Mr. Xu's Sunny Boy

When Xu Zhidu put on his pajamas and sat on the sofa.Ling Yang has sat there obediently and continued to update the novel.

Seeing Xu Zhidu sitting beside him without speaking, I just feel so sad~ He must not be together because he hates himself.

I could only keep looking at him quietly, pretending to pour water and passing by him again and again.

Seeing him busy between the water dispenser and the sofa, Xu Zhidu sneered in his heart, heh, even if you peek at me, I won't fuck you! (I never thought about why I didn’t go back to my room but sat in the living room~)

Seeing that he hadn't spoken, Ling Yang sniffed.

Xu Zhidu continued to sneer: Even if you cry, I won't fuck you!

Ling Yang continued to suck his nose hard.

Xu Zhidu was still sneering: Even if you cry bitterly, I won't fuck you!

"Hiss—" Ling Yang gasped.

? ?What?Xu Zhidu pricked up his ears, could it be that this guy was going to cry and sue him because he ignored him?

"Woo—Brother Xu~It hurts~"

Xu Zhidu was startled, turned his head to look at him, and saw Ling Yang holding his arm pitifully, a layer of blood scab that formed earlier, probably torn a lot last night, and there was a little bit of pus indistinctly the trend of.

Xu Zhidu only felt that he was holding his breath in his chest, and he couldn't get it up no matter what.

Ling Yang has been afraid of pain since he was a child, but now it really hurts, and there is someone beside him, so he has to pretend to be pitiful and hypocritical.

Xu Zhidu frowned, "What happened?"

Ling Yang pursed his lips, and his eyes were a bit hazy: "I rubbed against you yesterday... At that time, I thought it was nothing, but just now it suddenly hurt..."

Xu Zhidu's expression darkened, he stared at the hands of Ling Yang and said, "Go, go to the hospital."

Ling Yang felt like grabbing his sleeve: "I won't go! We have ointment at home, and we have to pay all kinds of money to go to the hospital. My wallet can't bear it~"

"I can afford the medical expenses."

Ling Yang shook his head: "No, there is medicine in the cabinet, just pack it up..."

"If it gets worse..."

"Go to the hospital if it gets worse!" Ling Yang raised two fingers, "I promise."

"..."

Unable to resist Ling Yang, Xu Zhidu had no choice but to go to a side cabinet to find medicine. Seeing this, Ling Yang slipped on his slippers and half lay on the sofa.

Xu Zhidu touched the medicine box and came out, and when he turned his head, he saw Ling Yang lying on the sofa.At this time, he lowered his head slightly, and only saw a white chin, and the hand supporting his head was well-proportioned, with well-defined joints.The white feet are exposed to the air, the round toes are slightly curled up, and they are slightly pink.The whole person looks like a lazy Persian cat.

Xu Zhidu glanced at it, only to feel his heart tremble.

Ling Yang naturally raised his hand and handed it in front of him, his eyes darkened, first he used a cotton swab dipped in alcohol to disinfect it, and then took the ointment and gently applied it to the wound.

...

Ling Yang and Xu Zhidu are together.

Even though that kind of thing happened, they are still under the same roof. It's not normal for them to like each other and not be together... But the author still wants to emphasize.

Hey!

"I remember when I was in college, there was a couple of boys in our school who were in love. Later, one of the parents came to the school to make trouble, which became known to the whole school. Later I heard that they committed suicide by jumping into the river together. What happened later, I I'm not sure. I was scared during that time, but Brother Xu said it's okay, we will always be together."

Not long after Ling Yang and Xu Zhidu got together, a big event happened in their school.He committed suicide by jumping into the river with a pair of boys in the same grade as them.It is said that the two are in a relationship. The parents of one of the boys came to the school to make a fuss a week ago, and there was a lot of trouble at that time.

Xu Zhidu remembered that when he came home that day, Ling Yang held his hand tightly and asked him "Will you not want me in the future", what was his answer at that time?

It seems to be "no."

...

In the evening, Xu Zhidu went outside for a circle.

After returning home, Xu Zhidu carefully hung the scarf on the hanger before returning to the room and sitting down by the bed.He sat for a long time without thinking about anything.

The scarf was knitted by Ling Yang when he was ill for a year. He said that being alone at home is too boring, and it’s not good to stare at the computer all the time. You should learn something to pass the time.At that time, Ling Yang unwrapped and knitted a scarf for more than a month, and it was just in time for Christmas when it was given to him.

He had worn that scarf for four years, and suddenly thought, why did he leave him so cruelly at that time?

Picking up Ling Yang's diary again, he remembered that 14 years ago, that boy who smiled like a small animal pestered him all morning just to ask for a gift.Instead, he stuffed him with a thick-looking notebook that hadn't been written on.

Although each page is very flat, it can be seen that the owner has really carefully preserved it.But the once white paper has turned slightly yellow.

Xu Zhidu opened one of the pages, and there was a sentence on it that was written in the same handwriting as all the previous ones, obviously written a long time ago:

What should I use to keep you?

"What will you use to keep you?"

How many years ago, he once asked Ling Yang this question.

He remembered that at that time, not long after he was with Ling Yang, a pair of boys in their school who were in love were forced to jump into the river by their parents.

When I went home that afternoon, my palms were sweaty, but I still smiled and said to him, "Whether you want me or not, I will keep you."

That's when he asked the phrase "What will you use to keep me?"

He still remembered the boy who was blushing and speechless after being teased by him for a long time.

Now the question below has been filled in with the answer in fresh ink by the master.

Ling Yang's handwriting is very beautiful, every word is like broken glass shards deeply pierced in Xu Zhidu's heart:

"I am willing to give you my passbook, all the property under my name, the other half of my future income, the power to sign my critical illness notice and operation order, and I will give you everything I own, as well as absolute love And loyalty, if that's not enough, I'd give my life for you...

But even so... I didn't keep you..."

Xu Zhidu bit his lip fiercely, and hugged that passage tightly.He still felt very cold under the quilt. An unpopular house would be very cold, even if the doors and windows were closed and the air conditioner was on, it would still be very cold.

The author has something to say: surprise or surprise!I'm going to start abusing again!Halfway through the drive, I found that my avatar almost collapsed!That's great! ! !