Mr. Xu's Sunny Boy

"Teacher Xu, someone is looking for you."

Xu Zhidu raised his head from the front of the table, and said casually, "Okay!" He looked at the homework that was half-graded, thought for a while, then put down his pen, stood up and walked towards the door.

"Hey! Teacher Xu! Long time no see."

Ling Yue has black curly hair, and it is winter now, but she is still wearing a pair of ripped jeans, a small vest on the upper body, an army green coat on the outside, and a pair of patent leather Martin boots on her feet.

Xu Zhidu looked at the girl in front of him in a daze, "I'm sorry...you are..."

The girl rubbed her hair a little irritably, tilted her head and looked at him playfully, "I haven't known each other for only a few years? Brother Xu~"

"You are... Ling Yue?!" Xu Zhidu looked at her in surprise.It's no wonder that he couldn't recognize her. Her outfit really couldn't be connected with the little girl in his memory who always liked to wear beautiful skirts.

"haven't seen you for a long time..."

"Can you come out for a while?" Ling Yue leaned against the wall, and casually pointed to Mr. Cao who was quietly looking this way in the office. Seeing him looking at her, she smiled at him, "It doesn't seem very convenient here~ and ..."

"I have something for you, something very important."

"Sorry, I still have class in the last period." Xu Zhidu smiled at her, the corner of his mouth raised perfectly.

Ling Yue put her hand in her pocket, looked him up and down, and finally nodded helplessly: "It's still the same as before, it makes me sick, I'll wait for you at 'Tea Talk'."

"Okay." Xu Zhidu was stunned for a moment, then returned to his usual appearance, and returned to the office without looking back.

...

"Tea Language" is a dessert shop that Ling Yue used to go to when she was still in high school.At that time, Ling Yang often said that the coffee pudding in this shop was the best in the city.Both siblings like desserts, and this store is close to the school, so at that time, she and her brother would come here almost every day after school.

It has been so many years, perhaps the decoration of this store is not very fashionable, when Ling Yue stepped into this store, there were almost no customers in the store.

She found a seat by the window and sat down.

"Coffee pudding."

"Hold on."

Ling Yue lightly took a sip of the fruit tea in hand. It's been 12 years and the store hasn't changed a bit.The taste of fruit tea has not changed, and the taste of pudding has not changed, but why do some people change it when they say it has changed, and some people say they can’t find it and can’t find it anymore?The familiar sweet taste filled her mouth, but for some reason, she felt it was bitter.She couldn't hold it anymore, and covered her face and sobbed softly.

When Xu Zhidu arrived, Ling Yue sat quietly by herself, staring blankly at the empty cup in front of her.Her eyes were red, as if she had been crying.

Seeing him coming, Ling Yue raised her head and smiled at him.That smile did not coincide with the carefree smile in Xu Zhidu's memory.The bitterness on that smiling face seemed to be overflowing, "Are you... all these years... okay?"

Xu Zhidu shook his head and then nodded, "I don't know, what about you? You and your brother... okay?"

Ling Yue looked at him with red eyes, "My brother is doing well, I'm fine, but my brother's life is not good, it's all because of you bastard, my brother is such a good person..." As she said, she burst into tears It just couldn't stop sliding down from the eye socket.

Xu Zhidu stared at her blankly, he had a premonition that he might hear the worst news in his life.At this moment, he suddenly wanted to run away.

"My brother... committed suicide... at the beginning of spring." Ling Yue wiped her tears indiscriminately, pretending not to be sad and wanted to smile at him, but she couldn't lift the corners of her mouth. "Originally... I didn't want to give my brother's things to you bastard, but my brother specifically said so in the letter he left me. I've been looking for you for a few months, but someone said you're back. After delivering the things, I will Let's go." As he spoke, he sniffed hard, took out a letter and a thick notebook from his bag, "This letter is from my brother."

Xu Zhidu took it blankly, the cover of this notebook was so familiar to him that he couldn't be more familiar with it... it was Ling Yang's diary.

"I've read a few pages of this notebook, and most of them are in your name. So, I'll leave it to you for the time being." After speaking, Ling Yue stood up and ran away as if she hadn't found her home. Child.

Xu Zhidu's hands were terribly cold, and the heater in the store was fully turned on, but he still felt the bone-chilling chill.Vaguely, he seemed to hear something broken.

He didn't know when he left the store, the street was noisy, and a large circle of people surrounded the road, it seemed that there was a traffic accident.He just glanced blankly at the noisy crowd, and continued walking aimlessly.

The lights on the street turned on at some point, and Xu Zhidu wandered aimlessly on the street where the lights were scattered.Strange, it shouldn't be very cold today, but it made him shiver.A few snowflakes were falling freely from the sky, Xu Zhidu looked up at the lazily drifting snow, and suddenly remembered that when he was a child, he and Ling Yang went to watch the Miao people's show together.Tears kept rolling in the eyes.

Xu Zhidu suddenly thought, I want to find him.Yes, he is going to look for him, just like Ling Yang looked for him again and again...

Xu Zhidu's mind was full of Ling Yang, he was struggling to run on the road that had just been covered with snow, he had never been like this before, he wanted to see him strongly.

The speeding car passed by him, and the wind blew the hair on both sides of him, hitting his face like a knife.The smell of car exhaust was very choking, he panted heavily, thinking about finding him quickly, he quickened his pace again.

It was too messy here, the sound of noisy cars, talking, laughing, and the laughing and noisy voices of lovers on the street filled every inch of his hearing.Xu Zhidu's mind was in a mess, he didn't want to be alone anymore, he wanted to rush to Ling Yang's house, and then found out that that stinky girl Ling Yue was joking again, Ling Yang wasn't dead, everything was still the same as before.

Is it the same...Xu Zhidu is destined to be disappointed this time, the door of Ling Yang's house is closed in a lifeless manner, and none of the lights are turned on, it seems that Ling Yue did not dare to return to this house.

No, this is not Ling Yang's home, it's just the house Ling Yang lived in when he was a child.

Ling Yang's home was destroyed by him a long time ago...

Xu Zhidu tightly clutched the diary in his hand, and couldn't help but kneel on the ground and cry.

Xu Zhidu didn't know when he returned home, he sat on the bed lifelessly, and read the letter Ling Yang left him over and over again.Only now did he realize that some people can only meet once in a lifetime.

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To my dear:

Is it a bit too nasty to write like this?Brother Xu~ You have been away for five years. During this period, my illness has recovered, and I have been looking for you.

They say you married a girl, I don't believe it.When they say you all have children, I don't believe it either.When they showed me the photos, I still didn't believe it. People nowadays are too bad, and they prepared so many things specially to deceive me.

Hahaha, I saw you in the park last month, but I kept avoiding it.That child is very good-looking, with nose and eyes as you like, and she will definitely be a big beauty when she grows up.I know you already have a new life, I have been controlling myself not to disturb you, do you want to praise me?

It’s very windy these few days, even if I stay in the room, my hands and feet are so cold. I used to feel very warm in winter, but you will not be by my side in the future. I feel cold to death, and I don’t know. It can last for a few days.

Brother Xu, you said that you are too cunning, and you didn't tell me in advance, people are still looking for you everywhere... A few girls asked me for WeChat a short time ago, but I thought you would be unhappy , so I didn't give it, I would have given it if I knew it earlier.

I know we have no future together, I've known it since before.So it's fine, I'm happy as long as you're doing well.

I finally decided to draw a clear line with you, but I still feel very uncomfortable, my chest hurts badly, and I can’t breathe. In the past month, I have been thinking about our past, and I have been pulling the curtains and closing the door alone. Crying, it was uncomfortable at first, but it was better when I cried.I have been thinking why we have become like this, but you are such a good person, how could it be your fault.So I thought, I must be bad, so you don't want me.

I don’t want to disrupt your life, but I’ve been thinking about how uncomfortable it was before, how uncomfortable I’ve been seeing you all the time, how uncomfortable I’ve been thinking about you, and thinking that you will live with others in the future I was so uncomfortable that I couldn't breathe.

I don't want to suffer anymore, so... I don't like you anymore.

You have to live a good life in the future.

Lingyang