that little loneliness

In the evening, I was taken to that bar. Although it was not as high-end as the previous one, the consumption was not much lower.

Ye Mingcheng and I still chose the position at the bar counter. I turned my head, but instead of seeing Yu Ziyuan, I saw an unexpected figure.

"Xiao Chen?" I was startled, could it be that they are really so open?Xiao Chen was chatting and laughing with the men beside him, sometimes those men's hands would do anything reckless on his legs, but he was indifferent. I couldn't help feeling a pain in my heart, at this time Ye Mingcheng patted me

"Look, it's the one from your company, right?" I looked in the direction he pointed, and sure enough, it was Yu Ziyuan!Yu Ziyuan didn't shy away at all that Xiao Chen was sitting at the table opposite him, but there was a man in his arms beside him, they didn't care that the other was nearby at all and they still played their own way?

I don't know why, but the colic in my heart gradually faded away, as if the pain was so painful that I couldn't feel it, and I didn't have the urge to stand up and look for him anymore.

Is that all?Are you relieved?

I glanced at Ye Mingcheng, "Let's go."

"What? Just leave like this?" He looked at me in shock,

"Well, let's go." I left the bar, Ye Mingcheng hurriedly followed me with his coat in hand,

"Why are you leaving all of a sudden? It hasn't been long since you entered..."

"I plan to give up."

"Give up? Hey buddy, are you serious? How long have you waited for him? Four years in college, does high school count? From this point of view, at least five or six years?"

"The person he likes is not me. If that's the case, why do you have to be in a cocoon? Every time I immerse myself in those beautiful memories, but completely forget the changes brought about by time. I can no longer deceive myself, my parents, etc. No, I don't want to wait any longer."

He was taken aback, walked in front of me and stopped me,

"Wait, you don't plan to get married, do you?"

"Yes."

"Brother, don't, you can't wrong yourself like this! You can't lie to those women like this!"

"I won't lie to them. If I'm with me, I'll treat her well."

"You should think about it for a while, brother, I feel that you are wronged when I look at it."

"..." I ignored it and got into the car directly.

In the next few days, I was as focused on work as before I met him, while my parents were still looking for various blind date partners for me, and Ye Mingcheng gave up the idea of ​​persuading me. When I went on a blind date on weekends, he went to have a date. Well, and I never met Xiao Chen again.

Maybe this is fate, maybe this is all doomed,

After all, there is still an invisible wall between me and him. No matter how I try to embrace the familiar warmth, I can only touch that cold wall.

The more I tried to break through, the more I scarred myself.

After all, there is still no attachment, or has it been completely wiped out?I am not sure.

Now I am like a puppet, repeating almost the same day, fulfilling the wishes of my parents and completing the tasks above, and I have nothing to ask for.

Does time change something or take away something?Shouldn't it be happy to meet friends who haven't seen each other for many years?But why is our encounter so sad?