hold you in my arms tonight

The search and rescue team pulled in the lights and set them up with bamboo poles, ready to search and rescue all night tonight.

In the disaster area, there is no difference between day and night.All search and rescue and treatment activities are carried out throughout the night. If it is temporarily stopped because it is dark, the souls buried under the rubble will not be able to rest in peace.

Xie Yuan felt so cold, it was only September, he felt as if he had returned to that winter in Liucheng in [-].

There were swarms of search and rescue teams outside, Xie Yuan got up with difficulty, stumbled and walked over, grabbed the sleeve of one of the search and rescue team members, and asked him in a panic: "If it has been buried below for three days, is it still alive?" Can you survive?"

"Yes," said the member of the search and rescue team, "it should be possible to survive for three days. Before that, we met many people who were still alive for five or six days."

Xie Yuan had the urge to cry, looked back at Ren Cheng, cried and laughed and said: "Jiang Xun must still be alive, he is still waiting for me to pick him up and go home!"

"Yes, he must still be alive!" Ren Cheng said.

Xie Yuan looked at the pile of ruins in front of him, he was close to collapse, he couldn't find a clue, he didn't know what to do.

His hair was already disheveled, and he looked particularly embarrassed. Looking at the ruins, he thought of Jiang Xun who was buried below, and tears were streaming down his face.

Xie Yuan staggered to the front of the large group of search and rescue teams, and knelt down like a boneless without warning.

Xie Yuan knelt beside the ruins, clasped his hands together, and begged tearfully, "I beg you, please, dig to the bottom and save Jiang Xun! That's Jiang Xun! That's me!" Dear Jiang Xun!"

Ren Cheng quickly went over to pull him, and said, "Xie Yuan, don't do this!"

Xie Yuan was still kneeling, and he kept begging: "I beg you, save me, save me...my Jiang Xun is still down there!"

The captain of the search and rescue team said: "We will not give up, we will definitely dig to the bottom, don't worry, we will not give up any life!"

The search and rescue team began to get busy, Xie Yuan's feet were weak and he stood up several times but did not stand up, and finally stood up with difficulty leaning on Ren Cheng.His waist could no longer be straightened, and his whole body was in convulsions so badly that he could only lift his weak steps after several attempts.

Xie Yuan climbed up the ruins with both hands and feet, moving away the stone slabs, the reinforced concrete, and the wooden windows. In fact, his whole body could no longer use any strength, and it was almost all supported by his will.

He kept digging with his hands, his wrists were cut by the steel bars and kept bleeding, and when he moved down the stone slab, his palms were pierced by sharp glass, and his hands were already covered with black blood and blood-wet mud.

Xie Yuan didn't seem to feel the pain anymore, he kept crying uncontrollably, when he raised his face, it was covered with tears and snot, and he could no longer see the decency and demeanor of the past.

There was only one thought in his mind, and he kept saying, "Jiang Xun, don't be afraid, I'll take you home right away."

Xie Yuan laughed and cried, and said to himself: "I can't cry, Jiang Xun is fine, how can I cry?"

Ren Cheng couldn't bear to see it, so he changed the direction and helped the search and rescue team pry the stone slab together.

The sky slowly and completely darkened, and the sunset glow had disappeared. The ruins here were shrouded in the white light of the lighting lamp, and the surroundings of the light were boundless darkness.

Xie Yuan's hands were already numb, and he felt that most of his body's sense organs had been numb, and the only thing he could do was continue to move the stone slab mechanically.

"There is someone here!"

The voices of the members of the search and rescue team were very loud in the ruins. Everyone looked over there, and Xie Yuan almost crawled over there.

He tripped over a rock and fell onto a pile of stones.

From a distance of several meters, Xie Yuan saw a person tightly pressed under the big stone slab. He couldn't see the whole picture, he could only see a hand protruding from under the stone slab.

That hand was covered with black blood and mud, and it was already impossible to distinguish it, but Xie Yuan saw a string of wooden beads on that wrist.

Many years ago, on the eve of the college entrance examination, the image of him personally putting this string of Buddhist beads on Jiang Xun appeared in Xie Yuan's mind.

That was his Jiang Xun.

Xie Yuan was in a hurry to go up to help, but the captain of the search and rescue team pulled him away and said to him: "There is a child on the other side of the slate, you don't understand, if you are not careful, the child will be crushed to death, you wait beside Here, let's come!"

Xie Yuan became even more flustered, he could only say in a low voice and at a loss: "You must be careful, children are very important, but Jiang Xun is also my life!"

"Nurse, come and check the situation!"

Hearing the sound, the female nurse hurried over with the first-aid kit and cooperated tacitly with the search and rescue team.

The search and rescue team pried up one end of the large stone slab, and she hurried over to check it out, and said happily, "The child is still alive!"

Xie Yuan was overjoyed.

She went around to the other side to check on Jiang Xun's situation, and the smile on her face froze for a moment. She didn't dare to look into Xie Yuan's eyes, so she could only stammer, "Ms. Jiang...dead...dead."

Xie Yuan's smile froze on his face, and he couldn't move for a while.

His back was stiff, and he felt that his body was freezing inch by inch, and shattering into ashes inch by inch.

When Ren Cheng heard these words, there was only one thought in his mind, that is, Xie Yuan's life was over.

Members of the search and rescue team picked up Xiao Nan and prepared to send him to the side for an examination. When passing by Xie Yuan, he said, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, your friend... didn't survive."

The search and rescue team removed the entire stone slab, and what came into view was that Jiang Xun was lying in the mud pit, lying flat quietly, with a steel bar crossing his waist, piercing through his body and plunging into the ground. In a puddle.

His face was terribly white, even his lips were white, his eyes were tightly closed, his expression was expressionless, as if he was in a deep sleep.

Obviously the lying posture is so obedient, but Xie Yuan can't lie to himself that he just fell asleep.

In just a few short steps, Xie Yuan's life was completed.

He approached, looked at Jiang Xun in the mud pit, his eyes dodged, and he didn't dare to look at the steel bar at all.

He pulled out an ugly smile, turned around and took Ren Cheng's hand, he said: "Let's go back, let's pretend that we have never been here before, let's go back, go back and wait for Jiang Xun to come back..."

Xie Yuan wanted to pull Ren Cheng away, but Ren Cheng was unmoved. He tried to calm down and said to Xie Yuan: "Xie Yuan, don't do this...you have to learn to accept the reality..."

"I accept reality?"

"How do I accept reality?"

Xie Yuan broke down and cried loudly. He knelt down slowly, crying and asking Ren Cheng: "How do you let me accept it? This is Jiang Xun! This is the only Jiang Xun in my life!"

In the end, how do you want me to accept it?

Xie Yuan knelt and crawled forward, he stood by Jiang Xun's side, he stretched out his hand but didn't know where he could touch Jiang Xun, he couldn't find where to put his hands, he raised his hand, looked at Jiang Xun face, tears fell like rain.

Xie Yuan carefully picked up Jiang Xun's head, and he gently wiped the dirt off his face with his sleeve.

He felt that he had a terrible nightmare. He and Jiang Xun had only separated for a short time, so why did they become like this?

"Jiang Xun, don't sleep, okay?"

"Jiang Xun, I was wrong, I know I was wrong, I will never make you angry again, can you scold me when you wake up?"

"I'll listen to you, don't scare me, Jiang Xun!"

"Don't do this..."

"Don't be like this, Jiang Xun, I'm scared, Jiang Xun..."

"Jiang Xun..."

Xie Yuan burst into tears, and he choked up several times, not knowing what he was talking about.

He looked at the steel bar on Jiang Xun's waist and wanted to touch it, but he didn't dare. His trembling hands were at a loss, so he could only cry, "Jiang Xun, does it hurt? Jiang Xun, does it hurt? "

"What should I do? What should I do?"

"Jiang Xun, tell me, what can I do to help you?"

"Does it hurt..."

Xie Yuan hugged Jiang Xun, he looked up and looked around at the people of the search and rescue team: "Can you help me? Is there a doctor? Who can help me? Help me, help Jiang Xun, okay? I beg Please..."

Ren Cheng resisted the urge to cry, he didn't know what he had to do to help them.

None of them could help him.

Xie Yuan cried until his hands and feet were numb, and his uncontrollable cries echoed over the ruins.

He felt that his internal organs were all pulled together, and the piercing pain made him go crazy.

"Jiang Xun, wake up, okay?"

Xie Yuan hugged Jiang Xun in his arms, he stroked his face as usual, stared at him

Under the eyes of everyone, Xie Yuan lowered his head and kissed Jiang Xun, devoutly and humblely, he kissed his lips lightly, tears wet their cheeks.

Xie Yuan bent over and didn't look up again. When Ren Cheng noticed something was wrong and went to check, he found that he had passed out.

Ren Cheng and the search and rescue team carried Xie Yuan to the rescue station on a stretcher, and found someone to place Jiang Xun's body.

Xie Yuan had a dream.

In the dream, he walked along the mottled old wall and saw the familiar door.He pushed open the door and saw himself as a child, Jiang Xun, Ah Guai and Xiao Ye.

He watched the children play and play, they were bullied and tortured, but at night they would sleep holding each other's hands.

It turned out that in those years, they gave each other so much warmth.

The road in Lanlin Lane was long, and when Xie Yuan stood at the end of the years and looked back, all he could think of was the vivid memory of Jiang Xun.

It turned out that the nightmare that he thought he would never want to recall in this life, now it seems to be the first comfort in the desolate time.

When the screen changed, Xie Yuan saw a fireworks show, and he and Jiang Xunxin were so close.He put wooden beads on him with his own hands, and told him that he would set off fireworks for him.

The fireworks that night were still blooming in the sky, and the moment they fell into mud was like a flower with withered life, and the brows that withered in their youth turned into eternity in Xie Yuan's dream many years later.

He wanted to kiss Jiang Xun's face under the night sky, but when he slowly brought his lips closer, he couldn't feel Jiang Xun's warmth. He opened his eyes and watched Jiang Xun gradually turn into flying smoke in front of his eyes, blown by the night wind scattered in the wind.

He stretched out his hands in a panic, but caught nothing.

The fireworks in the night sky are still bright and gorgeous.