Desperate

"Huai...Mian..." Dou Huaiye had just woken up from a long coma, and she was not yet able to speak very fluently. She barely stretched out her hand to hold the hand covering her mouth.

Her older sister, who was beyond recognition, was covering her mouth with strength that could almost strangle her.

"You can still recognize me." Dou Huaimian was covered in mottled wounds all over her body, and she was carrying a black rifle on her back. The woman smiled half ironically and half sadly. With a pale face that lost too much blood, "It seems that the plastic surgery they took me for was not successful enough, did it?"

The blood on Dou Huaimian's fingers rubbed against her younger sister's face, and the smell of blood rushed into Dou Huaiye's nasal cavity, making her have an urge to vomit.

Dou Huaimian's hand slowly moved from Dou Huaiye's lips to her throat. She clamped Dou Huaiye's slender neck with her tiger's mouth, and her fingers turned slightly white due to the force. Dou Huaiye was familiar with those eyes, but not the expression in them: "Huaiye , Sometimes I really want to strangle you like this."

Dou Huaiye's eyes widened, but still he could only make a weak gasp.

But after Dou Huaimian said this, she let go of her sister's throat. Dou Huaimian immediately opened her mouth and breathed heavily. The cold air rushed from her mouth into her lungs without being moistened, piercing like a cold knife. Dou Huaiye's chest hurts.

"Where did you go..." Dou Huaiye struggled to speak, she had too many questions to be answered urgently, and the sudden appearance of this elder sister who had been missing for many years undoubtedly gave her fragile thinking another note With heavy punches, the blue color in the woman's eyes appeared a little chaotic due to the pain in her head.

"Where did I go?" Dou Huaimian was not in a hurry, she sat on the edge of Dou Huaiye's bed, the blood on the night clothes stained the white sheets, but she didn't seem to care, "Thanks to you, I will be promoted step by step, Went to the state to perform a mission."

The strong woman spoke complacently, but the sad tone made it impossible for people to enter the drama anyway.

Dou Huaiye's gaze followed her movements: "You...are injured..."

"Ah, these," Dou Huaimian waved his hands, "most of them are not my blood."

For the most part, that is to say, a small part is.

Dou Huaiye lowered her long eyelashes, she has been at odds with this eldest sister, since she is not interested in accepting her care, there is no need to be cheap.

Those broken dreams, crazy thoughts, and chaotic memories all point to one problem——

"Qingyue..." Dou Huaiye couldn't even hear his own voice when he asked the name that hurt her deeply.

Dou Huaimian's face darkened, the hatred in his eyes was gradually filled with sorrow: "He is dead."

Dou Huaiye's breathing became heavy, and the oxygen mask was soon filled with many small drops of water.

"You don't need to be too sad." Dou Huaimian stood up and turned his back to his sister's gaze, "He died a long time ago, I'm afraid his bones have been gnawed clean by bugs now." She stood in the full moonlight, thin The back looks very thin.

"I've...died..." Dou Huaiye murmured and repeated her sister's words, "One...one life..." The frail woman struggled with her thin wrists to put the oxygen mask on her face from nowhere. After taking it off, the rubber tube connected to the plastic mask suddenly collapsed, making a soft sound.

Like the sound of a broken heart.

"Qingyue...is just an ordinary person..." Dou Huaiye trembled his bloodless lips, "For your little...stupid and selfish thoughts...involved us all...you took Qing Yue's life Sent it in too!"

"I didn't!" As if she couldn't stand her sister's accusation, Dou Huaimian suddenly turned her head, almost unable to suppress her voice, she quickly pulled out the gun behind her and pointed it at the frosted glass on the door.

Fortunately, the room in the ward was relatively large, and the quarrel between the two did not seem to disturb the guards outside.

Only then did Dou Huaimian secretly heave a sigh of relief, but she didn't put the gun back. She looked at Dou Huaiye coldly: "I never thought that he would be involved in this matter, all they want is you..." The woman's voice suddenly As if discouraged, his momentum weakened: "He just needs to...leave you..."

Dou Huaimian looked at her sister who was connected with her blood with hatred. The reunion between relatives after a long absence was like an enemy meeting at this moment. The hatred was like a sharp knife quenched with poison, piercing both of them in pain.

"Dou Huaimian," Dou Huaiye gritted his teeth and said word by word, "If it wasn't because of you."

Dou Huaimian stood by the window against the light, her lips moved as if she wanted to say something, but she swallowed it in the end, as if to inform her: "I'm here to take you away."

Dou Huaiye didn't answer, but the sarcasm in those blue eyes had clearly expressed his attitude.

"You must come with me!" But Dou Huaimian suddenly jumped up, bent down and grabbed Dou Huaiye's collar, the weak woman was powerless to resist, but still looked at her contemptuously, as if she was a puddle accidentally touched by the sole of her foot smelly water.

"Follow, you, go?" Dou Huaiye gritted his teeth and said each word, but the beautiful woman is like a ghost crawling up from the depths of hell at this moment, "Let you send me to that operating table again, and modify it according to your wishes." My memory, and then use it in exchange for your precious future?"

"Dou Huaiye, I'm here to make up for you." The hand holding the collar trembled, and every word of Dou Huaiye pierced into the woman's heart, making her feel that any language was so pale and powerless.

Her younger sister, who is so good that it makes people daunting, has a violent temper that would rather be broken than broken. Perhaps it is because of this that she attracts Qing Yue, who is also tenacious inside.

"I dare not ask for your compensation." Dou Huaiye's cervical spine fell back softly, her soft chestnut hair spread out on the snow-white pillow, the woman's eyes were empty, and even the hatred was slowly fading: "You killed me For killing Qingyue, killing Qingyue's mother, and torturing me into such an inhuman and ghostly state, what can I do to make up for it?"

"I can, to you and Qingyue," Dou Huaimian took a deep breath, "pay for my life."

Dou Huaiye looked at her sister's expression from the bottom up, and suddenly realized that this person's eyes had only brightened since he said "pay for life". The previous ridicule was just a cover, and she came here tonight with only one purpose——

relief.

"Hahahahaha." Dou Huaiye laughed with his face up, and the corners of his eyes were slightly raised, even tears came out of his smile: "Dou Huaimian, you really know how to plan. I told you a long time ago that you are a useless piece of trash, and even a maniac is half-baked. You watched Qing Yue die, Qing Yue's mother died, I don't know when I will die, even if I don't die, I will be crazy. You are scared, aren't you?" The woman's eyes looked at Dou Huaimian like a searchlight, " Yes or no?"

Dou Huaimian was silent and did not speak.

"You want to pay for your life?" Dou Huaiye satirized her relentlessly: "Of course you want to pay for your life. You will be relieved when you die, and you can comfort yourself 'at least I don't owe them any more'. If you don't die, you will help those Help the bastard to do these dirty things until he dies, and live under the condemnation of his conscience for the rest of his life, am I right?"

Dou Huaimian glanced at the bent and coiled soft rubber tube.

She really wanted to strangle the chattering mouth in front of her with that ball of hose.Strangled her, and then died here himself.

"I don't want your life." Dou Huaiye's eyes were darker than the night, "Your filthy life, don't dirty me and Qingyue's cycle of reincarnation."

"Dou Huaiye! Shut up!" Dou Huaimian subconsciously wanted to slap her, but her palm finally stopped. She squeezed her fist and said with restraint: "I'll take you away, I know Qingyue's mother Where to put the corpse, you at least," she glared at her younger sister, "let her rest in peace."

"Otherwise, according to the laws of the empire, do you think it's still possible to leave a whole body like hers?"

Dou Huaiye was lying on the bed. Although Dou Huaimian's head was not bright, she knew how to cheat her sister.Her numb heart ached again because of her words.

The mother-in-law in her memory had always been a petite and weak woman who had raised her son with painstaking efforts alone. Qingyue was as shy and kind as his gentle and lovely mother.

She remembered that at that time she was the Rakshasa black-faced god of the research institute, and none of the researchers under her jurisdiction was afraid of her, but it happened to be the weak doctoral student under her, who timidly held a large bouquet of pure white roses one day Hua, blushing and asked herself: "Ms. Dou, can I chase you?"

Dou Huaiye covered his face with his hands.

She didn't want Dou Huaimian to see her red eyes.

Such a Qingyue, loving her so much, how could she think that he abandoned her first.

But it's just a trick of good fortune.

Later, he died.She took away the weak woman's only support, his mother held the same white rose, and wanted to stab a knife into his heart while hugging him.

Well poked.

Why didn't he die at that moment?

Why did he survive again, and continue to linger on in this dirty world, surviving on mediocrity.

"Dou Huaimian," Dou Huaiye's voice was very clear, without any waves, she said: "I believe you again, we will leave after we find mother's body."

Before Dou Huaimian could answer, she heard a knock on the door.Liang Qian's voice was like an epiphyllum slowly blooming in the dark night: "Little beauty, are you awake?"

The author says:

I'm back, thank you cuties for waiting, I love you, happy National Day everyone~