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"When did you find out? When!" Dai Meng raised his eyes, looking at Zhang Ruoshi's swollen cheeks, his heart ached to death, and he wanted to slap him again in shame.

"More than half a year." Zhang Ruoshi tilted his head, not wanting Dai Meng to see his face, which would make her feel even more uncomfortable.

"Why didn't you tell me and your dad?"

"Mom, if I told you at the time, what would you do? Would you accept it? Or would you send me to a psychiatrist?"

Dai Meng was speechless for a moment.

She didn't know what she would do.Take your son to the doctor?Think he is sick and not let him get along with boys?Watch, watch, keep him locked in the yard like a domestic dog?

No, she won't.That is her son!Such a sensible, caring son!

Since childhood, Zhang Ruoshi has always been the pride of their husband and wife.Among all relatives and friends, their family conditions are not the best, and the relationship between husband and wife is not the best, but the children must be the best.

Zhang Ruoshi is smart but not arrogant, extroverted but not rebellious.When the husband and wife are busy, they will take the initiative to take on the housework and cook. The first time she ate the food cooked by her son, Zhang Ruoshi seemed to be only about nine or ten years old, right?So why did such a sensible and obedient child become like this? !Why? ?

"Were you... scared?" Dai Meng wiped away tears, trying to make himself look like an elder, but when he saw Zhang Ruoshi's face, he couldn't help crying again.

Zhang Ruoshi took a few steps forward and hugged Dai Meng into his arms.The last time their mother and son hugged was about 13 years ago.

"I'm scared, I'm really scared, I'm afraid that you will disgust me, hate me, give up on me, don't want to talk to me, and think I'll embarrass you..."

Dai Meng cried out in his son's arms in a muffled voice, "I...how could we! We love you, silly boy!"

Mothers are always soft-hearted towards their children.Even though there were ten thousand words to teach him in his heart, Dai Meng never said it.

"What about Ye Jin? The family knows about him...is that so?"

"I know, but today was a surprise. He drank a little too much. It's not like this usually. We...haven't crossed the line. He is very good, very good. Mom, don't... misunderstand him..."

"I don't care what happened to him, and he's not my child, but how old are you! What do you do? It's...it's..." Dai Meng stayed for a long time, but still didn't say the phrase "immoral".

When they came out of the courtyard, they didn't notice Ye Jin who was huddled under the corner of the wall.

Ye Jin watched them go home with red eyes, closed the door, and then returned to his home like a walking dead.

He told himself, wait a little longer, he will be able to ask Zhang Ruoshi when he goes to school, and he can't show up to cause trouble for their family now.

Dai Meng sat at the end of the bed and wept silently, Zhang Cai leaned against the window, smoking cigarettes one by one, the ashtray on the windowsill could no longer hold the burnt cigarette butts.

Zhang Cai turned on his cell phone, wanting to inquire about the treatment plan for gay teenagers, but he didn't want anyone to know about Zhang Ruoshi's sexual orientation. He lived most of his life, and the first time he saw a gay man in this small city was his son.

Whether this is a disease or whether it can be cured, he has no idea.But he has read a lot of news, and gays are especially infected with AIDS, but... sex is also very unsafe and unhygienic.These news weighed on his chest like a boulder, making his heart throbbing with pain.Pressing the cigarette butt between his fingers into the ashtray, he tremblingly went to get another one and lit it, trying to appease the aching heart.

"Is that male classmate from your school?"

After a while, Zhang Cai said a word.

Zhang Ruoshi leaned against the door frame, rolled his face with a boiled egg, gave a soft "hmm", afraid that they would trouble Ye Jin, and said, "I recruited him first."

"The probability of homosexuality is not high. If you stay away from him, maybe you will be fine." Zhang Cai said something that he didn't quite believe, but he really didn't know what to do to protect his child. Not to hurt him.

"dad……"

"Why don't Dad transfer you to the same school as Mingzi? Isn't his cousin the dean? If he can talk, I'll do it for you."

After Zhang Cai finished speaking, he was about to go out to talk to Meng Chuming's mother about transferring schools, but was stopped by Zhang Ruoshi.

"Dad, even if I never meet him in this life, I still like others. I don't like men because I like him, I like him because he is a man. "

"You open your mouth at such a young age whether you like it or not! You know what liking is!"

"I know, of course I know. I'm eighteen, Dad, not eight. I can tell what is male and what is female, and what I want. Can't you understand me?" Zhang Ruo Shi almost cried out.

Dai Meng cried even harder, "You don't even know what you're going to face in the future! What's the use for me and your dad to understand you? Can you let everyone in the society understand you?"

"I don't need them to understand."

"Naive!" Zhang Caiqi pointed at Zhang Ruo with trembling fingers, frowning, "You say this because you haven't stepped into the society yet! When you start working in the future, your boss will take advantage of your Because of your sexual orientation, you will be expelled, you will not be reused, your friends and classmates will look down on you from the bottom of their hearts, and your so-called liking will never be put on the table in the future, you know! Maybe even good universities will not admit you! Even so You can also say that it doesn't matter if you don't need it!"

"Yes." Zhang Ruoshi's eyes were full of determination, "The boss fired me, and I started my own business. If my friends look down on me, I won't make friends like that, and the university won't admit me? What if a school abandons me because of my sexual orientation? Then this school is not worth my going! From the beginning of school, the teacher told us that everyone is equal in the world, even if I am gay, no one should deprive me of the opportunities and choices I should have at will! Even if I am gay, No one has the right to obliterate me, a living person!"

"Okay, okay!!" Zhang Cai's brow was full of smoke, and he raised his hand several times to wake up Zhang Ruoshi, but when he saw the swollen face that made his eyes smaller, he couldn't get it off. hands up.

Dai Meng stood up and pulled Zhang Cai back, fearing that he would lose control and beat his son. When he looked at Zhang Ruo, he said with great heartache, "Small! Aren't parents doing it for you? We hope you You can live a good life! If the country recognizes it and the public recognizes it, your dad and I will never interfere with your private life! We can understand and support whoever you like, but the problem is that you are destined to You're ruined!"

"No, Mom, Dad, I will work hard so that my future self will be able to protect you, me and him, from harm."

"Unharmed?" Zhang Cai was dragged by Dai Meng, feeling that what he was about to say was extremely difficult to say, "All homosexuals will get AIDS! You! You! You are so unhealthy!!"

When Dai Meng heard it, he burst into tears again.

"We will wear condoms." Zhang Ruoshi said in a low voice, "The disease is only caused by promiscuity, and it has nothing to do with whether you are gay or not. It is not only transmitted through..."

"Stop talking!" Dai Meng interrupted Zhang Ruoshi's words with a wave of his hand, his face turned red from holding back, ashamed for them.

Zhang Cai didn't want to continue talking, so he turned around and walked outside.

Dai Meng turned around to wipe her tears, and just picked up a tissue and pressed it to her face, when she heard a loud "flat, touch" sound outside, accompanied by Zhang Cai's painful murmur.

"Dad!" Zhang Ruoshi ran out in an instant, saw Zhang Cai who fell down the stairs covered in blood, curled up downstairs in pain.

Zhang Ruoshi jumped down in a hurry, not knowing whether to touch Zhang Cai in a panic, "Dad, what happened to you?? Where did you fall? Mom! Mom! Call an ambulance!!"

"Son... transfer to another school... don't contact him... If you really can't change it in the future, you will admit it, but you have to listen to us once, and let us accept it slowly..."

Zhang Cai's sweat mixed with blood flowed to the floor, and he could feel the pain he was suppressing after a few words.

Zhang Ruoshi's tears fell on Zhang Cai's face?

"I'll turn."

☆, end

On the first day of school during the October holiday, Zhang Ruoshi didn't show up and his phone was turned off.

On the third day, Ye Jin heard that Zhang Ruoshi had transferred to another school, but he didn't know where.

I went to his house to look for it, and found that their house and supermarket were rented out, and the new tenant refused to give their contact information.And Zhang Ruoshi didn't contact him either.

Ye Jin was terrified, afraid that Zhang Ruoshi would be put under house arrest by his parents, or sent directly to a mental hospital, and he went to guard him every day, hoping to see him.

The first snow this winter fell on Christmas Day. The fluttering and heavy snow made the small courtyard white in less than an hour, dazzling white.

Ye Jin also thought about it, Zhang Ruoshi would be fine, he was his own father and mother, what can he do to his son?But it was because of Ye Jin.

Simply don't think about it anymore.

If Zhang Ruoshi really wanted to contact him, he would have come a long time ago.

He just doesn't want him anymore.

Zhang Ruoshi's father broke his leg, twisted his neck, and hurt his waist. He stayed in the hospital for half a month before he was released with a wheelchair.

He has adapted well in the new school. He didn't say a word when his mobile phone was confiscated. He studied hard and was optimistic.None of the family ever raised the question of sexual orientation.Zhang Ruoshi went to school during the day, and took care of Zhang Cai with Dai Meng at night. Sometimes when talking about happy things, everyone laughed happily and had a good time.

As if nothing happened.

Zhang Ruoshi met Gu Heng a few times, every time Gu Heng brought Ye Jin's photo and recent situation to report to him, and always begged him to see Ye Jin quickly, Ye Jin was dazed, and pestered him every day Shen Qiao didn't let them date, and even brainwashed Shen Qiao, saying that good-looking people are scumbags, and if they break up, they will break up, and if they don't stop, they will be chaotic.

Zhang Ruoshi always smiled helplessly, it wasn't that he didn't want to see Ye Jin, nor did he want to break up.

But when he didn't see Ye Jin, he was also afraid that both of them would be upset, whether he would insist on going against his parents and continue the relationship, or stop here and end the four-month relationship.

Talking and talking, talking and talking is troublesome.If he delays his studies and irritates his parents, he may really go to Ye Jin's house to make a big fuss.

He figured it out, if he couldn't get into a good university and get a good job, then he wouldn't have the confidence to protect anyone.You have to make yourself excellent, very, very good.

Ye Jin is not a person who sticks to the horns, he knows how to like it, and also knows how to give up.

Gu Heng told him that Ye Jin's ideal university was one that Zhang Ruoshi couldn't get into with his current strength, so he had to study harder to catch up with Ye Jin.

In the midsummer of September, City B is as hot as death, and the "buzzing" sound of Cicada directly hits the soul, which makes people upset.Even the excitement of bringing new students to school has been wiped out.

Ye Jin dragged the suitcase and walked on the campus unrequitedly, regretting that he didn't let his parents come to see him off.

The dormitory building was crooked, and he couldn't find it, and people kept pulling him to ask for directions.Ye Jin is going crazy, everyone is new, you ask me, who am I to ask!

Fortunately, when walking out of a stone-paved path, a senior enthusiastically took his suitcase and took him to the dormitory building. After hearing that Ye Jin was the second place in the college entrance examination in Province L, he became even more enthusiastic, and wrapped his arms around his body Ye Jin, who was Khan, went upstairs.

In the end, I sent him to the door of the dormitory, and left him a business card. The senior worked part-time and sold everything, ranging from mineral water recharge cards to laptops. All he needed was a phone call to deliver the goods upstairs. The business is pretty extensive.

Ye Jin said goodbye to the senior with a smile, and rushed into the dormitory as soon as the senior left, looking left and right, but did not see the air conditioner, and had the urge to "die".

The dormitory is a four-person room, with bed and table, clean but also very clean, there is an independent bathroom, no need to go to the bathroom outside to take a shower, which is one thing that makes Ye Jin satisfied.Yan Song went to the school to report yesterday. There are eight people in the room, bunk beds, and you have to go to the bathroom to take a shower. The time is still there. The miserable Yan Song wants to repeat.

After such a comparison, Ye Jin was in a much better mood. He found his bed, which was at the window next to the south wall, and the location was okay. He was about to tidy up the bed when the door of the bathroom suddenly opened.

It should be the roommate who arrived first, Ye Jin immediately put on a smile, took out a special product from the suitcase and greeted him, "Hello classmate, I am Ye Jin from the Department of Biology, this is my special product, I will give you a taste...Taste... "

The man just took a shower and changed into a clean set of short-sleeved shorts. The single parent wiped the dripping water from his hair with a towel. He turned around with a smile when he heard a voice behind him.

"Hello classmate, I'm Zhang Ruoshi from the Department of Foreign Languages. I don't have special products, but my abs are pretty good. Come and touch them?"

Ye Jin stared, his head was blank, but he stretched his hands forward honestly, Zhang Ruoshi generously lifted up the hem of his short-sleeved clothes, and Ye Jin's warm palms covered his hard-working abdominal muscles .

"Oh!" Nosebleeds sprang out instantly.

Ye Jin was so embarrassed that Zhang Ruoshi quickly took him into the bathroom and blocked his nose with a tissue.

The reunion with the first love is really surprising and embarrassing!

But why do they always have to kiss in the bathroom?