Mr. Xu's Sunny Boy

During this year, Ling Yue gave birth to a daughter, and Xiao Nan watched over his wife and children all day long, grinning behind his ears with joy every day.

Ling Yue took the child to see him a few times, Ling Yang was happy for a while, but gradually his body couldn't bear it anymore.

Ling Yang's life depends entirely on chemotherapy and medication. After the third chemotherapy, everyone thought he was going to be better. Unexpectedly, two months later, he suddenly relapsed, and then he started frequent chemotherapy, at most one at a time. Yue received chemotherapy twice, which cost most of Ling Yang's life.

Ling Yue looked at him half-dead and stood beside his bed crying out of breath, Ling Yang watched his sister wipe tears on his bed more than once, even he himself felt that he was going to die.After chemotherapy, Ling Yang was in so much pain that he wished he could die immediately, but even so, he was unwilling to be hospitalized. Every time after chemotherapy, even though he endured the pain, he asked someone to take him home.

After talking with the doctor, Xu Zhidu returned to the company and started looking for people to find a suitable bone marrow.Stay busy all day.

The next period of time was very calm, so peaceful that even Ling Yang felt that his time seemed to stop.The hospital has also remained silent.Xu Zhidu seemed to have a faint sign of it, and Xu Zhidu didn't come back at night for two consecutive days, but he still sent a few affectionate text messages every one or two hours.

On the third day, Ling Yang went out, and the refrigerator at home was already empty. Although he hadn't cooked for these two days, it was time to buy some food.

Xu Zhidu didn't go home for the past two days, but he still asked his assistant to deliver meals on order.

The wind outside was very strong, and a little snow was rolled.

Ling Yang held the bag in his hand and wrapped his hand in a scarf. He walked a little faster. He regretted going out in this weather and wanted to go back quickly.When going up the stairs, he lost his foot and fell hard, knocking his knee on the edge of the steps.

Almost instantly, tears came out, Ling Yang bit his lower lip, slowly picked up the scattered things on the ground, and slowly went upstairs step by step.

Pain is inevitable, but compared with the pain of chemotherapy, it is far worse.No matter how hypocritical a person is, no one around him will hurt him, and he will not be hypocritical.

Over the years, he has gotten used to it by himself, and it would be nice to know that Brother Xu misses him.Loneliness must be lonely, especially after he got sick, his heart was always empty, as if he couldn't fill it up.There is no grievance, and the suffering is not too bitter, but if you stay alone for a long time, no matter how lively you are, you will gradually become indifferent.

Ling Yang's heart has long been chilled because of the partings he experienced again and again.

At around twelve o'clock in the evening, when Xu Zhidu came back, Ling Yang slept lightly, almost waking up when he heard the door knock.

"came back."

Xu Zhidu looked at him a little evasively, as if he had done something wrong to him, and didn't dare to look him directly.Hang clothes on hangers.

"why are not you sleeping?"

Ling Yang went up to hold Xu Zhidu's hand, "I just woke up, why didn't you tell me when you came back?"

Xu Zhidu rested his head on Ling Yang's forehead, "It's a bit late to deal with things, I'm going to take a bath."

"Okay, I'm going to meet you next time."

...

Ling Yang cracked an egg into the bowl, his hands were shaking all the time.Xu Zhidu...something is wrong...and...he...has a strong smell of woman's perfume on him.

After grabbing a handful of noodles and putting them in the pot, Ling Yang tried his best to stabilize his mind.Try to tell yourself that you are overthinking, Xu Zhidu is not that kind of person.

Xu Zhidu didn't take a long bath this time, when he came out, Ling Yang had just scooped up the noodles into a porcelain bowl.

Xu Zhidu didn't say a word, he held his bowl with his head down and slurped the noodles, his eyes drifted towards Ling Yang from time to time, showing a bit of youthful air.

Ling Yang saw his appearance in the bottom of his eyes, and he still looked like he didn't know anything, and smiled at him, "Looking at this, I'm really hungry, is one bowl enough?"

Xu Zhidu nodded obediently.

Ling Yang stood up and went to the bathroom to take a dry towel and put it on his head, "Let me twist your hair for you, it's so wet and uncomfortable."

Xu Zhidu sat on the sofa, Ling Yang stood behind him, holding a towel to twist his wet hair.

He did this work very carefully and meticulously, as if he was born to do such a thing for him at this very moment.

Xu Zhidu wiped his hair for him, but his eyes couldn't help looking at the hickey on the back of Xu Zhidu's neck, and that position could only be seen from behind.Ling Yang's breathing trembled slightly, that trace...was new.

Xu Zhidu's hair was very black and soft, Ling Yang dried his hair carefully, wrapped his hands around his neck, turned his head and gently bit his Adam's apple.

"Brother Xu" Ling Yang lay on his shoulder, eyes slightly lowered, unable to tell what he was thinking, "I miss you very much."

Xu Zhidu felt so guilty that he wanted to die.But because his ears are already sensitive, Ling Yang's low-pitched voice is very nice.

Xu Zhidu held Ling Yang's face and gently kissed his eyebrows and cheeks, looked at his thin face, suddenly thought of what happened in the past two days, tears fell down, "Baby, I'm sorry."

Ling Yang's eyelashes are dense and long. At this moment, he closed his eyes, with the long eyelashes lying on his eyes, making him look quiet and well-behaved.Hearing the phrase "I'm sorry", Ling Yang's heart felt as if a piece of pain had been cut by a knife, he raised his face and let Xu Zhidu kiss, his eyelashes trembling like butterfly wings.Xu Zhidu's movements were even more gentle, "Yangyang...I love you the most...I love you the most..."

Ling Yang's tears fell suddenly, and he couldn't stop it even with his eyes closed.

Even if... even...

Ling Yang couldn't refuse Xu Zhidu's tenderness, and sprayed his warm breath on his neck.Xu Zhidu carried Ling Yang back to the bedroom and pressed him under him, and kissed Ling Yang's cheek softly, "Ling Yang...Yangyang...baby..."

Xu Zhidu's tears fell on him, and the tears rubbed Ling Yang's face. He whispered "I love you" countless times in Ling Yang's ear.

"Yangyang..." Xu Zhidu kissed Ling Yang's Adam's apple, he breathed hotly and confessed, without changing his words all night, he said: "I love you...I really love you the most... "

Ling Yang's consciousness is sometimes clear and sometimes blurred, "Brother Xu..." He put his arms around Xu Zhidu's neck, and smiled at him in a daze, "No matter what, I love you the most."