Identity swap

The waitress gave me two meals and took them away intact.

I sat up and looked at the image of the messy and sloppy uncle in the mirror, a little dazed.After cleaning up carefully, I became that gentle and kind boy who looked harmless to humans and animals again.

I'm going to go out and have some fun tonight.

Qin Huai once said that alcohol is a good thing.Sex is also a good thing.

Everything he said was the truth.

I rummaged through the suitcase, and there were all white shirts and light-colored jackets inside.Maybe I need a rather seductive top.Anyone is fine, as long as they can sleep.

Now I don't have too much worry, and I don't even have to worry about which edition of the news I will be on the headlines of tomorrow.In a strange city, in a strange night, with a group of strange people, I feel satisfied just thinking about it.

I was wearing the clothes I just called someone to send, when I came downstairs to the hotel, Qin Huai just got out of the car, looking dusty.

He looked me up and down and asked where I was going.

I smiled and imitated his tone and said: "Go to a place you are familiar with"

Qin Huai asked me with a cold face: "Did you drag me into the blacklist again?"

I didn't deny it, and said that I will call you a boy later, as an apology for you.

Qin Huai was so angry that he wanted to hit me, but he didn't let go of his hand in the air. He grabbed my collar and shouted: "Are you going to that kind of place?"

"Why can't I go if you can?"

"Look at you now, you're dressed just like you were sold"

I ignored him and found the nearest midnight bar. It was crowded and the sound was deafening. I squeezed through the crowd and sat at the front desk to order a cocktail.

Qin Huai followed, and the waiter asked him what he wanted, and he said a glass of milk.The waiter smiled inexplicably.

I smiled and said, "I didn't expect you to be so innocent when you came to the bar."

Qin Huai said: "When did you learn to be like this? Have you ever drank alcohol? You just imitate others."

I said I drank it.

Isn't Japanese sake alcohol?

The waiter brought the wine and milk. Qin Huai took my wine glass, pushed the milk in front of me, and said, "Lin Chen, you can't drink."

Another waiter came over with a tray, handed me a glass of wine, and said politely: "Sir, the gentleman sitting on the sofa over there buys you a glass of wine."

I looked in his direction. On the dark sofa, there was a person sitting vaguely. He raised his glass to me. I took the wine from the waiter and was about to drink it. Qin Huai snatched my glass again. past.

I called him a lunatic.

Qin Huai dragged me out, I struggled to get rid of his hand, the waiter stepped forward, blocked his way, and said, "Sir, please settle the bill."

Qin Huai grabbed mine with another hand, reached out to touch his pocket, threw out a card, and said coldly: "Swipe the card"

The man sitting in the corner came towards us, with his hands in his pockets, peach blossom eyes, with a little cool and seductive sternness, as if he had discovered something, he looked at me, his face was full of surprises: "Yang Zhao, are you back?"

I was a little confused, I didn't know him, and looking at him was a little familiar, so I couldn't remember.Qin Huai pushed the man fiercely: "You have identified the wrong person, go back to city A with Yang Zhao's trouble."

Qin Huai sent me back to the hotel, and I scolded him all the way.After entering the room, Qin Huai pinched my chin and forced me to look in the mirror, and said, "Lin Chen, look at what you look like now, just for a man who doesn't love you, are you worth it?"

I said, "My dad doesn't care about me, why do you care so much about me?"

Qin Huai pushed me away fiercely and said, "I don't care about you, who in this world can control you? Are you waiting for someone surnamed Jiang to take pity on you?"

I lay down on the bed dejectedly, Qin Huai was still angry.I said, since you have chased me here and messed up my situation, don't you like men?It's okay to replace you.

Qin Huai slapped me, the pain was burning, he pointed at me and cursed: "That's not what I want, now that you love someone else, let me be the scapegoat?"

I pointed to the door and said, either you go out or you come up.

Qin Huai's eyes were a little red, he didn't know if it was because he stayed up late or because he was angry with me.

"Now, you are just a person, no matter whether you are a man or a woman, right?"

I said no, at least I have to see it.

Song Qi called and asked me why I wasn't at the terminal now. I was confused by his question, and I found out later that he was talking about the small city I chose at the beginning.

No need to guess, Jiang Huaiyuan must have told him, the place I chose at random, no one knows except him.

I said I didn't want to go there anymore, so I changed the place temporarily.

He came around the bend and asked me how I was doing, and I said I wasn't dead yet.

After Song Qi talked a lot of nonsense, she asked: "Did you block Huaiyuan? He couldn't be reached and you always came to ask me, how could I know anything... You better stop blocking him, lover If it can’t be done, it’s okay to be friends after so long, right?”

I curled up on the bed, Qin Huai came back with two takeaways, he said: "How do you feel now? Are you dead?"

I put the phone aside and said to Qin Huai with a smile, look at this man, he said he wanted me to take good care of himself but refused to be with me, and at the same time asked someone to inquire about my situation, he obviously didn't have that Thoughts, but always behaved to make me think he still loves me.

Qin Huai threw me a pillow and said don't pretend, just cry if you want.

The pillow covered my face, and my eyes were covered with tears. I told him that I was uncomfortable. I didn't expect it to be like this. If it was someone else, I wouldn't even want to grab it. But he belongs to Yang Zhao, so I can't do this .

Qin Huai remained silent, and when I finished crying, he stood up and said calmly, "You should eat something first, you can't die of starvation, why don't you just lose your love, what a big deal."

I sat up and felt a little dizzy. Qin Huai’s takeaway also had soup, and he said, “I know you like sweet and sour pork ribs, so I borrowed them from their kitchen.”

Qin Huai opened the takeaway box, and I smelled the aroma of the food. Looking at the dishes on the table, I remembered that Jiang Huaiyuan once said that my favorite food is chestnut chicken.

I took the chopsticks from his hand and picked up a piece of pork ribs, Qin Huai's craftsmanship is not bad.

Qin Huai paused for a moment with the chopsticks he was holding, and said, "Lin Chen, start now, forget about him, and find another one, anyone is better than him, if you can't find it, you can find me."

I raised my eyelids and glanced at him, and said, "Didn't you once say that you didn't want to be a matchmaker?"

"Do you believe those words? As a gay, do you think it's easy to find a partner? I wanted to find you. You were not gay at that time, and I didn't want to drag you astray. After so many years of searching, no Still in the rivers and lakes"

Talking too much about love is easy to be uncomfortable.I wanted to talk about something else, so I asked Qin Huai, "How is your mother doing now?"

Qin Huai probably saw that it was rare for me to stop dwelling on this topic, so he hurriedly said: "Still the same, smug, always wants you to go shopping with her, but she doesn't know that Yang Zhao is not you, and she yells every day that Lin Chen has changed, My ears are calloused"

Mother Qin is actually a very funny and lovely woman.

When she first found out about Qin Huai's sexual orientation, Qin's mother was so angry that she almost took a knife to kill him, but then she stopped being angry for some reason and always wanted to match Qin Huai and me. She just gave up.But she loves beauty, and always wants me to accompany her when she goes shopping, pretending to be a lover, because her son looks very similar to her, and she never lets Qin Huai accompany her.

Qin Huai is going to open a new room, I said just sleep with me, I can't sleep at night.

He said that he would react when sleeping with a man, and I didn't force him.

After opening the room, he gave me a key and went in to take a shower. I was lying on his bed, and Jiang Huaiyuan called me, but I was hesitant to answer it.

The sound of rushing water in the bathroom stopped abruptly. Qin Huai asked me who called me, and I told him the truth.

Qin Huai scolded me in the bathroom and told me not to answer his phone call, but seeing that familiar name kept dancing in front of my eyes, I still couldn't help answering the phone, and we were unanimously silent on the phone.

Jiang Huaiyuan asked me where I was, and I said I was in Luoyang.

He asked me why I ran to Luoyang again, so far away.

I didn't answer him and fell silent again.

On the other end of the phone, Yang Zhao asked who Jiang Huaiyuan was calling, and he said it was a friend.

I felt very uncomfortable, and urged him to say that he had to hang up, because I still have friends.

Jiang Huaiyuan asked me who was here, and before I could speak, Qin Huai's cold voice came from the bathroom, saying, "Lin Chen, can you hang up his phone?"

Qin Huai said, "You got mixed up with others so soon?"

When I heard this, I said angrily, don't you also have a boyfriend?I have nothing to do with you, and you have no right to control me.

Jiang Huaiyuan seemed very angry and said, "Why are you messing around with others? How long has it been since you've been messing around with others?"

I was so aggrieved that I cursed, "I'm not Yang Zhao, what do you care about me?" and hung up the phone.

I can't understand him, he always flaunts in front of me, pretends to be a friend, pretends to care about me, even when he is with Yang Zhao, he still flirts with me, embarrassing me.

And I was like a little girl who was in a cold war with her boyfriend, trying her best to mock him, trying to get any possible leeway from him.But I don't like this. I know how nasty such thoughts are. Not only have I already slept with a man, but what's more shameless is that I want to steal a man from my brother.

When Qin Huai came out, he was only wearing a bath towel. I lay on his bed, still crying uncontrollably. I said, "Qin Huai, let's do it."

Qin Huai looked at me and said, "Then can you start loving me?"

I said I would try to come.

Qin Huai's body was covered with steam, his hair was wet and drooping on his forehead, but his eyes flickered, as if avoiding my sight, he said: "Not now, I won't accept that you still love him, what I want is a man with only me in his heart." forest dust".

Obviously he is a man who wanders around in various places, and his boyfriend changes more diligently than his clothes, but he asks me to love him with all my heart.

Jiang Huaiyuan called again, but Qin Huai immediately refused, and I said, "Qin Huai, what are you doing?"

Qin Huai was a little angry, and said, "Lin Chen, can you be more serious? You just said that you want to be with me like me, but now you are flirting with him again, and I owe you?"

I still slept with Qin Huai, but nothing happened.He held me and I used to wake up in the middle of the night.

Maybe some people have to let go, such as Jiang Huaiyuan.

I love Jiang Huaiyuan, but Jiang Huaiyuan doesn't love me, what he loves from beginning to end is only Yang Zhao, my shadow.I think, maybe Qinhuai is also a good choice.

I also know that it is very selfish to be like this now, to bring Qin Huai into it for my own selfish desires. If I still have any wish now, it is to let me forget Jiang Huaiyuan as soon as possible and fall in love with Qin Huai.

Qin Huai has been whispering in my ear for the past few days that Jiang Huaiyuan will definitely regret it and come back to me.

I said let's stay away from him.

Even if Jiang Huaiyuan loves me now, what can he do?At most, he was stuck between me and Yang Zhao, in a dilemma.Even though I don't have feelings for my father, I always want to be a good brother. They are people I love, and I don't want to make them both sad.