Bamboo horse's rival in love I accepted

Gu Lang thought for a long time, and made an appointment with Yuntian during the holiday.

"I fell in love with someone."

"Well, so, the girl has a boyfriend?" Yuntian didn't know why.

"No," Gu Lang said weakly, he felt that his problem was more serious than this.

"Could it be that I'm the one you like? That's not good, your big brother is still here." Yun Tian stroked his chin with a look of horror.

"Brother, you're already 30 years old, can you be more cautious?" Gu Lang was helpless.

"Aren't you steady, your big brother said yesterday"

"Okay, stop talking," Gu Lang interrupted Yun Tian's upcoming show of affection. "The person I like is a man"

The air was silent for two seconds, "Gu Lang, you..." Yun Tian frowned,

"No, it has nothing to do with you." Gu Lang knew what Yun Tian was thinking, "I had a crush on girls before, but this time it happened to be a boy."

"I don't know what to do." Gu Lang drooped his head.

Yun Tian was also silent. After a long time, he opened his mouth and talked about him and Hai Hai.

Yun Tian is a natural gay, he discovered this in the second year of high school, and then he told his mother.

Yuntian's mother is a well-educated person, and the two of them get along like friends.At that time, many people regarded homosexuality as a kind of disease, and her mother didn't yell at her, but patiently discussed with Yuntian.

He followed his mother's arrangement to see a doctor and tried to make a girlfriend, but to no avail.

Later, Yuntian's mother contacted an institution that treats homosexuality.

When Yun Tian said this, Gu Lang widened his eyes worriedly.He also checked a lot of information these days. If he sees a doctor, it is mostly psychological therapy, but contacting that kind of treatment institution uses many illegal coercive methods such as electric shock.

Yun Tian looked at Gu Lang's worry and smiled with pain: "My mother didn't send me there, she couldn't accept homosexuality, and she didn't want me to suffer, so she contacted herself, she wanted to accept homosexuality."

Therefore, although Yuntian knew that he could only like men, he didn't have the idea of ​​finding someone. There were also boys who confessed to him, but Yuntian didn't like it, and felt that being alone was good.But when I met the sea later, I realized that some things were beyond my control.

However, Dahai is a straight man.

They met in their sophomore year, when Yuntian was nineteen and Haihai was twenty.

Uncontrollably, Yuntian chased after Dahai, and two years later got his wish to be together.

After being together for three years, the two broke up, and Yun Tian mentioned it.

"Why, why?" Gu Lang was very surprised. Although Yuntian didn't elaborate, he could feel that it was not easy to catch up with the sea, and how much Yuntian loved him.

"My mother knelt down in front of me and begged me," Yun Tian's voice was dry, and that scene once became his demon, and he often woke up.

Dahai's family is more complicated. At the time when his parents found Yuntian's mother, their attitude was very bad, no, it should be considered vile, and they kept hitting people in the face.

Yuntian's mother couldn't bear her son's anger and wanted them to break up. This was the main reason.

"There are also conflicts between the two of us. Maybe we were too young at the time, and there were still many things we wanted, and even our relationship was an obstacle. The possessiveness towards each other, whether we have different attitudes in public in front of friends, there are many things piled up. together."

After three years, 1096 days, Dahai came to Yuntian.

No one wants to fall in love and betray all relatives. Dahai tried hard to persuade his parents, but in the end Dahai's parents didn't agree. Later, Dahai left that family at the cost of his legs.

Yuntian's heart ached terribly, but Dahai didn't care, he hugged Yuntian tightly: it's okay, you're still here.

Thinking of these past events, Yun Tian suddenly realized that the things that he tossed and turned and thought about sadly at that time can now be talked about calmly with a smile, and can be used as experience for the young man.

"I don't have any good suggestions. Everyone is different, and everyone's situation is also different." Yun Tian paused: "This road is not easy to walk, so forget it if you can."

After bidding farewell to Yuntian, Gu Lang has been in a state of shock. If his feelings explode, it will never affect only one person.Even if he doesn't care about it himself, but what about Qin Ze, he doesn't want Qin Ze to be criticized by others.

In a blink of an eye, the horn of the third year of high school sounded. The time of the third year of high school seemed to be the same, but it was indeed different slowly.

For example, the fiery red banner hanging in front of the school gate reads: No bitterness or tiredness, the college entrance examination is tasteless;For example, they were moved to the classroom on the first floor; for example, some people got up early and returned late to read books; Yang Mo's hair was dyed back to black; Deep love; more like the two have not seen each other for a long time...

Gu Lang thought about it for a long time at the time, and thought that maybe he would stop liking Qin Ze if he had less contact with him, so after school started, Gu Lang deliberately staggered Qin Ze's school time, and avoided other times as much as possible.

Qin Ze stopped him from asking a few times, but Gu Lang had already found a good reason to answer back. Gradually, Qin Ze stopped asking.

Gu Lang was happy and sad at the same time, it was driving him crazy, he couldn't be interested in doing anything.

Days went step by step, and the time Gu Lang got up went back to the beginning, but today when he wandered to his aunt's breakfast shop, he saw Qin Ze from a long distance away.

From a distance away, Gu Lang could only see the outline, but at that moment, he felt a surge in his heart.In fact, it hasn't been long since we saw each other, but Gu Lang feels like it's been a few years. This is truly an unprecedented experience.

Gu Lang couldn't ignore his joy, but soon frowned again.

Obviously, Qin Ze was waiting for him.Gu Lang hid his figure, he knew that Qin Ze would leave after class.

But today Qin Ze didn't leave after the class time was up like the previous two times.

what happened?

Just thinking about the vibrating phone in Gu Lang's pocket, he saw Grandma Gu.

Gu Lang's idea of ​​skipping class is doomed, he didn't answer, and rushed over pretending to be in a hurry.He really didn't dare to look at Qin Ze.

Under the condemnation of his aunt, Qin Ze sat on Gu Lang's Qin Ze again.

When Gu Lang was eating the deep-fried dough sticks brought to his mouth and talking to Qin Ze, he suddenly thought about it, just like what Yun Tian said to him at the end: To be happy in life is to be happy, and the future will change too much.

Whether we can be together is still a question, why do we think so much.

Gu Lang is happy because of the change of thought here, but Qin Ze's feeling is indescribable.

He could feel that Gu Lang was avoiding him, although he would still say hello when they met, and Gu Lang's reasons were good enough, but the feeling was different.It's like you are allowed to enter his house to play by a person, but one day he only let you say hello outside the door, the contrast is obvious enough.

Qin Ze has always chosen to face problems. When he found that this matter had frequently affected his mood and living conditions, he knew that this matter must be resolved.

Did he do something wrong unintentionally, or Gu Lang simply wanted to stay away, if it was the latter...

"Why are you avoiding me?"

"I didn't hide from you, I owe you money, why hide from you." Gu Lang laughed.

Qin Ze didn't speak, he was silently suspicious.

"Well, it's a little bit, I'm afraid I'm delaying your study." Gu Lang said awkwardly, feeling Qin Ze's cold feeling, Gu Lang immediately expressed his loyalty.

"Now I have deeply realized my ideological mistakes, please organize to give me a chance to reform myself."

Perhaps Gu Lang thought about it, and that feeling came back, and Qin Ze's haze of many days was swept away, "Seeing that you have a good attitude, let's see if you have a chance to return to the embrace of the organization." Smiling, he patted Gu Lang. Lang slapped: "Wait for me after school today."

"okay!"

After class was over, Gu Lang found that Qin Ze's class hadn't moved, so he found a place to wait.

His thoughts drifted to how to attract Qin Ze, but when he thought like this, he realized that he was really nothing outstanding.

handsome?He doesn't seem to have much advantage in front of Qin Ze; can he fight?People are not bad, besides, this does not seem to be an advantage.Are you good at basketball?What's the use of this, Gu Lang thought about it and heard a voice from the side,

"What are you thinking about?"

"Think about my advantages." Gu Lang answered smoothly, only to realize that the person he was waiting for had arrived. "Which teacher of yours is procrastinating again."

Looking at Gu Lang's appearance, Qin Ze couldn't help laughing, but didn't answer, skipped this question and took the last one, "Have you figured it out?"

"what?"

"Your strengths." Sometimes Gu Lang's brain circuits always make him laugh.

Gu Lang glanced at Qin Ze, a little discouraged, "No." His tone changed: "I'll give you a chance to praise me."

Qin Ze looked at Gu Lang without saying a word, this look made Gu Lang a little depressed, "Is it so difficult?"

"It's not very difficult," Qin Ze paused, and then continued, "It's very difficult."

"I said Brother Qin, can you show me a little bit of your gentle and pure side in front of the people?" Gu Lang raised his forehead, "We can't chat with you like this."

"You want to boast so much?" Qin Ze nodded, "All right."

Gu Lang looked at Qin Ze in disbelief.

Qin Ze stared sideways at Gu Lang's eyes, and slowly raised the corners of his mouth, a smile stained his eyes, focused and profound, "In my heart, you are very good."

brush~

It really only took a second for Gu Lang to feel his face burn.

Qin Ze's eyes are a rare pure black, and when he stares intently at a person, he seems to suck him in.

"Let's go." Qin Ze tapped Gu Lang's head with his fingers, and said briskly.

"Fuck, you fouled." Gu Lang muttered and chased after him.In my heart, I felt that I was a fool at the time to feel that I didn't like being far away from Qin Ze.

When Gu Lang and Qin Ze appeared together again, almost everyone thought it was normal.