embarrassed not embarrassed

After walking out of the classroom, Chen Wenhao went straight to the playground. At this time, except for the lights on a few basketball courts nearby and some people playing ball, the playground was dark and there was no one.

Thinking of the word I didn't know what it meant but it was definitely scolding myself, and Yuan Lijie who pretended to be innocent to win sympathy, Ye Xiaotian actually treated him like that, wiped his wounds, and looked at himself with such resentful eyes. .....

Chen Wenhao slammed his backpack on the ground, and started running frantically on the dark runway, venting out all the depression, depression, and forbearance he had suffered during this period of time.

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Just now when he was washing his hands after using the toilet, Yuan Lijie walked to his side.

"What's wrong with you?" Yuan Lijie asked

Seeing that Yuan Lijie ignored him, Chen Wenhao just sprayed the soap foam on his hand.

Seeing Chen Wenhao ignoring himself, Yuan Lijie turned on the faucet, washed his hands and said: "Xiaotian said that he would never go to the gym to work out with you again. He said that he would play basketball and run with me in the future. Did you not listen to me?" advice?"

"What's none of your business!? I'll explain the matter between me and him to him myself! Don't worry about it!" Chen Wenhao said with a sullen face and lowered his voice when Yuan Lijie said that

"Then he must be willing to listen to your explanation. Seeing how depressed you are, is it because Xiaotian didn't answer your call yesterday and you didn't explain successfully?" Yuan Lijie slowly squeezed some hand sanitizer onto his hands, and rubbed it out. bubbles come.

"How do you know?" Chen Wenhao didn't expect Yuan Lijie to know that he had called Ye Xiaotian, and was very surprised.

"Because when you called, I asked Xiaotian to eat Haidilao. He went to the toilet and put his mobile phone on the table." Yuan Lijie carefully rubbed his fingers together: "I don't think he wants to answer your call either." , so I picked it up for him, but I have nothing to say to you, so I hung up again."

"You!" Chen Wenhao was completely enraged when he heard that, he grabbed Yuan Lijie by the collar and punched him.

No wonder no one answered my call for a long time, but then I got connected but was hung up again. I thought it was because Ye Xiaotian was angry. I don't know that I have found him.

"It seems that you really have a bad temper." Yuan Lijie covered half of his slapped face, and the corner of his mouth slightly raised on the other side: "Hmph, it's so easy to get angry in a hurry, no wonder Xiaotian can't stand you, you have such a bad temper."

"You!" Chen Wenhao raised his fist again and wanted to punch him

"I know I can't beat you, but the class bell has already rang, I guess Xiaotian will be surprised if I don't go back, and some classmates saw us fighting in the toilet, if Xiaotian comes to me later, let him see you like this Do you think he will listen to your explanation for my distraught appearance and my bruised and swollen face from your beating, he must love me more." Yuan Lijie calmly looked at Chen Wenhao's raised fist and said

Chen Wenhao took a deep breath, and pushed away the hand holding Yuan Lijie's collar: "Xiaotian won't like people like you!"

"I know I can only be friends with him, but he won't like you either! At least I am closer to him now, I can share the same room with him every day, eat together, play together, and go to class together... ...do a lot of things together, but you can't, because you can't help it, you have a bad temper." Yuan Lijie shook his head lightly as if nothing had happened.

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Chen Wenhao frantically ran countless laps on the playground. When he got hot, he took off his coat and only wore a T-shirt and continued running until his hair and T-shirt were soaked with sweat and he couldn't run anymore. He stopped, bent down and supported his knees, panting heavily.

However, after venting like this, he still remembered the scene of Yuan Lijie kissing Ye Xiaotian's forehead in the wechat video that night!

That's right, I can't be like Yuan Lijie, I can bear the fact that I can only be friends with the person I like, I only dare to do some sneaky things behind my back when no one finds out, and I don't dare to make myself like it people know!

But if you don't become friends, I'm afraid there will be no chance to get close...

Want to give up?

It's better to directly express my heart again, no matter whether Ye Xiaotian accepts it or not, even if I can't even be friends from now on, it's better than the feeling of depression and aggrieved now.

But is the consequence of this kind of behavior that would rather be broken than complete be really acceptable to oneself?

After calming down, Chen Wenhao still didn't dare, he couldn't bear it and didn't dare to imagine that he couldn't even be friends...Even if he knew that Ye Xiaotian only regarded himself as a friend, it would be okay if he could eat, exercise, and hang out with him. OK......

As long as you can see him often... just don't let him hide from you, just ignore yourself

"Ah~~~~~" Chen Wenhao let out a loud roar, venting his last bit of strength.

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The night at the end of March was still a bit chilly. After the French class, Ye Xiaotian and Yuan Lijie walked back to the dormitory together.

"Brother Jie, does it still hurt here?" Ye Xiaotian pointed to the corner of his mouth where he and Yuan Lijie were beaten, as if he was the parent of a child who committed a crime, and asked very apologetically

"Oh, it doesn't hurt anymore, I don't feel much anymore, but it will take a few days for the bruise to go away." Yuan Lijie replied

"Well, when you go back to the dormitory, use your pot to boil an egg, peel the shell and rub it, it will heal faster." Ye Xiaotian said

"Well, okay." Yuan Lijie replied with a smile

"Senior Ye!"

When Ye Xiaotian and Yuan Lijie passed by outside the playground, they were stopped by Chen Wenhao who was waiting there.

"Why are you here!?" Looking at Chen Wenhao who seemed to have gone swimming in his clothes, Ye Xiaotian was taken aback: "You are..."

Originally, I wanted to say why you were crazy, but now you are wearing so little at any temperature, and you are sweating all over, and you don’t know how to put on your coat.But the words of concern were kept in his mouth because he was still angry.

"I have something to say to you alone." Chen Wenhao said

"If you have anything to say, hurry up, I'm going back to the dormitory to rub the bruises for Brother Jie! It's all because of you!" Ye Xiaotian blamed

"I'm sorry, I really shouldn't have said in front of Yi Fan that I wanted to apply for a card for you. I didn't think twice." Chen Wenhao said

This was the first time Ye Xiaotian saw Chen Wenhao admitting his mistake in such a low voice, he was not used to it.

"Oh, it's okay, I won't go to the gym anymore anyway." Ye Xiaotian said

"Isn't your card expired yet?" Seeing that Ye Xiaotian really couldn't go to the gym, Chen Wenhao asked anxiously

"Oh, I said last time that I won't come after the expiry date, but anyway, I don't want to practice anymore, so it doesn't matter if I waste a month. Besides, this card is not mine, so I gave it to Chen Kai for him to use." Ye Xiaotian said

"I think you should continue to practice. It's a pity to give up halfway the exercise habits you've developed so hard. And don't you think there are some shortcomings if you don't practice for a few days?" Chen Wenhao persuaded

Yes, it's true that if you don't practice for a few days, you will always feel less doing nothing, and looking at the outlines of the muscles that appear faintly in your arms and thighs...

Seeing that Ye Xiaotian hesitated, Yuan Lijie said: "Xiaotian, I have a headache, I'm going back to the dormitory first, you can talk slowly."

"Oh, then let's go back to the dormitory!" Ye Xiaotian said

"Xiaotian..." Chen Wenhao wanted to say something else

"It's all your good deeds! Senior Yuan didn't blame you, it's not bad, he won't even say an apology!" Ye Xiaotian glared at Chen Wenhao, who was hesitating to speak.

"Forget it, Xiaotian, you also know Chen Xuedi's temper, let's go back first." Yuan Lijie said

"Wait..." Chen Wenhao stopped Ye Xiaotian who was about to leave: "Well, I actually called you when you didn't come to the gym yesterday."

"Oh, by the way, Xiaotian, I forgot to tell you. When I was eating Haidilao yesterday, a call came in. I accidentally clicked on it. It turned out to be from Chen Xuedi!" Yuan Lijie immediately He explained: "Sorry, Xiaotian, I forgot to tell you later."

"You!" Seeing Yuan Lijie's duplicitous temper, Chen Wenhao couldn't help coming up again, and wanted to strike again.

"Chen Wenhao, what are you going to do again!" Ye Xiaotian didn't expect that this person would want to do something again, and immediately stood in front of Yuan Lijie and said angrily, "I've already explained it, what are you doing now. Let me tell you again , I don’t want to practice anymore, it has nothing to do with Brother Jie!”

"Chen Xuedi, I really accidentally hung up on your call yesterday, it wasn't on purpose." Yuan Lijie said hypocritically

"It's okay, Brother Jie, there's no need to explain to him. I didn't intend to talk to him anymore. Let's go!" Ye Xiaotian turned around and said to Yuan Lijie, then dragged him away

"Xiaotian..." Chen Wenhao actually didn't care much about Yuan Lijie's tricks, but was hurt by Ye Xiaotian's words that he never wanted to talk to him again.

In his own eyes, Yuan Lijie was a dirty coward who only dared to do some shady things behind his back.However, except for the so-called upright behavior in the hot spring villa, I dare not do anything like him... From this point of view, I seem to have similarities with Yuan Lijie, but Not as nasty and despicable as him, but he is still a coward!

Looking at Ye Xiaotian and Yuan Lijie who were walking away, Chen Wenhao shouted: "Well, can you tell me what the word you said in class just now means?"

"If you want to know, go check it yourself, anyway, I'm scolding you!" Ye Xiaotian replied without turning his head.

"..." Chen Wenhao

Looking at the back of Ye Xiaotian going away, Chen Wenhao felt the nerves in his temples throbbing so uncomfortable.