Bai Yueguang came to seek reunion again

"You said..." Kuang Yuan was stunned for a moment, touched his ears, and looked at him stupidly: "You, what are you doing... I just heard wrong, right?"

"Let's break up." Fu Zhihuai clutched the box: "That's right. I just want to separate from you."

"Don't be kidding, okay? This is not interesting at all, old Fu." Sang Yuan smiled palely, and grabbed his hand stiffly: "It's your birthday today, can we be happier? Don't say such things... "

Fu Zhihuai pressed his shoulders and looked straight at him: "Kang Yuan, listen to me, we've come here enough. I'm leaving here for the winter vacation to go to City X..."

"Why? Can you give me a reason?" Heartbreaking tears kept falling from Kuang Yuan's face, and he didn't wipe them off, just looking pitifully into Fu Zhihuai's eyes: "I, did I make you unhappy somewhere? ? Don't scare me like this, Fu Zhihuai... What's wrong with me, can you tell me directly?"

"It has nothing to do with you, it's my own fault." Fu Zhihuai gritted his teeth, and showed a cold expression to him with a straight face: "I don't like you anymore, and I don't want to play with you anymore."

"Then you're talking about a fucking relationship with me?!" For a few seconds, Kuwahara looked fierce as if he was going to beat him up, but he forced himself to put down his fist, looked at him with red eyes, and smiled: " Oh my god, play? Fu Zhihuai, you can really do it, you're awesome. You've been playing with me, haven't you? Are you happy? Are you happy? Do you think I'm so fucking interesting, like a fool? "

"..."

A few pedestrians nearby turned their heads to look over, Fu Zhihuai said: "Kang Yuan, can you calm down?"

"You can still calm down after feeding your fucking love to the dog! Fuck, Fu Zhihuai, I'll tell you when you're done...I've never hated anyone since I was a child. You're the first...the first!" Kuwahara spoke harsh words, but looked into his eyes, but still only had disbelief and bewilderment.

The winter nights were cold and windy.Kuang Yuan cursed at him and got angry at him, then carefully took his finger: "Fu Zhihuai... I don't want to break up, I really don't want to. I just want to spend my whole life with you. Can you take that sentence back?"

Tears were still falling, but the corners of his mouth still curled up awkwardly, as if just smiling could solve the problem.

Fu Zhihuai simply didn't know what expression he should use to face such a Kuwahara.He was like a puppy who was suddenly abandoned and tried to return to his owner. He approached pitifully, showing his soft belly to the person who hurt him, thinking that he would get affection by doing so.

"Didn't you say that you hoped that I would be happy every day? Fu Zhihuai, guess what I wished at that time?" Kuang Yuan didn't dare to touch his hand, and finally only pinched a little sleeve corner timidly: " I just want to stay with you every day in the future, so that I will be very, very happy. Fu Zhihuai, I know you don't want to be separated, can you take that sentence back? Don't leave me..."

His last sentence was faintly crying, and he almost threw himself into the dust with his own hands, so humble that he couldn't be more humble.

As long as he hesitated for a second, Fu Zhihuai would have no doubt that he would immediately hug Kuang Yuan and take him home.But when he looked up, he saw the light from the window on the second floor, which was so real and palpable.

And if he holds Kuwabara's hand now, he will have to walk another tortuous and dark road with no end in sight.

Fu Zhihuai thought that he didn't have the courage yet.

"I fell in love with another person." He heard himself making up a lie in a dry voice, and saw Kuwahara raised his head in disbelief, a hot teardrop rolled down from his eyes, just hitting the tip of his heart, life pain.

"Liar..." Kuang Yuan couldn't hold back any smile anymore. Looking at him, he choked up and choked up, his whole face distorted to the point of ugliness: "Fu Zhihuai! Do you want me to die? Do you say these words? These things...do you really not regret it?"

"Whether you die or not has something to do with me?" Fu Zhihuai stretched out his hand tremblingly, and gently covered his eyes: "Don't worry. I will never regret breaking up with you."

Shi Yuanen came to drink with Kuwahara.

His brother-in-law has locked himself in the room since he broke up with him, and he doesn't go to school. When he is scolded by anyone, he always looks dumb and dead, and looks anxious.

As a person who has experienced many emotional injuries, Shi Yuanen believes that he has a little obligation to save Kuangyuan.He hid the wine in his schoolbag, greeted San Zhuer, and went straight upstairs, instead of going to Kuang Yuan's room, he went to the small attic on the top floor.

Sure enough, as soon as he opened the door, he found a poor uncle lying dead.Shi Yuanen put down his schoolbag, leaned over and pushed him: "Get up and drink, Kuwahara, Kuwahara! Wake up. Listen to me, after this meal, I promise you will wake up tomorrow and even forget who Fu Gou is. !"

Kuwahara turned over and stared blankly at a pile of torn photos not far away.

Shi Yuanen followed his gaze, sighed, picked up all the photo scraps on the ground and threw them into the trash can like an old lady, and sat next to Kuangyuan with the wine in his arms: "Okay, you can drink with me? I will drink with you. Yu Xi quarreled again, it's so annoying, alas."

After a while of silence, Kuwahara sat up slowly and leaned against him.

"How should I put it, feelings, in fact, that's what it is..." Shi Yuanen bit off the bottle cap, and poured him half a glass of white wine: "You just didn't think about it for a while. Is that true? Think about it, since I can meet Yu Xi now, you will definitely meet your real man of destiny again in the future..."

Kuwahara picked up the cup and drank the wine in one breath, listening to Shi Yuanen's nonsense, without saying a word.

When all the topics that could be discussed were finished, Shi Yuanen glanced at him cautiously, lowered his voice and said: "Well, let me hear, I heard that Fu Zhihuai seems to be on the ten o'clock train the day after tomorrow. It's from the South Railway Station... You, you ..."

Kuwahara didn't say a word, took a few sips of wine after grabbing the bottle, and continued to be in a daze quietly.Shi Yuanen didn't know what to do, he sighed secretly, and was about to pack the wine bottle, when Kuwahara suddenly got up, kicked open the door and ran towards the bathroom.

He froze for a moment, and hurriedly patted his buttocks to follow, but Kuwahara had already locked the bathroom door behind him.The sound of vomiting quickly came from inside, and not long after, there was the sound of rushing water again.

Sang Zhu'er downstairs heard the movement and raised her voice to ask: "Yuan En, what's wrong?"

"Ah, it's okay! I closed the door a little louder, sorry, sorry." After Shi Yuanen answered, he raised his hand and knocked on the door: "Sang Yuan, I can hear no movement inside, what are you doing?"

Under the orange light, Kuwahara supported the sink, blinked sleepily at himself in the mirror, and then raised his hand to wipe away the blood from his mouth.

"Nothing." He replied in a hoarse voice.

It's not too cold today.Fu Zhihuai was standing outside the station in a long windbreaker, with a suitcase standing at his feet, containing only a few simple clothes and books.

Tian Yue had already followed Fu Juncai to X City, and he went through a series of troublesome procedures here alone, such as dropping out of school and transferring to another school, which delayed him for a few days.

There are still quite a few people seeing him off today, more than a dozen students in the class have come.Everyone was talking, and they didn't have much silence. In the end, most of the clichés said a few words about the bright future, and then they left.

Zhang Wei came a bit late, approached slowly, her eyes turned red when she saw him, as if she didn't know what to say.In the end, it was Fu Zhihuai who took the initiative to reach out and hug her gently.

When they parted, Fu Zhihuai saw Sang Yuan standing a few meters away from above Zhang Wei's shoulder.

Kuwahara was wearing very thin clothes, and looked pale and thin, standing there looking at him blankly.The dark blue silk scarf on her wrist fluttered in the wind, covering the scars that were not yet fully healed.

Probably aware of Fu Zhihuai's stiffness, Zhang Wei turned her head curiously and froze.

"You...Are you going to say hello?" She knew about the breakup between the two, so she reminded her in a low voice.

Fu Zhihuai said calmly, "No need."

But deep in his heart, there was clearly another voice still shouting.

It said, go and hug Kuwahara, this may be the last time we meet in this life.

It also questioned Fu Zhihuai: Do you really not regret it?Would you like Kuwahara to like another person like he likes you?Don't you want to hide him in your arms, don't you want to coax him again?

Fu Zhihuai frowned and said to Zhang Wei: "I have nothing to do with him."

After all, he chatted about other topics as if avoiding, kept making himself think and speak, and even repeated a sentence many times unconsciously.Zhang Wei was wondering why he was talking so suddenly, and stared at him blankly, not daring to interrupt.

But his gaze still tentatively touches Kuwahara again and again, unable to control himself, helpless.

When the car was about to start, Zhang Wei plucked up the courage to shake his hand for the last time, and said loudly: "Fu Zhihuai, you must live a very happy life in the future!"

Fu Zhihuai was in a daze, didn't hear what she said, only saw Kuang Yuan slowly walking towards here.He stood stiffly, even raised his hand slightly, ready to hug someone.

However, Kuwahara stopped hesitantly before he had gone far, as if he was considering whether to come and say the last word to him.

Fu Zhihuai finally couldn't bear it and walked towards him.But at this moment, a few people walked by slowly with their suitcases, Fu Zhihuai bypassed them, and Kuwahara had disappeared, as if it was all his hallucination just now.

He hurriedly turned around and asked Zhang Wei: "Did you see Kuang Yuan just now?"

Zhang Wei said: "I saw it..."

The mechanical female voice reminding passengers to get on the bus sounded, and there was no time to hesitate.

Fu Zhihuai stood blankly, his arms empty, only embracing a gust of wind.

"It's already here, why don't you say something?" Shi Yuanen wore a scarf and looked at his worthless uncle in confusion.

Kuwahara shook his head, tears welling up in his eyes again.

Shi Yuanen cleared his throat, not knowing what to say for a long time.Finally, he stroked the frizzy hair on the top of his head, and asked tentatively, "Oh... Kuwahara, you, you don't want to fall in love in the future, do you?"

Sanghara nodded.

"... Are you really hurt?"

"No." Kuwahara blinked his eyes, listening to the train going away amidst the roar, taking away his entire boyhood, which was as sweet and sour as lychee candy.

"Dead heart."