Desperate

Cen Lu coldly waved Wu Guiyuan's hand away, the man's expression seemed to have heard the biggest joke in the world:

"I'm irresponsible." He looked at the other party coldly: "I'm not the helm of this giant ship, and you don't have to put me on the altar." Cen Lu twitched the corners of his mouth sarcastically: "That's just your wishful thinking That's all."

There was obvious surprise in Wu Guiyuan's expression, as if he didn't understand what Cen Lu said.

"Don't make your reasons so high-sounding," Cen Lu sneered, two stern colors shot out of his iron-gray eyes, and the blazing flames burned behind the cold colors: "You are just a self-talking, talking about your own You are nothing more than a dictator who imposes his will on others. You take revenge as your mission, and disguise your selfish desires as dedication. You think you have created a new world, but in fact you are just a clown who is divorced from reality! From the moment you think you are superior to others... ..."

Cen Lu paused for a moment, he raised his pointed chin, exhausted all his disdain and contempt, and stared at the man in front of him: "You are nothing but a lunatic."

"No one can make choices for others. I have no reason, let alone responsibility, to carry an entire empire on my shoulders. It is stupid and arrogant. A person, whether he is smart or stupid, no matter what flows in him From the moment he comes into the world, he is free. A free person has no reason to be at the mercy of others."

"Put away your hypocritical rhetoric." Cen Lu thought of the dark cabin, the child who lost his parents and hugged his head curled up. , Mr. Wu Ge," his tone was surprisingly calm: "You are a person who is indifferent to empathy and morality, why should you hypnotize yourself and disguise these insane plots as sacrifices for opening a new path?"

Wu Guiyuan's expression changed.

"And what do you know?" Wu Guiyuan narrowed his eyes, and there was a dangerous signal in his eyes: "It's just a young child, how dare you..."

"Yes, I dare." Cen Lu didn't budge, "I'm a scientist, no matter what you think of me, I'm just a person who seeks the truth after all. Mathematical proofs pay attention to layers, but no matter how complicated, There must be a reason for it.”

"I guess your reason is Old General Liang Yan."

Wu Guiyuan's pupils constricted for a moment, he was expressionless, but the subtle changes in facial expressions still did not escape Cen Lu's eyes.

"The son of a gardener." Cen Lu said softly, "Especially the ordinary people with extraordinary talents, in the empire 30 years ago, when the Senate was in power, they must have suffered a lot to get into the Imperial University of Technology."

"At this time, his savior appeared." Regardless of Wu Guiyuan's increasingly pale face, Cen Lu continued, "The young master of the family his father worked for... is also ambitious and intelligent... a young man They hit it off immediately, and often they will never forget it for a lifetime... Do you think so, Mr. Prime Minister."

"Shut up." Wu Guiyuan suddenly said, the man's expression was still calm, but there were bloodshot eyes creeping up, "I said shut up."

"General Liang tried, but he failed. He didn't find the right way." Cen Lu ignored him, "But he never thought of forcing others to accept his own ideas."

"Give others freedom, and don't impose your own wishes and emotions on others." Cen Lu's gaze seemed to pass through Wu Guiyuan's body and land on someone who was missing him, "Someone taught me, but it's a pity , General Liang never taught you."

"I said, shut up." Wu Guiyuan finally lost his composure. He stared at Cen Lu's face viciously: "Just because of a person who is not as good as an ant, you deliberately provoke me? Do you know what the consequences will be?"

"He's not an ant... I don't intend to provoke you." Cen Lu said calmly, "I don't care."

He clenched his fists, and finally made the request for today's conversation: "I just want to make a deal with you."

Wu Guiyuan squinted at him: "What."

"I will bring you Gu Yaoming's manuscript." Cen Lu tried his best to suppress the trembling in his voice. Lying in front of Wu Guiyuan is not an easy thing, "You let Zhou Pushen go."

"Let him return to his hometown."

Let him live safely and freely even in a world without himself.

Although Wu Guiyuan was extremely angry, he still managed to maintain his demeanor and smiled: "You seem very sure that I still have his life, why?"

"He's the bargaining chip you used to threaten me," Cen Lupi smiled, "You know I'm alone, except for him," he said with a pale face, "I don't care about anything anymore."

Wu Guiyuan looked at Cen Lu from head to toe, as if trying to figure out the truth of his words, he asked him: "Why should I trust you, if you ran away with him," the old man shrugged. Shrugged, "Isn't my loss huge?"

"After Zhou Pushen leaves the country, I will hand over the manuscript to you in person. After that, I still have the manuscript," Cen Lu gritted his teeth and said, "You can dispose of it."

Wu Guiyuan rubbed his chin, thought for a moment and then laughed: "I knew you would let go so easily, and you don't have to bear the sins before." He smiled ambiguously: "After all, it was not my intention to slander my old colleagues. Yes or no."

Cen Lu recalled the endless insults and tortures in that closed dark room. He was irritated, but he tried to keep calm: "If you don't agree, even if you smash my head into pieces now, you don't want to know the manuscript." Put away your 'Nirvana' time, you know it doesn't apply to me." His nails clenched into a fist were embedded in his palm: "You have no choice."

Pop, pop.

In the silence, Wu Guiyuan even clapped his hands twice, "I appreciate your courage." There was a look of relief in his eyes, "I believe in you."

"Dou Huaimian disappointed me," he looked at Cen Lu, "don't disappoint me."

Cen Lu didn't want to say any more, and turned around to leave.

"Even if it's the special treatment I give you." Wu Guiyuan's voice sounded from behind, sounding lazy and emotional: "You can go to a hospital within a radius of [-] kilometers from Digong University for the whereabouts of Zhou Pushen's child Take a look, I'm not as mad as you said." He seemed to be wronged: "I have never treated your sweetheart badly."

Cen Lu nodded stiffly, Wu Guiyuan had no reason to lie to him.

When the figure of the man finally disappeared from the ward, Wu Guiyuan carefully wiped off the flower juice on his hands with a wet towel, and whispered to himself softly in the dark:

"Since it's a waste product... just dispose of it when you're done using it."

When Cen Lu took Zhou Pushen home, Zhou Pushen was in a deep sleep.

The people around him were very tight-lipped. When he went to sign for the man to be discharged from the hospital, only a little nurse at the front desk who was not very sensible said a few more words, saying that although there was nothing serious, he could inject a sedative to force him to sleep. good thing.

Sitting in his bedroom, Cen Lu looked at the person sleeping in his quilt, and felt as if it was a lifetime away.

The man's hands were placed on the quilt, and there were traces of tape binding on the wrists. The color was very dark, as if the wound was covered with a new wound before it healed. Cen Lu looked at his eyelashes that trembled with his breathing. Yu, standing up suddenly, took his hand and pressed it to his lips.

He whispered:

"Xiao Shen, do you know how much effort it took me to take you home?"

The man seemed to have fallen asleep, and there was silence in the small bedroom except for the sound of his breathing.

Cen Lu suddenly choked up.

He never cried, and from the moment he left Zhou Pushen, he lived like a walking dead, regardless of sorrow or joy, right or wrong.He just felt as if he had changed into a different person. Liang Qian, Dou Huaiye, and even Wu Guiyuan, he could manipulate and use them recklessly without any qualms, all in order to take him home.

When Zhou Pushen left him, he said that he had no desires anymore, but Cen Lu felt that he was full of dirty desires, which were all caused by this clear person in front of him. He wanted him, wanted his kiss, His temperature, and his future.

Cen Lu smiled wryly, maybe Wu Guiyuan's goal had already been achieved.

He kissed the winding scar on his wrist, and whispered to him softly: "You want to come to me too... right? You want to come to me as soon as you wake up... That's why they forced you to sleep..."

Zhou Pushen remained motionless.

After all, Cen Lu shed tears, and the transparent drops hit Zhou Pu's wrist with strong knuckles, but he didn't say anything more.

Wake up quickly.

I can't bear a second without your time.

It was already midnight when Cen Lu woke up again, and he just sat on the edge of the bed, looking at Zhou Pushen, until he fell asleep and woke up again.

A little bit of starlight came in from between the half-covered curtains. The room was still black, white and gray, but the halo seemed a little gentle. Zhou Pu opened his eyes deeply.

He seemed to have seen the person next to the bed right away, but then smiled wearily and closed his eyes again.

He had seen his brother many times, even during the days when they were apart.

He knew he was dreaming, again.

When he landed in Qindao, he thought that he couldn't hold Cen Lu's hand for a walk around such a beautiful island. He carried a heavy rocket launcher on his back, and was ready for death at any time.

At the moment when Bangguo's bullet pierced his shoulder blades, Zhou Pushen fell on his back, his eyes were full of reflections of the dark night, he thought, if he could survive this time, this life, this heart, he would Take it all back, and only give it to that one person.

He, Zhou Pushen, has fulfilled all his missions, and he owes nothing to anyone in his life, except one person.

Therefore, the rest of his life belongs to his brother.

If... my brother still wants him.

The author says:

Ah, the geese are suffering.