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Shen Jianxin had a dream.

He dreamed that he stepped out of Daoxiang Village for the first time. He dreamed that he entered the Chunyang Palace by mistake and became a closed disciple.

Then, he walked into the world of mortals from the snowy mountains all the year round with his passion. The West Lake in the mortal world is full of vitality, singing and laughing, singing and dancing are also normal, and not far from these bustling places is the bright yellow the villa.

He is a young man with a broad heart, but he was not fascinated by the beauty of the world when he entered the world for the first time. He only recognized this person as his first friend, and his words and conversations were full of youthful spirit.

After that, I left West Lake, roamed the rivers and lakes, saw the love and hatred in the Valley of Ten Thousand Flowers, experienced the love and hatred of the Red Clothes Sect, tasted the warmth and warmth of human relationships in the rivers and lakes, and returned to the snow after being confused, but finally embarked on an unknown journey.

Young people should be so high-spirited. Even if the road ahead is gloomy, they should not be afraid of the thorns in it, let alone the accusations of others.

Shen Jianxin thought, the dream should continue like this, with gains and losses, love and hate, without the flowers next to the West Lake to lose their luster, without the warm sun in the wind and fire in the fragrance of rice, everything is safe usual.

But Shen Jianxin has never been a weak person blindly drowning in dreams, since the established fate has happened, he will not escape.

So, the sweet dream stopped, and he watched indifferently that the blue color under the crescent moon turned into blue-black fragments, and watched the white color under the setting sun melt into the crimson cold light.

Shen Jianxin understood that he was about to wake up.

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Finally, he recalled his consciousness from the long slumber. The body that had not moved for many days had become a little stiff. In the chaos, the subconscious mind was connected to the memory before coma, and Shen Jianxin, who thought he was in the Chunyang Palace, was Before he felt his surroundings, he stretched out his hand, thinking that this time he must pull out a few beards of Li Wangsheng.

"Who do you want?"

There was no expected cry of pain, but a voice like Qinxue Youyue came from not far away, and Shen Jianxin's extremely restless hand was held in his hand in an instant, and the warm touch made him feel uncomfortable. He couldn't help but feel a sense of tiredness, but deep down in his heart suddenly had an urge to open his eyes immediately.

But after a while, Shen Jianxin stopped these actions.

He remembered that he was blind, and what he was doing now was in vain.

"Who?"

After all, his hand was still held by an unknown person, but due to the unhealed internal injury, Shen Jianxin had no strength to break free for the time being.This made Shen Jianxin somewhat irritated—after all, since he became the chivalrous supreme, he rarely let others have a chance to touch him—after all, there are many enemies, and he must not be controlled by anyone, who knows what will happen next Will a person smile and slap a poisonous needle into his body when he pats his shoulder?

However, the person in front of him fell silent.

"I want to see the head."

Shen Jianxin, who hadn't heard a response for a long time, didn't say much, and asked to see Li Wangsheng by name.

Shen Jianxin, who originally thought he would still not get an answer, heard the man sigh, and then, the man seemed to approach his ear and whispered: "You are by the West Lake, how can you see that is still there?" The head of Chunyang on the top of Mount Hua?"

"What?" Shen Jianxin felt a little dizzy from the heat in his ears, "No, shouldn't I be in Chunyang Palace?"

"After all, Huashan is cold all year round, which is not conducive to the cultivation of patients. I was the one who brought you here from Chunyang Palace."

Finally, after this answer fell to the ground, Shen Jianxin's mushy brain finally cleared up at this moment, and the voice in his ear gradually penetrated into his brain, directly triggering the silent memory in his mind.

"Ye Ying?" Following the track in memory, Shen Jianxin's voice inevitably trembled.

"……it's me."

As soon as this answer appeared, Shen Jianxin immediately turned over and sat up on the bed, completely ignoring the pain in his body caused by the sudden standing up, he almost wanted to escape from here immediately.

"Where do you want to go? I still have a lot of questions to ask you."

There was a push that was neither light nor heavy, and for a moment, Shen Jianxin only felt that his wrist was tightly held by the person beside him, and in a blink of an eye, he had already been bullied to the edge of the wall.

Ye Ying had a pleasant fragrance, not a smell of makeup, but it made Shen Jianxin very fond of it, he wanted to go up to sniff it, but he held back after all.

"I asked you before, what is the price you have to pay." Ye Ying's voice was obviously cold, Shen Jianxin had never heard Ye Ying speak in such a voice, so he almost subconsciously The skinny smile stopped laughing.

"Ah...Ye Ying, what are you talking about, do you think I'm not doing well?"

Ye Ying's long hair was already loose, but at this moment it flowed down from her body and swept Shen Jianxin's cheek slightly, which made Shen Jianxin feel a little anxious.

"Then what's with the strips over your eyes?"

"Ah..." Shen Jianxin's mind started to get muddled again at this moment, and he replied almost without thinking, "Hahaha this is very popular in Jianghu now, do you see that I have become a lot more handsome all of a sudden, with good looks?" It’s not just three to five points.”

Listening to Shen Jianxin's gag, Ye Ying's heart was both funny and distressed, and at the same time accompanied by undiminished anger.

"Then let me take a closer look."

Sensing the hand stretched towards the cloth strip on his face, Shen Jianxin suddenly became flustered. He wanted to stop Ye Ying's movement, so his mouth started to shout involuntarily: "Don't—"

At the same time, his hand didn't stop, obviously trying to break free from Ye Ying's imprisonment, but what Shen Jianxin didn't expect was that Ye Ying, who was once powerless, still needs his protection everywhere. Ye Ying, after practicing the Supreme Heart Sword, has the ability to make herself unable to escape from his shackles easily. Although there is indeed a reason for her unhealed serious injury, it is undeniable that Ye Ying's current strength is Not to be underestimated.

"Wait, Ye Ying, don't look!"

In a hurry, Shen Jianxin had to cover Ye Ying's eyes with his other hand, but he pulled his hand away slightly the moment he touched Ye Ying's skin.

No matter how much he knew that Ye Ying's martial arts were strong now, in Shen Jianxin's heart, he was always the Ye Ying who couldn't stand the heat and the cold, so as soon as he touched the warmth of Ye Ying's skin, Shen Jianxin quickly put his Some cold hands were moved away.

"Ugh--"

Feeling Shen Jianxin's small movements, Ye Ying felt that she really had nothing to do with Shen Jianxin - he was never a person who would sigh easily for something, but after meeting Shen Jianxin, this habit was broken. know how many times.

"Shen Jianxin."

Ye Ying took apart the cloth strip tied in front of Shen Jianxin's eyes, and the white cloth strip slid down Shen Jianxin's cheek, but Ye Ying did not immediately look at Shen Jianxin's appearance.

What will happen?In fact, Ye Ying also wanted to know, but at this stage, he didn't dare to look at it.

If you want to see it, during Shen Jianxin's coma, he had countless opportunities to spy on it, but every time he stretched out his hand, he put it down again for some reason.

I can't do it anyway, maybe it's more of a fear and not necessarily.

Ye Ying couldn't explain this feeling, he just told himself forcibly that this was because the gentleman's style of hiding the sword did not allow him to do this, this was taking advantage of others' danger, not what a gentleman did.

But exactly why, he knew well but was extremely confused.

"Shen Jianxin, how can your eyes recover?" Ye Ying lowered her head and looked at Shen Jianxin's wrist, which was tightly held by her, as if she was afraid that the man would run away if she let go, so until Shen Jianxin's wrist turned white, and he showed no sign of letting go.

And Shen Jianxin let Ye Ying hold it as if he didn't know the pain. He seemed to be thinking about his words and was silent for a while, and finally he had no choice but to tell the truth: "Useless Ye Ying, the only way to change eyes is to look at me." Take another look, and this method has been destroyed by me, and the old man who gave me this method has passed away..."

Shen Jianxin didn't continue talking, but Ye Ying knew the result.

After being silent for a few seconds, he finally raised his head and took a closer look at Shen Jianxin in front of him—the strip of cloth slid down, and there was no empty bloody eye socket as imagined, and it was Shen Jianxin who closed his eyes that was completely exposed in front of Ye Ying. The appearance is as quiet as if taking a nap, except for some whitening around the eye sockets, there is no difference compared with ordinary people.

At this moment, Shen Jianxin's hair is loose - his hair seems to be growing very slowly, compared to the first time he met Ye Ying, it is only a little longer, but because it is not tied up in a mess like before, but It is draped softly, so unconsciously, it really has the appearance of a fairy.

Perhaps feeling that Ye Ying was looking at him, Shen Jianxin said without hesitation: "It's okay, it's just that I can't open my eyes, and the rest are the same as before."

"It's just a pity about your eyes—after all, your jasper-colored eyes look good on you, and my eyes don't match your temperament after all."

Ye Ying didn't respond to Shen Jianxin immediately, he just got up slowly, and then helped Shen Jianxin who was forced to the wall.

Shen Jianxin was still a little confused, so he didn't dare to continue speaking. He let Ye Ying help him up and sat down beside the bed. Just as he sat down, he felt a sweetness in his mouth——

It's icing sugar.

Just this bit of icing sugar suddenly aroused Shen Jianxin's hunger desire, the successive days of restlessness and long-term coma, his stomach was already empty at this time, so Shen Jianxin almost tasted this little bit of icing sugar. Just bit down.

The frosting held the teeth down and closed it. As soon as he bit down, the pastry coated with frosting was pierced by the teeth. In an instant, the sweet filling wrapped in the middle could not wait to leak out, almost in an instant. It filled Shen Jianxin's numb taste buds, and the filling with the fragrance of eggs and frankincense swept his mouth, making his hair stand on end in shock.

"Ye Ying, what is this!"

Before Shen Jianxin finished eating, he couldn't wait to ask Ye Ying. It may be because the food was in his mouth, and he himself was very hungry. He immediately forgot how cautious he was just now. Ye Ying was asked.

"The special dessert of Hidden Sword Villa."

"Delicious!" Shen Jianxin didn't wait for Ye Ying to continue feeding himself, he reached out to grab another one from the plate, and happily started his journey of elimination.

Looking at Shen Jianxin whose cheeks were bulging due to being filled with food, Ye Ying felt that they had come to the time when they met for the first time in a daze. At that time, Shen Jianxin had no worries other than having no money. The difference was that Shen Jianxin at that time I still have admiration for myself, and I talk to myself cautiously. At that time, I just thought that the person in front of me was interesting, and I would tease a few words from time to time with a full intention of teasing.

"You used to say that I can't see flowers after I'm blind, but now you can't see flowers." Looking at the white outside the window, Ye Ying suddenly remembered the scene when she first met Shen Jianxin. It was in full bloom, but it was a pity that there was one person who was never seen again.

"Looking at the flowers, what are you doing looking at the flowers? I'm not as leisurely and elegant as you," Shen Jianxin faltered while stuffing the remaining candied fruit, "Besides, there are flowers in front of me, can't I see them or feel them? ? Come on, Hua'er, let me touch it?"

Shen Jianxin didn't think too much, he pretended to be a hooligan, and stretched out his hand to reach the flowers in front of him like a real flower picker.

Originally, he thought that Ye Ying would definitely dodge, so he didn't care about anything, and just moved the finger that was still covered in candy forward restlessly.

Anyway, the final result would definitely be a cloud of air, so Shen Jianxin didn't mind the sugar stains on Ye Ying's face.

However, what Shen Jianxin didn't expect was that Ye Ying grabbed his restless hand.

"Uh... I'm sorry Ye Ying..." Although Shen Jianxin did many things with a brazen look, but after all, he had never been a hooligan in this area. He thought it was Ye Ying who was angered by his frivolous words and deeds. Shen Jianxin was about to take back his hand, but found that Ye Ying did not show any sign of letting go.

"Ye Ying?"

Shen Jianxin asked with some doubts, but at the next moment, he felt a force pulling him slightly, and then, the warm touch spread to his fingertips.

"Can this flower on my forehead satisfy the picky Shen Shaoxia?"

Shen Jianxin didn't expect this result, and didn't dare to move for a while, as if his touch would shatter the flowers on Ye Ying's forehead in an instant, his fingers were almost frozen in place, advancing and retreating. no.

But then, something happened that made Shen Jianxin even more caught off guard - he felt a warm and moist touch from his cold fingertips.

Although Shen Jianxin couldn't see anymore, to some extent, his sense of touch became more sensitive.

He knows this feeling, and he will do it whenever there are still sugar stains on his fingertips after eating desserts—after all, Shen Jianxin is poor, and the desserts that can usually be bought are cheap ones that others can't sell, so even if Every bit of candy can't be let go.

After reacting, Shen Jianxin immediately hung up.

Slightly letting go of Shen Jianxin's fingertips, Ye Ying's face also turned slightly red. After all, he is not a thick-skinned person, but because he simply does not reject the touch of the person he loves, he can't help himself for a while——Recalling Looking at the sugar stains on Shen Jianxin's fingers that he had just licked, the slightly sweetness was just the most suitable, and Ye Ying, who was still in a low mood, couldn't help feeling refreshed.

"The candied fruit you just ate is made of crabapple fruit. You can enjoy the flowers, smell the fragrance, and eat the fruit—"

Ye Ying savored the sweetness on the tip of his tongue, and unknowingly raised his head to look at Shen Jianxin, who was already on-hook, and for some reason, seemed to be fascinated by ghosts, and uttered the sentence that he didn't know how many times he had tossed around in his dream——

"Shen Jianxin, I am pleased with you."

His voice was very soft, but he hammered heavily at the tip of Shen Jianxin's heart, making Shen Jianxin's face, which was originally in an on-hook state, unconsciously turn red, and it tended to become more and more red.

"I don't know, I don't know..." In the end, Shen Jianxin, who was full of confusion, could only repeat these four words weakly.

However, when he felt Ye Ying's slightly trembling hands, it was as if someone had lowered his head, and he couldn't help but continue talking for some reason.

"I—I really miss you...Every time I hear someone say your name, I miss you...Sometimes I don't know what you are doing...I...I—"

"I still think you're pretty!"

"You please me too." Ye Ying said firmly after hearing this sentence.

"I do not have!"

"You have."

"no!"

"Have."

"..."

Such an unnutritious conversation went back and forth between the two of them several times, until Shen Jianxin was a little tired, but the two were still arguing about this issue.

"Do you please me?"

Suddenly, Ye Ying no longer continued the quarrel just now, but looked at Shen Jianxin seriously, and asked solemnly.

Feeling the warmth from the person in front of him who had been arguing with him for a long time, Shen Jianxin suddenly felt a little angry for some reason, and he asked angrily without trying to hide it: "You...you ask me again Just tell you!"

Although he knew that this might be an unintentional act because Shen Jianxin's long-term burden was temporarily forgotten, but Ye Ying's expression softened inadvertently at this coquettish scene.

"Do you please me?"

How serious Ye Ying's expression should be when she said this. Although Shen Jianxin couldn't see it, he could clearly hear the sincerity in that voice. Shen Jianxin only felt his ears ringing. Ye Ying's fans or family members know what will happen.

"I....I don't know..."

Shen Jianxin did not tell lies, he really didn't know.

When he was a child, he often listened to his grandma eating under the candle and talking to himself about the stories in the storybook, which were nothing more than these fancy love stories. Shen Jianxin didn't understand almost every story, so naturally, he also I feel that the so-called love does not exist, and after that, love turns into love, and love is the condition for being a hero.

Therefore, in Shen Jianxin's world, love should always be a condition.

"It's okay, then just listen to me—" Ye Ying took Shen Jianxin's hand and squeezed it slightly, "Shen Jianxin, do you know how regretful I am?"

"I shouldn't have promised you then."

"And when I heard you say that my blindness has nothing to do with you, I was even more furious."

"Shen Jianxin, do you want to cut off our relationship so much?"

Shen Jianxin didn't answer right away, of course he knew that he was at fault for this matter, and he said it was for his own good but did something he didn't want to accept, but Shen Jianxin didn't expect that the usually prudent owner would suddenly become so childish.

Shen Jianxin has a way of coaxing children, but once a child is not childish, he can't coax him.

Just when Shen Jianxin was thinking about how to speak, Ye Ying continued: "You just sweep the snow in front of other people's doors, no matter when will you change your temper?"

"Obviously you are like this too!" Hearing these words, Shen Jianxin immediately forgot the business, and retorted back not to be outdone.

"Every time I hear people in the world ridiculing you for being blind, when they all say that you are not worthy of being a hero, I feel that I can't let it go," Ye Ying didn't refute Shen Jianxin this time, he just continued Gu Zi said, "Sometimes, I even feel hateful."

"But I'm clearly the one who has the least qualifications to hate."

"Ye Ying..." Listening to the words of the person in front of him, Shen Jianxin felt his nose ache, and he couldn't help but muttered Ye Ying's name, "You don't have to hate them, I... I might I really don’t have the qualifications to be a hero anymore.”

Shen Jianxin gently stroked Ye Ying's hand with his backhand, and said: "During that time, when I was in a state of madness, I often recalled the past, but the more I remembered the past, the more I doubted it. To be a hero, I am simply a fake."

"The original heart is lost, but it used to exist, but for that original heart, I can't even recall the feeling now, as if it never existed..."

"So, sometimes I wonder if the me I used to be was a fake, and the me I am now is..."

"Shen Jianxin!" Before Shen Jianxin finished speaking, Ye Ying's sullen voice came over, "Don't think about it, is it true that the Daoxiang Village and your blood were all fake? "

"Look..." Ye Ying's voice froze for a moment, and when she spoke again, her sullen voice disappeared and became softer, "Touch me, I'm not fake, ours was not fake , just like your past is not fake."

"Ye Ying..." Shen Jianxin said, the bitterness in his voice was so strong that he couldn't get rid of it, "I don't have Daoxiang Village anymore, I don't have a heart anymore, even if I know it was true, I can't go back."

"I have seen countless people with true temperament. They erected a wooden tablet at the entrance of Daoxiang Village, on which was written 'The Tomb of Shen Jianxin, the bloody madman'; I also met countless people with false compassion. They advised me to forget the tragedy of Daoxiang Village. In the world of life, one is suddenly like a traveler, forgetting that scene and starting over is the truth."

"I don't even feel angry, I just think it's funny—if the wooden monument is erected, will I die with the folks? No. But if I live in the world but forget Daoxiang Village, then I won't even have the things I once owned. I don't have anything from before I was 15, I can't throw away everything from before I was 25."

"No one can replace Daoxiang Village."

"Including Chunyang Palace, including Hidden Sword Villa, and even, including you."

Ye Ying looked at Shen Jianxin's face, it seemed that these successive disasters destroyed the sadness on his face, Ye Ying couldn't see any sadness.

But as a bystander, he was obviously about to be suffocated by this heavy sadness.

"Let's say I'm arrogant," Ye Ying gently touched Shen Jianxin's face with her fingertips, "Although I can't replace the complete Daoxiang Village, I also want to be a part of your future heart."

"Ye Ying..." Shen Jianxin's voice was slightly astringent.

He thought, maybe he also liked Ye Ying, otherwise why would he be involuntarily happy because of such a sentence?

But at the same time, happiness is also accompanied by sourness——Why bother, as the master of Cangjian Villa, why should Ye Ying wrong herself so much and be willing to be a part of the heart of this walking dead?

"Ye Ying, why? Why do you treat me so well? You are my heart, but how dare you guarantee that I will not retaliate against those villagers after I recover? Once I do this, let's not talk about your remarks, just Now that you let me cultivate in Hidden Sword Villa, it is enough for you to be overwhelmed by people's words..."

"Because I like you, and I believe in you," Ye Ying replied without thinking, "You wouldn't do that."

He has long known that Shen Jianxin is a contradictory body, he needs people's trust, as long as there is one person who believes in him, he is willing to stay the same for this letter.

"I believe that everyone who knows themselves best is themselves, but when you are in confusion, now, only I know you best."

"You are Shen Jianxin, you serve the people and the common people, and you are worthy of being a hero. Although you can't let go of blood and deep hatred, you will not go back on your word."

"If you don't believe in yourself, let me write instead."

3-

"I think, I still have to go to the rivers and lakes to experience what open-mindedness is." Shen Jianxin said.

The wind comes to Mount Wu, the sunset shines on Lei Feng, and the broken moon in Pinghu climbs the branches.Shen Jianxin had just woken up, but she couldn't stay in the room all the time, Ye Ying seemed to be afraid that Shen Jianxin would bump into her accidentally, she kept holding Shen Jianxin's hand during the walk and refused to let go.

"The reasons you give yourself every time are both good and clumsy," Ye Ying said, "Why do you have to be so euphemistic if you want to continue wandering in the rivers and lakes?"

Shen Jianxin pursed his lips, then sighed helplessly.

"Grandma told me," Shen Jianxin lowered her head and said, "She said that you don't need to deliberately look for a home, because home is where your heart is at ease."

"I don't know why, if I stay by your side, I feel at ease. I want to stay by your side, but I really can't let go of those sentient beings, and I can't let go of where I come from..."

"No matter how much they abuse me, I can't just ignore them."

"Then you don't need to keep it." Ye Ying said without hesitation, "I have been maintaining your Heavenly Sword for you. I know you don't want it to be stained with blood, so I have been lying clean."

Although Ye Ying answered very neatly, but I don't know how long ago he came to this realization - there is a world in Shen Jianxin's heart, which cannot be replaced by anyone, and with him Ye Ying, with the entire Hidden Sword Villa , I can't give a quack.

"I know that you don't stay for anyone when you walk in the rivers and lakes, and you can't recognize your own feelings, but," Ye Ying turned to look at Shen Jianxin, and said, "I still want to say, although I can't stay with you forever, but I believe we are destined to send our hearts to each other."

"There are two places where my heart is safe, one is hidden sword, and the other is called Jianxin."

"Jian Xin, Yu Sheng, although we may not be able to spend time with each other every day, I believe we will not forget each other in the world."

"One day when the world is peaceful and the sea is clear and the rivers are clear, we will carry each other and see this great river and mountain, okay?"

——"That's why I also sincerely wish that you can find your own warmth and that you will never be lost for the rest of your life."

The old man's words entered Shen Jianxin's mind again, he pursed his lips, and then laughed.

"Ye Ying." Shen Jianxin didn't answer immediately, but called out Ye Ying's name.

"how?"

"I understand--"

"I should be happy with you."

Finish

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