his pupils widened, and he looked astonished, like a frightened bird.Qi Ye smiled, as expected.

The sky is still overturned ink, obscure, the darkest gray and the lightest black wantonly blend, blocking the moonlight, not seeing a single star.

He should say something more, explain something, but after thinking about it, there is nothing to explain.What he wanted to say was in the previous paragraph, and when he said it again, the meaning was not much different.

This passage belonged to him before he uttered it, and he knew the meaning contained in it, what each word expressed.But after it is spoken out and heard by others, it loses its original meaning, and it will be understood as what Chi Xiansheng thinks it is according to Chi Xiansheng's way.

Now, he was waiting for Chi Xiansheng to react, feeling inexplicably waiting to be dealt with, but he was not nervous, it didn't matter whether it was good or bad.

Qi Ye suddenly felt bored, for some reason, he turned around, "Then, goodbye."

"and many more--"

Suddenly the cuff was pulled, and Chi Xiansheng hesitated, but then asked with a firm determination: "If there is a feeling that can be equal to the pain, or replace it, or surpass it, it will also disappear, right?"

Qi Ye was startled, of course it was possible when he came to his senses, but he couldn't find it, it didn't come out of thin air, whether it was emotions that could be suppressed or things.

"Wait for me, right here, don't leave, it will be fine in a while."

Chi Xiansheng left these words, then turned around, walked to the gate of the community, walked through the door that required an access card to open, the door slowly closed, and his figure disappeared in front of his eyes.

Holding the thermos cup that he almost left on the bus, Qi Ye stood there, staring at the doorman for a while, thinking that he would not slip away, walked slowly to the nearby convenience store, bought A pack of cigarettes and fire, back to the original position, calm and calm.