you are so tempting

"...I hope it will last a long time."

Su Moyan sincerely prayed this way, hoping that someone could be the reason for her to stop.

"Think about it again!"

"I think I've thought it through." Su Moyan told Xuezi persistently with a smile on his face.

He made it clear to the magazine that Su Moyan could only express his apologies.

The time to return home is scheduled for mid-July.

After making a decision, Su Moyan wanted to tell Yu Yao the news.

The first thing that came to mind was to tell her.

However, that night, Su Moyan changed his mind.

In July, she still did not return to China, but went to the Sahara with Xuezi.

She and Yu Yao missed it again.

Half a year is not too long, not too short.

Su Moyan missed her in the first half of the year in Osaka, and tried to forget her in the second half.

That night, before telling Yu Yao to go back to China, Su Moyan saw her post the first post of this year:

It was a photo, and Su Moyan recognized it at first sight. The photo was her hand, delicate and fair, with slender and slender fingers, really beautiful.

But when Su Moyan saw this photo, his brain was stunned.

If a person's heart really breaks, Su Moyan thinks, it's probably how she feels at this moment.

In the photo, the hand that I once held, with interlocking fingers, is now being held tightly by others.Her hand was held by another big hand, which looked petite and exquisite.

With a sentence [more advice for the rest of my life], the time is just now.

The night was extremely quiet, and Su Moyan hadn't had time to say good night to her tonight.

Maybe, it won't be necessary in the future.

Su Moyan sat cross-legged on the floor, hooked his waist, and stared down at the phone screen, as if rigid, maintaining this movement, expressionless.

Zhuo Peng also posted the same news about the man who had been chasing her for seven or eight years.

So, finally yes?

Su Moyan thought of the story of Mr. Fujiwara and Mrs. Fujiwara, Su Moyan substituted her and himself, and it turned out that it was her and someone else.

In June, Su Moyan finally ignited a little fire in his heart, but it was caught off guard by this pot of cold water and extinguished it thoroughly.Only wet ashes remained.

It turned out that Yu Yao would also post such things, and when a woman falls in love, she becomes different.

Su Moyan lay down on the floor, opened his eyes and looked at the hanging chandelier, the dim light shone on his face, Su Moyan couldn't control his thoughts.Do you want to send her a "Congratulations", the relationship finally has settled...

Something hit Su Moyan's mind like a scourge.Let's stay together now, hugging, maybe kissing... Thinking of this, Su Moyan's hand holding the phone trembled a little.

Su Moyan closed his eyes, feeling a little uncomfortable to breathe.

At night, the strawberries and the cones were very noisy, jumping around her.

Su Moyan lay on his back, staring at the lamp until dawn.

Both the strawberry and the cone slept soundly in their nests.

She still has her eyes open.

So what if Yu Yao called her by her name when she was drunk?Yu Yao still wouldn't choose her, who doesn't have a momentary impulse emotionally.What's more, it was Yu Yao.

After the time has passed, it will fade away, and it will be gone.Reason is the final winner.

Su Moyan thought for a long time, but did not go to bless her.

The relationship between them, not to disturb, is the best blessing.

Su Moyan hoped that she would be happy, even if she did not choose herself.

Su Moyan didn't know when she deleted that post.It disappeared when I looked at it later, maybe Mr. Yu felt that it was too high-profile and inappropriate, after all, she usually puts on airs like that.

That whole night, Su Moyan was thinking wildly by himself.

But never expected, this is just a maddening misunderstanding.

Because of this misunderstanding, she and Yu Yao missed another half a year.

Su Moyan didn't take the initiative to contact Yu Yao again.

Twice, Yu Yao actually took the initiative to ask her about the situation of strawberries and cones, but Su Moyan only answered perfunctorily.

As time goes by, the exchanges between them become less and less.

The last good night was from half a month ago.

Yu Yao's mind is sensitive, so he can naturally detect Su Moyan's changes.

Is this time to tell them the answer?

When she came home from get off work, Yu Yao would still flip through Su Moyan's feed. The two kittens she raised had gained weight again, and they were so cute and chubby.

I'm flying to Tokyo tomorrow, and Yu Yao picked up the photo of Su Moyan, should I go find her?

The third time Yu Yao took the initiative to contact Su Moyan was the night before going to Japan.

——【Veteran cadre: I'm going to Japan tomorrow】

When Su Moyan saw the news, he had just packed his equipment and was going to go to the Sahara with Xuezi the next day.For a while, Su Moyan didn't know how to reply to her. Before Su Moyan could reply, Yu Yao sent another message:

——[Veteran cadre: Stay in Tokyo for three days, stay in Kyoto for two days, and then go to Osaka]

If Yu Yao had taken the initiative to tell her so much before, Su Moyan would have been very happy.

5 minutes later.

——[Little Fairy: On a business trip? 】

——【Veteran Cadre: Company Travel】

Another 1 minutes later.

——[Little Fairy: Hmm]

Su Moyan used to reply to her in seconds.

——【Veteran cadre: Busy recently? 】

——【Little Fairy: It’s okay】

Su Moyan's indifference made Yu Yao hesitate for a while, and finally typed a line on the keyboard.

——【Veteran cadre: Do you have time】

Su Moyan replied in the next second:

——[Little Fairy: I'm going to North Africa tomorrow, not in Japan]

Yu Yao's unsent message read [Let's meet].

Seeing Su Moyan's reply, he didn't send it out and deleted it again.

——【Veteran cadre: How long have you been there? 】

Su Moyan told her, ten days and half a month, no way.

At the end of July, Yu Yao went to Osaka, while Su Moyan went to Sahara.

The sky is full of wind and sand, which is depressing.

In Moments, Su Moyan saw Yu Yao's latest news.

There is only one photo. She is wearing a long skirt, tall and tall, standing on the streets of Osaka that she is familiar with. The photo was taken for her by someone else. It is Su Moyan's favorite angle of profile, with a gentle style.

Su Moyan looked at this photo. She hadn't seen her for more than half a year. She seemed to be more beautiful.

Sure enough, she went with Zhuo Peng. In Zhuo Peng's news, Su Moyan saw their group photo, which was located in Osaka, Japan. Compared with Yu Yao's solo photo, it was really far behind.

Yu Yao went to Osaka Castle Park, and Su Moyan once took photos of her, but now there are no cherry blossoms.

The team stayed in Osaka for two days, because there is enough time, the next stop is going to Nara.

Just when everyone went back to the hotel to pack their luggage and was about to leave for Nara, Yu Yao suddenly said, "You guys go, I want to spend a few more days in Osaka."

"Mr. Yu, are you alright by yourself?"

"I have friends in Osaka." Yu Yao replied.

Su Mo said that she would return to Osaka in ten days and half a month, as if she was perfunctory. Yu Yao wondered if she was too busy recently.

Yu Yao walks alone on the streets of Osaka, in a strange language, a strange country, and all kinds of strange people.

No time to appreciate the exotic scenery, Yu Yao looked at his phone from time to time, chatting with the little fairy:

——【Veteran cadre: Haven't returned to Osaka yet? 】

I sent a message to Su Moyan in the morning, but she still didn't reply in the evening.

Su Moyan was filming in the desert, and the signal was very unstable.When she saw Yu Yao's news, it was already a day later.

At that time, she was about to board the flight back to Osaka. Yu Yao's words were brushed down the list by many other messages. Su Moyan gritted his teeth and simply pretended that he didn't see it and didn't reply.

For the next six months, they didn't contact each other again, and they lived their own peaceful lives.

Su Moyan saw Yu Yao goodbye on Christmas Eve.

She never thought of taking the initiative to find Yu Yao, but the two of them were destined to meet.

In mid-December, because he had to discuss publishing matters with the publishing house, Su Moyan returned to China temporarily.

Almost a year later, Su Moyan returned to Ningcheng again.

Xiao Ang, Ming Fat, Ming Thin, San'er... There are many people she wants to see, and it is like this every time she returns to China.

Half a year ago, the person she most wanted to see when she returned home was obviously Yu Yao.

In the past six months, she tried her best to restrain this impulse.

How Yu Yao is doing now, Su Moyan doesn't know very well.

She didn't post often, and Su Moyan didn't take the initiative to ask.

The last sentence of Su Moyan's chat with Yu Yao still stays in the sentence that Yu Yao asked her [Have you returned to Osaka yet].

The time is the end of July.

December in Ningcheng this year was as cold as last year.

God can't wait for the cold winter to come, and it's only the end of December, and the temperature has dropped to below zero.

This year's Christmas Eve, Su Moyan and Ming Man Bo Anqi spent time together at Ming's villa.

A group of old friends all got together, eating, drinking and having fun.

Su Moyan has only returned to China for half a month, and will go to Japan a week later. Everyone took advantage of this opportunity to have a good time.

As night fell, Su Moyan stood by the window, smoking leisurely.

Counting it, she started to continue smoking in August, and she smoked more fiercely than before.

Without the motivation to support her to quit smoking, she couldn't persist.

A small flake of snow drifted to her cheek and melted.

It's snowing, the first snow of the year.Like last year, it was also on Christmas Eve.

The snow was getting bigger and bigger, and it didn't take long to fly all over the sky.

Su Moyan stretched out her hand to look out the window, and took a few pieces in her palm. She was so fascinated that her thoughts could not help but fly away.

Last year today, the first snow was so romantic.

She walked side by side with Yu Yao on the street, Su Moyan still remembered the feeling of his heart beating faster when he quietly put his hand into Yu Yao's coat pocket and slowly squeezed her hand.

She remembered that when she warmed Yu Yao's hands, she said foolishly, "As long as you are cold, I will warm you up."

Thinking of this, Su Moyan lowered his head and took another drag on his cigarette.

Unfortunately, she was not the one Yu Yao wanted to choose in the end.

She and Yu Yao can only be destined to each other, and some things are destined to only become memories.

"Yanyan, why are you in a daze? Come and play a game." Ming Man walked towards Su Moyan, holding a small piece of cake in his hand, eating with relish. Except for sleeping, Ming Man can basically keep his food close Mouth.

Seeing everyone's commotion, Su Moyan suddenly wanted to be quiet for a while.

"I'm going out to buy cigarettes." Su Moyan shook the empty cigarette case in front of Mingman.

Using the excuse of buying cigarettes, Su Moyan wanted to go out to get some air.

"Smoking less, come back soon!" Ming Man said again behind Su Moyan's mother-in-law.

"understood."

At nine o'clock in the evening, Su Moyan left the villa.

The streets on Christmas Eve are really lively, tonight is another sleepless night.

Like Christmas Eve every year, couples on the street come and go.

Before he knew it, Su Moyan walked to the pedestrian street again.

Last year, she and Yu Yao walked hand in hand...

Meanwhile, the same street.

Yu Yao stood alone on the street, wrapped in a coat in the cold wind.

The huge LED poster in the opposite shopping mall was replaced with merrychristmas, another year of Christmas.

Last year today, she and Su Moyan walked down this street hand in hand.

I still remember that when I reached the corner of the street, Su Moyan held her hand and foolishly warmed her up, saying, "...as long as you are cold, I will warm you up."

Yu Yao lowered his head, and when he thought about it again, he felt a little sad.

She put her hands in the pockets of her coat, still slightly cold.

Working overtime tonight, when driving past this street after nine o'clock, Yu Yao suddenly wanted to get out of the car and take a walk.

He also remembered the time he was with Su Moyan on Christmas Eve last year.

The streets were as festive as last year, and it was still snowing.

In the blink of an eye, it is a year.

After returning to Ningcheng from Osaka, Yu Yao did not take the initiative to contact Su Moyan again.

The relationship between them has faded a lot, and her chat history with Su Moyan always stays on her unanswered question: when will you return to Osaka?

One day, two days, three days... no reply.

Yu Yao gradually understood that it wasn't that Su Moyan didn't see it, but that she chose to ignore it.

This is a situation that Yu Yao has considered. Su Moyan likes the big world outside. How long can she keep the love and patience she placed on herself?

Sooner or later, you will get tired of it.

Just like now, Su Moyan has her own life, and slowly, she no longer says good night to her.

Su Moyan's dynamics are constantly being updated. Different places have different scenery, and colorful journeys. She didn't post a picture of herself, and Yu Yao can seem to see the sunny smile on her face.

After all, that's the life she likes.

Yu Yao once heard Su Moyan say that traveling can make her forget all her troubles.

After August, Yu Yao tried not to care about Su Moyan's news.

Busy at work, immersed in business, let time dilute everything.

Almost half a year passed, when Yu Yao also felt that their past could only become a memory.

She met Su Moyan again on this familiar pedestrian street...

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