When you are rumored to be gay by black fans[Entertainment]

After a while, Zhuang Yan wiped his face with shaking hands, his eyes were empty.

Zhuang Chi pursed his lips: "I'm sorry."

"Why do you say I'm sorry?" Zhuang Yan raised his eyes, his eyes were bloodshot, and his voice was hoarse: "You dealer is amazing! You Zhuang Chi is even more amazing!"

I'm sorry...what's the use of being sorry?

Can he return to him the self-esteem that was squandered in those years, or can he pretend that the wounds all over his body don't exist?

The news came so suddenly that Zhuang Yan couldn't accept it for a while. He thought about why he was born in such a family, thought that he might as well disappear, hated his biological mother for being a mistress, and hated his father Why did she cheat and hate Lin Ya even more.

But the only thing I never thought about is that I am not my own, and my surname is not Zhuang.

what a ridiculous fact...

Simply disgusting...

He laughed at himself: "Do you think I should thank you Zhuang? If it weren't for you, I wouldn't know which street I starved to death. If it weren't for you, I wouldn't be Zhuang Yan now, right? Really It's ridiculous, I hated you for so many years, and finally told me that you rewarded me with a bite of food, I should be grateful to you, my hatred is too big, Zhuang Chi, I don't recognize it! What the hell are you doing?"

He became excited, the veins on his forehead twitched, his blood-red eyes closed suddenly, and he lost all his strength.

I can't figure it out...why?

In the end, he didn't even have the right to hate, why...

Zhuang Chi lost his voice.

He didn't know what to say, and he couldn't experience the pain that Zhuang Yan had suffered, so at this moment, he had nothing to say.

Zhuang Yan calmed down, his pale face gradually warmed up, "Is what you said true?"

Zhuang Chi: "Yes."

"If you dare to lie to me—"

"I didn't lie to you, no way."

"Heh..." This tone of not paying attention to anyone is really the same as before.

Zhuang Yan got up, her eyes were condensed, "Since that's the case, I have nothing to do with the person surnamed Zhuang in the future. Take care of your mother and don't let her bother me again."

Watching Zhuang Yan walk out of the restaurant, Zhuang Chi suddenly held his forehead wearily and sighed deeply.

The truth is not that simple.

He went to investigate later, only to find out that Zhuang Yan's mother was his father's childhood sweetheart, and that woman was the one his father missed and could never forget.

But because of his cowardice, he married the wife arranged for him by his grandparents, who was Zhuang Chi's mother.

His father brought Zhuang Yan back out of selfishness. Although Zhuang Yan's biological parents passed away, he still has grandparents and some scattered relatives, although they will not allow him to live a good life. , but at least close relatives.

But his father took him home selfishly, making Zhuang Yan's relatives think that he died in a car accident with his parents.

For a woman, if you can't get this woman, take care of her children. In Zhuang Chi's view, it's very paranoid and ridiculous.

Zhuang Chi matured precociously. He was only 16 years old when his father died, but his father underestimated him so much that he thought he would not doubt him. Hold on, but stand on the sidelines when Zhuang Yan is beaten and bullied.

He did feel vengeful, and he was guilty.

That sentence of sorry came from the bottom of my heart.

But a sorry is meaningless, Zhuang Chi knows.

He lowered his eyes and sat quietly for a long time until the waiter came to serve the food. He waved his hand and said in a tired voice, "There is no need to serve the food, and the money will be paid."

The waitress looked at him ignorantly and nodded blankly.

Zhuang Yan left the restaurant, his eyes still a little dull, he looked up and saw the cake shop next door, opened the door and walked in.

There is a kind of warm and quiet inside, and there is no one at the bar.

He continued to walk in and heard voices.

"I really like the TV series you acted in! Can I take a photo with you?" The crisp female voice was sweet and delicate, and she sounded only eighteen or nineteen years old.

What followed was an obviously absent-minded answer: "No."

The girl was not very reconciled, "Why? It's just a group photo, I'm your fan! Loyal fan!"

"I do not like taking pictures."

"I don't believe it! There are cameras everywhere when you are filming! Are you afraid to take pictures with me? Zhuang Yan won't let you take pictures with others casually? He has too much control! I'm just a fan! "

"Miss!" Fu Wenzhou said with some seriousness: "Please don't maliciously speculate on my lover."

His face was ugly, and he stood up suddenly and walked out: "I still have something to do, let's go."

The girl wore a high ponytail and looked sunny and cute. She stomped her feet unconvinced, and her voice amplified a lot: "I have liked you for so long! I have never figured it out! Why are you with a man! You Are you gay? Do you know how many movie fans are disappointed in you!"

The voice made Rune State stop.

He didn't turn his head, his voice was cold: "My life is my own, when will it be someone else's turn to help me decide?"

Zhuang Yan suddenly chuckled, and his originally complicated mood eased. This kind of answer is really the style of Rune State.

When Fu Wenzhou came out, he saw Zhuang Yan at a glance. He was wearing a light gray sweater and a large black down jacket. A smile suddenly appeared on Fu Wenzhou's originally cold face, and his eyes glowed warmly: "Are you done talking?"

"Ah."

"Let's go."

Zhuang Yan said "OK" and grinned at him.

The heater in the car was fully turned on, and in the enclosed space, Zhuang Yan's heart finally fell, and he threw himself into Fu Wenzhou's arms, his nose sore, "Fu Wenzhou, I have no home."

Although Fu Wenzhou didn't know what happened, he noticed that his mood fluctuated greatly. He nervously hugged him in his arms and patted him on the back, "It's okay... I'm here."

"I really don't have a home this time, Rune State. I don't want to be so ashamed, but I can't help but feel sad. Obviously this is what I've been expecting all along, but it's becoming hypocritical when it becomes true."

"Tell me, what happened?"

Zhuang Yan closed his mouth, his eyelashes trembled slightly, and he hugged Fu Wenzhou slightly trembling all over.

He didn't speak, Fu Wenzhou probably guessed that this made him a little hard to say, he remembered what happened after seeing Zhuang Chi last time, lowered his eyebrows, took a deep breath, and wrapped him in his arms.

"If you don't want to say it, don't say it. When you want to say it, let me know."

Zhuang Yan's eyes were sour, and tears suddenly fell uncontrollably. He tried his best to bury himself in Fu Wenzhou's chest, for fear of being seen losing control of his emotions.

The gradually uncontrollable sobs came out through the thin fabric, and Fu Wenzhou was in a state of confusion, but he didn't make a sound, and quietly accompanied him. If you look closely, you will find that his fingers are tightly curled up.

Until the crying gradually died down, Zhuang Yan's voice sounded: "I am not Zhuang Chi's younger brother, I am not an illegitimate child, and I have no blood relationship with the surname Zhuang. Brother Zhou, I should be happy, right?"

right?

He was eager to find an answer from Rune State.

Zhuang Yan was at a loss, he was at a loss and wanted to find a way out to break free from the predicament he couldn't get out of, but he still couldn't let go.

Zhuang, this surname brought him too much suffering. In those days when he was staring at people and couldn't eat enough, and in his childhood when he was beaten and abused, this surname was like a shackle, firmly, tightly imprisoning him.

This shackle followed him until he grew up and refused to let go.

But now, the news that Zhuang Chi brought was clearly something that he had always wanted to come true, but he seemed to be telling him that your childhood was a joke, and your hatred is even more of a joke. What face do you have to hate them?Without them, you would be dead long ago!

It felt so bad, so bad.

Rune State moved his lips and patted his back lightly, without speaking.

As if digesting the news.

After a while, he kissed Zhuang Yan's hair, "Zhuang Yan, I will give you a home."

These words are more like a heavy oath, a heavy fire that instantly ignites Zhuang Yan, and is instantly forced to wake up by the ensuing coldness.

Like a thunderbolt, he brought to face the things that had been suppressed in his heart and did not dare to think deeply.

Zhuang Yan opened his mouth, wanting to say "yes", when the word reached his throat, it suddenly got stuck inside, and he couldn't say it.

He looked up into Fuwenzhou's eyes, suddenly his nose became sore, and he burst into tears: "I dare not! I dare not! Fuwenzhou! I'm so scared! I feel like I'm the only one left in this world, I'm afraid!"

Zhuang Yan has been strong for more than ten years. For the first time, he shed tears in front of others regardless of his image. His lips trembled, and he bit his lower lip violently to suppress his crying.

Fu Wenzhou's eyes suddenly turned red, and his voice was hoarse: "What are you afraid of?"

As if on the verge of collapse, the emotions that have been suppressed in the deepest part of my heart reached their peak, "I'm afraid you don't want me anymore! I'm afraid that after I bet everything on you, you will abandon me instead. Rune State, do you know I know, I have experienced the happiness of two people being together, and if I am left alone, I will not be able to bear that kind of loneliness..."

He didn't want to let himself be so sober. At this moment, he wanted to say "yes" desperately, and wanted to tell Fu Wenzhou that he was willing to bet the rest of his life, but he couldn't...

Zhuang Yan was scared, he was too scared.

Fu Wenzhou suddenly freed a hand, raised his chin, looked seriously at his tear-filled little face, gently stroked his face with his fingers, and looked at Zhuang Yan with gloomy eyes, "I won't."

"Why should I trust you..."

"If one day I, Rune State, feel sorry for you, I will do as you please."

Zhuang Yan forced himself to calm down, wiped away tears and sat down on the passenger seat, looked out the window, and said coldly, "It's all bullshit!"

Promise is the most worthless thing, Zhuang Yan closed his eyes and controlled his eager heart.

Fu Wenzhou seemed to be driven crazy by him, and he panicked. He suddenly raised his hand and grabbed Zhuang Yan's arm, grasping it with some force, and said in a compelling voice, "Then what do you want me to do? As long as you say it, I will do it." .”

Zhuang Yan trembled all over.

"Zhuang Yan, tell me, how can you trust me?"

The voice of this man who was a little indifferent at first sight was choked up.

Eyes opened suddenly, Zhuang Yan bit his lower lip tightly, struggling inwardly, restraining himself not to turn his head, he knew that once he turned his head, all emotions would instantly collapse, and all psychological defenses would instantly disintegrate.

"Runwen State, I need time to sort out my mood. Too many things have happened recently, and I am very conflicted."

The always free and easy Zhuang Yan said: "I am very contradictory."

Such emotions have rarely appeared on Zhuang Yan, but now, he admits that he is out of control.

Fu Wenzhou slowly closed his eyes and opened them after a long time, "Okay, I'll give you time."

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