Goddesses are born

"I see flowers blooming."

This sentence was spoken by Jiaoyue Ji Pingping, and then sank to the ground in a low-pitched manner, and then turned and slammed into Su Si's heart.

At that time, Su Si was still standing alone on the ground, covered with depression that no one could understand and she was inexplicable. Hearing this, it took several seconds for her thoughts dulled by negative emotions to react.

She turned her head to look in disbelief, and Jiaoyue Ji's eyes and mouth were curved, she smiled naturally and brightly, the ice and snow had just melted, and the river was full of spring water.Her cold voice, which has remained unchanged for thousands of years, seemed to have a gentle shadow, and she praised again: "It's so beautiful."

so beautiful.

Of course beauty, Su Siqiong's life's imagination and perception of this world, the most beautiful painting scene of crabapple blossoms that she has seen, without any utilitarian clutter, is depicted by dance.

Like lightning, Su Si suddenly understood what she wanted to express.

I want to share it with her and tell her that this is very beautiful and beautiful, and she just understands it, and she also sees the flowers blooming.

It is different from the seductive and exotic atmosphere in the desert.

It is different from the strict court teachings of Yunshao Mansion.

It's different from entertaining King Qin.

It's different from being admired by other people.

I threw away all the scheming, the seduction, the painstaking planning, I just wanted to dance my own dance, and she just got it.

In the next year, the King of Qin sent troops to the west of the Jianghuai River, and that year, the dancer and foreign guests who stayed at home alone watched an unprecedented fireworks.

Fireworks on New Year's Eve, another new year.

The deep and shallow fireworks bloomed thickly and faintly in the eyes of the dancer, the dancer turned her head, her smile was presumptuous and happy,

She raised her hand to support the horizon of the night, her eyes were lazy and tender, she murmured and turned her head, and whispered to Ke Qing.

She said, look, the flowers are blooming.

At this time, Jiaoyueji has gradually learned the simple etiquette of the Central Plains, and respectfully and cautiously addressed her: Yes, Mrs. Qin.

This address instinctively cast a shadow on Su Si's heart, even though she asked Jiao Yueji to call her that.That day, the city was full of fireworks, and in the deafening and festive sound, Su Si suddenly felt a sense of isolation and loneliness. She turned her head and saw Jiaoyue Ji beside her with a calm expression, neither happy nor sad, neither looking at her. Fireworks didn't look at anyone else, but just looked at Su Si, as if he had watched it for a long, long time.

Su Si grabbed her hand.That hand was always soaked in a little bit of coldness, the ice that couldn't cover it, but in this situation, Su Si quickly calmed down the chaotic emotions in her heart.

She looked into Jiaoyue Ji's blue eyes, and for the first time felt that she wanted to confide so urgently, it came so strongly, it was like an impromptu dance that day, which happened before she could react rationally.

She heard her own trembling voice, she said: "My original name is Tu Shan." As she spoke, she thought, as if a separate soul was examining her own behavior, it's over, it's over, everything is over.

After all, she said it out, and kept it a secret for more than ten and twenty years. During such a long and long time, she thought she could hold on and hold on, but in the feeling of peace of mind beside her, she indulged herself to release it to her heart's content.

Will it be over?Could the worst be happening?For the first time, she tried to trust someone other than herself, even if she only leaked a few words, she was terrified. She tightly hugged Jiao Yueji's cold hand with both hands, and was frightened by the terrible scene in her mind after the virtual reality was revealed. She didn't dare to continue talking for the time being, her voice trembled even more, and she asked without thinking: "Do you like me?"

Jiao Yueji looked at her.The dancer's lips turned a little white. In the cold winter months, she was still shivering in a thick white fox fur cloak, and the watery light that was always lingering in her eyes was turbulent, breaking into many soft and trembling stars.

It is impossible not to make people feel pity.

Jiao Yueji finished examining with a blank face, covered her captured right hand with her left hand, and broke off Su Si's ten fingers one by one, then wrapped her free hands around Su Si's shoulders, and wrapped the thin Wu Ji hugged her into her arms.

"like."

She said firmly, the tone of her voice was mixed in the bursting noise, but it happened to reach the dancer's ears without saying a single word.She embraced the dancer girl in her arms, and then felt the trembling in her arms intensified, rustling like leaves in the autumn wind.

That night Su Si told her a lot of things, everything, what should be said and what should not be said, she told her all.It really feels so good to relax and have something to rely on. When I recall it many years later, I have forgotten most of what I said, and the sudden joy of relaxing is still very clear.

She remembered that she hugged Jiaoyue Ji's waist and cried, and she cried, "You know what, I don't know why I have to do this kind of thing when I was born for no reason. I just want to live selfishly and do what I like." I don't need to do endless calculations to please people. I'm so tired, really tired. I envy other people. I don't want to be Mrs. Qin Wang. I don't want to bear these unreasonable resentments for no reason. My parents didn't give me anything but they asked me to help them complete these. I'm so tired, why me.

why me?

Jiaoyueji didn't comfort or preach. Hearing the ups and downs of the spy's experience, she didn't even frown, but just kept patting her on the back.Until Su Si was tired from crying, she raised her head and regained her indifferent expression, pulled back her temple hair and said, pretend you didn't hear anything about what happened tonight.

She had almost vented, and began to worry about the issue of confidentiality, and the panic in her heart returned.

Jiaoyueji handed her the tea, didn't say anything else, but simply said: You are sad, I know.

He went on to say that you are willing to tell me and trust me so much, I am very happy.He paused, afraid that the flat tone would not be convincing, and added: Really.

After all, Jiaoyue Ji couldn't learn the rhetoric of the Central Plains, Miaohua, and describe her rich and beautiful. In order to express strong emotions, she could only add clumsily: really.really nice.really happy.I really like you.

too stupid.Su Si thought so, holding the cup, her eye sockets were already red, and they gradually turned red again. Just as she pulled her loose hair, her temples slipped down her cheeks again. She couldn't hold back the expression that threatened to seal her mouth before, and cried hard Almost hysterical, still holding a cup in his hand, standing in the snow without manners and crying loudly, like a child who has been wronged and finally sees his parents.

Jiaoyueji half hugged and half supported her back to the room, Su Si lay on her body and continued to sob, everything that should be said was finished, the crying now was just a way of venting the grievances accumulated over many years, crying endlessly up.

Jiao Yueji waited for her crying to subside, soaked her handkerchief in water and wiped her face, then calmly asked:

"Is there a way to solve?"

Su Si was still crying uncontrollably, her voice was hoarse, but there was a calmness of resignation: "Yes. This is a kind of inheritance they gave me, or a curse, as long as they fulfill their wish and kill King Qin Revenge, I can be free."

But find an opportunity to kill one of the demon kings, kill this generation of Dingguo general who "rides the horse on the tiger hill, calms the storm on the wolf mountain", kills this wolf demon who has suppressed his emotions and has been lurking in a small fox demon clan for decades, and then Considering Su Si's strength, it was extremely difficult.

She spoke very desperately, and she had experienced enough despair in the past three years.But Jiaoyue Ji was thoughtful. Although she said that she had been inseparable with Su Si secretly for six years, Su Si was a dazzling figure wherever she went. Of course there were rumors that she belonged to her.

The number one dancer in Jiaofang, she has a unique appearance.During the pilgrimage, she was spotted by the new demon king of the southern border who was usually not close to women, and brought into the mansion, and soon became a princess.

Jiaoyueji scrolled through all the bits and pieces of information about Su Si that had been accumulated for several years in a mess in her heart, what was passed on by others and what Su Si said herself, what was told by the people and the court, hearsay and evidence, beauty, disaster, spies , revenge,... Gradually, a route that has begun to take shape has been sorted out.

She doesn't like to promise things that are not sure, so she clumsily reasoned about the relationship between the parties for a while, listed a lot of things to investigate in order to achieve the purpose of revenge, and also wanted to figure out how to hide it from Su Si. After thinking for a long time, she spoke cautiously :

"I'll help you."

After a long time of no response, she thought that Su Si was angry because of her slowness, and hurriedly added: "Really. I can do it, just wait for me."

She held her breath and waited silently for the dancer in her arms to judge her promise that sounded ridiculously clumsy, but it still didn't come.She spent a long time building her mind before she dared to look down, and what she saw was the peaceful sleeping face of the dancer.

Su Si didn't know when she fell asleep.The two eyelashes curled up, the candlelight flickered, and a faint shadow fell on the cheek.

She had never expected Jiaoyueji to do anything for her, she was already very happy to hear her say these words, and she didn't expect too much, so she fell asleep after venting, sleeping peacefully, He didn't hear Jiaoyueji's promise.

She missed a lot, so that in the end, when the tragedy had happened, she knew she had never really understood the person in front of her.

"What happened later, about her side, I don't know much about the middle process," Su Si leaned back, leaned her body, and leaned on the rattan rope of the swing frame, her eyes half closed.She raised her hand, her fingertips slid across the air, and the rolling phantom in front of Gu Zhinian and Xie Jin stayed at Su Si laughing and teaching Jiao Yueji to dance, a simple daily relationship, and then suddenly burst and twisted like soap bubbles Disappeared, only the overly glamorous face of the fox demon was left, and the expression on his face was ashen.

She explained: "I had an unprecedented happy time. It was as beautiful as a dream, and it was really a dream. I woke up unexpectedly."