Fragrance of peaches and plums

In fact, Lu Huaiting has "reflected" on what kind of person he is.He knew that he was not a normal person.

From childhood to adulthood, he and his half-brother are outstanding children, but compared to his brother, he has an even rarer advantage: a good family background.

As long as he can remember, his father Lu Ming and his mother Dai Wanqing have made a name for themselves. The family has a car, a house and a company. He has excellent food and clothing, and his education is better than others. Big cut.Therefore, he is more knowledgeable and precocious than ordinary children.In other words, precocious.

"Hui" knew the abnormal relationship between her parents when she was six years old.

In an ordinary family, the mother often listens to the father. Even if some mothers are more proactive, in general, the two are balanced.However, in his family, Lu Ming absolutely obeys Dai Wanqing.Occasionally, in front of outsiders, Dai Wanqing would give Lu Ming some face and play a common wife.

The face she gave him was like charity.After returning home after giving alms, Lu Minghui will be exploited accordingly.

When he was very young, seeing Lu Ming kneeling in front of Dai Wanqing crying and begging, he was shocked and terrified.After the shock and fear pass, there is nausea and resistance.For a long time, he had only one thought: Don't be like Lu Ming.

But what does he want?

In his childhood, the people he had the most contact with were his parents. Don't be like Lu Ming, just be like Dai Wanqing.He unknowingly imitated Dai Wanqing.

When he was older, around elementary school, he started to contact his elder brother Wenxi with Dai Wanqing's permission.This brother is so outstanding—and even under the circumstances of being bullied, he is so outstanding.

"Aren't you afraid of others bullying you?"

"Why are you afraid? If you are afraid, you will be bullied even more." Wen Xi said with a smile. Fear. Second, try to become a powerful person."

"And then?" The child looked at his brother with bright eyes, "After becoming stronger, revenge?"

He thought of his father Lu Ming, if he became stronger, how would he treat Dai Wanqing?

My brother said: "What revenge? When you become powerful, you won't take those people seriously. They are not important."

They don't matter.

For many years, he couldn't understand this sentence, he just thought it was cool, not the realm of ordinary people.The elder brother who can treat the "enemy" like this is probably the most powerful person in the world - even if he is not now, he will be in the future.And he wants to follow this powerful brother, follow him forever, and become a person who can understand "they are not important" in the future.

To this end, he learns from all "great".

Mom is so strong, so successful, she is obviously amazing.Therefore, he desperately learned from his mother's way of life.There are also many successful people like my mother, who are also very powerful.He goes to understand them, learn from them, imitate their thinking and thinking...

At the age of 12, he was already praised by his mother's business friends as "brainy", "courageous", and "terrible potential"... He has become "powerful" step by step.

Is this wrong?

Originally, he hadn't thought about this question at all.But at this time, the elder brother began to alienate him.That year, my elder brother had just finished the college entrance examination and entered the company as an intern.Two weeks later, a fire broke out in the project my brother was involved in.

He was particularly concerned about this matter because his brother was involved.So he did a lot of understanding and also had some insights.When his brother came to chat with him, he expressed his opinion.He thinks that the analysis is accurate and incisive, and he also admires his mother's methods, and she speaks clearly and logically.

But what went wrong?

——His feeling is obvious. From that day on, my brother avoided him at first, and then alienated him.

He was very angry and simply alienated his brother.Later, when his elder brother fell ill, he went to see him, but found that he would rather write a letter with a stranger than talk to himself.

He couldn't figure out what was wrong with him, so that his brother abandoned him.

So far, no one has told him what kind of person he is.Everyone's evaluation of him is still based on learning and ability. Those beautiful words are so beautiful that they constitute a description of him.

Until one day, Xia Zhengyu pointed at him and said, "You are a devil".

——What kind of person is Lu Huaiting?

"Excellent", "Potential", "Worthy of being the son of Dai Wanqing"...

--wrong.Lu Huaiting is a devil-like person.

——But why, he worked hard to become a "powerful" person, and finally became a devil?

Introspection... Oh, no, self-awareness, entering a small, cramped, airtight and dark space, he secretly asked himself repeatedly, but he never got a definite answer.And he hasn't figured anything out yet, his brother doesn't want him anymore.

This is not fair.

——We agreed to create the future together, why did you abandon me.

—Please tell me why.

"Why?" Lu Huaiting woke up from the dream, the light in front of him was dim, making it difficult to tell the time.

He didn't know what time it was, he just stared out of the window fixedly.After the eyes adapted to the current light environment, the consciousness gradually became clearer, and the time was roughly judged, about five o'clock.

He remembered that he was at Xia Zhengyu's house. At the moment, he was covered with a quilt, and there was a heater next to the sofa, which was turned on in the middle. The side facing him was burning red, and it looked warm.

He lay with his eyes open for a while, and the thin dream in his mind gradually dissipated, taking away the feeling in the dream, and he became relaxed.He lifted the quilt and got up, folded the quilt, and walked carefully to Xia Zhengyu's room with it in his arms.

At this time, everything is silent.

He put the quilt on Xia Zhengyu's bed and looked around the room.He has been to this place too, it has been more than two years, nothing has changed... No, there are still changes.Some of the things that Xia Zhengyu had given him were nowhere to be found now.

He opened the bookcase and looked, and found a stack of letters in a flat box.

After flipping through it a little, he knew that this was the letter that made him mad with jealousy.Because of these, he approached Xia Zhengyu, intending to take him away, break him, and make Wen Xi angry... But halfway through the bad thing, he neither had the courage to continue, nor did he dare to tell Wen Xi at all.

——What kind of person is Lu Huaiting?

is a coward.

He took a breath, put the letter away and put it back.Turned around and went out, left a note for grandma in the living room, and left quietly.

When the phone's alarm clock rang, Xia Zhengyu shook for no reason, his eyes suddenly opened, and the first thing he saw was Wen Xi's collarbone.Last night was fine, he slept in Wen Xi's arms and barely moved.

He quietly pressed the alarm clock, got out of Wen Xi's arms, and looked at him from a distance.

At yesterday's meal, Wen Xi poured two pots of blood on him.One is that they met a long time ago, but it took a long time to get to know each other.The second is Lu Huaiting's forced kiss.

If these two bowls of dog blood had been spilled a month ago, he might have screamed aloud, but the environment and atmosphere like yesterday, coupled with the warmth of sitting together again after being cold for more than a month, made him soft-hearted and let Wen Hee's words seemed less impactful.

Under the dim and ambiguous light, Wen Xi finished speaking and looked at him with a cautious look in his eyes, as if waiting for his verdict.He looked back at him, not knowing what to say.

After a long while, his eyes fell on Wen Xi's mouth, and suddenly he felt blessed, and reached out to touch those two cool lips: "Then can you kiss me today?"

After saying this, he saw Wen Xi's ears turn red at a speed visible to the naked eye, showing signs of shyness once in a lifetime.His eyes flickered slightly, and his eyebrows drooped: "Zhengyu, that day, I..."

"Do you think you don't deserve to touch me?" Xia Zhengyu continued.

Wen Xi: "..."

Well, silence is the default.

Xia Zhengyu withdrew his hand, suppressed his voice and smiled heartily. After laughing for a long time, he stared at Wen Xi: "Why are you so hypocritical? Or, cleanliness?"

However, Wen Xi shook his head and replied, "Neither of them. Zhengyu, I also have low self-esteem."

He was stunned.

He didn't think about this - how could Wen Xi feel inferior?He stood there, perfection itself.Why would a person like him feel inferior?

"No one is perfect." Wen Xi seemed to know what he was thinking, and said, "Do you remember the time I wanted you to know me better? At that time, I thought I just wanted to take you to see the time I spent in the past. This link is considered to be completed. But in fact, this is just to comfort myself. Some things, if I don’t say it myself, I can never be considered open.”

Thus, Xia Zhengyu knew for the first time how Wen Xi came here.

About the divorce of his parents, about childhood, about falling out with his mother, about self-deception and giving up his professional field and the dream it carries, about getting along with Lu Huaiting who went astray... a Wenxi he didn't know before, cleared the clouds and mist, and appeared in front of him before.

This Wen Xi was hesitant, timid, withdrawn, and entangled.He is not good at speaking out, not good at explaining, instinctively likes to circumvent the problem, and only when there is no other way, he is willing to turn around and spread out the circumvented things and face them.

Just like now.

"I've thought about it for a month and decided to let you know the real me." He looked at Xia Zhengyu, and the emotion of waiting for the verdict in his eyes became more uneasy, "Only you know me so completely. You are still willing to continue trying with me ?"

Xia Zhengyu moved his lips, it seemed inappropriate to roll any words to his lips.

He had no choice but to lean over and bow his head to kiss him.

For a moment, he felt that the gap between himself and Wen Xi was not that big.The external gaps are all blinding clouds, and he will always catch up.In my heart, he is a middle school two, awkward brat, and Wen Xi is just a cautious and hesitant child.Calm and strong, just a coat to protect yourself.

And he was the first to take off his coat.

"Wen Xi." He stretched out his finger and gently rubbed Wen Xi's lips.

Wen Xi woke up, his eyes were quite clear, and he smiled: "What time is it? Should you go to school?"

"Tsk, it's such a disappointment when you open your eyes." He muttered, retracted his fingers, but was suddenly held by Wen Xi, and then his fingers were caught in Wen Xi's warm mouth.

This is to please him.In the past, this kind of sticky flattery was only given to Wen Xi by him, but when he reversed it all at once, he was a little overwhelmed, and was provoked into a rage after a few moments.Wen Xi held his waist, and moved closer to him, entangled with each other.

"I mean, it's time for you to go to school, hurry up." Wen Xi whispered in his ear, the warm breath lingered on the side of his neck, itching, his waist was so weak, and he sank into the morning in desire.

When Xia Zhengyu walked out of the hotel, he found that the weather had cleared up.

It's still early in the morning, and I can already feel the temperature of the sun, spread in the world, full of vitality, clear and clean.As for the shadow, he didn't know where to hide for a while.