Goddesses are born

Yan Xiuyuan picked up his little sister downstairs from the Three Teachings.

In the eyes of outsiders, the slender and straight boy in white shirt running downstairs with a bright smile on his face and running downstairs to work, flicking his ponytails is a pleasing scene in itself.

Some insiders understood: Oh, it's Xihua's "brother".

From time to time, Yan Xiuyuan would come to Gu Zhinian's teaching building and have dinner together after class. The two look well matched, and there is an indescribable intimacy and tacit understanding between their words and deeds. Most people will misunderstand that they are a couple.

It's a pity that when Xihua is asked whether the two are a couple, she will wave her hands shyly: No, he is just a brother I know.

Xihua disclosed her relationship status to the public and has always been single.

The surnames are different, where did the elder brother come from?So there is speculation that this handsome guy from the Chinese Department is a spare tire raised by the Department of Flowers.

The little girl who had a crush on Yan Xiuyuan resented viciously behind her back: "Bitch like a bitch, recognize your brother everywhere, don't want Bilian..."

But no matter what other people guessed, the two still did their own thing, and Yan Xiuyuan seemed to be a "spare tire" calmly.

In the eyes of men and women who are either jealous or jealous or guessing or scrutinizing, Xihua walked out of the school happily holding her brother's hand, as if she was unconscious of her surroundings, with an innocent look on her face.

Yan Xiuyuan took out the car key and unlocked the car door in one go, and even pulled the door for Gu Zhinian thoughtfully, with an elegant gesture like a prince charming.He closed the car door and sat in the driver's seat, kicked the accelerator, and the red Camaro flew away, leaving only the exhaust gas on the bystanders.

After getting into Yan Xiuyuan's car, Gu Zhinian was paralyzed, leaning in the back seat with no image, the sweet and pleasant expression on his face was gone, and his face was empty and tired.She couldn't stop saying "I'm exhausted", "The teacher is a sand sculpture and dragging the classroom", "Why are there so many things to talk about when talking about it", Yan Xiuyuan looked back sympathetically while waiting for the traffic lights , Throw a bottle of Evian in the past.

Gu Zhinian unscrewed the cap of the mineral water with his bare hands, raised his neck and poured it vigorously, Yan Xiuyuan saw it from the rearview mirror, and joked, "Take it easy, I usually even have to help dig out the lid of the milk cap. who?"

Hearing this, Gu Zhinian rolled his eyes blankly.

"I've already left the school gate, what image do I need when I'm with you?"

Yan Xiuyuan frowned without showing any trace.There was a trace of worry on his face; he opened his mouth, and finally managed to persuade him tactfully.

"Nian Nian, it's been so long since you've been away, you can relax occasionally and try not to pretend to be so tired anymore."

Gu Chinian had already screwed on the cap of the water bottle at this time, and he was fixing his lipstick in front of the small mirror. Hearing this, he was stunned for a moment: "I've only been away from school for a few minutes?...Oh."

She reacted, a momentary sluggish expression appeared on her face, and then she turned cold, and clicked the cover of the Givenchy lambskin 317: "You mean, I have been out of my dad's control for so long, I should try to relax myself a little, don't have to worry about it anymore." Pretending to be so perfect in front of people?"

She smiled, with an impeccable standard arc, sweet and lovely: "The influence he brought to me is a lifetime, deep in my bones, and I will never forget it. I even think that I was born with an excellent talent to be a liar. For more than 20 years Now, everything is perfect, isn't it?"

She unconsciously stroked the shiny leather on the pitch-black tube, and mocked: "Besides, I am the goddess of perfection in everyone's eyes. This result is not a bad thing, is it?"

"I'm even very grateful to him for teaching me back then... I even think that some of his views are right. He is for my own good. He taught me how to survive better..."

no.Yan Xiuyuan retorted silently in his heart.Originally, everything should not be like this, Gu Chinian's original appearance should not be suppressed, distorted, deformed... into a so-called "perfect".He knew how Gu Zhinian vented on the tuba, swaggered through the market with pride, there were a sea of ​​people who loved her and hated her, mixed with praise and praise, she was brilliant and free-spirited, that's... her original appearance.

Instead of this, she is gentle, cute and cute. Those who hate her are hard to hate. There are countless people who love her. They have tried their best to manage such a perfect weak shell that is popular with everyone and cannot be pitied. Son...too tired.

So tired that only in front of people who are close to him can he freely show those repressed natures.

Gu Zhinian said these words as if nothing had happened, and even felt a kind of pleasure and relief to vent, but underneath, he unconsciously picked off a piece of the star on the nail polish.

She kept struggling with a faint thought in her heart: it's not like this, it's not like this...

She had to say these words, suppress it, and bury it again, so as to maintain her mentality in the future and continue to pretend.

Her identity has been distorted by the long-term teaching. She feels that her original appearance is not good, and she is ashamed to show it in front of the public. She needs to be suppressed again and again, and disguised well in exchange for others' likes.

So disguise is as important as her life.If one day it is uncovered and the dirty and bad things underneath are found, she will be finished.

But it is also a painful process to strengthen the disguise that does not suit you time and time again.Gu Zhinian glanced at her nails, there was a small piece missing from the light pink of her ten fingers, it was ugly - she felt anxious, and uncontrollably opened a larger part along the gap.

Yan Xiuyuan paused for a moment, but he didn't say any more words of persuasion, for fear of arousing a bigger reaction from Gu Zhinian.Gu Zhinian was right about one thing, the influence of that man on Gu Zhinian is indeed deep-rooted, although it was a small cage, but Gu Zhinian has already adapted to the life in the cage without outside wind and rain... Her self-protection mechanism is on the contrary. Reinforcing the cage, anyone who tries to break the cage will trigger the rebound of the protection mechanism, making the cage stronger.

After Gu Zhinian finished picking off the nail polish on his index finger, he calmed down a bit, took out a tissue to wrap the crumbs in his hands, and prepared to get out of the car and throw them into the trash can.At this time, Yan Xiuyuan had already arrived at the store, got out of the car and opened the door for her, Gu Zhinian stepped out of the car.

When ordering, Gu Zhinian snatched it up. He sketched a lot of chicken wings, pork belly, fish, and tofu. After a pause, he ordered a signature iron plate tofu.Yan Xiuyuan pushed the drink list over: "Do you want a cold beer?"

Gu Zhinian grinned brightly, "Here's a [-] liters!"

In school, she was a little fairy who didn't smoke or drink. She didn't have the opportunity to drink at all, and she didn't dare to drink around.

She can only relax for a short while on Yan Xiuyuan's side, far away from the people she knows and the familiar environment.

Yan Xiuyuan took a deep look at her extravagant smile and felt distressed, but finally he didn't say anything else to persuade him.

Back then, he was still young and had no ability at all.He was born to a friend of Gu Zhinian's mother, and he played with Gu Zhinian when he was a child, but later when Gu's mother ran away, he rarely had the chance to meet Gu Zhinian when he was going to school.

Gu's mother is a rich lady, she abandoned everything to marry Gu's father, and broke off the relationship cleanly when they left. When they divorced, a pearl-colored Maserati took Gu's mother away first, and Gu's housekeeper stayed behind. A whole string of firecrackers was set off at the bottom of Gu's father's dilapidated resident building.

The young Yan Xiuyuan was strictly forbidden to associate with "over there".Gu's mother later talked about the past lightly, and even blamed it all on "youthful and frivolous mistakes".It's just that almost everyone ignores the fact that the child is obviously innocent.

Just like this, Gu Zhinian was also classified as a part of "mistakes" in his ignorance.Under Gu's father's high-pressure control, she couldn't help herself at all, so she could only work hard to adapt.

Yan Xiuyuan is powerless to do all this, he is still young, and the family's financial rights have nothing to do with him, he has no power to save little sister Gu.During the occasional weekend meetings, he could only watch Gu Zhinian grow into that depressed look step by step.

When I became capable later, it was too late. Gu Zhinian had already grown into that shape...it was hard to get back.

Although Yan Xiuyuan was sad, there was really nothing he could do. He also felt guilty. What he did back then was really limited.

He also had no position to persuade Gu Zhinian to let go of everything.He did nothing and was not qualified at all.

His palm on the table unconsciously punched into a fist.Gu Zhinian glanced at it, and said with a smile, "What are you doing? Why are you so upset, that straight guy really annoyed you? Sister, it's not that bad, can't you handle this?"

[-] liters of beer was packed in a tall glass cylinder, the orange liquid swayed under the shadow of the lamp, Gu Zhinian deftly turned on the tap and took a glass, the cold beer with thin white foam was pushed to Yan Xiuyuan .

Yan Xiuyuan loosened his clenched hand to hold the glass, seeing Gu Zhinian's relaxed smile, he couldn't help but also smiled.

"You're still like this." Yan Xiuyuan paused for a moment before considering the adjectives: "You will take care of other people's emotions in a timely manner."

Gu Zhinian raised his eyebrows in surprise, and said, "That is, who am I, I am so smart."

What she said was quite arrogant and confident, Yan Xiuyuan couldn't resist, the smile on the corner of his mouth never came down, thinking, she is indeed very smart.

A long, long time ago, when he was angry and didn't want to learn to tear off the exercise book, the little girl who had been watching him while eating ran over quietly. Her face was round, white and soft, and there were two hard Alpine strawberry candies in her open palm.

She whispered: "I'll give you a piece of candy, brother, let me smile, and I'll play with you....Secretly."

She put a candy in Xiaoyan Xiuyuan's palm, paused, and then put the other on it.The little girl was wearing a cotton dress, her eyelashes were long, and her eyes were black: "...I also help you with your homework, I can do it, don't be unhappy."

Thinking of this, Yan Xiuyuan propped his forehead with one hand, and couldn't stop smiling.

That's right, from the first meeting, at that time, he knew that this little girl was a very warm person.

No matter how much he questioned, misunderstood and persuaded him, he always believed so firmly.

Gu Chinian is an angel.

The author has something to say: Thank you little angel for your support!