【Yeqing】All in my mind

Zhuge Qing probably seldom had such a flustered moment in his life, he was a little out of choice.

"Why are you...not...you...uh"

It never occurred to him that Wang Ye still had this problem of dragging people into the alley, the alley was wet and slippery, Zhuge Qing slipped under his feet, his right hand supported Wang Ye's arm, and his back was pressed against the cold wall.

Very well, he still knows how to hide.

Wang also pressed him against the wall, running his fingers through the hair on the back of his head, pressing the man against himself.Zhuge Qing subconsciously closed his eyes, and Wang Ye helped him brush his hair from the sideburns, put one hand on the back of his head, and put the other on his waist, and kissed his ears.

For a moment, Zhuge Qing's mind went blank for a second, followed by overwhelming kisses, with the tip of his tongue tracing the shape of his lips, and poking into his mouth, he closed his eyes and thought that after two people were together, they would be together in just one day. Kissed so many times.Different from Zhuge Qing, Wang Ye's kiss was gentle and cautious at first, like a tiger or leopard patrolling around its prey, but when he was completely immersed in it, it suddenly drove straight in, tearing apart his entire relationship with the kiss. lingering delusions.

So he began to breathe shortly, his face was red and his heart was beating. At this time, the benefits of regular exercise were probably reflected. Zhuge Qing was almost dizzy after being kissed, and he couldn't help wrapping his arms around Wang Ye's neck. His body was amazingly hot, and the cool evening breeze Fleeting, hair sticking to his face, he felt as if something in his chest was about to jump out.

A car approached in the distance, and the sudden sound of its horn and the glare of its headlights broke the hot and humid atmosphere in the quiet dark alley. Zhuge Qing's men pushed hard, but Wang Ye changed his angle and firmly blocked it. .

He looked at Wang Ye against the light, even the corners of his eyes were red with kisses, and pressed his fingertips on the second bone below his cervical spine, "Old Wang, I'm afraid I fell into your hands."

Zhuge Qing's reaction caught people off guard. During the night, his heartbeat was beating loudly, Wang Ye was pressed hard on the back of his neck, and his whole body went numb, so he closed his eyes and kissed his forehead again.

When they opened their eyes again, their expressions were as usual, as if the embarrassment and blushing at the moment they looked at each other just now had never existed.

So Zhuge Qing smiled, "Are you self-taught, or have you watched the teaching video?"

"..."

"I'll just treat you as self-taught."

"What the hell?" Wang also frowned at him, "Isn't it instinct?"

"I don't know." Zhuge Qing raised the back of his hand and wiped the corners of his lips. Seeing Wang Ye's still staggered dodge eyes, he felt very happy physically and mentally, "It's my first time too."

"Are you implying that it was my first kiss just now?"

"more or less."

"What do you mean almost? There are other similar things like this?"

"It's not the first kiss, but it's the first time someone kissed you so short of oxygen." Zhuge Qing lowered his voice, "The first time I kissed you was in the sophomore year of high school, not in the hospital."

"Huh? When?"

"The time when I accidentally fell asleep while I was having an injection."

"midnight?"

"Well, my father and mother are on a business trip, and the quiet room is just for us."

"I don't even remember..."

"That's for sure, can I let you find out!" Zhuge Qing turned his face away to look at Wang Ye, but his fingers were held.

"What can't be found here!"

"Afraid of being beaten..."

"When will I..." Wang also closed his mouth halfway through.

"Go on, have you beaten less?"

"That's a joke at best, don't beat me up."

Zhuge Qing thought of the events of the two when they were young. The two little dolls practiced together every day. The elder always liked to let the children make gestures. Every time Wang beat him, it rained one night and the mud in the park was slippery. Qing accidentally dropped his ass, but if it was just like this, it would not be a thing worth mentioning. Coincidentally, where he was sitting at that time, there was a small stone under his buttocks, which happened to be pierced in his flesh. superior.Zhuge Qing was only six years old that year, and the tears came out immediately, but when he looked up and saw Wang Ye twitched, he held back his tears.

So Wang also counted him, saying how you cried people, and then I didn't understand it.Later, Wang also squatted down and apologized to him. It was true that I will be more gentle next time.He said these words close to Zhuge Qing's ear. At that time, the little baby still had a milky voice, and his voice was milky.

But Zhuge Qing frowned and asked, "Did you eat the leek box in the morning?"

He also thought of the day when the college entrance examination ended, everyone threw their schoolbags at home, regardless of whether they did well or not, they were all happily planning a two-month vacation.He remembered that Wang also put the schoolbag in his hand that day, raised his hand to stop the car and left, and Wang also sent him a message in the middle of the night, saying that there was something at home and asking him where he was now.

Zhuge Qing looked up at the huge neon sign above his head, and gave an address.

Originally he was in the shopping mall with a few friends, but I don’t remember which round it was. Zhuge Qing escaped with an excuse and walked along the road with flashing lights. When I found him, he was standing in front of a small stall buying sticky peanuts.Wang also patted him, but Zhuge Qing stuffed him with a peanut.

So the taste of sugar and the smell of peanuts mixed together in his mouth, and Zhuge Qing stuffed him another one.Neither of the two people asked about their volunteers and grades, and now that they think about it, it's simply a ghost - both of them are.

Zhuge Qing smiled and said to himself why he felt so stupid back then. Sooner or later he would be known about the fact that he applied for a university. What's the use of hiding it?

As for Wang Ye, he had already found out secretly, but kept it hidden, for fear of hurting others by speaking out.

In fact, it is not difficult to understand. The reason why they made this choice back then was really because they were too familiar.Because of familiarity, because I know the other person's character too well, so I take every step carefully like walking on thin ice. Now thinking about it, the love in those years is like a flower carved out of thin ice, which has to be hidden and maintained bit by bit. Beyond the boundary, it is easy to melt in the sun and disappear without a trace.

But later, when he knew that what he had been afraid of all along, and that the other party was also feeling with him for a moment, it felt like he had said that he liked countless times even though he was not in love.So the mouth that could even bloom flowers on the tip of the tongue suddenly became clumsy, and I didn't know what words to use to express it.

The street in Xiangwan had long been quiet. The adults dragged their children home, and the noise gradually died down.Their index fingers intertwined, Zhuge Qing's slender and beautiful fingers were wrapped around Wang Ye, and a layer of sweat came out of his palms. Wang also felt that Zhuge Qing seemed a little thin, so he squeezed, but was crushed by a bone.

"I said, Qing, have you lost weight?"

"No? I can't eat very much recently..."

"That's right, eat and sleep and eat..."

"Wang Ye, who are you scolding, I am a sick person."

"The fever is gone."

"Isn't that nasal sound very heavy?"

"Okay, okay, you are the biggest patient." Wang also thought for a while, and took out a crumpled registration form from his pocket, "The teacher mentioned this in the meeting a while ago, I read it Now, it’s quite interesting to go to Yunnan to play, but the registration requirements are a bit harsh, and only the top [-]% of the credits of each college can sign up.”

"Huh? When?"

"Summer vacation." Wang also added, "After a while, after the test results come out, you will probably know whether you can go or not. I reckon your grades should be enough."

"so what?"

"You take the exam well, let's not go home during the holidays."

"Ok?"

"You can apply for a team of two, and then I will talk to the teacher about it."

"..."

"Is it okay?"

"Why don't you go home? It's not like you haven't been to Yunnan before." Zhuge Qing squinted his eyes and asked, "And this kind of activities organized in the name may not have much time for fun. Not to mention all group activities, even if it is In a group of two, the food and accommodation conditions must be poor. Why are you suddenly interested in this?"

"..."

"Speak, old king?"

"It's not that..."

Wang Ye raised his hand and touched his nose, Zhuge Qing saw his red ears secretly, and smiled.

He pressed close to Wang Ye's ear and lowered his voice: "Are you thinking about us staying together for a few more days?"

TBC