looming lover

What's the matter?Fan Ruoqing was somewhat unpredictable about Xiao Shengbin's sunny and rainy seasons.If he wanted to break up, he could have mentioned it to himself face to face. The Xiao Shengbin he knew was not a coward who dared not even dump anyone face to face.What's more, the atmosphere between the two of them was so good before, and it's only been a day since they confirmed their relationship. If he didn't want to get along with him, he wouldn't have responded to his expectations as early as that night.Fan Ruoqing pressed his temples to worry alone, completely unable to figure out which song he was singing.

A cup of coffee was lightly placed on the desk in front of Fan Ruoqing, and the strong aroma pulled him away from the puzzling question. Fan Ruoqing raised his head and smiled at the beautiful assistant, thanking her.

"Did Manager Fan encounter any troubles? It seems that you are not in a good mood." Assistant Xiaowen stood beside Fan Ruoqing with a folder in his arms.To put it a bit narcissistic, Fan Ruoqing felt that she was interesting to him.

Fan Ruoqing waved his hands and fiddled with the documents on the desk: "I'm just a little tired, it's not a big deal."

"You should pay more attention to your health and have a good rest. Everyone in the office said that the prince who used to seduce his eyes has recently lost his complexion, and everyone is eager to stand up for you."

Is it a "bonsai" for appreciation in the office?This is the first time he has heard of it.Fan Ruoqing took a deep breath and nodded to her: "Thank you for your concern on my behalf, I will definitely protect my appearance."

Since everyone was so discerning, Fan Ruoqing decided not to disappoint everyone's expectations, gave up the idea of ​​going to the bar to get drunk after get off work, and drove back to his residence as soon as the hour arrived.

When he took off his coat and hung up his clothes, he inadvertently saw Xiao Shengbin's suit left on the hanger, and he felt another block in his heart.Taking out her mobile phone and telling herself that this is the last time, Fan Ruoqing called out Xiao Shengbin's number.Before he pressed the call button, a number called in, which turned out to be exactly what he was looking for.

Gathering up his courage, it doesn't matter whether he wants to break up or say goodbye forever, in short, there must be a breakup, Fan Ruoqing controlled his emotions and picked it up.

"Ah Qing, I didn't send that message, you trust me." Xiao Shengbin's tone was a little flustered. If he stood in front of him, he would probably grab his shoulder and shake it vigorously.

"You didn't post it... what do you mean?" Fan Ruoqing pretended to be calm, and his mind became more suspicious.

"I... I have a younger brother. He has a weird personality and is hostile to everyone I associate with. He saw how important you are to me, so he stole my phone and sent that message, and added you to the blacklist." He paused, took a breath and continued, "I've been busy before, only to find out that he took my phone away."

"You never told me you had a brother."

"My brother is not very easy to get along with. Unless necessary, I really don't want to introduce you to each other."

One question after another hit Fan Ruoqing's mind like a stone, causing waves of ripples, and he suddenly didn't know whether to believe him or not.

Xiao Shengbin seemed to see his hesitation, and tried his best to convince him: "Ah Qing, I love you. I know it would be unbelievable for you to say such words in the short time we have been together, but I know how deeply I have fallen for you .Please believe me, I don’t want to lose you no matter what.”

Fan Ruoqing sighed, and asked him as if raising his hands in surrender: "When are you coming back?"

"I...I can't go back for the time being, and I may not be able to contact you for a few days." He took a deep breath, and Fan Ruoqing realized that his voice was a little tired, "I can't guarantee whether my brother will still play tricks... ..."

"You and your younger brother," Fan Ruoqing interrupted him, "the way you two get along doesn't seem like ordinary brothers."

"We...we have a special relationship." He seemed to be thinking about how to phrase it, "Maybe I indulged him too much, which made him want to control me even more. But I'm an older brother..."

Fan Ruoqing also had brothers, but his brothers never dictated his life like this.Of course every family is different, so it shouldn't be a big surprise if others do.

Now that Xiao Shengbin has contacted him, no matter what his purpose is, Fan Ruoqing feels that he should give him a chance to explain, because he really likes Xiao Shengbin.

After this call, both of them were silent for a while. About a week later, when Fan Ruoqing opened the door and saw Xiao Shengbin leaning on the sofa, his heart was unexpectedly calm.

Xiao Shengbin was a little excited, stood up and wanted to walk towards him, probably because he got up too fast, Fan Ruoqing saw his body sway, if he hadn't walked quickly to support him, Xiao Shengbin would have probably fallen to the ground.

Xiao Shengbin looked like a drowning man who had just been rescued ashore, his face was pale, his hands were a little cold, and the nails holding onto Fan Ruoqing's arm were a little white.

"What's wrong with you? Are you feeling unwell?" Fan Ruoqing helped him back to the sofa and sat down, raised his hand to measure the temperature on his forehead, it was so hot that his hands were hot.Fan Ruoqing turned to get the medicine box, but he grabbed it.

"Where are you going?" Xiao Shengbin seemed to have difficulty even breathing, but he was holding his hand with great strength.

Fan Ruoqing held his hand to comfort him: "I just went to find you antipyretics and antipyretic patches."

Watching him take the medicine, with the antipyretic patch on his forehead, Fan Ruoqing sat next to him, and was immediately held tightly by his hand: "I can explain, I'm very busy these days..."

"Shh, there's no rush right now," Fan Ruoqing stopped him, "I'll listen to you when you're better. You should take a good rest first? Are you going to lie down in the bedroom?"

He nodded, seemed relieved, his expression relaxed a lot.

Fan Ruoqing took three days off to take care of the drowsy Xiao Shengbin until he regained his previous spirit.

"The relationship between my parents became very tense when I was very young," Xiao Shengbin told Fan Ruoqing about the situation at home. "Later, my mother ran away from home and never came back. I... and my younger brother lived under the harsh conditions of my father. Growing up under education, I always felt that he imposed his resentment towards his mother on us. Probably because we experienced too much when we were very young, we were too dependent on each other, so he became more and more controlling towards me The more serious it is, probably because he is afraid that I will abandon him."

If things are really as he said, then there is indeed a reasonable explanation for his brother's awkward personality.But Xiao Shengbin, who has been letting his younger brother maintain such a distorted personality life, is also at fault, obviously there is a more effective way than blindly conniving, isn't there?

"Then what are you going to do next?" Fan Ruoqing knocked on the armrest of the sofa, looking straight at him, "Your brother is very disgusted with me, are you going to respect his wishes and break up with me?"

"Of course not." Xiao Shengbin stood up violently, "I will never give in this time. I will talk to him. I have sacrificed a lot for him. I hope he will understand me this time. I say I love you, It’s not just talking about it.”

Fan Ruoqing slowly got up and hugged him, patted his back to comfort him and said, "I don't want to force you, I just... feel that your occasional disappearance disturbs me. Are you really a doctor? You can't be doing it What kind of dangerous occupation?"

"I'm really just a doctor." Xiao Shengbin calmed down, and gently stroked Fan Ruoqing's waist, "I have to go on a business trip occasionally to study, and some techniques must be kept secret, so I may miss you for a while." United..."

"I understand, the business trip must be very tiring, right? You are sick because you are too tired, right? So I think you should rest for a while." Fan Ruoqing stopped him from reaching into his T-shirt, when he felt the changes in his body , somewhat proud.

Xiao Shengbin rubbed against Fan Ruoqing's body, and hugged him vigorously: "Your lover is not that weak, I will prove it to you."

Fan Ruoqing wanted to refute a few more malicious words, but lost her voice when she was thrown on the bed.Sometimes Fan Ruoqing feels that he is too easy to be dismissed, but he really likes Xiao Shengbin, he seems to be able to do anything for Xiao Shengbin until his bottom line is touched, and he hopes that Xiao Shengbin can also repay himself with the same weight of love.

After spending a few days in peace, Wu Xuan invited Fan Ruoqing and his boyfriend (Wu Xuan gritted his teeth and said those three words) to his bar to attend the birthday party of a regular customer. In fact, Fan Ruoqing and the regular customer were only a few We met each other, but Wu Xuan said that the more people there are, the more frequent customers the better, so Fan Ruoqing and Xiao Shengbin can be counted as gathering the number of people and going to eat and drink.

After greeting several acquaintances, Fan Ruoqing's new boyfriend has unsurprisingly attracted the attention of many people. With Xiao Shengbin's demeanor, if Fan Ruoqing was not by his side, many people would probably jump on him like hungry wolves. went.It was rare for Xiao Shengbin to participate in this kind of activity. After drinking a few more glasses, he left Fan Ruoqing and went to the toilet.Almost as soon as he disappeared from sight, a hand was placed on Fan Ruoqing's shoulder. Fan Ruoqing thought it was some close friend, but when he turned his head away, it was as if a bucket of cold water had been poured on his body. The strands of hair are cold to the heels.