Identity swap

Jiang Huaiyuan took me aimlessly for a week. The Spring Festival and Valentine’s Day were on the same day. Jiang Huaiyuan said that he would take me to watch the fireworks festival when he had the opportunity. , The cherry blossoms did not bloom, there was no fireworks display, nothing.

I imitated his tone when he came and said: "Is Japan your home?"

He followed suit with a smile.

In fact, it doesn't matter where you go, the scenery is mostly the same, and what I want is only him.

When I returned to China, the Spring Festival was over, and the Lantern Festival was coming to an end. Jiang Huaiyuan was scolded by my diagnostic teacher, the little old man, and went back to work in the hospital early. Most of the students in the class began to work in major hospitals or units Start looking for a job, each running around for the future.

The diagnostics teacher is also Jiang Huaiyuan's most respected teacher, so he is always smiling and joking with him on weekdays.

Then, I met Qin Huai.

In fact, I didn't even know Qin Huai until he introduced himself as Qin Huai.

But he seems to know me.

When I met Qin Huai, I was going out to find a job, and a good idea just flashed in my mind, and I thought it could be included in the song I wanted to write for Jiang Huaiyuan.

Qin Huai has a fair complexion and a tall and straight figure. He appeared in front of me wearing a beige trench coat, looking capable and calm.

I only glanced at him and continued to walk with my head down. He blocked my way, and I dodged to the side, and he blocked my way again.I asked myself if I knew this person, frowned, and raised my head to let him out of the way, but he didn't leave, and was in a stalemate with me.

I was confused and said, "Why are you blocking me?"

He just looked at me lightly, with a deep sadness that couldn't be resolved between his brows, but he wasn't ready to answer me.I think he looks familiar.

Take a step closer and look at his eyebrows and eyes carefully, his lips are tightly pursed, so close, he doesn't even back away, standing like a sculpture.

I asked, "You know me?"

He was still not ready to answer. He put his hands in his pockets and stood upright, but his eyes followed me like a puppet.When I was about to leave, he no longer blocked my way, but when I passed him, he was still looking at me.

baffling.I think.

After walking a few steps, he suddenly called out: "Lin Chen!"

I stopped and looked back at him, and he looked back at me.

I thought he knew me just now, but I didn't expect to admit the wrong person.I pointed to myself and asked him, "You called me?"

He didn't speak, his eyes were bright.

I said you mistook the person, my name is Yang Zhao, not Lin Chen.

He lowered his head and whispered, "Lin Chen, I'm Qin Huai"

I told Jiang Huaiyuan that I met a strange person on the road, Jiang Huaiyuan told me to be careful on the road after listening to my description, thieves and liars are everywhere in the streets these days.

I told Jiang Huaiyuan that that person didn't look like a bad guy.

Jiang Huaiyuan sounded a little nervous, and said, "Is it a bad person? You can tell with your eyes? Xiao Zhao, you trust others too easily. What should I do if I am deceived? I'd better ignore those people."

I smiled and said that even if I was cheated by someone, I wouldn't be able to go with him if you were here.

Jiang Huaiyuan asked me if I had found an internship unit. I said that my qualifications were too weak. All the certificates in the past were just a cover, not my strength at all. I don’t know if I can graduate smoothly.

"If not, come to our hospital, and I will take you hand in hand." Jiang Huaiyuan's voice was filtered by radio waves and still had a heart-pounding rhythm, even if it was a joke, it made people feel at ease for no reason.

However, even though I could compromise in many aspects, I was hesitant to become a doctor, and I could even say that I refused. A large part of the reason why I have not found a unit is my own inaction.

From the very beginning when I knew I was a medical student, I still felt fresh, until I saw the bloody autopsy scene, I began to feel disgusted, and the fat man took me to practice again and again, and I didn't feel relieved much.

I can be very serious about the exams, or all the courses, and do my best, but I still can't accept the practice.I am afraid of facing death every day, afraid of bloody scenes, afraid of patients who have been tortured by the disease and have lifeless faces and can only wait for death, just like I am afraid of ghosts and ghosts that do not exist.

Jiang Huaiyuan once said that the most naive choice he had seen was that I chose the path of medicine. When he said that, he had a happy smile on his face.

He also asked me, don't I want to work hand in hand with him in the same field?

What I thought in my heart at the time was, does it mean that to love someone must be in the same field?But now, I can’t say it, I want to find an opportunity to make it clear to Jiang Huaiyuan, tell him that I can do anything, or it’s good to be a small employee of the company, my requirements are not high.

I stayed at home for a few days, did not fill in the lyrics, almost finished the entire song, and did not go out to find a job.Kiss him good morning when he is about to go out in the morning, bring him lunch at noon, go from home to the hospital, try to play the new song he wrote at home with the door closed, and I am always anxious about finding a job.

Finally one day, I told Jiang Huaiyuan that I wanted to do something else, and I said I didn't want to work in a hospital.

Jiang Huaiyuan was silent for a while, and asked me why.

I can't answer why.Jiang Huaiyuan looked at me and said: "Then don't do it, find something you want to do, I really don't want me to support you"

Did Jiang Huaiyuan think that I didn't look for a job because I didn't want to work and just wanted to be taken care of?Thinking about it, since I woke up, I didn’t really spend any other money except for the demolition money in my bank card when I bought the guitar. I used Jianghuaiyuan for food and clothing.

I said I didn't mean that, I would earn my own money.

Jiang Huaiyuan stretched out his hand and said, "I didn't let you make the distinction so clearly. It's not a problem for me to support two people."

I am probably a person with no merits. I have the title of an outstanding medical graduate, but I am unwilling and have no strength to practice medicine. In the end, I choose to interview as a small employee in an ordinary company in rounds of applications.

The audition site was crowded with people. I tried several rounds of interviews and ended in failure. When it was close to noon, I took my resume and prepared to go to dinner first. When I left the hall, I saw Qin Huai again.

Qin Huai leaned halfway in front of the black car, stood with folded arms, and kept watching the exit of the recruitment hall, as if he was sure that the person he was waiting for would appear from this exit instead of other exits.I glanced at him and recognized him as Qin Huai. Even if I only met him once, his appearance is not so easy to forget. I was stunned for a moment, thinking that he was probably waiting for some friend, and just happened to meet me.

As I walked down the few steps, I was about to cross the road when Qin Huai called out to me: "Lin Chen"

I stopped and turned around again, wondering if this person is sick?

Qin Huai walked up to me quickly and said, "It's not convenient for Fang, why don't you have lunch with me?"

I looked at the time and said I had something to do at noon.

There is indeed something to do, I have to go back to deliver food to Jiang Huaiyuan at noon.

He asked me when I would be free, and I said he had misunderstood the person, my name was Yang Zhao, not Lin Chen.

Qin Huai sneered, and said sternly, "You are Lin Chen, what is your name Yang Zhao?"

I don't want to talk to him, it's the best way to deal with a psycho.I was really let go. A middle-aged man in his 50s got out of the car and looked like a social elite in a suit and tie, but he walked up quickly and clasped my wrist behind his back.

The middle-aged man said: "Master, I offended you."

From being caught off guard to being stuffed into the car in just a few seconds, I shouted loudly: "What are you doing?"

The car door was locked by the central lock, and I couldn't open it. Qin Huai got into the car from the other side and said to the middle-aged man, "Old Yu, let's go."

The car was quickly driving on the main road.

I patted on the car door and said, "Kidnapping is against the law in broad daylight, do you know that?"

Qin Huai sat beside me and said, "You can call for help, but I'm not kidnapping, I'm just asking you to go to a place"

I was a little confused and flustered, so I subconsciously sat a little further away, and he frowned at my little move.

"Where are you going?" I asked.

"Go to a place you know"

I swallowed, and quietly called Jiang Huaiyuan while he was not paying attention.Qin Huai said coldly: "Hang up the phone."

I had no choice but to hang up and argue with him: "You have identified the wrong person, I am Yang Zhao, I am really not the person you are looking for"

Qin Huai said: "I'm sure it's you"

I took out my mobile phone openly and said, "I'll call someone. He's waiting for my meal at noon. If he doesn't wait for me, he'll be worried."

Qin Huai didn't speak, I called Jiang Huaiyuan, Jiang Huaiyuan took a while to answer my call, he asked me where I was, I said I have something to do today, let him go out to eat first.

Jiang Huaiyuan asked me what was the matter, whether it was a work problem, or whether he should arrange to join the Jianghuai Group.

I looked at Qin Huai who was sitting next to him. Qin Huai kept looking out of the window, leaving me with only a side profile. For some reason, I told Jiang Huaiyuan that I met a friend instead of telling him that I was kidnapped.

Just after I finished saying this, Jiang Huaiyuan on the phone asked me to be careful when I went out, and I smiled and procrastinated on the phone with a childish "What--" behavior, but I also smiled and procrastinated like Jiang Huaiyuan Give him a friendly reply with a long tone.

Qin Huai's eyes turned to me from the window, with a cold and displeased gaze, the middle-aged driver was also looking at me through the rearview mirror, my smile froze on my face, and the atmosphere in the car suddenly became a bit subtle.

I hung up the phone and asked, "What's wrong?"

Old Yu coughed lightly and turned his eyes away to continue driving. Qin Huai raised his eyebrows and said inexplicably, "Lin Chen, it seems that you are having a good life."

I put away my mobile phone, and took out the materials of the companies that were scheduled for interviews in the afternoon. Qin Huai glanced at the materials in my hand and said, "Looking for a job?"

I said "hmm" in reply.

Qin Huai said: "Those companies are not suitable for you, you should follow your music path"