Goddesses are born

Across the wall, Xie Jin was also waiting for Gu Zhinian to come to his door.

Tell me something or do something else, in short, after Gu Zhinian comes to the door, all of this, everything in the past has nothing to do with her, and Gu Zhinian has nothing to do with her.Although reluctant, she was even more unwilling to force her to stay.

She checked the time repeatedly with her mobile phone, until after nine o'clock in the evening, there was still no movement outside.Xie Jin sighed, pushed open the door and planned to take the initiative to find her.It's okay not to speak, at least return the things of others first.She pulled the door with her uninjured left hand. As soon as the door opened, she saw a person squatting at the door.

She took a closer look, and the girl was still holding a mobile phone to edit the message. When Xie Jin was going out, she happened to delete two words, and the cursor flickered in the input box. Looking at the chat interface, the note was still Master.

……

Gu Zhinian has been hesitating in terms of words, how to explain this matter; too official, too flattering is not acceptable, too much is too late, and it is easy to cause resentment; she is also afraid that she will see the red exclamation mark that Xie Jin has deleted her, so she has not done so for a long time. Dare to press send, and review word by word over and over again whether the manuscript is perfect.

Unexpectedly, the door opened first.

She looked up unexpectedly, and the girl in the door happened to be looking down too, with a cold expression on her face.Looking at each other, Gu Zhinian first forced out an ugly smile: "...Good evening, Master."

Unexpectedly, Xie Jin saw that she didn't close the door immediately, and replied: "Good evening, congratulations for being number one in the whole server."

In Gu Zhinian's ears, it was not too much of a sarcasm.Gu Zhinian managed to maintain that smile that was uglier than crying, and explained with little confidence: "No, I..."

Her words were directly interrupted by Xie Jin.The mixed-race girl said calmly: "Needless to say, you pack up your things and take them away. You have worked hard these days, so sleep well at night."

As she spoke, she turned around and left. Gu Zhinian hurriedly called out, "Master!... Xie Jin!"

Xie Jin had no choice but to turn around.She stopped and looked at Gu Zhinian with red eyes complicatedly. She admitted that when she saw Gu Zhinian's expression, her heart softened for a moment, but she could no longer tell whether Gu Zhinian was sad or really sad. , or is it for some other purpose.

Gu Zhinian called Xie Jin to a stop, and under the calm gaze of the sea, he couldn't say another word.At this time, she couldn't remember a single word of the usual rhetoric and rhetoric, so she could only stand there gaping and staring at Xie Jin. After a long time, she heard the mixed-race girl say softly and endlessly tiredly: "Come on. How about it?"

She looked at Gu Chinian warily as if looking at a stranger: "I won't play anymore, I can't play you, I surrender."

Gu Zhinian subconsciously pinched his nails, his face flushed red, and he was at a loss.She lowered her head, not daring to meet that gaze, and said softly, "...I'm sorry."

Xie Jin was not pretentious, and simply agreed, saying: "Okay, I accept." Turning around, he asked again: "Can you pack your things and leave now?"

The meaning of expelling guests is quite obvious.Gu Zhinian was flustered, and blurted out: "I'm not leaving!" Then his tone weakened again, but he still stubbornly repeated in a low voice: "I'm not leaving. I really like you, and on this point, I really didn't lie to you... "

It seems that a long time ago, the silver elf came from the ruins and walked towards the tree of life. Among the crowd, he also walked towards her.She remembered that at that time, her heart was full of anger and resistance, and the face of the elf was as cold as ice and snow.Now she has touched the tenderness and purity of this elf's indifference, but she also exposed her own ugliness. Although she is full of hopeless love, the elf no longer wants her.

Self-inflicted, who is to blame.

Self-examination is not as pure as jade.It was wrong at the beginning, and she approached her with selfishness from the beginning, but the innocent elf didn't know anything about it, and she didn't even have the ability to fight back.If the beginning is wrong, how can the ending be good?

But what to do, I really like you.I like to stay by your side, I like to talk to you, I like to take you around, I like to see your ignorant look, I like your non-aggressive gentleness to me, on this point, I really did not lie to you.

Gu Zhinian blinked, tears blurred his vision, but he still tried his best to smile and asked, "Do you trust me? I really like you."

Xie Jin watched the girl's dark eyes filled with tears, as if they were about to burst out in the next moment.She turned around and took a tissue from the table, stretched out her hand through the half-open door, and handed it to her.Gu Zhinian clutched the tissue, pressed the corners of his eyes, choked up and said "Thank you".

Xie Jin was in a daze for a moment, and then answered her formulaically: "You're welcome." Gu Zhinian thought he could see a trace of soft-heartedness, but Xie Jin turned around and handed her two big bags: "It's late, you go back early Well, I'm going to sleep. I didn't move the quilt and pillow, so you probably won't be able to take so much in one trip, and you can take it back several times."

"..." Gu Zhinian stopped wiping his tears.She looked at the two bags in disbelief, then looked at Xie Jin's eyes that had not changed from the beginning to the end, and trembled at the decisiveness in it, only feeling that the coldness swept over her whole body in an instant.

Xie Jin really wanted to drive her away, there was no room for negotiation.

She looked at the things Xie Jin was carrying, as if she had seen some kind of beast, she subconsciously took a step back, and said with a forced smile: "...I don't want it." Xie Jin glanced at her, noncommittal, and directly threw the things through the crack of the door She went out, and the door closed in front of her.

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Gu Zhinian's expression went blank.She stared at the closed door in a daze, the tissue in her hand clenched into a ball.Xie Jin was in the room, also sitting on the edge of the bed in a daze, looking at the ceiling, listening to the faint movement outside, but did not hear the sound of going downstairs or footsteps, the faint sobbing sound was very clear, and gradually turned into a sob.There were other people living on this floor, some of them knew Gu Zhinian, and Xie Jin heard some surprised inquiries.

"Why are you here, elementary school girl?"

"What's the matter, Niannian? Who bullied you?"

However, Xie Jin didn't hear Gu Zhinian's answer, only heard the uninterrupted crying, and the people who asked the question had to leave regretfully after a while without getting an answer.She forced herself to look away from the door, and casually pulled a tissue to wipe the wound that was bleeding again due to the movement.

Gu Zhinian was suffering from pain in her heart, and she didn't have any extra energy to answer these questions. In fact, her perception of the outside world became very blurred after Xie Jin closed the door. Only her sadness was particularly clear. The last time she felt such an obvious emotion When I was five or six years old, I was so sad that it felt like the sky was falling apart.

Her tears fell down on the screen of the phone, and she wiped it off in embarrassment, but she couldn't wipe it clean, so she cried even more fiercely.She finally understood that liking someone could really be so sad, and those love words were not exaggerated at all.Playing with other people's feelings in the past was really too much.

If Yan Xiuyuan saw this scene, his jaw would drop in shock: Gu Zhinian, who always cherishes his image, picky and indifferent, and would never do anything unsuitable for his personality, is crying like this because of one person, squatting in the middle of the night Others covered their mouths and cried at the door, and they didn't care if they lost their composure at all.

After listening to it for a while, Xie Jin felt that she couldn't listen anymore, and couldn't be soft-hearted.Long-term lessons tell her that a slight concession may lead to greater harm, and she is right to believe in her self-protection mechanism.She turned off the lights, put the earphones into her ears, found a random song and turned the volume to the maximum, but she couldn't hear anything except the song.

It was pure music, the melody was ups and downs, very regular.Xie Jin closed her eyes. In the darkness, her consciousness gradually became blurred. It seemed that even the faint tearing pain of the wound was not so obvious.

She vaguely thought that people's patience is limited, and when Gu Chinian's patience runs out on her, she will leave by herself, and she probably won't cry outside for too long, as long as she resists not responding, it should take a few minutes She will leave... She rationally told herself that she should be happy, but when she instinctively thought that Gu Zhinian would leave, her heart started to throb again.

But what if Gu Zhinian stayed?She herself didn't know how to face Gu Zhinian in the future, letting her go was already the best ending.

Xie Jin lay on the bed in a daze for a while, and smiled self-deprecatingly, with the corners of her mouth stiff.She thought, she was really worthless, she was obviously a scam, yet she was still so sad here.She clearly thought about quitting the game, but she recalled the time in the game more vividly than ever before. Scenes of auspiciousness and feathers flashed by, and she was so warm that she would smile when she thought about it, but now At the moment when everything was exposed, it turned into a knife that hurt people even more.

She recalled the dancer's expression, her sweet smile and her natural body language, but she felt chills for a while, and she didn't dare to think deeply about what kind of mood the dancer she had ridiculed had in getting along with her at that time.

She remembered that under the crabapple tree, the fox demon NPC grabbed the swing vines and broke the beautiful illusion memory created by herself, explaining: "I had an unprecedented happy time. It was really a dream, and I was caught off guard when I woke up."

In the darkness, Xie Jin moved her lips and said silently: Yes.

It's time to wake up from the dream.

She finally closed her eyes and fell asleep wearily.Before going to bed, she glanced at Gu Chinian's quilt stacked on the sofa, pink cat pattern, boxy, she thought, return it tomorrow.

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Early the next morning.

When Xie Jin woke up, she was a little uncomfortable with the empty room.Annoyed with waking up and a sense of loss came to her heart together, she went to wash and change her clothes in a low spirit, and when she opened the door, she saw an unexpected person.

"Why are you here?! You didn't go to bed last night?"

The author has something to say: Thank you little angels for your support!