that little loneliness

"Tao, come out to have some skewers?"

"Aren't you staying at home during the New Year's Eve and going out to roam?"

"My parents have gone back and are not here. I must have a good time while they are away!" What he said on the phone is well-founded,

"It's okay, if my parents call, you are not allowed to make trouble by the side."

"Understood." When we first met, I made an agreement with me for three chapters,

"Do you drink?"

"Your waves, how powerful are you? Wretched and developed."

"Oh, it's true, do you want to drink? There's no reason why you shouldn't drink alcohol."

"Applause to the public!" I made a gesture of clasping my fists,

"Xiao Chen, are you bringing friends here again?" The boss seemed to know him very well,

"Uncle, it's still the same!"

"Okay!" The boss smiled and ran to grill skewers for us.

"Do you come here often? And you bring others?" I felt like I was talking too much right after I finished speaking. Why did it seem like I was jealous?

"Ah, yes."

"Unfortunately, such a good place didn't bring me here sooner..." I pretended to blame him,

"Isn't this brought?"

"Come on, can this friend of yours drink? The one from last time was really good, and you won't get drunk after a few bottles."

"Don't have so much wine, first serve two bottles, and add more if there is not enough." He told the boss,

"Are you bringing an individual? I thought it was a group of people..." I felt even more uncomfortable because it was an individual.

"That very early friend, it's rare to meet."

"Whatever..." Two bottles of wine were placed on the table,

"Have you ever had a drink?"

"Not much."

"It's miserable, how can I take you home if you get drunk?"

"Let's go to your house, easy to talk about." I opened the bottle cap and drank it.

"Slow down, drink so fast with nothing in your stomach, you must be drunk..."

"I found that I don't know you very well." I don't know why this sentence came out of nowhere at that time,

"Ok?"

"After today, it seems that you are very social..."

"Will you hate me? Will you avoid me because of this?"

"That wouldn't be..."

"No matter what, people have secrets, so it's not necessarily bad not to know me." He smiled and took a sip of his wine,

"Then you mean, you don't want me to know you?"

"That's not it, it's just that there are some things, I still know what people should say and what people shouldn't say."

"So who am I in your heart?"

"..." This question is very embarrassing, and after I finished speaking, I felt that it was not appropriate.

"Ha, I didn't mean that. I didn't mean to be entangled, and I didn't mean to be entangled. How should I put it, it didn't mean that anyway. I still know that we are just friends." I smiled awkwardly, hoping he wouldn't mind I just said that,

"Yeah." He agreed in a low voice.

I just drank a bottle after eating, but I was a little bit drunk, dizzy but still a little conscious,

"Tao, don't you be drunk..." he asked me, but I didn't answer.

"Tao?" He sighed and settled the bill with the boss, then helped me away.

I was still conscious but kept silent. When I got to his house, he put me on the sofa,

"Lie down first, and I'll get a towel to cover you." He entered the bathroom, and when he came out, I stood at the door of the bathroom,

"Why are you up, why don't you lie down? Do you want to vomit?"

"Who am I in your heart?"

"..." He looked at me in surprise, as if he didn't know why I suddenly asked again,

"Just friends..."

"Just friends?" I was a little annoyed,

"Then what else? Brother, you can actually say the same thing, but..." Before he finished speaking, I pushed him against the wall,

"Huh?!" He looked at me with wide eyes.

"Zhao Zetao! What are you doing!" He wanted to get away, but he was too thin,

"Huh?!" I kissed him without even thinking about it. I don't know if I thought about it at the time. I just remember that I was not broken at the time.

"Ha..." He leaned against the wall, in a daze,

"Please...don't go...I miss you so much..." I pretended to treat him like my ex,

In fact, I have no ex, I have never had a girlfriend, and I have never told him.

"Zhao Zetao, you..." Before he finished speaking, my head leaned heavily on his shoulder, his legs softened, and he sat down along the wall, and I fell down along with him, and then the drowsiness swept away Come on, before I fell asleep, I vaguely heard him whisper in my ear,

"Fool Tao..."