Ai Miaomiao

The vow of holding hands at the beginning will one day lose its focus on the emotional scale. One end is to love yourself more, and the other end is to lose love to reality. No matter how you measure it, it will seem that there is something wrong with the scale.To love and be loved, there is nothing that cannot be forgotten, as long as the person who waits will eventually return.

Every year on the winter solstice, the Q cafeteria is full of students celebrating the festival. Students in the south will eat steaming glutinous rice balls, and students in the north will eat dumplings.

This year's winter solstice, Su Yu ate dumplings with his roommates.Haotian had dinner with the exchange students of Q University and Hong Kong students. Everyone was very happy that night and drank a lot of wine.

"Hao Tian, ​​your girlfriend is so kind to you," a girl said to Hao Tian in a contrived way.

"Yes, Su Yu is a nice person," Hao Tian echoed.

"Is it okay? I can chat with anyone," another girl sneered.

Hao Tian has long seen that the two girls "drunkards don't care about drinking", "What's wrong? Did Su Yu fail to do something well, and accidentally offended the two of you?"

"It seems that you really don't know, haven't you read the school forum?"

Hao Tian was still in a panic, don't overdo it.

"Then you have to go back and take a good look." The girl seemed to like this joke very much.

Haotian picked up his schoolbag, "I'm sorry everyone, I drank a little too much, go back and rest first, you have fun."

Haotian returned to the dormitory, turned on the computer, and entered the Q forum. Su Yu's post was pushed to the headlines, and the discussions under the post were very lively.

Su Yu ran to Ye Zhengyang's dormitory at night so that his boyfriend Haotian could go to Hong Kong as an exchange student. What do you think he can do so late?

ah?Su Yu and Ye Zhengyang slept? Oh, my god!

She is so nice to her boyfriend!

Yes, yes, do you think Hao Tian knows now?

Do you know we can still be together?

This green hat is really big enough.

Su Yu is also a bargain, Ye Zhengyang is in such a good figure.

The one upstairs is really enough for you, why don’t you go if you like it?

……

Haotian picked up his phone and called Su Yu.

Su Yu just finished eating dumplings and took a walk in the garden under the dormitory.

"Hello, Haotian. How was your dinner today?"

"No, how are you and Ye Zhengyang doing?"

"what are you saying?"

"You're already on the headlines, what do you think I'm talking about?"

"You still saw it."

"The whole world knows that I wear such a big green hat, but I don't know. I don't ask you how long do you want to hide it from me?"

"Yes, I was wrong, I fucked Ye Zhengyang, are you satisfied?"

"Stop talking, let's break up"

"Great, okay," Su Yu hung up the phone.

With the evening breeze blowing, Su Yu sat alone on a bench in the yard, tears kept falling.

Su Yu's headlines became more and more heated, and she would be the target of gossip wherever she went, and her roommates also talked about her in private, and gradually moved away from her, leaving only Tingting, the roommate who had the best relationship with Su Yu.

Su Yu often wonders, is he crazy?Is it worth it for an ex-boyfriend who doesn't understand himself?Su Yu moved out of the dormitory and rented a single room near the school. He tried not to go to school when he was free, and went back to class occasionally.

On the day Su Yu moved, Miaomiao, Mu Hua and Tingting all ran to help, and the four of them had dinner together in the evening.It was said that it was a meal, but Su Yu actually used it to drink away her worries. She kept laughing that night, laughing at herself fiercely. The four of them drank a lot of wine, and then ran to the top of Q University to blow the cold wind. Su Yu chatted all night in the small single room, went crazy all night, until dawn, Su Yu finally cried, very loudly.

Miao Miao, Mu Hua, and Tingting comforted Su Yu and took care of her, for fear that she would do something stupid when she was emotional. Su Yu also gradually calmed down and began to gossip about Miao Miao.

Su Yu smiled bitterly, "I wanted to teach you what a man in love should be like, but now I have no qualifications."

"I haven't planned to fall in love yet, but if you want to tell me, I will still listen." Miaomiao tried her best to pretend to be natural, but she still resisted Su Yu's gossip in her heart.

"Still pretending, fools can see it, you and Mengen", Tingting chased after her.

"I don't even know about it myself," Miao Miao continued to pretend that nothing happened.

"It's easy if you don't say it. One day we girls will surround Mengen and ask her, and she will have to recruit if she doesn't." Su Yu regained his strength.

"Don't, don't, it hasn't been long since the beginning, just let us fall in love freely", Miao Miao begged for mercy.

"I'm not your mother, you just need to admit it," Su Yu looked proud.

Mu Hua lit a cigarette at the side, and blew clouds out of the window with thoughtful eyes.Mu Hua has always been like this. When he is simple, he plays online games and jokes like a child. When he is gloomy, it seems that no one can enter his world, and no one dares to touch the enchantment around him.Miao Miao often feels that communicating with Mu Hua is very tiring, depending on his face, she dares to fight with him when he is happy, and try to keep a distance from him when he is silent.

Later, Su Yu found a lot of part-time jobs and was on the way to run part-time jobs every day.The method of using work to fill the pain really worked. She gradually forgot why she had so many part-time jobs at that time. She earned a lot of commissions, and occasionally asked Miaomiao, Mu Hua and Tingting to eat, go shopping, and watch movies together.

Miaomiao understands that Su Yu and Haotian still have feelings. Miaomiao and Haotian have talked about Su Yu's current situation and the truth behind the headline incident, but Haotian seems to have made up his mind to give up Su Yu and the once enviable relationship.For this reason, Miaomiao and Haotian become cold, and they no longer regard each other as best friends.

The weather is getting colder, and it's time to get up and rely on courage.The cold air approached and penetrated the heart.The world in the north has long been covered with snow, and the unknown pink and purple petals on the roadside of the Q University campus fell to the ground. Just after the winter rain, the petals were soaked into mud.Fallen flowers are not heartless things, into Chunni more quadrangle.But Luohong is affectionate, and the world has no intention.

Once the final exams are over, the winter vacation will come again.For Miaomiao, the final exam is just approaching the time to receive the scholarship.Meng En, who grew up in the south, has never seen snow, and Miaomiao plans to take Meng En to Changbai Mountain to see the snow during this holiday.

Miao Miao and Meng En took the bus for two days and two nights to Baishan City, and changed trains in Beijing in the middle.It was the first time for Meng En to take such a long train, all the way from the green mountains and green waters to the ice and snow.

Meng En was a little unaccustomed to the cold winter in the north, sitting on the seat in the corridor of the sleeper car, watching the snowflakes flying outside the window, falling on the window, crystal clear.Miao Miao breathed out on her hands, took Meng En's hands, rubbed them gently, and then held them in her hands.Meng En's flushed cheeks were pink and charming under the reflection of the white snow.

When the train arrived in Baishan City, the wind was bitterly cold, and the winter wind was like a whip dipped in water, slapping the face over and over again.Miaomiao helped Mengen tie up her scarf and tighten her hat.

Miaomiao and Mengen had booked a hotel in advance, and checked in after finding the hotel. At first, they booked two single rooms. At night, when the north wind howled, Mengen was afraid of the howling wind, so she still knocked on the door of Miaomiao’s room. Meng En shrinks into Miao Miao's arms, Miao Miao hugs Meng En, and Meng En falls asleep.

The next day Miao Miao returned Meng En's single room.Miaomiao brought Mengen to the majestic Changbai Mountain. Standing in front of the snow-capped mountains, Mengen was shocked by the scenery of the northern country. Miaomiao hit Mengen with a snowball. Mengen fought back. Lying on the snow, looking at the sky, looking at this silver-white world.

The two walked through the dense forest and climbed to the top of the mountain, looking at the mysterious and beautiful Tianchi Lake in Changbai Mountain, as if flying into the fairyland through the clouds and fog.

When it was getting late, the two returned to the hotel.The two sat on the bus, only Miao Miao and Meng En were left on the last bus, Miao Miao was pushed to the ground by Meng En because of playing with Meng En, and her pants were wet a lot.Miao Miao had no choice but to stand aside to let the pants dry faster.

Meng En sat on the seat and wiped the frost on the car window with her hands, like a curious child.Then he drew a boy with a Miaomiao appearance. Miaomiao was holding the handle with his left hand, and with his right hand, he drew a girl with bangs and big eyes next to the boy Mengen painted, which looked very much like Mengen.Not far from Meng En's face is Miao Miao, Miao Miao turned her head, looked at Meng En's fair face and pink lips, and kissed Meng En's lips.The bus was still moving forward, and the driver could leave work as long as he finished the shift. In this cold winter, this kiss was like the sun, warming the frozen two instantly.

In the next few days, Miaomiao took Mengen to many places unique to the north and ate many authentic Northeast dishes.

Miaomiao helped Mengen put on her skates and dragged Mengen slowly into the ice rink.Meng En pulled Miao Miao's clothes and followed behind Miao Miao step by step.In the middle of the empty skating rink, there is only this pair of lovers, holding hands, spinning round and round.Miao Miao taught Meng En earnestly, Meng En finally dared to let go of Miao Miao's hand, and slid slowly by herself.Lovers in love are like couples on the ice rink. At the beginning, the pace of the two people will not be the same. The person who skates fast must patiently teach the person who skates slowly. The two are always tightly linked. Together, I am afraid that the other party will disappear as soon as I look back, but in the end, I must be brave enough to let go, otherwise if one of the two slips and falls, both of them will fall all over with bruises.

There are no follow-up lights, no moving accompaniment, only empty venues and chandeliers in the stadium.Miao Miao is like an angel who suddenly descended into the world, performing figure skating and speed skating movements on the skating rink. Miao Miao can move freely on the ice, come and go freely, and the corners of her clothes fly in the air with Miao Miao's skating.Meng En sat aside, looking at Miao Miao who was different from usual, looking at this dazzling boy under the light, she didn't expect that after so many years, she could only see him like this in her dreams.

Two ordinary souls may not have met very early, but they seemed to come together through time and space, neither fast nor slow, vaguely remembering the old face after the turmoil.But for love that is too violent, physical resistance will always make people tired, and eventually wear out, just like a kite falling in love with a strong wind, once the love reaches the extreme, it will never stop.When the strong wind blows, the string of the kite will be blown off easily, and the kite can no longer return to the original place, until the passion of the strong wind fades, the kite will fall in the air, and no one will pick it up until it falls to the ground.As for love, there is no choice, the temperament of two people will make it what it will be.