Mr. Xu's Sunny Boy

Although he had no appetite, Ling Yang still tried his best to swallow the last bite of Xiaolongbao.He kept his head buried and didn't dare to look up, he was afraid that the boss would find that his eye sockets were wet.When he and Xu Zhidu first started their business, they were so poor that when they returned home at night, they could only pool their money together to buy a steamed bun. Xu Zhidu broke more than half of the steamed stuffed bun and gave him a gulp of water.

Once he waited for Xu Zhidu to prepare meals at home all night, but he went out to socialize and did not come home.The two had a big fight over it.Later Xu Zhidu hugged Ling Yang and apologized word by word, saying that no matter how busy he was in his life, he would go home for dinner.

Probably, what he did and said when he apologized was just a stopgap measure.

He often thinks that the three most important things in a person's life are the sense of existence, security and belonging.Everything he felt from Xu Zhidu once seemed to be slowly washed away with the passage of time.

It's the old saying: time will dilute everything.

Really old enough.

Ling Yang thought he could endure it forever, but he still vomited in the bathroom.

In the past few years, Ling Yang has held back many things in his heart, and he always has a lot of words stuck in his throat to Xu Zhidu, but he never speaks out, because Xu Zhidu never sat down and listened to him seriously.He always touches his head gently and says "Good boy" when he is about to complain.

Sometimes, Ling Yang would think, does Xu Zhidu really love him?Sometimes he wonders if he keeps saying "love" to people with his mouth shut, making it more and more difficult for the word "love" to flow to him.

Ling Yang was very scared, how could he not be afraid?I am afraid of being alone, afraid of being ignored, and now I am even more afraid of sitting alone in the long corridor of the hospital, waiting for my own results.

"It's a bit late to find out, but your situation may be cured by actively cooperating with chemotherapy. The sooner you treat it, the better."

"Can you prescribe some medicine for me, I..." Ling Yang forced a smile at the doctor.

Half of the doctor's handwriting suddenly broke, "You are simply messing around!" He was so angry that he looked up at the pale boy in front of him, "Do you know that you only have three months to live without chemotherapy!"

"You are still young, and your life is still long, so you have to have some hope, don't you?"

Ling Yang was taken aback, he didn't expect him to say such a thing to him, his smile was a little more sincere, but he still said, "Let me think about it again."

In the afternoon, Ling Yang received the special medicine prescribed by the doctor. When he returned home, he bought some mutton and various vegetables at the supermarket.

At noon, he called Xu Zhidu, and he would come back for dinner today.

Ling Yang carried the big bag of Cai upstairs, panting heavily at the corner of the stairs, his tinnitus was severe, and he felt dizzy for a while.

After finally returning home, he put the dishes on the table, took the medicine with the cold water in the cup, and fell down on the sofa.Ling Yang curled up and hugged his knees, pitifully huddled into a small ball, his face pale like a dead person, he curled up like a wounded and dying animal.

Ling Yang curled up on the sofa and fell asleep for a while. When he woke up, it was still dark, so he got up and took some warm water, and took the evening medicine.

After about an hour, Xu Zhidu went home, and the sound of inserting the key was very clear in the silent house.

The light was not turned on in the room, Xu Zhidu thought that Ling Yang hadn't woken up from his nap, but as soon as he touched the switch, he saw Ling Yang sitting on the sofa looking at him, his face pale as if he was going to go with the wind at any moment.

"Come back?" Seeing that he was back, Ling Yang opened his mouth and smiled at him.

"came back."

Xu Zhidu casually hung his coat on the hanger, walked up to Ling Yang and squatted down to take a closer look at his face, "Why doesn't he look like this after not seeing him for a few days?"

"I've been a little anemic recently." Ling Yang smiled at him.

"You~" Xu Zhidu stretched out a hand to rub his hair, "Take good care of yourself, how old are you..."

How could he not want to take good care of himself?Ling Yang smiled wryly in his heart, looking at his bloodshot eyes, "Are you done with the company?"

"I'm done, I signed a big contract these days, I'm worried, I've been staring at you, and I've left you out." Xu Zhidu gently kissed Ling Yang's forehead.

Ling Yang pointed to the dishes on the table, and smiled at him, "We'll have hot pot tonight."