Shared system with school grass
After class 3 of Chapter 1, Tang Yu was so tired that he lay on the table, staring at Bing Mi.
Lip: "..." How would he answer?
Bingmi took a breath of winter air: "So... it's all my wishful thinking?"
"I thought...you liked me too. Before that, I was [-]% sure."
"No, no, that's not what it means," Tang Yu shook his head, his eyes were reddened, he couldn't see Bing Mi's humble appearance, "It's not that I don't like you, I just... lied to you!"
For the first time, Bing Mi doubted her understanding: "What did you lie to me?"
"Our system is actually different!" Tang Yu almost yelled, startling the garden boy on the ground, and continued, "You are the reconciliation system, and I am the love system. What was said on the roof back then was a lie. your!"
"Please explain clearly," Bingmi took two steps back, "I don't quite understand."
Tang Yu closed his eyes: "In other words, from the moment I was bound to the system, my purpose of approaching you is to make you like me.
"Good morning and evening, rainbow fart, breakfast delivery, going to and from school together, being at the same table, playing games are all systematic arrangements.
"There are also hugging tasks, hand-holding tasks, kissing tasks, and even mutual manual release tasks that you have never understood, all of which are systematic arrangements."
"Did I understand?"
Bingmi just looked at him stiffly, his eyes gradually became hollow, and the blood on his face faded away.
Tang Yu continued to insert the knife: "So I successfully completed the task of the system."
"However," Tang Yu took his hand, "I also like you. Although it's because of the mission, we all really love each other."
The icy hands were so cold that there was no warmth at all, and it took a long time to meet Tang Yu's gaze: "Have you finished?"
Tang Yu was actually dumbfounded and nodded.
"Then what do you want to do next?" The corners of Bingmi's eyes turned red, and the wings of his nose trembled slightly.
Tang Yu couldn't figure out Bing Mi's attitude, so he said without thinking, "I beg you to forgive me. Then...we will be together again."
"Chi——" Bing Mi turned her head to sneer, and when she turned her head again, her eyes were desolate and cold, and even her voice was cold and emotionless, "Do you think I'm cheap?"
Tang Yu: "!" A sharp ice blade pierced the heart.
"No, you..."
"Don't talk," Bing Mi interrupted him, shaking off his hand, "Look at me, do you think it's funny, what am I?"
Tang Yu choked up a little: "..."
Bingmi: "I just realized that you came to contact me cheeky at first, not because you wanted to reconcile with me, but because you wanted me to fall in love with you. If you don't want to, don't wrong yourself, why bother to play with me?" ?”
"The thing that humiliates me the most is not that you deceive me about what system I am using, but that you have always played with the mentality!"
"You obviously have many opportunities to tell me that this is not a reconciliation system, but you watch me keep in the dark and do all kinds of intimate things with you, as if you are using God's perspective to see how I am so fascinated by you! "
"Even if you really like me, do you respect me? At the beginning, I risked being laughed at by you, and said on the rooftop that I had a 'friend reconciliation system'. I treated you sincerely, but you took advantage of me. Tang Yu, do you think I am stupid?"
"When you were intimate with me, you must be laughing at me as a fool, right?"
Tang Yu's eyes could no longer hold the tears, but she still stared without blinking, not letting the tears fall.However, the tears accumulated too much, and they had already fallen in big and big drops.
How much he wants to stop, don't listen to Bingmi anymore, it's not what Bingmi said.Bingmi's words hurt him too much.
But now his mind is in a mess, and he is afraid that if he speaks unclearly, it will cause Bingmi's misunderstanding and dissatisfaction.He opened his mouth for a long time and couldn't refute a word.
Bing Mi clenched his fists and tried to suppress his anger, but the fire remained undiminished, and his voice was raised a few degrees: "I have been hurt by abandonment from my relatives, and I have been deceived by emotions here with you. How can I live such a failure? Woolen cloth?
"You threw my dignity and feelings on the ground and trampled them hard. How can I forgive you with a smile, you liar!"
"No, I didn't!" Tang Yu held him back.
"Stop it!" Bingmi shook off his hand.
There was a big gash in his heart, and blood was gurgling.
This is the person he finally fell in love with...
The author has something to say: Xiao Yinhe: Uh... the little abuser is happy, after the twists and turns, there is sunshine. ennnnnnn, it's always going to be like this.
Digression: Happy New Year!
I hope that all the regrets in 2019 are the foreshadowing of surprises in 2020!
Double update today!
☆, from now on
Bing Mi turned around in a slump, her lips were pale, and her vision was a little blurred.Why are the green leaves of this orchard so dazzling, why are the orange citrus so dazzling, everything around him seems to be mocking him.
"Woof!" Yuan Zai's dog barked.
Oh, even the dogs are laughing at him.
Tang Yu caught up and grabbed Bingmi's hand: "I'm sorry, what exactly do you need to forgive me?"
Bing Mi stopped her footsteps, her lower lip trembled with anger, she smiled to herself, and looked at him from the corner of her head: "You won, you are great, you don't need to be forgiven." I Bing Mi lost.
"Your mother is right. You just don't look very smart, but you are evil. Maybe I am no different from the mother chicken you fucked."
"No!" Tang Yu was about to go crazy, grabbing his hair with both hands.
How would he explain, how would he tell Bingmi that this was not the case, but now he couldn't organize his words normally.
The corner of Bingmi's eyes swept over him, and he continued to walk forward.He knew that he was born unworthy of happiness, so he should be a ruthless person, he should be strong without desire, and he should not have expectations for anyone, otherwise he would be the only one who would be hurt.
Gloom and indifference are what he should have.
He is just a toy in the Tang language game, humble.
Yuanzai barked behind the two of them, Tang Yu chased after Bingmi's footsteps in embarrassment, and Bingmi walked forward staggeringly.
The original warm and harmonious picture turned into this in an instant.
"Stop! I tell you to stop!" Tang Yu still held on to Bing Mi persistently, "Please don't do this..." I was almost out of breath.
Bing Mi's eyes were gray, she turned her head, turned around, and looked at Tang Yu numbly: "I'm not angry with you anymore, I just hate myself, why can't I be treated gently when I hate myself, I obviously didn't hurt the world, but why didn't the world Give me happiness?"
"Thank you, Tang Yu, for coming to my life and taught me a lesson in reality. I also thank you for bringing me the happy days like a dream. I should have continued to be with you, but I His dignity does not allow it. So, let those dream-like pasts become past tense."
"From now on, we are not enemies, not lovers, but just classmates."
Bingmi smiled wryly, turned and left.
This time Tang Yu really felt Bingmi's firmness.Despair spread all over his body, and he could only silently watch the figure of Bingmi leave, helpless.
Yuanzai seemed to feel the sadness of his master, and rubbed his head against Tang Yu's ankle, humming and whimpering.
Tang Yu's tears flowed silently, blurring his vision.
【520, I feel so uncomfortable... my whole body feels uncomfortable, especially... my heart seems to be severely cut by a knife. 】
520:【……】
Tang Yu: 【Have you ever thought about what will happen to my relationship with Bingmi after this task is completed? 】
520:【……】
Tang Yu: [Did you miscalculate? 】
520: [Lao Tzu...] Almost wanted to swear.Forget it, make a system to be civilized, civilized.Don't compare with little kids.
The sky suddenly became dark, Tang Yu looked up, it was clear in the morning, and he also read the weather forecast yesterday, why is it cloudy now?
The gray weather was as heavy as his heart.
"Woof!" Yuanzai spun around Tang Yu's feet, put his head on his heels, and signaled Tang Yu to go home quickly.
The patter of rain began to fall, and the winter rain in the south brought a chill to the bone.
Fortunately, Tang Yu didn't get caught in much rain when he ran home. He stood under the eaves, looking at the hazy world of rain and fog.
Li Yufen saw that only Tang Yu came back with nothing in his hands. Didn't he go pick fruit? What are you doing all day long?
"Tang Bao, where's Xiao Mi?"
"!" Tang Yu was startled, it's over, Bingmi didn't bring an umbrella!
Although it doesn't take long to walk from here to the town, the ice without an umbrella will definitely be drenched.As soon as Tang Yu thought of this, he quickly grabbed two umbrellas in the house and ran into the increasingly heavy rain.
The family members in the room were full of doubts.
Tang Yu held an umbrella in one hand and an umbrella in the other. His white casual shoes stepped on the asphalt road, splashing water.All he wanted was to catch up with Bingmi, but when he arrived in town, he didn't see Bingmi at all.
Anxiously called Bing Mi, but the other party did not answer.Tang Yu continued to fight persistently, Xu Shi couldn't stand the offensive, and finally broke through on the sixth time.
"Bing Mi, where are you?!" Tang Yu gasped.He knew that Bingmi was here for the first time, and he was unfamiliar with the place, so he didn't know if he would go the wrong way.
There was silence for two seconds: "I went back by car. Leave me alone."
The phone hangs up.Tang Yu froze in place, his hands still in the posture of answering the phone.
leave me alone...
This sentence echoed in Tang Yu's mind, as if it touched a certain line of defense in his heart, he burst out crying, as if no one was there, squatting on the ground hugging his knees, the crying mixed with the sound of rain, passers-by glanced at him hurriedly and then walk by.
Bing Mi did go back to the city by car, and got out of the car at four or five o'clock in the afternoon.The rain had stopped for a while, but now it started to rain again.
He didn't bring an umbrella, and walked slowly in the rain after getting off the car at the gate of the villa area. The winter rain was extremely cold and wet his whole body, but he remained expressionless, as if he couldn't feel the bone-chilling cold.
When Tang Yu returned to his grandmother's house, his trouser legs were wet, and his lips were blue from the cold, which scared the whole family into a panic. They didn't have time to ask him where Bing Mi went and what you were doing. He just wiped the rainwater for him. , looking for pants to change into, and taking out the cold medicine for him.
He sat upstairs in the air-conditioned room, his eyes were straight and dull.Li Yufen frowned, turned on the hair dryer to blow his hair, and suddenly saw Tang Yu say something, couldn't hear clearly, and turned off the hair dryer.
"Tang Bao, what did you say?"
"I said...can I go back to the city now?" Tang Yu said dully.
"No, it's almost seven o'clock now. Your father is very tired after driving for so long today, so we can leave tomorrow." Li Yufen rarely refused Tang Yu's request with anger.
She didn't know what happened to her son, he was fine in the morning, and he went to the orchard with Bingmi and came back like this, like losing his soul.He also made himself so embarrassed, and didn't cherish himself at all.
But he probably guessed that it might be because of the ice density, because no one came back with him.And what exactly... She sighed.
Bing Mi returned to the empty home, took off her wet clothes, and walked numbly into the bathroom.When you get out of the shower, ignore the emergency medicine kit on the shelf and look for medicine in other cabinets.
However, after searching for a while, I couldn't find it, so I gave up looking for it altogether, and gave up on myself and didn't even eat dinner.
I have no appetite, I don't want to do anything now, I want to escape from reality.
He went upstairs to the bedroom, but as soon as he saw the bed, memories flooded his mind again.I once played with Tang Yu in bed, got intimate, and met honestly.
How can I sleep peacefully in such a bed?
Close the door with a bang.The icy face was so black that it almost merged with the night.
Finally had to sleep in another room.However, the affairs of the day are not so easy to escape.As soon as he lays down, he will pop up to torment him.
With great difficulty, he changed the authority of the circle of friends, which is only visible to individuals, to only visible to Tang Yu, which shows that he really wants to open his heart to one person.However, the newly opened heart was immediately pierced with a sharp knife with ice, causing him to bleed profusely.
Don't dare to open your heart at will, hide yourself, no one can hurt him.
I don't know how long it took, but Bingmi still fell into sleep.At this time, the mobile phone placed by the bed was turned on, and a WeChat message was sent.The time shows 22:59.
It has been 10 minutes since the message in Tang language was sent, but not surprisingly, no reply has been received.Looking down at the chat interface, curled up under the blanket.
"Boom--!" A thunderclap accompanied by lightning.
Tang Yu was startled, his body shivering under the blanket.He was a little afraid of thunder, so he held on to the phone tightly, praying in his heart that Bingmi would reply him quickly, as long as he replied with one sentence, he would go to sleep after replying.
However, the phrase "Are you in the rain?" has not been answered for a long time.
Tang Yu was worried, because he remembered that when he was bound by 520, he asked Bing Mi what he hated the most, and the other party answered that he was sick.
If the ice is drenched by winter rain, you will definitely have a fever. If there is no accident, it should be a high fever.I can only pray that Bingmi doesn't get caught in the rain, even if it does, I hope he can take the antipyretics in the emergency medicine kit.
The more she thought about Tang Yu, the more worried she became, and she sent another message, several in succession.But they were all like a stone sinking into the sea, without any response.
520 couldn't stand it anymore: [Host, the other party has already fallen asleep. 】
【how do you know? ] Tang Yu wondered.
520: [I... guessed. 】
Tang Yu is very disgusted with 520 now, with a bit of a stagnant nature, and blames 520 for everything now.Don't care about the system.
Early the next morning, Tang Yu urged his father to go home.Tang Qingshu was very displeased with his son's ignorance. The old man wanted to see his grandson so much. After finally coming back during the long holiday, he rushed home, which was shameless.
Tang Yu was seriously reprimanded by his father, and he was helpless, and felt that he was wrong. Although he was burning with anxiety, there was nothing he could do.
Bingmi was woken up by the burn, his whole body was hot, and his mental state was very bad.It's all the result of not taking the medicine last night.
His physique is like this, he usually does not get sick, but he will have a high fever when he catches a cold.He also knows his physique, but if he lets others ignore him and has a self-defeating mentality, no one will care about him anyway.
The persistent high fever was the shadow of his childhood.
No matter how uncomfortable the body is at the moment, I will reflexively recall my helpless self when I was a child. At that time, I thought I was going to die, and it was the fear of death.
Although Bingmi is giving up on herself now, but there is always something in her heart, and she doesn't want to repeat the memory of that period of dying struggle.Dragging his heavy body out of bed to look for medicine.
His footsteps are all swaying, and his clothes are thin.I can't even see the stairs when I hold on to the handrail to go downstairs.
When I walked downstairs and passed the medicine box again, Bingmi's footsteps paused, perhaps because of the dizziness caused by the high fever, and the reaction was a few seconds slower than usual, but this time I still didn't choose to open the medicine box, and stubbornly searched for medicine at home .
222 can't stand it anymore: [Darling, you didn't find it yesterday, how could you find it today? 】
Ignore it.
【Darling, if you don’t take the medicine, the consequences will be very dangerous!】222.
Bing Mi is still looking for medicine at home.
【Darling! Why do you demean yourself like this? !] 222 couldn't help shouting.
Bing Mi, who bent over to look for medicine in the cabinet, paused, and replied after a long while: 【Is this a bitch? 】
222:【……】
So mad, so maddening. 222 immediately turned into 520, and said in Tang Yu's mind: [Host, hurry up now...]
Tang Yu was beating his grandmother's back at this time, and after hearing half of 520's words, he felt furious: [Hurry up? 】
520 saw Bing Mi found the medicine, but it was expired.But knowing that the ice cream was expired, I still ate it!
520 was startled, and said to Tang Yu: [Hurry up and go back to the city!]
[What's the matter, is something wrong with Bing Mi? 】Tang Yu stopped massaging in his hands, and his heart skipped a beat.
The author has something to say: Xiao Yinhe: 520 came out and was beaten.
520 shivering: My lord, your prime minister can hold a boat in your belly, I...
Little Yinhe: Shhh, hold back your words.Audience friends who want to beat 520 raise their hands in the comment area.I count the number of people.
☆, strong kiss
Grandma felt something was wrong with Tang Yu, and gently pressed her old hand on her shoulder, covering Tang Yu's thin and fair hand: "Bao'er, what's wrong with you?"
"Grandma, I'm sorry." Tang Yu's eyes were red, "I, I, I have to go back first, can I come and see you next time?"
Although grandma was disappointed, she didn't want her little grandson to be disappointed, so she patted Tang Yu's hand: "Okay, let's go first if you have something to do. Grandma will wait for you to visit me next time."
"Yeah!" Tang Yu rushed upstairs, packed his things, and then ran to the town without stopping to drive back to the city.
On the way, he called his mother and explained that he was going back to deal with an important matter.Although Li Yufen was a little unhappy, there was nothing he could do, so he had to go.
It was still early from the small town to the urban area, but Tang Yu was anxious and restless.No one answered the call to Bingmi, and the conversation with Bingmi in the orchard yesterday was still replaying in my mind.Annoyed why I was so stupid that I couldn't explain it, and hated myself to death.
Suddenly, he remembered what Bing Mi said after——
"Hurt by being abandoned by loved ones."
"Why can't you be treated with tenderness by the world?"
Tang Yu realized that he didn't seem to know Bingmi that well. He had never asked about Bingmi's past, and he had always revealed everything about Bingmi to Bingmi.
Thinking of this, Tang Yu blamed himself very much, and suddenly remembered that there was someone who knew about Bingmi's past, it should be, not sure.
Looking for Jing Xian's number in the phone, it was saved before, and I almost forgot.Tang Yu was glad that he knew that Bingmi had a cousin.
He hurriedly dialed the phone, and the call was connected soon.
"Hello, Brother Tang Yu?" Jing Xian's voice sounded pleasantly surprised.
Tang Yu: "You are Bingmi's cousin, you should know about Bingmi's childhood, right?" He didn't make any preparations, and went straight to the point.
This made Jing Xian a little overwhelmed, and turned from surprise to panic: "It's just a rough idea, not a lot."
"Then do you know why Bingmi hates getting sick?" Tang Yu's voice trembled slightly.
Jing Xian also heard it, and his mood sank. He really knew about it, he heard it from his relatives.
"This matter..." Jing Xian thought for a while, "This is my cousin's private matter, I don't think he is known by others, but, to him, you are special, so... I only talk to you You alone."
Tang Yu's mood sank to the bottom, and it took him a long time to respond.
On the phone, Jing Xian slowly told the past many years ago--
Bing Mi's parents met in college, when both of them were influential figures in the school.His father, Bing Weijian, is a student majoring in financial management. Back then, he was known as a college grass because of his handsome appearance and talent, and he was the object of many girls' favor.
His mother, Bi Qiu, is a law student. She has been called a department flower since she entered the school, but she is relatively noble and has no friends around her. Everyone says she is the flower of Gaoling.
Later, the school held a large-scale art performance, and the two co-hosted the show. As soon as the handsome men and beautiful women appeared, their popularity was higher than those of the performances.
At that time, everyone didn't think there would be any sparks between the two, but not long after, someone said that they saw the two walking together at night and holding hands.Word then spread throughout the law and finance schools.The students of the two departments are very curious whether they are together.
Later, the two confessed.They are talented and beautiful, with the same three views and similar personalities. Even a cold person like Bi Qiu will not be able to stand up to Bing Weijian's offensive and be tempted.
I thought that the two would be together smoothly, but their parents disagreed.The man's parents don't like Bi Qiu's coldness, and the woman's parents don't like Bing Weijian's sleekness.
But at that time, the two had fallen into love and couldn't extricate themselves, and they insisted on being together against their parents' wishes.The parents of the two parties had no choice but to watch them get married.
After work, the two gradually had conflicts. After Bi Qiu gave birth to Bing Mi, he devoted himself to work.And Bing Weijian took his parents' career to a higher level.Both of them have strong temperaments, and they both hope that the other party will spend more time taking care of the children, but neither is willing. After a big fight, they hired a nanny to take care of the children.
This incident is a joke, the two of them spend less and less time together, and even when they meet, they have to arrange a good time, and the purpose is still to see Bing Mi.Because of work, Bi Qiu talked to Bing Weijian as if he was negotiating with the opposing lawyer, which made Bing Weijian very dissatisfied.
At the beginning, the two could bear not to argue in front of Bingmi, but later they didn't care so much. Words like "divorce" were often mentioned, and then they really divorced. The ten-year-old Bingmi belonged to his father.
Since then, Bingmi has never seen the two of them appearing in front of him at the same time. He would often watch Bingmi at the beginning of the divorce, but later they simply stopped watching.Bing Mi is like a left-behind child.Both parents have abandoned him invisibly.
When she was 11 years old, the nanny asked for leave to go back to her hometown. Bingmi had a high fever in the winter and had no one to take care of her at home.He had no choice but to look for medicine to take at home. Since he was a little confused from the fever, he didn't even look at what kind of medicine it was, so he just took it for nothing.
Fortunately, he took the right medicine and did not die.Bing Mi, who was a little sober, fell into extreme sorrow, sitting on the window sill of his own house, with dozens of stories of high-rise buildings under his feet.He hadn't lived in the villa then.As long as you jump, you will die.
Fortunately, Bingmi's aunt went to his house with the nanny at that time, and rescued Bingmi who wanted to die.Otherwise, the consequences will be disastrous.
Tang Yu's hand holding the phone trembled, tears slid down his pale face and fell into the collar of his sweater.The scenery outside the window flashed through his eyes quickly, and he just felt dizzy.
"Brother Tang Yu, are you listening?" Jing Xian was a little dry after talking so much.
"...I," Tang Yu didn't know what to say, "I feel uncomfortable."
"Uh, I was also uncomfortable at the time, but I got better later on." Jing Xian said in a relaxed tone as much as possible, "My cousin is actually very strong. After all these years, he should have seen it earlier."
"..." Tang Yu was silent.
Jing Xian suddenly said cautiously: "Actually... I know that you and my cousin are not ordinary friends."
Tang Yu froze: "Who told you?"
"No one said it, I found it through your circle of friends. Because I like you, I pay close attention to you. Although you don't like me, I will bless you and my cousin." Jing Xian.
"Blessings... But," Tang Yu lowered his eyes, "It's nothing, just hope."
After the call ended, Tang Yu closed his eyes dejectedly.
It turned out that Bing Mi tried to seek death when she was a child. Fortunately, she was lucky enough not to take the wrong medicine, and was lucky enough to be rescued.otherwise……
Tang Yu didn't dare to think about that "otherwise".
520: 【Host, go directly to Bingmi's house after getting off the car!】
Tang Yu didn't want to talk to 520. After getting off the car, he ran towards Bingmi's house. He knew the password of Bingmi's house, but at this moment he was too panicked to remember.
Crying and entering the password outside the door in a hurry, 520 couldn't stand it any longer, so he told him directly, and Tang Yu opened the door.
As soon as I entered the living room, I saw someone lying on the carpet, who else could it be if it wasn't Bing Mi? !
Tang Yu was so frightened that he almost stopped breathing. He ran over in a panic, knelt on the carpet, and reached out to probe Bing Mi's forehead.
so hot!
"Bingmi!" Tang Yu shook him.
However, the other party didn't respond at all. Tang Yu's legs were so frightened that his legs went limp. He finally gathered his energy and dragged him to the sofa.
Bingmi's whole body was hot, and he was unconscious due to high fever.Tang Yu found antipyretics in the emergency medicine box, took warm water and fed them ice-packed.But the water flowed out from the ice-sealed mouth, and did not swallow it.
Tang Yu was so anxious that he poured a mouthful of boiled water, put the medicine into Bingmi's mouth, leaned over to transfer the warm water in his mouth to Bingmi, and then pressed Bingmi to force him to swallow it.
After doing this, his forehead was already wet with sweat.His body was still shaking, and he called 120 for emergency services with trembling hands.
On the way back, Tang Yu felt as if his heart was about to break when he thought of Bing Mi's childhood when he almost died. Then when he saw Bing Mi lying unconscious on the ground, it was as if the whole world had collapsed.
He couldn't imagine what it would be like to lose the ice.
At this time, Bing Mi slightly opened his eyes, in fact, he was conscious before, but he didn't have the strength to move.Once I heard Tang Yu was coming, I didn't want to move anymore.Unexpectedly, Tang Yu gave him the medicine with his own mouth.
When he opened his eyes, he saw Tang Yu's red eyes from crying. His heart was pricked again, and he deliberately asked him: "Which dating system of yours called you here?"
"So what!" Tang Yu almost roared, his chest heaving violently, "Does this have anything to do with me caring about you, caring about you, and worrying about you?!"
It was the first time I saw Tang Yu get so angry, I was stunned.Perhaps because of the high fever, the reaction was a bit slower than usual, and it took a few seconds before he answered the call: "You go, we are classmates, we don't need to take care of you like this."
"Then don't get sick and don't worry me!"
"Isn't it just being cheated? As for spoiling yourself so much?! Take your anger out on me, why are you hurting yourself?!"
"If I don't come, you just wait to be burned to death!"
Tang's tone collapsed, and Bingmi had a high fever and did not forget to respond to him, deliberately speaking angrily to him.
It's rare for Bing Mi to be yelled at by Tang Yu like this, so he still sticks to his neck and insists: "It's my business, you go." The two are so close, and they were talking to each other just now, what if Tang Yu is infected by him.
"Don't go! Get up and chase me if you have the ability. Now that you're sick, I can do whatever I want!" Tang Yu played tricks, relying on ice secrets to not do anything to him.
The ambulance should be here soon, wait a little longer and take Bing Mi to the hospital.Ice density must be infused, otherwise it will really hurt the brain if it continues to burn.
However, Bingmi said weakly: "You are also quite cheap, just a classmate, why bother to rush to your door to be humiliated by me?"
"You..." Bingmi must have deliberately angered him, trying to anger him away, huh, how could it be so easy?
Tang Yu's red eyes and Ice Mi's red eyes looked at each other, and in the next second, he leaned over and blocked Ice Mi's mouth.People with fever even have hot lips and even dryness.
Bingmi's eyes widened in astonishment, she never thought that there would be a day when Tang Yu would force her to kiss her.
The author has something to say: Tang Bao: Do I have a chance to stand up and attack?
Xiao Yinhe: Uh...there is a difference between dreams and wishful thinking.
☆, forgive
The lips of the two rubbed together, and Bing Mi bit Tang Yu's tongue, forcing Tang Yu to quit.
"Aren't you afraid of being infected by me?" Bing Mi said angrily.
Tang Yu tasted his own blood, it smelled like rust, his nose was sore, and Bingmi actually bit him.He was so wronged that he wanted to cry, but he didn't answer Bingmi, and just lay on top of him regardless.
Bingmi is helpless, and has nothing to do with Tang Yu who is playing tricks.
At this time, the voice of 120 ambulance came from outside, and Bing Mi said suddenly: "Did you call an ambulance?!"
Tang Yu sat up straight and said lightly, "Yes."
"You idiot, I just have a high fever!" You made a fuss and called an ambulance?The ice density is really convincing.The point is that the ambulance is still here.
Tang Yu knew what Bing Mi was wondering about, and he didn't feel that he was wrong: "I said someone took the wrong medicine and fell into a coma, so they came here."
Frozen: "..."
520 didn't see it.
Afterwards, the ambulance sent the "comatose" person to the car, Tang Yu went there as a witness, and the hospital where Tang Qingshu worked turned out to be the last hospital he was sent to.
Tang Yu is wilted, will his father come back today?
Afterwards, of course, it was a false alarm. Bingmi only needed an IV drip, but the fever still persisted.
Tang Yu was scolded by the doctor and told him not to call an ambulance casually. Tang Yu's head was almost buried in his neck, and he deeply understood his mistake.
It's all because he cared about it but was confused. He linked the Bingmi at that time with the Bingmi who took medicine indiscriminately when he was a child. He was afraid that Bingmi would die, so he made such a bad plan.
Then the doctor said, fortunately, I took the antipyretic medicine in time, otherwise the expired medicine would really affect me.
"Expired medicine?" Tang Yu raised his head abruptly.
"Yeah, don't you know?" The doctor frowned.
How could Tang Yu know that he panicked at the time, thinking that Bingmi hadn't taken the medicine and was worried that his brain would burn out, but he didn't expect that Bingmi took the expired medicine!
If he doesn't come, it is very likely that Bing Mi is really...
Tang Yu broke out in a cold sweat.
In the ward, Bing Mi was wearing a hospital gown and lying on a narrow hospital bed.The right hand was dripping and placed on the edge of the bed, the fingertips turned white.
His lips were dry and pale, his eyes were closed, maybe he was asleep, his brows were always furrowed, and there was still a thin layer of sweat on his forehead.
In an unfamiliar environment, it is difficult for Bingmi to fall asleep peacefully.But due to the persistent high fever, his mind was in a state of confusion, and no matter how tense his nerves could be, he fell asleep slowly from exhaustion.
In a half-dream and half-waking state, he seemed to have returned to his helpless and pitiful self when he was a child.
With a high fever, the nanny at home asked for leave, and she was so uncomfortable that she was about to die.The medicine I was rummaging for was right in front of me.
What kind of medicine is this, why can't I see clearly?
To eat, or, not to eat?
What if I ate something wrong?
Will it die?
If I die... Dad and Mom will come to see me, right?
I'm so sad, I...
I still take the medicine, it doesn't matter if I take it right or not, anyway, no one cares, no one cares.
Lying on the ground and sleeping for an unknown amount of time, I shivered and woke up.
He didn't die, and his mind was a little clearer, so he didn't feel so uncomfortable.
Take out your phone and want to make a call, call dad or mom?
No, they are so busy with work, what if they are in a meeting now, what if they are negotiating with the other party, what if they are signing some important contract, if I call over, will it be affected?
Tears flowed out silently, and it was sad to find that I was not as important as those jobs, and I had to think so much about making a phone call.
It's boring, it's boring to live.
Looking up from the window, this is the 29th floor.It's very high, as long as you jump down, you can feel like flying, right?
Step by step towards the window sill.
The window is the place closest to the light, where the light and the shadow meet.I sat on the windowsill with light in front of me and shadows behind me.I want to get rid of the shadows...
"Bing Mi?" came a low, juvenile voice.
"Who's calling me?"
Turning his head, he saw a person standing behind him with a glowing body, pure and flawless like an angel.
"who are you?"
The man walked into my eyes slowly. He was wearing white clothes, holding a medicine box in his hand, and smiling.That smile...why is it so familiar, so warm and sunny.
This face... so familiar.
"I'm Tang Yu, your baby." Tang Yu knelt down to open the medicine box, took out the medicine, looked up with a smile and said, "Come down, the window sill is not fun."
"..."
Tang Yu: "I will always be with you."
Get down from the window sill, and slowly walk up to Tang Yu: "Why?"
Tang Yu: "Because... I am Tang Yu, your Tang Yu."
"Tang Yu...Tang Yu...my Tang Yu?"
Bing Mi suddenly opened his eyes, the blindingly white ceiling and light tubes were shining brightly in front of his eyes, his nose was filled with the smell of disinfectant water that only belonged to the hospital.
"Tang language..."
"I'm here!" Tang Yu grabbed his other hand and looked at Bing Mi nervously.
Tang Yu's worried face appeared in front of Bing Mi's eyes, which coincided with the face of the person walking from the light in the dream.
In fact, he often dreamed about that incident when he was a child. At that time, he was young and his heart was full of sadness, but the moment he sat on the windowsill, he looked away.Even if the nanny and aunt do not come, he will not choose to jump down.
Because...he still had hope in his heart.
But this is the only time Tang Yu appeared in a dream, and the only time Tang Yu was seen upon waking up from a nightmare.The moment he saw Tang Yu, his hanging heart let go.
Tang Yu put his hand on his forehead and found that the fever had subsided, and his tense nerves relaxed.Looking at Bingmi: "Then I'll go first, you can rest."
Bingmi didn't speak, and it was hard to see if he wanted to stay or let him go.
Tang Yu walked out of the room silently, and as soon as he turned around, he saw Li Yufen standing in the corridor.
She was wearing a nurse uniform, with her hands in her pockets, her lips pursed, and she looked solemnly at her son, who was a lot taller than her.
"Mom...you and dad are back?" Tang Yu said timidly.
Bingmi took a breath of winter air: "So... it's all my wishful thinking?"
"I thought...you liked me too. Before that, I was [-]% sure."
"No, no, that's not what it means," Tang Yu shook his head, his eyes were reddened, he couldn't see Bing Mi's humble appearance, "It's not that I don't like you, I just... lied to you!"
For the first time, Bing Mi doubted her understanding: "What did you lie to me?"
"Our system is actually different!" Tang Yu almost yelled, startling the garden boy on the ground, and continued, "You are the reconciliation system, and I am the love system. What was said on the roof back then was a lie. your!"
"Please explain clearly," Bingmi took two steps back, "I don't quite understand."
Tang Yu closed his eyes: "In other words, from the moment I was bound to the system, my purpose of approaching you is to make you like me.
"Good morning and evening, rainbow fart, breakfast delivery, going to and from school together, being at the same table, playing games are all systematic arrangements.
"There are also hugging tasks, hand-holding tasks, kissing tasks, and even mutual manual release tasks that you have never understood, all of which are systematic arrangements."
"Did I understand?"
Bingmi just looked at him stiffly, his eyes gradually became hollow, and the blood on his face faded away.
Tang Yu continued to insert the knife: "So I successfully completed the task of the system."
"However," Tang Yu took his hand, "I also like you. Although it's because of the mission, we all really love each other."
The icy hands were so cold that there was no warmth at all, and it took a long time to meet Tang Yu's gaze: "Have you finished?"
Tang Yu was actually dumbfounded and nodded.
"Then what do you want to do next?" The corners of Bingmi's eyes turned red, and the wings of his nose trembled slightly.
Tang Yu couldn't figure out Bing Mi's attitude, so he said without thinking, "I beg you to forgive me. Then...we will be together again."
"Chi——" Bing Mi turned her head to sneer, and when she turned her head again, her eyes were desolate and cold, and even her voice was cold and emotionless, "Do you think I'm cheap?"
Tang Yu: "!" A sharp ice blade pierced the heart.
"No, you..."
"Don't talk," Bing Mi interrupted him, shaking off his hand, "Look at me, do you think it's funny, what am I?"
Tang Yu choked up a little: "..."
Bingmi: "I just realized that you came to contact me cheeky at first, not because you wanted to reconcile with me, but because you wanted me to fall in love with you. If you don't want to, don't wrong yourself, why bother to play with me?" ?”
"The thing that humiliates me the most is not that you deceive me about what system I am using, but that you have always played with the mentality!"
"You obviously have many opportunities to tell me that this is not a reconciliation system, but you watch me keep in the dark and do all kinds of intimate things with you, as if you are using God's perspective to see how I am so fascinated by you! "
"Even if you really like me, do you respect me? At the beginning, I risked being laughed at by you, and said on the rooftop that I had a 'friend reconciliation system'. I treated you sincerely, but you took advantage of me. Tang Yu, do you think I am stupid?"
"When you were intimate with me, you must be laughing at me as a fool, right?"
Tang Yu's eyes could no longer hold the tears, but she still stared without blinking, not letting the tears fall.However, the tears accumulated too much, and they had already fallen in big and big drops.
How much he wants to stop, don't listen to Bingmi anymore, it's not what Bingmi said.Bingmi's words hurt him too much.
But now his mind is in a mess, and he is afraid that if he speaks unclearly, it will cause Bingmi's misunderstanding and dissatisfaction.He opened his mouth for a long time and couldn't refute a word.
Bing Mi clenched his fists and tried to suppress his anger, but the fire remained undiminished, and his voice was raised a few degrees: "I have been hurt by abandonment from my relatives, and I have been deceived by emotions here with you. How can I live such a failure? Woolen cloth?
"You threw my dignity and feelings on the ground and trampled them hard. How can I forgive you with a smile, you liar!"
"No, I didn't!" Tang Yu held him back.
"Stop it!" Bingmi shook off his hand.
There was a big gash in his heart, and blood was gurgling.
This is the person he finally fell in love with...
The author has something to say: Xiao Yinhe: Uh... the little abuser is happy, after the twists and turns, there is sunshine. ennnnnnn, it's always going to be like this.
Digression: Happy New Year!
I hope that all the regrets in 2019 are the foreshadowing of surprises in 2020!
Double update today!
☆, from now on
Bing Mi turned around in a slump, her lips were pale, and her vision was a little blurred.Why are the green leaves of this orchard so dazzling, why are the orange citrus so dazzling, everything around him seems to be mocking him.
"Woof!" Yuan Zai's dog barked.
Oh, even the dogs are laughing at him.
Tang Yu caught up and grabbed Bingmi's hand: "I'm sorry, what exactly do you need to forgive me?"
Bing Mi stopped her footsteps, her lower lip trembled with anger, she smiled to herself, and looked at him from the corner of her head: "You won, you are great, you don't need to be forgiven." I Bing Mi lost.
"Your mother is right. You just don't look very smart, but you are evil. Maybe I am no different from the mother chicken you fucked."
"No!" Tang Yu was about to go crazy, grabbing his hair with both hands.
How would he explain, how would he tell Bingmi that this was not the case, but now he couldn't organize his words normally.
The corner of Bingmi's eyes swept over him, and he continued to walk forward.He knew that he was born unworthy of happiness, so he should be a ruthless person, he should be strong without desire, and he should not have expectations for anyone, otherwise he would be the only one who would be hurt.
Gloom and indifference are what he should have.
He is just a toy in the Tang language game, humble.
Yuanzai barked behind the two of them, Tang Yu chased after Bingmi's footsteps in embarrassment, and Bingmi walked forward staggeringly.
The original warm and harmonious picture turned into this in an instant.
"Stop! I tell you to stop!" Tang Yu still held on to Bing Mi persistently, "Please don't do this..." I was almost out of breath.
Bing Mi's eyes were gray, she turned her head, turned around, and looked at Tang Yu numbly: "I'm not angry with you anymore, I just hate myself, why can't I be treated gently when I hate myself, I obviously didn't hurt the world, but why didn't the world Give me happiness?"
"Thank you, Tang Yu, for coming to my life and taught me a lesson in reality. I also thank you for bringing me the happy days like a dream. I should have continued to be with you, but I His dignity does not allow it. So, let those dream-like pasts become past tense."
"From now on, we are not enemies, not lovers, but just classmates."
Bingmi smiled wryly, turned and left.
This time Tang Yu really felt Bingmi's firmness.Despair spread all over his body, and he could only silently watch the figure of Bingmi leave, helpless.
Yuanzai seemed to feel the sadness of his master, and rubbed his head against Tang Yu's ankle, humming and whimpering.
Tang Yu's tears flowed silently, blurring his vision.
【520, I feel so uncomfortable... my whole body feels uncomfortable, especially... my heart seems to be severely cut by a knife. 】
520:【……】
Tang Yu: 【Have you ever thought about what will happen to my relationship with Bingmi after this task is completed? 】
520:【……】
Tang Yu: [Did you miscalculate? 】
520: [Lao Tzu...] Almost wanted to swear.Forget it, make a system to be civilized, civilized.Don't compare with little kids.
The sky suddenly became dark, Tang Yu looked up, it was clear in the morning, and he also read the weather forecast yesterday, why is it cloudy now?
The gray weather was as heavy as his heart.
"Woof!" Yuanzai spun around Tang Yu's feet, put his head on his heels, and signaled Tang Yu to go home quickly.
The patter of rain began to fall, and the winter rain in the south brought a chill to the bone.
Fortunately, Tang Yu didn't get caught in much rain when he ran home. He stood under the eaves, looking at the hazy world of rain and fog.
Li Yufen saw that only Tang Yu came back with nothing in his hands. Didn't he go pick fruit? What are you doing all day long?
"Tang Bao, where's Xiao Mi?"
"!" Tang Yu was startled, it's over, Bingmi didn't bring an umbrella!
Although it doesn't take long to walk from here to the town, the ice without an umbrella will definitely be drenched.As soon as Tang Yu thought of this, he quickly grabbed two umbrellas in the house and ran into the increasingly heavy rain.
The family members in the room were full of doubts.
Tang Yu held an umbrella in one hand and an umbrella in the other. His white casual shoes stepped on the asphalt road, splashing water.All he wanted was to catch up with Bingmi, but when he arrived in town, he didn't see Bingmi at all.
Anxiously called Bing Mi, but the other party did not answer.Tang Yu continued to fight persistently, Xu Shi couldn't stand the offensive, and finally broke through on the sixth time.
"Bing Mi, where are you?!" Tang Yu gasped.He knew that Bingmi was here for the first time, and he was unfamiliar with the place, so he didn't know if he would go the wrong way.
There was silence for two seconds: "I went back by car. Leave me alone."
The phone hangs up.Tang Yu froze in place, his hands still in the posture of answering the phone.
leave me alone...
This sentence echoed in Tang Yu's mind, as if it touched a certain line of defense in his heart, he burst out crying, as if no one was there, squatting on the ground hugging his knees, the crying mixed with the sound of rain, passers-by glanced at him hurriedly and then walk by.
Bing Mi did go back to the city by car, and got out of the car at four or five o'clock in the afternoon.The rain had stopped for a while, but now it started to rain again.
He didn't bring an umbrella, and walked slowly in the rain after getting off the car at the gate of the villa area. The winter rain was extremely cold and wet his whole body, but he remained expressionless, as if he couldn't feel the bone-chilling cold.
When Tang Yu returned to his grandmother's house, his trouser legs were wet, and his lips were blue from the cold, which scared the whole family into a panic. They didn't have time to ask him where Bing Mi went and what you were doing. He just wiped the rainwater for him. , looking for pants to change into, and taking out the cold medicine for him.
He sat upstairs in the air-conditioned room, his eyes were straight and dull.Li Yufen frowned, turned on the hair dryer to blow his hair, and suddenly saw Tang Yu say something, couldn't hear clearly, and turned off the hair dryer.
"Tang Bao, what did you say?"
"I said...can I go back to the city now?" Tang Yu said dully.
"No, it's almost seven o'clock now. Your father is very tired after driving for so long today, so we can leave tomorrow." Li Yufen rarely refused Tang Yu's request with anger.
She didn't know what happened to her son, he was fine in the morning, and he went to the orchard with Bingmi and came back like this, like losing his soul.He also made himself so embarrassed, and didn't cherish himself at all.
But he probably guessed that it might be because of the ice density, because no one came back with him.And what exactly... She sighed.
Bing Mi returned to the empty home, took off her wet clothes, and walked numbly into the bathroom.When you get out of the shower, ignore the emergency medicine kit on the shelf and look for medicine in other cabinets.
However, after searching for a while, I couldn't find it, so I gave up looking for it altogether, and gave up on myself and didn't even eat dinner.
I have no appetite, I don't want to do anything now, I want to escape from reality.
He went upstairs to the bedroom, but as soon as he saw the bed, memories flooded his mind again.I once played with Tang Yu in bed, got intimate, and met honestly.
How can I sleep peacefully in such a bed?
Close the door with a bang.The icy face was so black that it almost merged with the night.
Finally had to sleep in another room.However, the affairs of the day are not so easy to escape.As soon as he lays down, he will pop up to torment him.
With great difficulty, he changed the authority of the circle of friends, which is only visible to individuals, to only visible to Tang Yu, which shows that he really wants to open his heart to one person.However, the newly opened heart was immediately pierced with a sharp knife with ice, causing him to bleed profusely.
Don't dare to open your heart at will, hide yourself, no one can hurt him.
I don't know how long it took, but Bingmi still fell into sleep.At this time, the mobile phone placed by the bed was turned on, and a WeChat message was sent.The time shows 22:59.
It has been 10 minutes since the message in Tang language was sent, but not surprisingly, no reply has been received.Looking down at the chat interface, curled up under the blanket.
"Boom--!" A thunderclap accompanied by lightning.
Tang Yu was startled, his body shivering under the blanket.He was a little afraid of thunder, so he held on to the phone tightly, praying in his heart that Bingmi would reply him quickly, as long as he replied with one sentence, he would go to sleep after replying.
However, the phrase "Are you in the rain?" has not been answered for a long time.
Tang Yu was worried, because he remembered that when he was bound by 520, he asked Bing Mi what he hated the most, and the other party answered that he was sick.
If the ice is drenched by winter rain, you will definitely have a fever. If there is no accident, it should be a high fever.I can only pray that Bingmi doesn't get caught in the rain, even if it does, I hope he can take the antipyretics in the emergency medicine kit.
The more she thought about Tang Yu, the more worried she became, and she sent another message, several in succession.But they were all like a stone sinking into the sea, without any response.
520 couldn't stand it anymore: [Host, the other party has already fallen asleep. 】
【how do you know? ] Tang Yu wondered.
520: [I... guessed. 】
Tang Yu is very disgusted with 520 now, with a bit of a stagnant nature, and blames 520 for everything now.Don't care about the system.
Early the next morning, Tang Yu urged his father to go home.Tang Qingshu was very displeased with his son's ignorance. The old man wanted to see his grandson so much. After finally coming back during the long holiday, he rushed home, which was shameless.
Tang Yu was seriously reprimanded by his father, and he was helpless, and felt that he was wrong. Although he was burning with anxiety, there was nothing he could do.
Bingmi was woken up by the burn, his whole body was hot, and his mental state was very bad.It's all the result of not taking the medicine last night.
His physique is like this, he usually does not get sick, but he will have a high fever when he catches a cold.He also knows his physique, but if he lets others ignore him and has a self-defeating mentality, no one will care about him anyway.
The persistent high fever was the shadow of his childhood.
No matter how uncomfortable the body is at the moment, I will reflexively recall my helpless self when I was a child. At that time, I thought I was going to die, and it was the fear of death.
Although Bingmi is giving up on herself now, but there is always something in her heart, and she doesn't want to repeat the memory of that period of dying struggle.Dragging his heavy body out of bed to look for medicine.
His footsteps are all swaying, and his clothes are thin.I can't even see the stairs when I hold on to the handrail to go downstairs.
When I walked downstairs and passed the medicine box again, Bingmi's footsteps paused, perhaps because of the dizziness caused by the high fever, and the reaction was a few seconds slower than usual, but this time I still didn't choose to open the medicine box, and stubbornly searched for medicine at home .
222 can't stand it anymore: [Darling, you didn't find it yesterday, how could you find it today? 】
Ignore it.
【Darling, if you don’t take the medicine, the consequences will be very dangerous!】222.
Bing Mi is still looking for medicine at home.
【Darling! Why do you demean yourself like this? !] 222 couldn't help shouting.
Bing Mi, who bent over to look for medicine in the cabinet, paused, and replied after a long while: 【Is this a bitch? 】
222:【……】
So mad, so maddening. 222 immediately turned into 520, and said in Tang Yu's mind: [Host, hurry up now...]
Tang Yu was beating his grandmother's back at this time, and after hearing half of 520's words, he felt furious: [Hurry up? 】
520 saw Bing Mi found the medicine, but it was expired.But knowing that the ice cream was expired, I still ate it!
520 was startled, and said to Tang Yu: [Hurry up and go back to the city!]
[What's the matter, is something wrong with Bing Mi? 】Tang Yu stopped massaging in his hands, and his heart skipped a beat.
The author has something to say: Xiao Yinhe: 520 came out and was beaten.
520 shivering: My lord, your prime minister can hold a boat in your belly, I...
Little Yinhe: Shhh, hold back your words.Audience friends who want to beat 520 raise their hands in the comment area.I count the number of people.
☆, strong kiss
Grandma felt something was wrong with Tang Yu, and gently pressed her old hand on her shoulder, covering Tang Yu's thin and fair hand: "Bao'er, what's wrong with you?"
"Grandma, I'm sorry." Tang Yu's eyes were red, "I, I, I have to go back first, can I come and see you next time?"
Although grandma was disappointed, she didn't want her little grandson to be disappointed, so she patted Tang Yu's hand: "Okay, let's go first if you have something to do. Grandma will wait for you to visit me next time."
"Yeah!" Tang Yu rushed upstairs, packed his things, and then ran to the town without stopping to drive back to the city.
On the way, he called his mother and explained that he was going back to deal with an important matter.Although Li Yufen was a little unhappy, there was nothing he could do, so he had to go.
It was still early from the small town to the urban area, but Tang Yu was anxious and restless.No one answered the call to Bingmi, and the conversation with Bingmi in the orchard yesterday was still replaying in my mind.Annoyed why I was so stupid that I couldn't explain it, and hated myself to death.
Suddenly, he remembered what Bing Mi said after——
"Hurt by being abandoned by loved ones."
"Why can't you be treated with tenderness by the world?"
Tang Yu realized that he didn't seem to know Bingmi that well. He had never asked about Bingmi's past, and he had always revealed everything about Bingmi to Bingmi.
Thinking of this, Tang Yu blamed himself very much, and suddenly remembered that there was someone who knew about Bingmi's past, it should be, not sure.
Looking for Jing Xian's number in the phone, it was saved before, and I almost forgot.Tang Yu was glad that he knew that Bingmi had a cousin.
He hurriedly dialed the phone, and the call was connected soon.
"Hello, Brother Tang Yu?" Jing Xian's voice sounded pleasantly surprised.
Tang Yu: "You are Bingmi's cousin, you should know about Bingmi's childhood, right?" He didn't make any preparations, and went straight to the point.
This made Jing Xian a little overwhelmed, and turned from surprise to panic: "It's just a rough idea, not a lot."
"Then do you know why Bingmi hates getting sick?" Tang Yu's voice trembled slightly.
Jing Xian also heard it, and his mood sank. He really knew about it, he heard it from his relatives.
"This matter..." Jing Xian thought for a while, "This is my cousin's private matter, I don't think he is known by others, but, to him, you are special, so... I only talk to you You alone."
Tang Yu's mood sank to the bottom, and it took him a long time to respond.
On the phone, Jing Xian slowly told the past many years ago--
Bing Mi's parents met in college, when both of them were influential figures in the school.His father, Bing Weijian, is a student majoring in financial management. Back then, he was known as a college grass because of his handsome appearance and talent, and he was the object of many girls' favor.
His mother, Bi Qiu, is a law student. She has been called a department flower since she entered the school, but she is relatively noble and has no friends around her. Everyone says she is the flower of Gaoling.
Later, the school held a large-scale art performance, and the two co-hosted the show. As soon as the handsome men and beautiful women appeared, their popularity was higher than those of the performances.
At that time, everyone didn't think there would be any sparks between the two, but not long after, someone said that they saw the two walking together at night and holding hands.Word then spread throughout the law and finance schools.The students of the two departments are very curious whether they are together.
Later, the two confessed.They are talented and beautiful, with the same three views and similar personalities. Even a cold person like Bi Qiu will not be able to stand up to Bing Weijian's offensive and be tempted.
I thought that the two would be together smoothly, but their parents disagreed.The man's parents don't like Bi Qiu's coldness, and the woman's parents don't like Bing Weijian's sleekness.
But at that time, the two had fallen into love and couldn't extricate themselves, and they insisted on being together against their parents' wishes.The parents of the two parties had no choice but to watch them get married.
After work, the two gradually had conflicts. After Bi Qiu gave birth to Bing Mi, he devoted himself to work.And Bing Weijian took his parents' career to a higher level.Both of them have strong temperaments, and they both hope that the other party will spend more time taking care of the children, but neither is willing. After a big fight, they hired a nanny to take care of the children.
This incident is a joke, the two of them spend less and less time together, and even when they meet, they have to arrange a good time, and the purpose is still to see Bing Mi.Because of work, Bi Qiu talked to Bing Weijian as if he was negotiating with the opposing lawyer, which made Bing Weijian very dissatisfied.
At the beginning, the two could bear not to argue in front of Bingmi, but later they didn't care so much. Words like "divorce" were often mentioned, and then they really divorced. The ten-year-old Bingmi belonged to his father.
Since then, Bingmi has never seen the two of them appearing in front of him at the same time. He would often watch Bingmi at the beginning of the divorce, but later they simply stopped watching.Bing Mi is like a left-behind child.Both parents have abandoned him invisibly.
When she was 11 years old, the nanny asked for leave to go back to her hometown. Bingmi had a high fever in the winter and had no one to take care of her at home.He had no choice but to look for medicine to take at home. Since he was a little confused from the fever, he didn't even look at what kind of medicine it was, so he just took it for nothing.
Fortunately, he took the right medicine and did not die.Bing Mi, who was a little sober, fell into extreme sorrow, sitting on the window sill of his own house, with dozens of stories of high-rise buildings under his feet.He hadn't lived in the villa then.As long as you jump, you will die.
Fortunately, Bingmi's aunt went to his house with the nanny at that time, and rescued Bingmi who wanted to die.Otherwise, the consequences will be disastrous.
Tang Yu's hand holding the phone trembled, tears slid down his pale face and fell into the collar of his sweater.The scenery outside the window flashed through his eyes quickly, and he just felt dizzy.
"Brother Tang Yu, are you listening?" Jing Xian was a little dry after talking so much.
"...I," Tang Yu didn't know what to say, "I feel uncomfortable."
"Uh, I was also uncomfortable at the time, but I got better later on." Jing Xian said in a relaxed tone as much as possible, "My cousin is actually very strong. After all these years, he should have seen it earlier."
"..." Tang Yu was silent.
Jing Xian suddenly said cautiously: "Actually... I know that you and my cousin are not ordinary friends."
Tang Yu froze: "Who told you?"
"No one said it, I found it through your circle of friends. Because I like you, I pay close attention to you. Although you don't like me, I will bless you and my cousin." Jing Xian.
"Blessings... But," Tang Yu lowered his eyes, "It's nothing, just hope."
After the call ended, Tang Yu closed his eyes dejectedly.
It turned out that Bing Mi tried to seek death when she was a child. Fortunately, she was lucky enough not to take the wrong medicine, and was lucky enough to be rescued.otherwise……
Tang Yu didn't dare to think about that "otherwise".
520: 【Host, go directly to Bingmi's house after getting off the car!】
Tang Yu didn't want to talk to 520. After getting off the car, he ran towards Bingmi's house. He knew the password of Bingmi's house, but at this moment he was too panicked to remember.
Crying and entering the password outside the door in a hurry, 520 couldn't stand it any longer, so he told him directly, and Tang Yu opened the door.
As soon as I entered the living room, I saw someone lying on the carpet, who else could it be if it wasn't Bing Mi? !
Tang Yu was so frightened that he almost stopped breathing. He ran over in a panic, knelt on the carpet, and reached out to probe Bing Mi's forehead.
so hot!
"Bingmi!" Tang Yu shook him.
However, the other party didn't respond at all. Tang Yu's legs were so frightened that his legs went limp. He finally gathered his energy and dragged him to the sofa.
Bingmi's whole body was hot, and he was unconscious due to high fever.Tang Yu found antipyretics in the emergency medicine box, took warm water and fed them ice-packed.But the water flowed out from the ice-sealed mouth, and did not swallow it.
Tang Yu was so anxious that he poured a mouthful of boiled water, put the medicine into Bingmi's mouth, leaned over to transfer the warm water in his mouth to Bingmi, and then pressed Bingmi to force him to swallow it.
After doing this, his forehead was already wet with sweat.His body was still shaking, and he called 120 for emergency services with trembling hands.
On the way back, Tang Yu felt as if his heart was about to break when he thought of Bing Mi's childhood when he almost died. Then when he saw Bing Mi lying unconscious on the ground, it was as if the whole world had collapsed.
He couldn't imagine what it would be like to lose the ice.
At this time, Bing Mi slightly opened his eyes, in fact, he was conscious before, but he didn't have the strength to move.Once I heard Tang Yu was coming, I didn't want to move anymore.Unexpectedly, Tang Yu gave him the medicine with his own mouth.
When he opened his eyes, he saw Tang Yu's red eyes from crying. His heart was pricked again, and he deliberately asked him: "Which dating system of yours called you here?"
"So what!" Tang Yu almost roared, his chest heaving violently, "Does this have anything to do with me caring about you, caring about you, and worrying about you?!"
It was the first time I saw Tang Yu get so angry, I was stunned.Perhaps because of the high fever, the reaction was a bit slower than usual, and it took a few seconds before he answered the call: "You go, we are classmates, we don't need to take care of you like this."
"Then don't get sick and don't worry me!"
"Isn't it just being cheated? As for spoiling yourself so much?! Take your anger out on me, why are you hurting yourself?!"
"If I don't come, you just wait to be burned to death!"
Tang's tone collapsed, and Bingmi had a high fever and did not forget to respond to him, deliberately speaking angrily to him.
It's rare for Bing Mi to be yelled at by Tang Yu like this, so he still sticks to his neck and insists: "It's my business, you go." The two are so close, and they were talking to each other just now, what if Tang Yu is infected by him.
"Don't go! Get up and chase me if you have the ability. Now that you're sick, I can do whatever I want!" Tang Yu played tricks, relying on ice secrets to not do anything to him.
The ambulance should be here soon, wait a little longer and take Bing Mi to the hospital.Ice density must be infused, otherwise it will really hurt the brain if it continues to burn.
However, Bingmi said weakly: "You are also quite cheap, just a classmate, why bother to rush to your door to be humiliated by me?"
"You..." Bingmi must have deliberately angered him, trying to anger him away, huh, how could it be so easy?
Tang Yu's red eyes and Ice Mi's red eyes looked at each other, and in the next second, he leaned over and blocked Ice Mi's mouth.People with fever even have hot lips and even dryness.
Bingmi's eyes widened in astonishment, she never thought that there would be a day when Tang Yu would force her to kiss her.
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The lips of the two rubbed together, and Bing Mi bit Tang Yu's tongue, forcing Tang Yu to quit.
"Aren't you afraid of being infected by me?" Bing Mi said angrily.
Tang Yu tasted his own blood, it smelled like rust, his nose was sore, and Bingmi actually bit him.He was so wronged that he wanted to cry, but he didn't answer Bingmi, and just lay on top of him regardless.
Bingmi is helpless, and has nothing to do with Tang Yu who is playing tricks.
At this time, the voice of 120 ambulance came from outside, and Bing Mi said suddenly: "Did you call an ambulance?!"
Tang Yu sat up straight and said lightly, "Yes."
"You idiot, I just have a high fever!" You made a fuss and called an ambulance?The ice density is really convincing.The point is that the ambulance is still here.
Tang Yu knew what Bing Mi was wondering about, and he didn't feel that he was wrong: "I said someone took the wrong medicine and fell into a coma, so they came here."
Frozen: "..."
520 didn't see it.
Afterwards, the ambulance sent the "comatose" person to the car, Tang Yu went there as a witness, and the hospital where Tang Qingshu worked turned out to be the last hospital he was sent to.
Tang Yu is wilted, will his father come back today?
Afterwards, of course, it was a false alarm. Bingmi only needed an IV drip, but the fever still persisted.
Tang Yu was scolded by the doctor and told him not to call an ambulance casually. Tang Yu's head was almost buried in his neck, and he deeply understood his mistake.
It's all because he cared about it but was confused. He linked the Bingmi at that time with the Bingmi who took medicine indiscriminately when he was a child. He was afraid that Bingmi would die, so he made such a bad plan.
Then the doctor said, fortunately, I took the antipyretic medicine in time, otherwise the expired medicine would really affect me.
"Expired medicine?" Tang Yu raised his head abruptly.
"Yeah, don't you know?" The doctor frowned.
How could Tang Yu know that he panicked at the time, thinking that Bingmi hadn't taken the medicine and was worried that his brain would burn out, but he didn't expect that Bingmi took the expired medicine!
If he doesn't come, it is very likely that Bing Mi is really...
Tang Yu broke out in a cold sweat.
In the ward, Bing Mi was wearing a hospital gown and lying on a narrow hospital bed.The right hand was dripping and placed on the edge of the bed, the fingertips turned white.
His lips were dry and pale, his eyes were closed, maybe he was asleep, his brows were always furrowed, and there was still a thin layer of sweat on his forehead.
In an unfamiliar environment, it is difficult for Bingmi to fall asleep peacefully.But due to the persistent high fever, his mind was in a state of confusion, and no matter how tense his nerves could be, he fell asleep slowly from exhaustion.
In a half-dream and half-waking state, he seemed to have returned to his helpless and pitiful self when he was a child.
With a high fever, the nanny at home asked for leave, and she was so uncomfortable that she was about to die.The medicine I was rummaging for was right in front of me.
What kind of medicine is this, why can't I see clearly?
To eat, or, not to eat?
What if I ate something wrong?
Will it die?
If I die... Dad and Mom will come to see me, right?
I'm so sad, I...
I still take the medicine, it doesn't matter if I take it right or not, anyway, no one cares, no one cares.
Lying on the ground and sleeping for an unknown amount of time, I shivered and woke up.
He didn't die, and his mind was a little clearer, so he didn't feel so uncomfortable.
Take out your phone and want to make a call, call dad or mom?
No, they are so busy with work, what if they are in a meeting now, what if they are negotiating with the other party, what if they are signing some important contract, if I call over, will it be affected?
Tears flowed out silently, and it was sad to find that I was not as important as those jobs, and I had to think so much about making a phone call.
It's boring, it's boring to live.
Looking up from the window, this is the 29th floor.It's very high, as long as you jump down, you can feel like flying, right?
Step by step towards the window sill.
The window is the place closest to the light, where the light and the shadow meet.I sat on the windowsill with light in front of me and shadows behind me.I want to get rid of the shadows...
"Bing Mi?" came a low, juvenile voice.
"Who's calling me?"
Turning his head, he saw a person standing behind him with a glowing body, pure and flawless like an angel.
"who are you?"
The man walked into my eyes slowly. He was wearing white clothes, holding a medicine box in his hand, and smiling.That smile...why is it so familiar, so warm and sunny.
This face... so familiar.
"I'm Tang Yu, your baby." Tang Yu knelt down to open the medicine box, took out the medicine, looked up with a smile and said, "Come down, the window sill is not fun."
"..."
Tang Yu: "I will always be with you."
Get down from the window sill, and slowly walk up to Tang Yu: "Why?"
Tang Yu: "Because... I am Tang Yu, your Tang Yu."
"Tang Yu...Tang Yu...my Tang Yu?"
Bing Mi suddenly opened his eyes, the blindingly white ceiling and light tubes were shining brightly in front of his eyes, his nose was filled with the smell of disinfectant water that only belonged to the hospital.
"Tang language..."
"I'm here!" Tang Yu grabbed his other hand and looked at Bing Mi nervously.
Tang Yu's worried face appeared in front of Bing Mi's eyes, which coincided with the face of the person walking from the light in the dream.
In fact, he often dreamed about that incident when he was a child. At that time, he was young and his heart was full of sadness, but the moment he sat on the windowsill, he looked away.Even if the nanny and aunt do not come, he will not choose to jump down.
Because...he still had hope in his heart.
But this is the only time Tang Yu appeared in a dream, and the only time Tang Yu was seen upon waking up from a nightmare.The moment he saw Tang Yu, his hanging heart let go.
Tang Yu put his hand on his forehead and found that the fever had subsided, and his tense nerves relaxed.Looking at Bingmi: "Then I'll go first, you can rest."
Bingmi didn't speak, and it was hard to see if he wanted to stay or let him go.
Tang Yu walked out of the room silently, and as soon as he turned around, he saw Li Yufen standing in the corridor.
She was wearing a nurse uniform, with her hands in her pockets, her lips pursed, and she looked solemnly at her son, who was a lot taller than her.
"Mom...you and dad are back?" Tang Yu said timidly.
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