Identity swap

Jiang Huaiyuan called and asked me to pick him up, but I said that he couldn't go because there were guests at home.

He said coquettishly like a playwright: "What man did you bring home?"

I didn't turn on the speakerphone, so I still gave Yang Zhao an awkward look. Yang Zhao took a sip of the juice and paused, probably hearing it.

I faltered, and after a few words, I hung up the phone before Jiang Huaiyuan gave me a drawn-out "Me--".

I just told Yang Zhao that Jiang Huaiyuan was coming back tonight, and Yang Zhao made dinner.

Jiang Huaiyuan returned home, and when he entered to change his shoes, he called out, "Xiao Zhao, where are my shoes?"

Just as Yang Zhao put the food on the table, Jiang Huaiyuan saw him first. I was in the blind spot of his sight. He smiled and commented: "Xiao Zhao, why do you look so good-looking today?"

Yang Zhao glanced at me and then at Jiang Huaiyuan. I looked away and stared at the fruit plate on the coffee table, wanting to see if there were any bugs in the apple on it.

Jiang Huaiyuan walked in and wanted to hug Yang Zhao, but he was obviously startled when he saw me, and I didn't dare to look up.

He walked over quickly and sat next to me, asking me what was going on in a low voice.Yang Zhao stood still, fiddling with his chopsticks.

I was silent with my eyelids half down, Yang Zhao said let's eat first.

Jiang Huaiyuan was sitting opposite Yang Zhao, I didn't know where to sit, Yang Zhao said, brother, you can sit opposite.

Yang Zhao said: "Brother Yuan, I am Yang Zhao"

Jiang Huaiyuan just looked at me, he was shocked and wanted to hold my hand, but I gently took his hand away and said yes, he is Yang Zhao.

I knew he was trying to stay calm.

Just as I would never call Jiang Huaiyuan "Brother Yuan", the real Yang Zhao would not call Jiang Huaiyuan "Huaiyuan". I think Jiang Huaiyuan understands this better than I do.

Yang Zhao hesitated, and said, "I am the son of the president of the Lin Group."

I said yes, he is also the president of Lin Group now.

Yang Zhao said that he is now called Lin Chen, but he is Yang Zhao.

I didn't speak any more.

Jiang Huaiyuan was silent for a while, then called out "Xiao Zhao"

Yang Zhao said: "I am here"

Then the atmosphere froze again.

I stood up and said, I have to try the sheet music my mother left me.

My mother is very talented in music. The scores she wrote are simple and full of sadness. Although she wrote sweet songs, it makes people feel sad for the protagonist for no reason.

I played it several times, and I didn't stop until the sound outside gradually disappeared. When I raised my hands, I found that my hands were shaking.

Jiang Huaiyuan pushed open the door, I turned to look at him, but he didn't come in.It used to be his bedroom for me, and I used it for guitar practice.

He closed his eyes, took a deep breath and said, "You already knew?"

"Um"

"Actually, in fact, you don't have to hide it..."

I didn't intend to hide it from him, but I did. I don't know how to explain it to him, Jiang Huaiyuan said lightly: "Then what are you going to do?"

"Don't you love him?"

"loved"

"now what?"

He couldn't explain clearly, so he had to calm down first.

He went back to the room.

It was a dark night outside the window, and the faint sound of joy in the distance floated in the air. I turned off the lights, closed my eyes, and had no sleep all night.

Yang Zhao brought breakfast over the next morning, and I was a little embarrassed, wondering if I should be thankful that I didn't make it in time.

When I went to the hospital with my lunch, I saw Jiang Huaiyuan and Yang Zhao sitting in his office with the door ajar, several boxes of precious lunch in front of him.I took the heat preservation box and left. On the way, I met Song Qi who came to look for Jiang Huaiyuan. He asked me where Huaiyuan was, but I said I hadn't seen him either.

I found a coffee shop, and when I opened the thermos and started to eat, the waitress kept staring at me and frowning.

There is too much salt in the food, if Jiang Huaiyuan eats it, maybe he will comment: "Xiao Zhao, your craftsmanship has regressed."

Fortunately he didn't eat it.

I asked Jiang Huaiyuan when he would be going home. He hadn't been back for several days. He said that the hospital was very busy recently and he couldn't keep up.I said you pay attention to rest.

I still bring him lunch every day, and I see the dishes in his office every day, Yu Xiaoyan said with a smile: "Xiao Zhao, why do you send Dr. Jiang two meals a day, or I will give you some up?".

I met Yang Zhao face to face once, and I was exposed to the air with a white heat preservation box.After that, I don't send any more.

But I still go to the hospital to see him every day, Jiang Huaiyuan didn't come out to see me.Since the day he said he needed to calm down, I haven't been able to see him.

Qin Huai follows me every day, I don't want to see Qin Huai.

He told me not to do this, and I said you mistook the person, I am Yang Zhao.

He looked at me coldly, and said, "You have the word Lin Chen written all over your face, and you still pretend to be Yang Zhao. Yang Zhao has been in such a mess like you?"

I calmly said to him, "Why am I in such a mess?"

Qin Huai pressed my shoulders with both hands, and said seriously: "Have you ever thought that Jiang Huaiyuan may have always loved Yang Zhao in his heart?"

I rushed up and punched him, but he didn't move, but I took two steps back.My legs were a little weak and I couldn't stand firmly, so he came to help me.

Jiang Huaiyuan sent me three words, saying, let's talk.

I went to the hospital to wait for him.The hospital is not a good place to talk, Jiang Huaiyuan took me to the coffee shop while there was no operation at noon, the waitress who frowned at me said coldly: "What do you want to drink?"

I say black coffee with extra sugar.

In fact, anything is fine, sugar has to be added, without sugar, it will be too bitter, so bitter that it makes people despair.

Jiang Huaiyuan sat across from me, he was silent for a while and said, I'm sorry.

I smiled, he didn't apologize to me.

Jiang Huaiyuan sat next to me and said, "This matter is a bit complicated, I shouldn't involve you in it."

I felt a little uncomfortable, and said uncontrollably: "Is that so, if you knew that I was not Yang Zhao early on, you wouldn't have saved me?"

After I finished speaking, I regretted it. I shouldn't embarrass him so willfully, so that he can't find the steps.

He looked at me silently for a while, shook his head and said no, he is a doctor and he will save anyone he sees.

That's right, even if I was an unqualified intern, I wouldn't die when I saw that scene.

The coffee was served, and I took a sip. It was sweet, and the feeling on the tip of my tongue was like his kiss.

From the first time I had him, the good morning and evening kiss gradually became me kissing him, and I hugged him to sleep.

He babbled, and the conversation was full of loopholes, and I didn't expose him.

His eyes stayed on me all the time, and he wanted to look away.Finally, he looked at his watch and hurriedly said that he had to go back to the hospital first, and there was surgery in the afternoon.

There was a sentence stuck in my throat, I said, Huaiyuan, can you think about me?I can also be a good match.

As soon as I said it, I regretted it.Talking about love and wanting to keep it, the first sentence of this kind of words is always the most precious, and if you say too much, the price will drop, and one time is not as good as one time.This kind of thing should have been carefully planned, at least with some confidence before speaking out, there must be stars and moons, flowers and music, and a few drinks to have an atmosphere.

If the fire is not reached, even if it can be achieved, it will always fall short.

He looked at me quietly and said, "I know, I always knew"

It's not that it can, it's not that it can't, but it just affirms my last conclusion.

Such an obvious evasion.

He paused for a while and then said, "Actually, you two are easy to recognize when you walk together."

So even if I want to pretend, I can only draw a tiger like a cat, neither in shape nor in spirit.

When Jiang Huaiyuan was away, I was always lying at home doing nothing, or occasionally playing the guitar.In fact, I would rather have a frenzied fantasia.

He doesn't come often, he calls me at night, other than apologizing, he just wants me to eat well and sleep well.

Qin Huai's mobile phone was about to explode, and the information was a bunch of nonsense. Every time the mobile phone rang, I thought it was Jiang Huaiyuan.I put Qin Huai into the blacklist.

I didn't even go to the hospital.

I don't have the courage to listen to the nurses I know in the department talking about Dr. Jiang's recent situation with me. What they talk about is that Dr. Jiang is different from before and always loses his temper.

When the door lock turned, I pricked up my ears to listen, and I heard Jiang Huaiyuan's voice, as if in a dream.I walked out of the room carefully to see him, followed by several moving company employees.

He was a little embarrassed, I murmured, are you leaving?

I sat on the sofa and turned a blind eye to the workers coming in and out. Jiang Huaiyuan directed the movers, sometimes saying that the guitar should not be moved, and sometimes saying that everything should be cleaned up.

Like a contractor who squeezes migrant workers.

I smiled and tears rolled down my face.

After living together for so long, he can still tell what is mine and what is his.

In his hand, Jiang Huaiyuan put the piece of good fate guard that I gave him, put it on the coffee table, and pushed it in front of me.

Dressed in white lace, I prayed for him at Shimogamo Shrine in Japan.

I stuffed it into Jiang Huaiyuan's hands, closed his hands, and said, "Take it, hold it, I begged for you, there's no reason to come back after sending you off, how unlucky it is!"

He loosened his five fingers, and I closed them again for him.

Jiang Huaiyuan looked at me, he didn't know whether it was sadness or guilt on his face, I couldn't understand the complicated emotions.

He said that the place he moved to was the Xingfu Community on a certain street.

That was another property in his name.

He also said, I can live here as long as I want, and I don't have to pay the property.

Jiang Huaiyuan sat beside me for a while, and I said with difficulty: "Are you really going?"

He pursed his lips tightly and his face was pale.

When I came to my senses, I was alone in the house.I ran to the balcony and stood on tiptoe trying to search for him, watching his car drive away behind the moving company.

After moving his things away, the house was almost empty, probably because he was afraid that I would hurt my feelings, so he moved his things very clean.The ground is full of messy marks from the move.

I cleaned the whole house twice, and then dragged the mop from the door to the balcony bedroom, and even the kitchen.Make it look like no one has ever been in.

I know what kind of person I am, I have to be busy, and my nerves will collapse if I don't.

Qin Huai rushed in without changing his shoes, ran in to look for me, and soiled the shiny floor that I had wiped with old clothes.

When he saw me, he froze for a moment and said, what are you doing lying on the ground?

I said I just cleaned it and it wasn't dirty.

He said, I have already told you to follow me.

I didn't speak, I covered my eyes with my hands and stared at the ceiling in a daze.

With a cigarette in his mouth, Qin Huai touched me with his foot, and said coldly, "Lin Chen, get up first, why are you pretending to be dead?"

I said, hug me and I will get up.

Qin Huai stubbed out the cigarette, bent down to pick me up, and threw me on the sofa.

He's not Jiang Huaiyuan, I don't blame him for being rude.

If he was Jiang Huaiyuan, then I wouldn't blame him for being rude.

He sat next to me and asked me what I planned to do next.

I said I didn't think about it.

Qin Huai scolded me to the effect that I didn't know what to do and dragged him into the blacklist, and then he dragged him out of the blacklist by himself.

I never let anyone other than Jiang Huaiyuan touch my mobile phone, because the screen saver is a photo of me and Jiang Huaiyuan.

The school is going to hold a graduation party at the end of May. I sent a message to Jiang Huaiyuan, and I said that the song I wrote will be given to you. Do you want to come?

After thinking about it, I sent another one. I haven’t played it for you yet, so come on.