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Huo Zhi and Yin Li were sitting in the bathtub, Huo Zhi poured water on Yin Li like a child.

The hot water made the faces of the two of them turn red, and Yin Li hoarsely said, "Huo Zhi, I'm so stingy, I can't see you getting close to others, is it sick, I don't want to see a psychiatrist anymore Let’s take it as a medical examination.”

Huo Zhi's hands froze, and then he replied: "Fuck it, possessiveness between lovers is human nature, you have to go to see a doctor for this kind of thing, wouldn't a psychiatrist have to work to death for men and women all over the world?" You can be possessive, but you can't ignore me, and then sulking silently, understand? If you feel something is wrong in your heart, I will treat it for you."

"You can also be a doctor, you are really good." Yin Li also scooped up a pinch of water and sprinkled it on Huo Zhi's body.

Huo Zhi slowly moved towards him, and kissed Yin Li a wet kiss in the warm air: "You man can do more work."

The next day when Huo Zhi left home to go to work, Yin Li opened the study drawer and placed the medicine bottles inside on the table one by one, fluoxetine, paroxetine hydrochloride... I forgot when I went to the doctor to treat mental illness medicine.

There are also two empty bottles of sleeping pills, which make a particularly crisp sound when thrown into the trash can.

People say that sleeping pills are actually addictive to a certain extent, and Yin Li hates the feeling of being dependent, even with drugs, so in the end he would rather suffer from insomnia and gradually reduce the use of drugs, but it seems that he still ate a lot without knowing it. .

Then when did you start relying on Huo Zhi so much?Yin Li turned on the phone, flipped through the chat content, and counted the call records. It had been a long time. It turned out that the love between him and Huo Zhi had accumulated so much unconsciously.

Until he changed his clothes and went out, entered the code and sat in the studio, Yin Li still kept feeling lucky that he met Huo Zhi.

The movie theme song cooperation I talked about before was a campus youth movie. Yin Li took the plot introduction sent by the film crew, and while composing the song to match the storyline, he couldn't help but substitute himself and Huo Zhi into the green past many years ago.

If he and Huo Zhi had met earlier, what would have happened?Could he also have a normal study life and love life like a normal person?Wouldn't it be that he won't grow into the awkward personality he is now?

Just as he was daydreaming, the manager came in and called him, disrupting Yin Li's thoughts: "Brother Li, the boss is looking for you."

"It's just the beginning of the month today, why did Mr. Xing come to the company?" Yin Li asked, looking at the date at the bottom of the computer screen.

"I don't know. The boss only said that he has something to do with you. If it's a work arrangement, you should just tell me. Maybe it's something personal."

"Oh." Knowing that the boss seldom directly participates in the company's business arrangements, Yin Li only comes once a month, but he can't think of any other private matters between him and the boss, so he opened the door and walked towards Xing Yuansong's office in a daze. go.

After knocking on the door three times, no one in the office answered him.Except for the company's general meeting, Yin Li hadn't met the boss alone in private, so he couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed and at a loss.After entering and seeing the deep expression on the boss's face, Yin Li became even more disturbed, subconsciously wondering if he had made any mistakes.

Xing Yuansong raised his head and looked at Yin Li carefully. Although his expression was serious, he spoke very gently: "Yin Li, sit down."

Yin Li didn't dare to sit, and didn't want to sit too much. He just stood a few meters away from Xing Yuansong and didn't move.

"Why don't you sit down, you see I'm nervous?" Xing Yuansong didn't answer him, but left his desk and walked to Yin Li.

Yin Li unconsciously took a step back when Xing Yuansong approached. His mind was sharper than the others, so he could naturally tell that the way Xing Yuansong looked at him was not the emotion that a boss should have when looking at an employee.

"..." Yin Li's Adam's apple twitched, and he said, "If you have work arrangements, you can find Xiao Sui, who is my manager, and I don't know much about these official matters." There was a desire in that tone that cannot be ignored. get away.

Xing Yuansong pretended not to hear the other party's resistance: "I know you don't understand these things, and you signed in six years ago because you didn't understand anything."

When he said this, Yin Li was sure that he wasn't being too sensitive just now. Xing Yuansong really didn't just treat him as an ordinary employee.

A small entertainment company whose annual revenue is less than one-tenth of his family's business, a small folk singer who has no presence in the company, and the boss fondly recalls the past to him, sounds like a very bloody topic.

Seeing Yin Li bowing his head and not speaking, Xing Yuansong also sensed his discomfort.But since the conversation had already begun, he didn't intend to just let Yin Li go back like this. Xing Yuansong turned around, picked up his mobile phone and said something. After a while, he put on his coat and said to Yin Li: "It's already noon Already, I ordered someone to reserve a seat in the restaurant, so we can have lunch together for the sake of face?"

Yin Li was so dazed by the sudden affection, he even forgot how to say the rejection for a moment, when he was dragged by Xing Yuansong to the parking lot, he turned a corner in his mind: "...I don't Can I go? I... I still have some work to do, and the partner is anxious to make a preliminary idea..."

"If you don't finish it, how much liquidated damages will you have to pay? You can ask your agent to report the number now." Xing Yuansong didn't take Yin Li's rhetoric at all.

"..."

Seeing that Yin Li was speechless, Xing Yuansong opened the co-pilot's door and said, "It's just a meal, I have a few words I want to tell you, you don't have to be so close to the enemy."

"...Okay then." Yin Li got into the car in a daze, turned his head to look at the scenery outside the window, and hoped that the boss would stop saying anything strange.

He thought back on the past few years. Since he joined the company, he has been writing songs by himself. He has written a few popular songs for popular stars and some half-popular singers. Sing it yourself.Although he can't make a lot of money, he is more than enough to support himself.

When he was young and didn't sign a company, he sang in the Qing bar. Yin Li could only think of the company introduced to him by the boss of the Qing bar. Others, he really couldn't remember any intersection with the boss.

It is reasonable for Yin Li not to remember, after all, Xing Yuansong has not shown any signs for so many years.So Yin Li has never been able to know that Xing Yuansong visited him every day six years ago, but he never said anything to him or did anything out of the ordinary. created by signing him.

Yin Li has never seen the internal contracts of other brokerage companies. In fact, there is no such thing as a fixed monthly salary in their line of work, and there is no such thing as free working hours and the right to choose what to do or not to do.Over the years, he has been used to those big stars who can earn seven figures just by running a commercial performance. He thought that his income was already at the level of the poor in the circle, but he didn't know that there were still many precarious people with little music left. Dreams are lost in this city.

So when Yin Li sat down and heard Xing Yuansong mention these pasts to him, and finally said "I liked you very much back then", he just felt incredible.

Looking at the dishes on the table, Yin Li was stunned for a long time, until Xing Yuansong drank two full glasses of wine, he said: "At that time, the owner of Qingba said that someone appreciated my musical talent, so he left me a business card. I thought... that person really liked the song I sang."

He swallowed the last sentence back into his stomach - "So it was because of this skin".

Xing Yuansong seemed unaware of Yin Li's loss, and continued on his own: "I may be bisexual. I couldn't help the elders of the family back then, so I got married under the arrangement of my parents. At first, the family was considered happy and happy, and there was even a My child, I am not an irresponsible person, nor do I have the guts to put all my eggs in one basket. I plan to bury this shameful thought in my stomach alone, and I am relieved to only think of you living a better life."

"Then why do you have to say it now?" Yin Li felt shocked and absurd in his heart. There are many stories in modern cities, and he never thought that he would become the protagonist in such a story.

"I'm getting a divorce." Xing Yuansong drank another glass of wine and spoke slowly.

"...so what do you mean by telling me?"

"I know it's irresponsible for me to do this, but I didn't know you were gay at the time, otherwise I..."

"You don't need to make any assumptions." Yin Li interrupted him aloud, "You have a family and children, you should put away those thoughts that you shouldn't have, instead of coming to me and telling me what would happen six years ago What kind of nonsense."

After finishing speaking, Yin Li immediately got up and was about to leave. He hated all those who were not responsible for the family and children.

Xing Yuansong chased him out of his seat: "Yin Li, will you resign and leave the company?"

"meeting."

"The water in the circle is very deep, and I can recommend a good music company for you."

"No, please take care of your family more. I'm a small employee, so I don't need to bother you."

After finishing speaking, Yin Li reached out to stop a taxi and got in quickly.

Yin Li didn't bring his mobile phone with him when he left the studio, so no one answered even a few calls when Huo Zhi got off work at noon.

In the end, Sui He couldn't wait for Yin Li to come back, looked at the note with only one heart on the screen, and connected the voice.

"Baby, what are you doing? Don't you feel annoyed? Why don't you answer the phone?"

"..." Sui He was a little dizzy by these few words. A man named Yin Li Baoer, what does this mean, so he replied, "Sorry, you must have made a mistake."

"Ah? Isn't Yin Li here?" Huo Zhi asked in embarrassment.

"Brother Li, he was called away by the boss. He just heard from his secretary that the boss took him to dinner. Do you have anything important to do?"

"It's okay, I'll call him when he comes back."

After hanging up the phone, Huo Zhi thought about it for no reason, Yin Li is not the kind of character who would have dinner with someone for no reason, and it is even more impossible to go out without a mobile phone.And the boss of their company is Xing Yuansong, thinking about his over-concern about Yin Li's coming out on the news, Huo Zhi is certain that there must be something wrong with it.

Huo Zhi opened the contact list, found Xing Yuanbai's name and dialed it.

"Yo, Huo Er, it's fresh, why did you think of calling me?"

"I have something to ask you. I want to ask your brother."

"What's wrong with my brother? Why are you suddenly interested in him?"

Huo Zhi didn't even joke with him, and asked him bluntly: "Your brother, do you like men?"

The person on the other end of the phone seemed to be stunned for a few seconds: "How do you know?"

"But, I remember, didn't your brother get married?" Huo Zhi still had a little luck.

"It's even more strange to mention this matter. These two days, my brother suddenly wanted to divorce. When he got married, everyone said he was bisexual. My sister-in-law has always been regarded as a respectful guest. I don't know what it is. Why, it stands to reason that my brother has been better than me since he was a child, and his family praised him as the most reliable person. Hey, how did you know?"

Huo Zhi sneered: "How did I know, your reliable brother is planning to poach me."

He quickly cut off the phone in Xing Yuanbai's astonishment and speechlessness, he was so angry that he couldn't eat anymore, he wished he could drag Yin Li off his boss's dining table right now.

Coincidentally, Yin Li had already returned to the studio at this time, and hurriedly called back before Huo Zhishao arrived at his company.

Huo Zhizheng was in a fit of anger, and when he spoke to Yin Li, he also had a bit of yin and yang: "While I'm not around, I'm playing some kind of poignant love scene with your boss."

"What are you talking about?" Yin Li felt a little uncomfortable by his direct questioning.

"Didn't Xing Yuansong take you to dinner? Tell me."

Yin Li had already made plans to resign, and he didn't intend to hide it from Huo Zhi, so he explained the whole story clearly.

After Yin Li finished speaking, it was already time for work, and there was a meeting to be held in the afternoon, Huo Zhi didn't have time to say more, so he could only suppress his displeasure and go to the meeting.

But how could he be completely calm during the meeting, Huo Zhi was distracted from time to time, thinking that Xing Yuansong met Yin Li six years ago, he had seen Yin Li at the most helpless and youthful age, and secretly protected him so many years.Yin Li has been in this company for six years. For so many years of leniency and so much money for support, how much Yin Li owes the other party unconsciously.

Huo Zhi felt annoyed when he thought about it, how could his petty troubles compare to others' calm and affectionate style, what should Yin Li do if he was moved and then ran away with him when he turned back.

Fuck, and a hammer meeting.

Huo Zhi stood up suddenly, and in front of everyone's surprised gazes, he left a sentence to the leader, "I have something to do first," and left in a hurry.

When he arrived at the studio, Yin Li was nervously waiting for news from Huo Zhi while clutching his cell phone. He had just said "I'll find you later" when he called and went to a meeting. Yin Li hadn't heard his opinion yet.

Seeing Huo Zhi running over at this moment, Yin Li was very surprised: "Aren't you in a meeting? Why are you here suddenly?"

"It's warped, I don't want to open it."

"You've just been transferred back from work for a month, so you're so unsteady, isn't it?"

"Okay, when I found out that there is such a steady boss who has a long relationship, I started to think I'm not steady." Huo Zhi's heart was fluctuating, and his words were a little unreasonable.

"Huo Zhi, what are you talking about?" Yin Li also raised his voice.

"Is Xing Yuansong going to abandon his wife and son to marry you? A forest of ants has grown on my head." Huo Zhi went on and on, "This calculation has been going on for five or six years, and he thinks he is the accountant."

Did you escape the meeting and come here just to quarrel with Yin Lizhi?That's not the case, but Huo Zhi's lungs would explode just thinking about it, so he talked nonsense.

"Can you talk well? If you don't, just leave. I'm not good at quarreling with people." Yin Li felt cold for a moment.

"Let's go, I'm not stable, so I won't be annoying in front of you." After speaking, he went out and drove away.

Huo Zhi came and left in a hurry, which annoyed his lover and made him angry.

Back in the office, the meeting was not over yet, Huo Zhi sat down on the chair angrily, scolding himself for being so uncontrollable, why he lost his temper with Yin Li, and it wasn't his fault that he was secretly in love with him.

But when he got there, he wanted Yin Li to coax him too.

So he refused to answer Yin Li's call or reply to Yin Li's message, but he refused to turn off the phone.He said that he was mature, but in fact, when his temper came up, he was still as naive as when he was a teenager. He looked at the fifth phone call from Yin Li, resisted the urge to answer, and persuaded himself in his heart, someone else's boyfriend Girlfriends have conflicts and have to be coaxed slowly.

Later, Yin Li stopped calling, and Huo Zhi received a message from Yin Li at four o'clock.

"Have a good meeting and make it clear to the leader. I'll go find you when I get off work later."

Immediately after Yin Li sent a bunch of emoticons, Huo Zhi was a little confused, and then remembered the nonsense he had said to Yin Li a long time ago - "You can post emoticons when you are acting like a baby", and couldn't laugh or cry for a moment.

Huo Zhi barely held back the smile on his lips, and said to Fang Qi who just came back: "Old Fang, go out after get off work later, and when you see Yin Li coming, tell me I'm not here."

Fang Qi was baffled by Huo Zhi's anomaly today, and while sorting out the documents at hand, he replied: "Okay, got it, just take a quick look at the meeting minutes and take my work away." After finishing speaking, he couldn't help but Tucao, "What's the matter with you gays, people are not straight, and when you fall in love, you are also twisted."