looming lover

Fan Ruoqing sensed his displeasure, and hurriedly explained: "I broke up with him a long time ago! It's him who has been entangled all this time!"

"Who are you, Ah Qing? Why did Ah Qing explain to you?" Luo Shaoyu looked unhappy, and stepped forward to put pressure on them.

"There's no need to explain our relationship to you!" Fan Ruoqing emboldened with the backing of someone, and stared at Luo Shaoyu for nothing, "You have nothing to do with me now, so you have no right to ask me anything! "

"Ah Qing, your words hurt my heart too much," Luo Shaoyu immediately put on a sad expression. If he were an actor, he would probably win a basket of Golden Raspberry Awards, "But because I love you, I I can forgive you for everything you have done. Come to me and I will take you back to our home."

As soon as Fan Ruoqing heard that he was going to take him away, Fan Ruoqing suddenly became scared again. The person standing in front of him glanced at him and said to Luo Shaoyu: "Since this happened to me today, I can't just ignore it. You must take him away, even if it means fighting with you."

Luo Shaoyu stared at him, then looked at Fan Ruoqing, adjusted his clothes finally, and said a little unhappy: "I still have work today, so I will leave Ah Qing to you for now, but next time, Ah Qing, can you You must follow me." When he passed by Fan Ruoqing, he paused, and walked away reluctantly under Fan Ruoqing's vigilant eyes.

Back home, Fan Ruoqing stood at the door of Xiao Shengbin's house blocking the entrance: "Shengbin, can you sleep with me today?"

"I'm not..." His eyes flickered, obviously trying to avoid meeting Fan Ruoqing's gaze.

"You are!" Fan Ruoqing grabbed his shoulder and forced him to look at her, "I will never admit my mistake! You are Xiao Shengbin!"

"At least, I'm not your Xiao Shengbin." He seemed a little discouraged.

Fan Ruoqing frowned, expressing that he didn't understand what he said, but this time Fan Ruoqing didn't intend to let the matter pass so unclearly, he hoped that the other party could give him a reason to convince him.The two were sitting on the sofa at Xiao Shengbin's house, Fan Ruoqing pretended to be cold, he turned up the room temperature, covered Fan Ruoqing with a blanket, and stuffed a cup of hot milk in his hand.

"So you're not pretending to be your younger brother?" Fan Ruoqing asked first, "You are..."

"Dual personality, you should have guessed it." Xiao Shengbin sighed with a complicated expression, "If you want to break up with him, just leave now. He has experienced this several times before, and it won't be hard."

"Didn't he go through all this because of your help?"

"I didn't do anything," Xiao Shengbin No. [-] said indifferently, "It's his freedom to associate with whoever he likes, and I'll never interfere, it's just that the people he likes can't bear the fact that we both exist at the same time. It's just a proposal to break up."

"In that case, why don't you just leave me alone, tell me to discover your existence and break up with him?"

"...Then, when he comes back tomorrow, you can mention it to him."

"I didn't say I was going to break up, did I? I was obviously asking why you didn't care about his previous dating partner, but you chose to target me."

"Because I don't want to see you."

Fan Ruoqing didn't expect to get such an answer, and his surprise gradually turned into anger.He stood up and stared at Xiao Shengbin condescendingly, and didn't care about the blanket slipping off his body: "You...you are simply unreasonable!"

Xiao Shengbin picked up the blanket indifferently, without even looking at him, turned around and walked towards the bedroom, as if Fan Ruoqing didn't exist.Fan Ruoqing followed him and grabbed him, making him face to face with her: "Since you don't want to see me, let my Shengbin come back, I don't really want to see you anyway!"

"If you want to be with him, I'm afraid there will be more opportunities for us to meet," Xiao Shengbin showed a sarcastic expression, "I'll give you a night to think about what you want to do, and tell him tomorrow. You can Think clearly, sometimes your Shengbin is not your Shengbin. He can choose to associate with you, and I can choose to associate with others. If you don’t care, I don’t care, but when I’m here, I hope you Don't appear in front of me."

Fan Ruoqing returned to her room full of anger, and gradually calmed down by scolding Xiao Shengbin No. [-] bloody in her heart.Lying on the bed in the dead of night, he tossed and turned, and finally came to the conclusion almost angrily: his feelings for his Xiao Shengbin had already surpassed the level where he could break up casually. You can get married and get a certificate, so I will never mention breaking up!Yes, just don't break up!Angry at that inexplicable Xiao Shengbin No. [-]!Better get mad until he disappears!

Because Xiao Shengbin said on the [-]nd that Fan Ruoqing's Xiao Shengbin would be back today, Fan Ruoqing was a little absent-minded at work all day, checking his phone from time to time to see if there was any news from him.To his disappointment, he did not receive any contact from Xiao Shengbin until after get off work, only a few advertisements were deleted by himself.

Fan Ruoqing returned to his home, took a shower and changed into his home clothes. Seeing that there were still four hours to go today, he finally couldn't bear it and dialed Xiao Shengbin's number.

The phone rang once before being picked up, and a familiar and slightly hesitant voice came from the receiver.Fan Ruoqing asked him a little unhappy: "I've been waiting for your contact all day, since you're back, why didn't you contact me? Do you have any ideas?"

"Ah Qing, I'm afraid." Xiao Shengbin's voice showed his fragility at this time, and Fan Ruoqing suddenly felt distressed, "You know about me and him, I'm afraid you will break up with me. I thought I was used to it long ago. These, but when I think of you, I feel that I can't bear it."

"Stop talking nonsense, get out here!" Fan Ruoqing regretted and was angry at the same time, noticing his bad tone, hoping he wasn't frightened by him.

Not long after, the door was opened from the outside. Fan Ruoqing stared at the shy Xiao Shengbin with his chest folded, watching him hesitantly walking towards her step by step.Fan Ruoqing opened her arms towards him, and when she finally touched him, Fan Ruoqing relaxed and couldn't help but sigh.

"Don't leave me, Ah Qing."

"You are the one. Believe in my love for you."

Despite their exhaustion, their bodies entangled, enjoying each other's skin-to-skin slowly and tenderly.They have been honest with each other from body to soul, and their relationship has been sublimated.

"Is there any omen when you become him?" Fan Ruoqing asked while eating the noodles cooked by Xiao Shengbin.

Xiao Shengbin nodded and explained: "When I am particularly tired or stressed, he usually appears."

"Then when will he disappear?"

"When I'm ready to face it all?"

Fan Ruoqing poked his arm with his elbow and laughed at him: "Are you escaping reality in disguise?"

"Probably." Xiao Shengbin was a little embarrassed, and asked Fan Ruoqing worriedly, "Would you despise me because I'm so cowardly?"

"When I encounter things that I don't want to face, I will ask my brother to help me solve them," Fan Ruoqing replied with a blink of an eye, "So I'm not the same as you. You were born like this?"

"No," he shook his head, his eyes wandering, as if he was recalling, "probably after my mother left. My father is an extremely serious and boring person, both for himself and others. My mother can't stand it." His desire to control, feeling like a manipulated doll, finally left when his patience reached the limit. Dad came home from work as usual and found his mother leaving with her luggage. He was furious. He sent for his mother, but there was no I found it immediately, and even if I found it later, my mother was unwilling to come back. My father has been stricter with us since then, especially with me. I have endured too much resentment from him since I was a child, and then I found that I was gradually separated from my body."

"So, this can be regarded as a form of self-protection for you?" Fan Ruoqing held his hand, hoping to give him some comfort.

"Sometimes I feel a little sorry for him. I enjoy my father's occasional tenderness, but let him face his father's stormy anger."

To be honest, as a person with a relatively sound personality, Fan Ruoqing always felt weird when he heard Xiao Shengbin's words, because no matter how he thought about it, he felt that the other party in his mouth was actually himself, so regardless of his father's Kindness or anger, it's all about him who bears it, but he divides himself into two people and treats him differently, Fan Ruoqing is a little hard to understand anyway.

"You don't understand, do you?" Probably because of getting along for a long time, even a slight change in Fan Ruoqing's expression could be guessed by him.

Fan Ruoqing didn't want him to think that he was considered abnormal, so he tried his best to say: "I may not understand for a while, but because I love you, I am willing to try to accept it, please give me some time to understand you better. okay?"

"I should be asking you." Xiao Shengbin stood up and hugged Fan Ruoqing, "Please understand me better, and I will treat you better."