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The new semester begins like this, and life goes round and round, as if nothing has changed, and it is clear that everything is different.

At the end of last semester, Zuo Rong participated in the "Top Ten Singers" audition, and easily entered the semi-finals, but later returned home early because of his father's illness, so he was unable to participate.

At that time, I didn't think too much about it, I just thought that if she shined, Kong Feicheng would notice her.

So to be on the safe side, during the audition, he chose to play and sing the song he wrote during the high school performance.This song was written when I was in junior high school. At that time, the aesthetics were not finalized, and the things I wrote were a bit artificial, but they just hit the girl's heart.

The judges at the scene were all seniors and seniors, and several seniors happened to have watched the video on the post bar. After watching the live version, they all said: I want to give the highest score!Full marks!Don't stop my wife!I love him!Let's take a look at my sister!

Several seniors also admired him very much, so they successfully advanced with the highest score in the group.

At that time, he had already figured it out. If he entered the finals, the last song must be rock and roll.No matter how many people can accept it, he must act presumptuously on stage once.

But this year is no chance, wait for the next one.

Next time, I must persist until the end and invite Kong Feicheng to come and watch. I want to sing rock and roll to him on that small stage. It doesn't matter what others think, as long as he understands.

The results of the final exam came out, and Zuo Rong, as expected, came first.But because he took the make-up exam alone, he couldn't participate in the scholarship selection.

But on the school bulletin board, he saw the "truthkiller" who once spread rumors about himself among the "National Scholarship Winners".

The human mind and virtue are wonderful things, sometimes they are very compatible, and sometimes they are incompatible.

The first week passed smoothly. Zuo Rong went to Kong Feicheng's house as soon as the class ended on Friday afternoon. Eat him up.

The two started kissing from the entrance, and when they got to the sofa, Kong Feicheng was almost wiped clean. Zuo Rong opened the drawer of the coffee table, took out a bag of popping candies left over from last time, and served him as usual.

After being sprayed once in Zuo Rong's mouth, he was already sweating a little, and then he was put on the carpet again, his back felt itchy when it touched the soft wool.

Zuo Rong took out a condom from the back pocket of his trousers, tore it open, and used the lubricating oil inside to stretch him.When he did it last time, Kong Feicheng had already stretched himself for a while and softened a lot, but this time when he inserted his fingers into it, he felt an extreme sense of envelopment, and he almost wanted to directly lift the gun into battle.

After patiently completing the preparations, Kong Feicheng had already turned into a puddle of water, his cheeks were flushed and his eyes were blurred. Zuo Rong couldn't control it anymore, put on his condom and drove straight in.

No matter how soft the carpet was, it was too thin after all. Zuo Rong was worried that he would suffer from back pain, so he picked him up with his buttocks in a penetrating position, and walked slowly towards the bedroom. The little monster kept walking in the pussy In and out, such a depth stimulated the person in his arms to groan again and again.

After putting his beloved baby on the bed properly, Zuo Rong started his conquest, thrusting vigorously again and again, while gently stroking his cheek, giving comforting kisses one after another, hearing him cry He begged for mercy and refused to stop.

As a result, Kong Feicheng slumped on the bed with backache and back pain, waiting for the meal to finish.

Some people seem to be more serious than anyone else on the surface, but they are actually thugs on the inside. Once they become meatless, they are not human at all, and they are completely tigers and wolves.

Even though they haven't been together for a long time, they get along very comfortably and comfortably. He finds it strange.

Sometimes the relationship between people is really not measured by time, and the order in which each person appears in your life does not determine their status.Maybe the childhood sweetheart will become a stranger later, or it may not be until the last moment of life that the dazzling person in the sun can be seen through the window of the hospital.

Fortunately, I met him when I was 25, not too late at all.

Zuo Rong was even more fortunate that he had already found this person at an age when others were still ignorant.He was waiting for the hero under the protection of his armor, but fortunately he arrived in time, and peeled off his cold shell, revealing the soft and sweet little angel.

The weekend for the two of them was very pleasant, and they were both physically and mentally satisfied.

On the other side, Zuo Le, who was ruthlessly abandoned by his younger brother, was dealing with Zhu Qingyan. This kid suddenly came to his home on Saturday night, carrying a few of Da Dong's lunch boxes.

At that time, she was also preparing to go out for dinner, and it was a joy to have free food delivered to her door, but the other party was Zhu Qingyan, and she couldn't give the child hope and push him away again and again.

"What are you doing here?" She asked very coldly.

"I heard from Zuo Rong that your aunt recently asked for leave, and no one cooks for you. I happened to pass by, so I brought you some food." He touched the outer wall of the lunch box, and it was still hot.

"Gongti is not close to my house, how did you pass by?" Zuo Le folded his arms and leaned against the door frame, not intending to let him in.

Zhu Qingyan was a little embarrassed, I don't know why, since the time we met in Nanjing, Zuo Le seemed to be getting more and more indifferent towards him, now that no one else was present, he was not even willing to give him a smile.

Even though he was so good in Nanjing, he once had the illusion that he was about to succeed, but now, the reality gave him a slap in the face, and everything was just an illusion created by himself.

"The weather is very cold, the food is going to be cold..." He sneezed after speaking, seeing that he couldn't fool her, so he pitifully resorted to tricks.

"Then go back quickly." I really don't know where this kid learned this trick, it's not at all different from the simple and unaffected look before, probably it was the idea given by his younger brother.

Zhu Qingyan also understood that she might not be able to enter this door if she said anything today, so she simply handed over the two big pockets and stuffed them into her hands, "Then leave the rice, put it in the microwave to heat up before eating, good."

He wanted to touch Zuo Le's head, but he still withdrew his hand and said with a smile, "Then I'll go, bye." Then he turned and left without waiting for her to respond, not wanting her to see his disappointed expression.

Zuo Le stood at the door without moving for a long time, the thin sweater on his body was easily blown through by the wind, the tip of his nose was red from the cold, and he did not return to the house until the boy's back was too far away to be seen.

As soon as I entered the door, I sniffed my nose. The weather was still very cold, and I burst into tears after standing for a while.

She carefully put each dish into the tableware and heated it, and sat alone at the big dining table to eat quietly.

Sometimes it does feel like the house is too big and empty.Unlike her own heart, which was so small, it was obviously filled by Wang Zuo, but Zhu Qingyan insisted on squeezing in, causing both herself and him to be covered in bruises.

She turned on all the lights in the room and enjoyed an exquisite dinner in this splendid and gorgeous villa.All the loneliness and pain are self-inflicted, even with tears, I have to grit my teeth and eat it.

The safflower juice promotes blood circulation and removes blood stasis, and the flower maw nourishes and nourishes the skin.I often have cold hands and feet, and I have to rely on painkillers to relieve my dysmenorrhea. This dish is very suitable for me and tastes very good.

The duck meat is delicate, the chestnuts are soft and glutinous, and the foie gras is smooth. Every dish is delicious, but the more she eats, the more sad she becomes.The only person who can eat with him now was driven away by himself just now.

She raised her head and looked out of the window. This is a large villa area hidden in the city. You can't see the lights of thousands of houses in the distance. Only the tall osmanthus tree stands quietly beside the small bridge and flowing water, guarding this family. .

When Zuo Rong returned to the dormitory on Monday morning, Lu Renjie had already gone to practice, and Zhu Qingyan was sitting at the table blankly, lost in thought, and didn't even notice that he opened the door and came in.

And Zhao Yangyang seemed to see a savior, grabbed him and dragged him to the balcony, and said anxiously: "Rongrong, let me tell you, Qingyan went out on Saturday afternoon, and came back in the evening just like this, and he was still fully dressed." Smell of alcohol, even if you ask him, he won’t say anything, it’s too scary, please persuade him.”

Zuo Rong guessed that this matter was mostly related to his sister, and that an optimistic person like Zhu Qingyan could drink away his worries, and there was probably no one else except Zuo Le.

He dragged his chair to sit beside Zhu Qingyan, snapped his fingers in front of him, "What's wrong?"

Only then did Zhu Qingyan come back to her senses, "Rongrong, you're back."

"What's going on with you?" Seeing the emptiness in his eyes, Zuo Rong was a little worried.

"Hi, it's okay, what can I do?" Zhu Qingyan tried to lift the corners of her mouth and squeezed out an ugly smile.

Zuo Rong didn't speak, but just stared at him quietly with his arms crossed in front of his chest.

He knew in his heart that when he looked at others expressionlessly, his eyes were very oppressive.Sure enough, after being stared at for a while, Zhu Qingyan began to move uneasily, pinched her fingers, stroked her hair, and finally bent down, crossing her hands against her forehead.

"I like Zuo Le, I like it very much, I've never liked anyone like this in my life." The boy's voice was full of tears.

Zuo Rong stretched out his hand and caressed his back, saying, "I know, I know."

"But she doesn't like me at all..." Zhu Qingyan put her hands on her face, pressed her eye sockets with her fingertips, and there was some soreness there.

"What happened?" Zuo Rong asked softly.

Zhu Qingyan hesitated for a moment, but still truthfully told him what happened in Nanjing and Saturday.

Zuo Rong listened carefully.Based on his understanding of Zuo Le, if she really didn't like her at all, it would be impossible for her to do so many ambiguous actions. No matter how you look at it, it seems that she is avoiding her own temptation.

"Zhu Qingyan, I can help you. But before that, I must know in detail what happened between you, including the day of her birthday." He had already had a faint feeling that something must have happened that night that he didn't know matter, and this matter is very important.

Zhu Qingyan was stunned on the spot after being accurately poked into the hidden secret, and looked at Zuo Rong in horror.

This reaction further confirmed his conjecture.

"Tell me." Zuo Rong put his hands on his knees, and approached Zhu Qingyan with his upper body, which immediately caused him a lot of pressure.

Zhu Qingyan put her head in her hands, thought for a long time, and finally raised her head to look at Zhao Yangyang.Xiao Zhao immediately reacted cleverly, "I'm going to the library, you guys talk!" After finishing speaking, he rushed out without carrying his schoolbag.

"That night, she was drugged..."

Zhu Qingyan told Zuo Rong the matter with difficulty. This was the first time he had told this secret. He was a little worried, but more relaxed.

He was mentally prepared to be beaten up. After all, he slept with his sister while he was in danger, so he deserved a beating.

However, Zuo Rong was silent for a while and finally spoke. He said seriously: "Thank you. Zhu Qingyan, thank you."

Now he was completely confused, it was fine if he didn't hit himself, and he thanked himself, did the boss go crazy because of the stimulation?

"Thank me for what?" he asked cautiously.

"If you weren't there that day, my sister might have been raped by someone else. We don't know the details of that person, and it's not impossible to have an infectious disease.

Even if she escapes by chance, she will definitely find someone to solve it. If there must be such a person, I would rather be you.

At least you love her, and... you're cleaner than ducks. "

Zuo Rong spoke very sincerely.

Zhu Qingyan didn't know what to say, she lowered her head and picked at the barb on her thumb.

"One more thing, you must believe me. If it were someone else she knew, she would not be willing to have a relationship with him even in such a critical situation. She couldn't accept this at all. The final result It's just to call a duck, you know what I mean?"

Zuo Rong analyzed it for him.

Zhu Qingyan suddenly raised her head when she heard the words, and asked tentatively, "You mean, she might have feelings for me?"

"Yes." Zuo Rong nodded. In fact, he had guessed this matter a long time ago. Every time Zuo Le saw Zhu Qingyan, he would be very happy, which was hard to hide.

"But she has someone in her heart... On the New Year's Eve, she said that she might not fall in love with me. At that time, I thought, this means that she might fall in love with me, so I can wait. But with someone who has passed away Competition is really difficult." After the surprise, great frustration followed.

Zuo Rong couldn't bear to see him like this.

"Do you know? There are many people in her company, up and down, even the cleaning aunt has paid five social insurances and one housing fund. Many people like to work under her because she is generous, even the cooking aunt and The fruit growers in the farmhouse are treated very well.

Only herself, she does not buy any insurance for herself, neither endowment insurance nor medical insurance.She cares about everyone around her, and wants to do her best to give them the minimum security, but she doesn't want it, not at all.

She has never been afraid of illness, or even death, she is just afraid that the people she cares about will be hurt, and she is afraid that one day when she wakes up, no one will love her anymore.

So, as long as you let her know that you will be by her side no matter what, and that you are the person who loves her the most in the whole world, then she will definitely be devoted to you. "

Zuo Rong's voice was calm and convincing.

Zhu Qingyan never knew that Zuo Le, who seemed so optimistic and confident, was so insecure.She is so afraid of loneliness, living alone in a huge house, will she be afraid?

After listening to the conversation, his heart ached terribly. That person should be a carefree little princess, but why he was trapped on the high tower, guarding the patch of roses to live alone.

"I understand. I will treat her well and never give up. Trust me." He raised his head and looked at Zuo Rong firmly.

Zuo Rong didn't speak any more, just raised his hand and patted him on the shoulder.

From the first day he confessed, he believed the boy.

That night, Zhu Qingyan suddenly burst into thoughts, and fought with his novel until midnight before going to bed.

Zuo Rong didn't bother with the matter after that, Zhu Qingyan is an adult now, and he can handle his emotional problems well.

There are a lot more courses this semester, many new professional courses have been added, and the difficulty has also increased to a certain extent. Everyone seems to be busy all of a sudden.

Zuo Rong asked Lu Li to have dinner with him on Wednesday night. The two hadn't seen each other for a long time, and only chatted occasionally on WeChat.Speaking of which, he can be regarded as his own enlightener. Compared with Zuo Le's various guidance, it was his straightforward way that allowed him to recognize his heart.Now that the matter has come to a successful conclusion, everyone should be notified both emotionally and rationally.

After the afternoon class, he drove to T University to pick up Lu Li.I don't know why, but the people in their Academy of Fine Arts always seem to be very free, and they don't seem to have any classes.

The two went to the Japanese grocery store opened by Zuo Le's friend. The boss recognized him as soon as they entered the door and greeted him warmly: "Hey, handsome guy, I remember you, Lele's younger brother, right? I'm here with my friend to take care of him today. My business?"

"Yes, hello." Zuo Rong responded politely, and Lu Li smiled and nodded.

"Then go to your sister's private room?"

"Okay, you arrange it."

The boss personally took the two of them to the private room and asked, "What would you like to eat today?"

"Just like what my sister ordered last time, and udon and tonkatsu." Seriously, these are the two that he thinks are the best.

"..." The boss shook his head helplessly, and said with a wry smile, "Why don't you learn from her, Zuo Le must have been sent by heaven to punish me."

After finishing speaking, he retreated desolately and went to cook the noodles himself.

"Together?" Lu Li got straight to the point.

"Yes." Talking to a smart person is comfortable, and he can understand without bothering to explain.

"Congratulations!" Lu Li narrowed his eyes with a smile.

"What about you, have you met someone you like?" Zuo Rong asked back, and he also noticed some changes in the other party.

"You people who study psychology are really poisonous. You really don't know how to read faces? Help me find out when I can buy the painting for 1000 million?" Lu Kai answered in the affirmative with a joke. .

"Congratulations to you too." Zuo Rong picked up the teacup.

"Congratulations, cheers." The two clinked glasses and drank the oolong tea in one gulp.

The boss made Japanese-style clear soup beef udon today, and the pork chop was changed to avocado pork roll, which is also deep-fried, and it tastes very satisfying.

"So you're already living together?" Lu Li asked the most concerned question after he finished his story.

"I'm just staying there on weekends." Zuo Rong quickly explained.

"That's living together. I never thought that Rong Rong would get rid of her virginity before me." Lu Li resentfully swallowed a piece of tuna belly, dipped in wasabi and choked a bit.

Zuo Rong laughed, "Don't you also have someone you like, it will be soon, I wish you a successful hit as soon as possible."

"I would like to borrow your good words." He smiled beautifully, like an exquisite glass ornament, which was colorful under the light, but also bizarre.

The author has something to say: We, Lu Li, deserve to have our own story