Crush Diary

89.

It is very dangerous to stay with Wang Xuan.

I always have to be vigilant in front of him. He has too many ways to torture me.

I hate him.

But I also know how scary he is.

My rationality tells me that it's time to leave, but I really hate this opportunity to stay with Li Ranxing.

I said to myself, today is his birthday, let's stay with him for a while, and see him more.

I don't know when I will have to wait for the next opportunity like this.

Wang Xuan likes to embarrass me. I was in the same class with him before, and he embarrassed me a lot. He never gave up any opportunity to embarrass me.

If he knew I was here, I would definitely be in trouble.

90.

Later, I thought more than once that if I had followed my own reason and left early that day, the situation after that might not have been so bad.

91.

After making a wish, those people coaxed Li Ranxing to open the gift again.

Li Ranxing's gifts piled up into a hill beside him.

Those boys love to play, one idea after another.

They said that they randomly picked a few gifts for Li Ranxing to unwrap, and then Li Ranxing chose the one he liked the most.

Li Ranxing's favorite gift will be rewarded, such as asking Li Ranxing to sing a song to the other party, or asking Li Ranxing to agree to a small request from the other party.

"How about it, dare to play!"

Those people obviously thought of some ideas to trouble Li Ranxing. Li Ranxing raised his eyebrows. At this moment, he drank some wine and his face was a little red.

"I'm not afraid of anything."

The girls below all lowered their heads and whispered, each with some expectation in their eyes.

Those people picked out a few gifts separately, and Wang Xuan also picked out a few with them.

At that time, I watched with my own eyes Wang Xuan took out the dusty and ugly box from among the gifts.

I instantly froze in place.

92.

Wang Xuan smiled while holding the box in his hand.

"Who gave this? This taste?" His tone was a bit sarcastic.

I know Wang Xuan, he likes to see people make a fool of himself, after all, he is such a stubborn person at heart.

When I thought about it later, he and I were probably natural enemies.

93.

After everyone went back after picking out a few presents, the ugly box Wang Xuan was holding naturally caught everyone's attention amidst all the glamorous and exquisite presents.

94.

There are so many gifts, but he chose me, and he is such a stubborn person.

"Who sent this?"

"do not know……"

"Who would send something like this?"

The people below were already whispering.

Those people covered their faces and smiled, all observing each other who sent the box.

95.

I don't know that a good gift must have a good gift box to match it.

After I bought the scarf I didn't have any extra money on me to buy a gift box, even though I knew that would make the gift more presentable.

In my opinion, only the gift itself is the most important thing, a gift box is actually optional.

And I have never given gifts to others, and I don't know that for many people, the appearance is more important than the inside.

The wrapping paper on the outside of the box is printed with little stars, which I specially selected.

96.

But they said the gift was ridiculous.They laughed at the person who gave this gift.

The exaggerated plastic blue bow, as well as the cartoon wrapping paper with stars, look like a clumsy handicraft of a child as a whole.

Very funny.

That gift looked just as funny as me in that restaurant.

97.

Probably a long time later, when I recalled the first birthday gift I gave Li Ranxing, I suddenly realized how bad my aesthetics were at that time.

But I didn't know it at the time.

In high school, I probably looked very rustic in the eyes of others. I needed to rely on bursaries and funding to study hard. Of course, I also envied others wearing fashionable and beautiful clothes, but I always wore the cheapest clothes on the street. Although I can’t say that I’m so poor that I need to patch things, I really don’t have extra money to buy those beautiful clothes and shoes, and I don’t have too much energy to learn about fashion-related things.

Anything related to fashion often means expensive. I am eager to earn more money. In modern society, being rich seems to mean being powerful, but all I can do now is study hard.

After a long time, a girl asked me, you must have been very popular in high school, right?

I shook my head, just watching her chuckle.

Only I know how timid and inferior I was at that time.

I don't want to admit my inferiority complex, I want to use a cold and silent face as my disguise, but deep down in my heart, I really have such inferiority complex.

And the ridicule of those people at the beginning really gave me great embarrassment.

My face was flushed red, I lowered my head and didn't look at Li Ranxing.

98.

Wang Xuan booed with some other people at that time.

He clamored for Li Ranxing to unwrap that gift and have a look.

They want to have fun.

Li Ranxing is actually not a person who likes to tease others. In my heart, Li Ranxing is different from anyone else.

But in the end, he couldn't resist the booing from too many people below, so he agreed.

"Let me say it first, don't go too far." Li Ranxing said so.

He said so, and then opened the gift box.

99.

Inside is a gray scarf.

It's normal, nothing out of the ordinary.

Everyone around "cut" and seemed a little disappointed.

And at this moment, a card fell out of the box.

100.

Only one line was written on it.

- You are my star.

Not signed.

101.

Someone took a look and read it out.

"Who gave it to you? Why don't you even write your name?"

"Oh, you are my star, this must be a gift from someone who has a crush on our Brother Li!"

"Tsk tsk, look at the charm of our Burning Star."

102.

I saw that the expression on Li Ranxing's face did not change much. He had seen too many exquisite and expensive gifts, and this ordinary scarf could not attract his attention.

Others were still talking about the box noisily.

The embarrassment and sting in my heart subsided a little, but then I felt a little disappointed again.

After all, I spent more than a month's living expenses and ate steamed buns for a month just to buy this scarf.

Now I still feel a little uncomfortable in my stomach.

103.

I thought this matter would pass like this. After all, I didn't want anyone to know that I sent it, and I didn't write my name.

My love for him is a secret.

It is the treasure in my heart, and others cannot steal it, nor will they know it.

104.

But something happened that I didn't expect.

105.

As I mentioned before, Wang Xuan was in the same class as me before, and he was the school committee member of our class at the time. Later, we separated when we were divided into third grades.