Mr. Sand Sculpture

I'm Chen Yan, I just had a dream about what happened before I was reborn.

Yes, I am born again.

This matter only I know.

I didn't get along very well with Xu Luozhou in my previous life.

The reason is that I am sick and my brain is sick.

When I was 14, my father and a colleague broke their leg while playing basketball and ended up in the hospital.I was anxious to see him, ran to the wrong floor in a panic, entered the wrong room in a panic, and yelled "Dad!" to the person on the hospital bed.

After shouting, I realized that it wasn't my dad lying on the bed.It was a little brother who also broke his leg and was eating an apple.

He glanced at me, smiled and said, "What did you call me just now, please call me again."

I blushed instantly and explained: "I went to the wrong room..."

He laughed again: "Have you watched the millennium wait?"

I couldn't understand what he said: "Huh?"

While eating an apple, he said, "It's not about waiting once in a thousand years, it's "Legend of the New White Snake", have you seen it?"

I shook my head.

He "tsk tut" twice: "It's a pity, there is a song in it that is sung very well... The beautiful scenery of the West Lake is beautiful in March, and the spring rain is like wine and willows are like smoke. If you are destined to meet thousands of miles away, it will be hard to meet you if you don't pull--"

I was not ashamed to tell him at that time that he sang out of tune.

He went on to say: "God told you to come to this room, this is the fate of both of us. In this way, let's make friends. My name is Xu Luozhou, Xu who is slow, Luo who is at three o'clock, the boat of the big boat... what's your name?"

Me: "Chen Shuai."

Him: "...It's good, simple."

I looked at the time: "We'll talk later, I have to visit my dad."

He: "I'm in the No. 13 ward on the seventh floor. It's agreed, come and chat with me later."

As he said that, he took out an apple from the fruit basket by the bed and threw it to me: "Go."

After that I went to see him often.

One year when I celebrated my birthday, he suddenly sent me a WeChat message, asking me to wait for him in a certain shopping mall.I didn't ask too much, I went out and took a taxi, and went there quickly.

He got there before me.

From a distance, I saw him, wearing a blue and white school uniform, smiling prettier than the sun.

At that moment, I felt an unspeakable joy in my heart, ran towards him, and called him: "Brother Xu!"

He stopped me by the shoulder and led me into the shopping plaza: "There is a video game mall on the third floor, I invite you to play."

"Okay." I just want to spend more time with him, and I can play whatever.

When he reached the third floor, he plunged his head into the claw machine and competed with a group of children for a seat. He also bragged to me: "I'm really good at this game. Many girls ask me to help them catch dolls...Look at this Little yellow duck, do you like it?"

I never liked this kind of plush toys, but I saw that he was full of interest in this kind of plush things, so I couldn't say anything to spoil the fun, so I replied: "I like it very much."

He caught three ducks in one afternoon, one for himself and two for me.

It's been so long that I can't remember exactly when I developed feelings for him.At that time, he appeared in my dreams from time to time, and I only dared to hug him, kiss him, or even do more outrageous things in my dreams.

However, he has always treated me like his own brother.I know in my heart that if things continue like this, there will be no results for the two of us.

So, after much deliberation, I made the boldest decision of my life.

I deleted all contact information about him, changed my name, and left the city temporarily.

I want to become what he likes, to be able to match him.I heard that celebrities make a lot of money, so I will become a big star and support him in the future.

Five years have passed in this way. After I graduated from university, I joined a film and television company.After passing the audition, he won the part of a youth movie with a famous director.

I heard that Xu, who invested in this movie, is always a fan of the original book. I was very curious about who was chosen to play the role, and proposed to invite everyone to dinner and get together.

In this way, I met him again.

I didn't tell him right away that I was Shuai Chen. There were too many people at the dinner, so I planned to tell him in private.

But I didn't expect that the next day he asked me to meet in a high-end restaurant.

I went there happily, and as soon as I sat down, he took out a foster contract and asked me to sign it.

I don't know how to describe this feeling.

Very disillusioned.

Still... still the same ugly terms.

I remember that the little brother I liked never said anything similar to a transaction to me.

I did not sign the contract, but agreed to his request.

This is cheap.

As we got along day by day, the contradiction between me and him became deeper and deeper.Because I have a mental illness, I always like to compare him with the past.I just feel that he has changed a lot, he is not very talkative, he seldom laughs, spends all day in the work unit and doesn't pay much attention to me.

I also miss the old brother Xu more and more.

Finally one day, he quarreled with me.

He said: "What you like is Brother Xu who has a happy family, is heartless, and is willing to fool around with you all day long, not me."

He said: "I'm sorry, I can't return your Brother Xu to you, so go away."

My heart was in a mess, I didn't say anything, I went upstairs to pack my things.

I'm out of here.

Within a few days, Mr. Shen, the boss of the company, came to talk to me.Because my contract is about to expire, the company means that it will not renew the contract with me.

Forgot to say, my company was bought by him.

It's because you don't want to see me.

Mr. Shen comforted me: "Let's rest like this for a while, Mr. Xu is not a cruel person, and he has been saying your name for two days. I estimate it will be at most two days, and he will contact you when his anger subsides. At that time, do you think so?" It’s a mistake, take it easy, nothing will happen.”

I just nodded and didn't speak.

Mr. Shen was probably a prophet. Two days later, he called me.

I was faintly happy in my heart, feeling that he was here to call me home.However, he informed me to take all my things away.

I asked him what he meant.

He said it was meaningless, and I didn't like him, so I just broke up.With my current reputation, even if I don't go with him, I can get along pretty well.

For some reason, my heart tightened and I asked, "What about you?"

But he smiled: "I can still live without you."

It seems that Mr. Shen's prediction is not accurate, he really doesn't want to see me anymore.

I said "um" two or three times, and hired a few people to help me move things to his house.

After cleaning up, something happened.

The contract, which I did not sign, was posted online.

It has Xu Luozhou's name and his inscription on it.

The most terrible thing is that his signature is too distinctive to imitate.The two names on the paper can be seen to be written by him himself.

After the incident, I contacted him immediately, for fear that he might misunderstand me.I was so anxious that I was sweating all over, and I stammered to explain to him that I did not do this.

His voice on the other end of the phone was very calm: "I know it's not you, you don't have such thoughts."

My hanging heart fell, and he said, "I know, you want to apologize to me, but it's useless after all, because now no one cares whether you did it on purpose. That contract was made by me, the boss There is my chapter, do you understand?"

Then, he hung up on me.

I tried calling him back, to no avail.

I tried my best to suppress this matter, but I was fired more and more.

What happened after that was beyond my imagination.

All the information about him has been pulled out, how many clean hands and feet are there in the business, plus the contract matter, all these black histories are magnified.

Stocks fell sharply.

Soon afterwards, I heard that the CEO and chairman of the board of directors of Changxin Group had been replaced by someone I didn't know.

I was so worried that I ran home to find him.The combination lock on the door has not been changed, and it is still my birthday.

The furnishings in the room have not changed from when I left, only a thin layer of dust has accumulated on the ground, and there is no him.

My heart was empty, as if I had accidentally lost something important.

Two months later, I got the news of his death, suicide.

When I heard about it, I thought it was absurd fake news.How could a person like him die, or commit suicide?

My life assistant told me it was true.

She said that Mr. Xu has always been mentally unwell, and has a severe alcohol allergy.I have encountered so many things recently, I may not be able to survive.After drinking four bottles of white wine, he had died for a long time when he was found this morning.

He is not in good spirits?

I never found out when he was with me.

I'm such a bastard.

I suddenly realized that I actually liked him.Whether it was Brother Xu in the past or Mr. Xu now, there is no difference in their bones.

He is the white moonlight that I put on the tip of my heart, but I don't want him anymore.

I'm so hypocritical.

Within a few days, his cousin Xie Jing Xing came to the door and beat me up.

Xiao Xie said, I am not a good person.

Yes, I admit it.

I asked Xiaoxie, where is your brother now, I want to go see him.

Xiao Xie told me directly, don't go, lest his brother see me sick and feel uncomfortable after death.

That's right, he said before that he doesn't want to see me anymore.Coupled with the contract matter, it is estimated that they will ignore me even more.

I began to wish I could see him in my dreams and talk to him.

But I dreamed of many people, except him.

A long time later, I went to visit Mr. Shen who was close to him before.

I asked Mr. Shen: "Did Luo Zhou leave anything to say before he left?"

Even I don't know what I'm expecting.

Mr. Shen told me: "Mr. Xu only wrote a few lines of lyrics. The song is called "Moon Boat". There used to be a children's TV series called "Happy Planet", and it was the ending song."

I asked what the words were, and Mr. Shen took out his mobile phone, intercepted a piece of lyrics from a certain music software, and sent it to me.

"Goodbye Mom,

Tonight I'm sailing away,

don't worry about me,

I have paddles of joy and wisdom.

When you wake up don't tell anyone,

I am sailing on the Milky Way in a moon boat. "

The author has something to say: This episode is put at the end because Lao Chen is too scumbag.