Desperate

Cen Lu suddenly broke away from the nightmare of the past, he was panting heavily with sweat profusely, the despair that the child was full of just now seemed to be still filling his chest cavity, making it difficult for him to breathe in pain.

Cen Lu found himself lying on Zhou Pu's deep snow-white hospital bed, the "Dom" on his head was tilted to one side, and a big hand fell on his sweaty forehead and gently rubbed it.

He looked up at the owner of the hand.

Tonight is a dark night with no moonlight, only a dim yellow desk lamp by the bed is flickering bit by bit.Zhou Pushen has already woken up, and he has taken off the instrument on his head.He put one hand on Cen Lu's face, his dark and deep eyes were calm and calm.

Cen Lu looked at him, as if he wanted to engrave him in his heart.

After a while, he lowered his eyes and covered the thin hand on his face with his hand.Cen Lu rubbed his protruding wrist, buried his face deeply in his palm, and his long eyelashes scratched the sensitive palm.Zhou Pu was so excited that he wanted to shrink his fingers, but suddenly felt the moisture in his palm.

That little bit, hot, hot, tears.

Cen Lu cried, shrugging his shoulders, the man's strong back was as fragile as a dead leaf in the autumn wind.Zhou Pushen had never seen his tears before, and it turned out that Cen Lu's appearance of crying was no different from that of others, big and big teardrops rolled out of those red eyes and kept falling down the bridge of his nose .Cen Lu cried until his eyes melted, his face became more and more red, and his breathing became more and more rapid.

Zhou Pushen had seen too many such crying faces.There are comrades-in-arms who had to part with their wives, companions who were unwilling to face death, and relatives who left him early.

Zhou Pu deeply thought that when he saw Cen Lu sad, he would break down hysterically.But when this scene actually happened in front of his eyes, Zhou Pushen found that he was not angry at all, but the beating organ in his chest was shattering bit by bit, silently.

Cen Lu apologized intermittently, but refused to let that hand wipe his tears: "Yes... I'm sorry... I'm really... sorry..."

What was he sorry for Zhou Pushen?

Is it because I read his childhood memories privately?Is it because of spying on his most secret pain?Still, because he didn't come to him earlier.

His heart was so painful that it was about to burst, and Cen Lu felt that if he lost Zhou Pushen's touch now, he might die because of the heartache.So he got up instinctively, like a person about to drown, and hugged Zhou Pushen's neck tightly, his lips trembling, remembering the oath he made before putting on the "Dom".

He once swore that that was the last time he secretly kissed him.

But now, Cen Lu decided to break this oath.

Without the slightest hesitation, he kissed Zhou Pushen deeply, exhausting all his strength and all his emotions.Those feelings that have been suppressed for a long time, those longings that have been pent up for a long time, all burst out at this moment, turning into an endless entanglement between lips and teeth.

Zhou Pu kissed him back affectionately, licking his lips fiercely with the tip of his tongue, as if Cen Lu was the only medicine for the wound in his heart.He reached out and grabbed the slender waist that was close at hand, and dragged Cen Lu onto the bed.

The slipper fell to the ground with a "clack", and Cen Lu was pressed deeply by Zhou Pu under the warm eiderdown quilt. He stretched out his hand, wrapped around Zhou Pu's neck and dragged him down, emotionally enduring the almost violent attack of the other party. kiss.

It wasn't until Cen Lu was almost suffocated by the kiss that Zhou Pushen let him go a little bit, panting lightly.He still pressed Cen Lu's lips tightly, his brother's eyes were as red as a rabbit, from the tip of his nose to his lips, and then the flying clouds on his cheeks were all bright red, which looked very attractive.

Zhou Pushen was just about to continue leaning over to kiss him, but he heard Cen Lu push back out of breath: "Wait...wait a minute..."

Zhou Pu sucked his lower lip deeply, and looked at him unblinkingly with black eyes. Cen Lu seemed a little embarrassed, and couldn't say the words in his heart for a long time: "Mmm... Xiaoshen... I... ..."

"Brother, I love you." But someone preempted her, and there was a rock-solid affection in that voice, even if the mountains fell and the ground cracked, it couldn't be pulled up.

Cen Lu froze, and let go of Zhou Pu's deep button.

Those three words seemed to have a tremendous force, and they hit Cen Lu dizzy with stars in his eyes. He quickly stopped Zhou Pushen's handsome face, which was getting closer and closer: "No... no! That's what I said, no That kind of brotherly...is..."

"I know." Zhou Pushen took this step that Xiao had thought about for many years, and suddenly felt that the road ahead was not so difficult: "I'm talking about the kind that wants to guard you for the rest of your life."

Cen Lu completely slipped his tongue, as if everything he said was so pale at the moment, he didn't even dare to dream that Zhou Pushen also liked him, but the reality was so crazy, it was almost sweeter than the dream.In this way, Zhou Pushen truly said in his ear that he loves him.

But there is still a small knot that has not been untied.

Cen Lu feebly pushed his head that was sweeping around his neck, and said weakly, "You still have a brother... from before..."

The following words were submerged in boundless sweetness.

Cen Lu no longer remembered how miserable he was tormented, but only vaguely realized that Zhou Pushen was very rough, not like him, as if he was trying to vent all the regrets and pains he had suffered over the years, Force yourself to empathize with him.

The feeling that grew out of the endless darkness was like a vine with thorns, entangled him silently, and in the process of slowly tightening, it caused him both pain and pleasure.

After cleaning up, Zhou Pushen hugged him and lay down on another bed, covering the two of them with a warm eiderdown quilt.Cen Lu was hugged tightly by Zhou Pu, his arms wrapped around Cen Lu's waist, forcing Cen Lu to rest his head on his uninjured shoulder, with the bridge of his nose embedded in the hollow of his shoulder.Cen Lu couldn't move, his breath was surrounded by the tip of his nose, and he could almost feel every relaxed muscle in his body.

The two of them slept until the sun was up.

Zhou Pushen hadn't had such a long sleep for a long time, and neither had Cen Lu.But they are warmed by each other's temperature, but they seem to be able to sleep forever.

Cen Lu was awakened by Zhou Pushen's arm.

He opened his eyes and found that Zhou Pushen had already woken up. There was an unconcealable smile in those deep eyes, and he stared at him without blinking. look.Zhou Pushen couldn't control himself, he lowered his head and kissed Cen Lu's pink nose.

"Don't...don't make trouble...Ah Sneeze!" Cen Lu was a little itchy from his kiss, and sneezed gently into Zhou Pu's deep arms, like a milk fox just waking up.

Zhou Pu didn't listen to him, and still kissed his face, eyebrows, eyes, cheeks, and the corners of his lips, all of which were imprinted on his lips.Cen Lu was kissed by him, and stretched out his hand to pinch his nose threateningly: "What are you so excited about!"

Zhou Pushen's mouth was busy with his relatives, so he couldn't do anything else for the time being.His nose was pinched, so he held his breath hard and blushed, but after 3 minutes, he finally couldn't bear it anymore, and moved his mouth to inhale heavily.Only then did Cen Lu loosen his nose, and Zhou Pushen called him aggrievedly: "Brother..."

"Don't call me." Cen Lu wiped his face pretending to be angry: "It's all your saliva."

"Yes...is there?" Zhou Pushen was a little flustered, he sat up subconsciously, touched the corner of his lips, but it was obviously clean, there was nothing strange about it.

Cen Lu refused to let him go, so he pulled him down with his bare arms, and begged Zhou Pushen's head in his arms. Zhou Pushen was still hungry early in the morning, but now he was teased Started to be distracted again.But before he could do anything, he heard the person hugging him slap his swollen face and say, "Xiao Shen, follow me from now on."

"Brother takes care of you."

Zhou Pu was stunned.

"I've slept through it all." Cen Lu was still dying, "Of course I have to be responsible for you. Forget about your 'moon in the sky', follow me from now on, only follow me."

It was only then that Zhou Pushen suddenly realized why a certain person had been entangled and depressed for a long time after Cen Lu's family's heart-to-heart confession.

He put his arms around Cen Lu's waist, and slowly closed his eyes: "Okay, I forgot, I only have you from now on."

How much does he hope that he can forget those things in the past, that he and Cen Lu simply met in class, that he can generously send him a rose, and that he can openly confide in the sunshine about his strong feelings? love.

He hopes more than anyone else that his elder brother is the person in front of him who has forgotten everything and is living happily.

Cen Lu was a little uneasy that he answered so easily, but then he thought about what a person Zhou Pushen was, since he would forget what he said, he would never mention it again.There was even some distorted pleasure in his heart, he was very glad that the "brother" of unknown origin had abandoned Zhou Pushen, and hadn't looked for him for so long.

That can only show that the man is blind, and it's not his fault that he poached a corner of his wall.

Thinking of this, Cen Lu felt a lot better. He pressed Zhou Pu deeply on the quilt, and kissed him passionately again, but this time it seemed to be declaring his sovereignty, leaving deep and shallow marks on his body.

Zhou Pushen was naturally happy.

The two quarreled for an unknown how long, until Cen Lu's stomach growled in the afternoon, and Zhou Pushen reluctantly ordered dinner.

"Father" has all the supplies here, and the hot meals were brought up in a short while, and the two ate around the table while arguing.Cen Lu failed to snatch Zhou Pushen's chopsticks in the end, so he had to sit obediently in his arms, waiting for him to feed him bite by bite.

The two nestled on the bulging sofa, chatting lazily while enjoying the creamy mushroom soup. Cen Lu tilted his head back, put his head on Zhou Pushen's shoulder, and reached out to touch his right side, which was still wrapped in white gauze. On the shoulders, in the eyes, there was a faint distress: "Xiao Shen, does it still hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt anymore." Zhou Pu took a spoonful of cream soup, put it on his lips and blew gently, and brought it to Cen Lu's mouth.Cen Lu didn't drink, but just stared at Zhou Pushen: "Can I trust you?"

"Brother, it really doesn't hurt anymore." Zhou Pushen felt warm in his heart, and he was very happy with Cen Lu's paranoia towards him, "I assure you, in the future, if there is pain or sickness, it will be the first time. I'll report to you soon, okay?"

"Hmph, you'd better remember." Cen Lu rolled his eyes bitterly when he thought of his past behaviors, but opened his mouth and started to drink the soup: "Well, it's delicious, try it." He pushed the spoon to the Zhou Pu pursed his lips.

Zhou Pu looked at Cen Lu with sly eyes, and deliberately picked the side where Cen Lu's saliva was kept to drink soup.

"You!" Cen Lu's cheeks were flushed, he grabbed Zhou Pushen's two cheeks, suddenly seemed to think of something, and became even more annoyed: "That piece of chocolate on the submarine! Did you also..."

"What chocolate?" Zhou Pu blinked deeply, and decided to pretend to be dead until the end.

"Still pretending to be dead, right?" Cen Lu pulled his face away from both sides, causing Zhou Pu to grin his teeth deeply in pain, "Tell me, have you liked me since you were on the submarine?"

In fact, that was when he started to like him, Cen Lu thought, if Zhou Pushen had been interested in him since then, then he would not have suffered too much.

Unexpectedly, Zhou Pushen said softly, "It's much earlier than that."

Cen Lu was a little caught off guard, and his heart jumped up in his chest: "How early?"

But Zhou Pushen lowered his head and refused to answer, if Cen Lu was in a hurry, he would press him down and kiss his lips.

"Okay, okay, I admit defeat!" Cen Lu couldn't help but admit defeat when he made him laugh.He touched Zhou Pu's perfectly lined face, which suddenly overlapped with the helpless child in the moonlight.Cen Lu was a little dazed, with a hint of sadness in his eyes: "I'm sorry about the private investigation of your memory..."

Zhou Pu held his hand deeply, with gentle ripples in his eyes: "I belong to you, so why would I blame you for looking at my memory?"

The author says:

The pups are finally together!The old mother shed tears of relief, and I look forward to your mothers' active comments~