Did you do something wrong by confessing to the school grass on the first day of transfer?

Xie Fei held the phone and was dumb for a long time without making a sound.Gu Fangyan didn't speak any more, nor did he urge Xie Fei to answer.

Everything is quiet, the lights of the city are too bright at night, when I look up, I can't see half of the stars, only a moon half hidden in the clouds.Gu Fangyan was on the other end of the phone, as quiet as if he didn't exist, while Xie Fei closed the window, blocking the night wind and the sounds of pedestrians in the community, and the only thing he could hear was the background sound of the game.

At a certain moment, he had the urge to tell Gu Fangyan everything about the beginning, but in the next moment, he stopped.

Xie Fei couldn't open his mouth. He had never seen Gu Fangyan speak to others in such a tone. Gu Fangyan pushed his fragility and depression in front of him, and he could easily break that heart.

Can't do it, and don't want to.

He didn't want to make Gu Fangyan more sad.

Xie Fei crossed her legs, fiddled with the ring hanging around her neck with lowered eyes, hesitated to speak several times, and finally sighed softly, said: "No."

"Really not?" Gu Fangyan was not quite sure.

"If you say no, you don't have it!" Xie Fei said fiercely with a stronger tone.

Gu Fangyan seemed to move around a bit, and made a small voice, and his mood improved a lot when he spoke, with a gentle and gentle voice: "I was the one who was abrupt, and I won't be like this in the future."

And later?Xie Fei recalled the situation when Gu Fangyan was pinching his waist and not allowing him to leave, her cheeks burned red, and she didn't know what to say for a while, so she said dryly: "...shut up!"

But Gu Fangyan laughed softly.

His voice is cool and cold, like cold jade colliding together, or like the sound of ice cubes hitting the glass wall when shaking the glass lightly. The tip of the ear is itchy and hot.

This damn Alpha, at this hour, actually came to tease him!Xie Fei said angrily, "What are you laughing at?"

Gu Fangyan: "Nothing."

After saying this, the other end of the phone was silent again, Xie Fei didn't take the initiative to provoke the topic, she lowered her head, hooked Xia Liang's quilt with her fingers, pinched the corners, and kept rubbing.

After about half a minute, Gu Fangyan's deep voice sounded again.

He asked, "What time do you go to school tomorrow?"

Xie Fei felt vigilant in her heart, gripped the corner of the quilt tightly, and asked him, "What do you want to do?"

Gu Fangyan: "Go with you."

"It's not necessary, is it?" Xie Fei blurted out, and then realized that the words were inappropriate, so she hurriedly corrected them: "I mean... I have to dawdle for a while after getting up, and I can't estimate the exact time, and your class and our class have early self-study time It's different, so there's no need to go together."

"I'll take you there, it doesn't matter if you go to study early." Gu Fangyan changed his words, "There is a delicious tofu nao nearby. It is only open in the morning, and I will take you to eat it tomorrow morning."

Hearing this, Xie Fei swallowed the prepared "no" and said "yes" in a low voice.

Gu Fangyan laughed again: "It's getting late, why don't you go to bed?"

Xie Fei glanced at the time: "I'll go in a while."

"Good night." Gu Fangyan whispered.

Xie Fei also said good night.He didn't take the initiative to hang up the phone, and neither did Gu Fangyan. After a few seconds, he couldn't help but say, "I'm sorry."

"It's me who should apologize." Gu Fangyan said, and then urged: "Go wash and sleep."

Xie Fei hung up the phone, put away the phone, and kept sitting cross-legged for a long time before getting up to go to the bathroom.

Although this suite is a one-bedroom, the bathroom is large and has a single bathtub.Xie Fei filled the water and sat in it, and then gradually sank herself to the bottom.

The world was completely quiet, only the warm water wrapped him, and even the light became broken and twisted, until it was unbearable, his lungs seemed to burst, and he sat up from the water, he took a big mouthful of breath, and water droplets rolled from his face Falling, like crying.

He didn't want Gu Fangyan to continue to like him, just like he refused everyone's confession.The Xie Fei he showed was very good, but only he knew how ugly the real face was under the glamorous skin.

No one would like the real him, it was a drag, a burden, everyone would want to get rid of him, including that... the mother who used to depend on him for life.

Gu Fangyan wouldn't like that Xie Fei, let alone, he wasn't good enough either.

That night, Xie Fei suffered from insomnia for a long time before falling asleep slowly, which made it extremely difficult to get up. The alarm clock rang from seven o'clock to seven twenty before he struggled to get up from the bed.

There is a layer of dark blackout curtains in front of the French windows of the balcony, so that the sunlight cannot penetrate an inch, and the room is like night.After Xie Fei sat up, she was in a daze for several minutes before getting out of bed to wash.

He moved slowly, and it took him a long time to tidy himself up. When he came out, he received several WeChat messages on his mobile phone, all sent by Gu Fangyan, asking him if he got up and when he was going out.

Xie Fei was a little dazed again, and the direct result was that he replied in his heart, but forgot to do it. He didn't realize this until he walked out of the door after changing his clothes, and took out his mobile phone to pass the time while waiting for the elevator.

"I didn't check my phone just now, I'm going downstairs now." Xie Fei explained to Gu Fangyan.

Gu Juju returned quickly and said, "Wait for me at the gate of the community."

Xie Fei typed "Yes".

It was seven forty in the morning and the sky was bright.The community is full of old ladies and old men who wake up early to exercise, housewives who walk their dogs and children, only the office workers who are in a hurry go out with Xie Fei, there are very few high school students, and they have already left.

Gu Fangyan asked Xie Fei to wait at the door, but he arrived earlier than him. Seeing the boy in the white shirt and school uniform moving to his side at a speed almost crawling, the whole person looked listless and lacking in energy, so he raised his hand and rubbed it. rubbed his head:

"Didn't sleep well?"

"I'm not used to the bed here." Xie Fei covered her face and yawned, making an excuse.

"Change one?" Gu Fangyan asked.

Xie Fei immediately showed a look of disgust: "It's so troublesome."

Gu Fangyan: "I'll give you the bed where my guest sleeps."

It was originally an excuse, but Xie Fei refused without hesitation: "Then don't you have to change it back when you check out?"

"I don't want you to do anything." Gu Fangyan said.

Xie Fei lowered her eyes halfway, and although her words were weak, she insisted: "I'll get used to it after sleeping a few more nights."

Hearing what he said, Gu Fangyan no longer insisted.

After leaving the gate of the community, Gu Fangyan walked in front to lead the way, Xie Fei's eyes were half closed, and she followed behind him like a pet.

Going to eat tofu nao, you have to pass through a crossroad, Gu Fangyan stopped in front of the traffic lights, and was suddenly bumped into by Xie Fei.

"Why did you stop suddenly!" The one who hit the person hissed, but complained first.

Gu Fangyan found that Xie Fei was very similar to his cat in this regard, he didn't bother to watch the road, and just followed him to finish the job, but ended up bumping into him accidentally every time.Let's just hit it, it's clear that I made the first move, but it's howling louder than anyone else.

"Wait for the traffic lights." Gu Fangyan patted Xie Fei on the forehead, motioning him to look ahead.

Xie Fei covered her forehead: "Oh."

The business of the tofu nao shop was booming, not only was the shop full, but also the few tables outside the shop were empty, so Gu Fangyan had to order two bowls to take away, and Xie Fei added coriander to the bowl.

The two waited side by side at the door. Xie Fei checked Weibo for a while, then raised her head and found that Gu Fangyan was looking at him.

"Is there something on my face?" Xie Fei asked suspiciously.

Gu Fangyan said "Mmm", and stretched out his hand to grab Xie Fei's cheek.

Xie Fei: "..."

He finally understood that this person was teasing him.

Xie Fei glared at Gu Fangyan, then took a step to the side to distance himself from him.

"I didn't realize you were so shy before." Gu Fangyan laughed.

Xie Fei: "..."

Why is this shy?

Xie Fei took a deep breath, took another step, pointed to the side of the road and said, "Did you see that sewer manhole cover?"

"I see." Gu Fangyan nodded.

"If you say one more word, I'll pry the manhole cover and stuff you in." Xie Fei threatened with staring eyes.

Sure enough, Gu Fangyan stopped talking. After packing the tofu nao, he paid the bill with his mouth closed, picked up the two copies with his mouth closed, and walked towards the school.

Xie Fei didn't treat him as a pet this time, he took his share and watched the road while walking and eating.

"Have you written the composition yet?"

Entering the teaching building, Xie Fei suddenly remembered the three essays that had been left behind.

"I wrote it." Gu Fangyan turned his head to look at Xie Fei's expression. The man stared at Xie Fei, with a look of belated awareness and sudden awakening. He was amused and laughed: "You didn't write it?"

"Forget it, don't mention this matter." Xie Fei waved his hand, his expression changed to a completely enlightened, detached world.

Gu Fangyan: "I can help you."

"The handwriting can be seen at a glance." Xie Fei refused.

"It's fine to imitate your writing." Gu Fangyan said disapprovingly.

Xie Fei shook her head again and again: "No, no, Ai Qing doesn't have to be like this."

On the third floor, the two walked separately.Xie Fei groped into the classroom through the back door, feeling that this was not going to work, Gu Fangyan had indulged him too much, he couldn't let Gu Fangyan misunderstand, or give Gu Fangyan other illusions.

In this way, the problem has returned to the original point, how can Gu Fangyan not like him quietly?

Extend the distance?But yesterday he just denied Gu Fangyan's question about whether he doesn't like him anymore, and it seems unethical to do it like this today.

That guy looked cold on weekdays, and he looked aggrieved like a big abandoned dog, pitiful and miserable, which made him very unbearable.

Xie Fei struggled with this for two whole classes. Before the third class started, good news came from the office. The head teacher asked Xie Fei to visit him after school at noon.

Godsend opportunity.

He hurriedly bubbled up in the meal appointment group, saying that he was approached by the teacher at noon and would not have dinner together. Soon, Gu Juju poked him privately: "I'll bring you what you want to eat."

"Am I someone who can think about this kind of philosophical question?" Xie Fei replied.

Gu Juju sent him the menu of a certain restaurant.

They are all stir-fried vegetables, such as stir-fried pork, braised eggplant, and boiled pork slices. After reading it, Xie Fei said, "Hot pot."

Gu period. : "Then you have diarrhea all day, right?"

Although separated by the screen, Xie Fei still felt his cool tone.Xie Fei has always been stubborn, especially when it comes to hot pot, otherwise he would not have been defeated repeatedly. Faced with this remark, he directly said goodbye to this little brother.

When the class bell rang, Xie Fei stuffed her mobile phone into the desk and began to try to concentrate on listening to the class.

Chinese class, prose, Xie Fei listened, closed his eyes, and resumed the date with Duke Zhou.When he opened his eyes, it was the end of the last class. After he woke up, he heard the teacher give two questions, and the school bell rang at noon.

Xie Fei remembered what Chen Min told him, got up and followed the crowd out of the classroom, turned to the office.

Chen Min was sitting at the desk preparing for class. When she saw him coming, she put down the pen in her hand, pushed her glasses, and smiled.

"Sit." Chen Min pointed to the stool next to him with a gentle tone.

"Thank you, Mr. Chen, what can you do for me?" Xie Fei asked.

Chen Min: "The results of the monthly exam will be announced in the afternoon. This time you got the 11th grade in the exam. Among them, the physics score ranked second in the grade, only 2 points behind the first grade."

Such a ranking was expected by Xie Fei. His original level was like this, fluctuating back and forth among the top 20 in his grade.However, he vowed before that he would strive to become the first in the grade, but he got back two 1s to form 11, which made him a little disappointed.

"The first grade is Gu Fangyan?" Xie Fei asked.

"That's right." Chen Min nodded.

Xie Fei said "Oh".

Chen Min talked about the business: "You are good at physics. The teacher called you here to ask, would you like to participate in the physics competition?"

"Starting from this week, the school will launch a special competition class. Classes will be held on weekends until the winter vacation to participate in the city's winter camp. After the winter camp, the competition will officially begin."

Immediately afterwards, Chen Min talked about the benefits of winning prizes in the competition, while Xie Fei sat aside, nodding from time to time.

"This is not only a bonus item for taking the college entrance examination and applying for foreign universities, but also a kind of glory and honor. It is a proof of your excellence and success. The process must be difficult, but it will inspire you in the future. The teacher hopes that You choose to participate, and your physics teacher He is also very optimistic about you, and even brought the competition book over."

Chen Min said again, smiling and handing Xie Fei a brand new set of unopened competition questions on the table.

This set of questions is also heavy, holding it in his hands is like holding two bricks. Xie Fei remembered the set Gu Fangyan gave him before, pursed his lower lip, and said, "Can I think about it?"

"Of course, it's a big deal after all to go back and discuss it with the family," Chen Min said.

Xie Fei thanked her, left the office, and went back to class.

He put the new set of questions and the set given by Gu Fangyan together, took out his mobile phone from the desk, and Gu Fangyan told him that he could bring him a tomato pot.

Tomato pot?

I'm afraid this is not an insult to hot pot.

Xie Fei sneered: "No."

Then he changed the subject and said, "I heard about your ranking in the monthly exam in the office."

"Are you second in grade?" Gu Fangyan asked.

Xie Fei: "..."

He suspected that Gu Fangyan was mocking him, but he couldn't find any evidence.

Xie Fei typed expressionlessly: "At the end of your classroom, the grade line chart belonging to you is still as peaceful as an electrocardiogram after death. It is as stable as a dog. You have won."

Gu period. : "."

Gu period. : "Come out to eat."

Why is this person only interested in eating?Xie Fei was not very hungry and had no desire to eat, but he felt that if he said he would not eat, Gu Fangyan would definitely be worried, so he made an excuse:

"I'm going out of school for something, but I'm going to find you."

It's not an excuse. He suffered from insomnia last night. Although he slept in two classes before, he was not at ease. He is not in a good mood until now, and he is not feeling well. His chest is congested and he wants to go out for a walk.

Then he really left the school, stopped a taxi by the side of the road, and went to the university town.Pei Xingyuan was at school today, not at Jingyue Lake. Xie Fei planned to go over and talk to him.

Gu Juju asked him what was the matter.

Xie Fei thought about it and said it had something to do with her family.

After September, the sun in Linjiang City is no longer hot, the sky is vast and clear, and the ginkgo trees beside the road are turning yellow, showing such a refreshing taste of autumn.

But the traffic jam does not change with the seasons and the weather. It is finally smooth when the car drives on the inner ring expressway.

An hour later, the taxi driver took Xie Fei to the gate of the Conservatory of Music.Xie Fei has been here several times, paid the fare, and walked in familiarly.

Pei Xingyuan told Xie Fei that he was in Ertian. Xie Fei took the school commuter bus and caught this man with long hair tied into a high ponytail on the basketball court.

Although he is engaged in art, as an Alpha, Pei Xingyuan is not bad in sports, he is good-looking, and every time he scores a goal, he can cause a series of screams.

Xie Fei went to the beverage store next to the track and field field to buy two glasses of watermelon juice, then returned to the side of the basketball court, found a place to sit down, and sent Pei Xingyuan a WeChat message, praising his red wristband bag.

Ten minutes later, Pei Xingyuan sat down beside Xie Fei, picked up the glass of untouched watermelon juice, drank half of it in one gulp, and asked, "Did you skip class?"

The sun here is very good, Xie Fei felt drowsy from the sun, eyes half downcast, and said slowly: "In the afternoon, there are English class and physical education class, and there is also a section on politics in the liberal arts."

"A score of 8 in IELTS is pretty cool, isn't it?" Pei Xingyuan snorted.

"I will sprint for 8.5 points next time." Xie Fei said, speaking slowly.

Pei Xingyuan: "..."

He took another sip of watermelon juice, put his hands behind his back, straightened his legs, and said, "Tell me, why did you skip class?"

"The head teacher told me something today." Xie Fei said, "Ask me if I want to participate in the physics competition."

"Physics?" Pei Xingyuan raised his eyebrows.

Xie Fei smiled and turned her head, "Hey, I know, your concept of physics is still at G=mg."

But Pei Xingyuan looked blank: "...What is that?"

The corners of Xie Fei's eyes twitched: "...I overestimated you."

Pei Xingyuan didn't bother to pay attention to Xie Fei's sarcasm, and directly cut to the point: "The competition must be trained, how do you arrange it?"

"Remedial classes on weekends, winter vacation concentration camp, oh no, winter camp training, and the competition will start after the end." Xie Fei said.

"It's quite time-consuming." Pei Xingyuan said "tsk".

"After the class, you must assign homework, and the competition questions are not easy. It can basically be said that it takes up all the spare time."

"Then you won't be able to practice anything else."

Xie Fei lowered her eyes and lowered her voice, "I don't have anything else to practice."

Hearing this, Pei Xingyuan was silent for a few seconds.He turned his head, looked at Xie Fei's hand, and asked in a low voice: "Really give up?"

"elder brother."

Xie Fei stretched out her right hand and spread her five fingers to cover the sun in the sky. His skin was fair, and it seemed transparent when illuminated by the clear sunlight.His voice was very soft, and he seemed to be smiling a little, but it sounded extraordinarily bitter.

"Since then, this hand can no longer hold the bow. It will shake and keep shaking."

"Even if I wanted to, I can't play the piano anymore."

Pei Xingyuan bit his lower lip, stood up after a while, and took Xie Fei's raised hand, pulled him up from the ground, and asked, "Want to eat?"

"Not hungry." Xie Fei shook her head.

But Pei Xingyuan still took Xie Fei to the snack street.They walked out of the track and field along the plastic track, walked through a tree-lined avenue, and a bell rang in midair, whether it was the start of class or the end of class, and then passed a teaching building and a dormitory area, and they arrived.

"It's impossible for you to come to me just for a physics competition." Pei Xingyuan bought two octopus balls, and when he handed one of them to Xie Fei, he whispered, "Did something else happen?" thing?"

Xie Fei immediately denied it: "No."

Pei Xingyuan didn't even look at him for a moment: "You think you can fool me?"

"Really not." Xie Fei did not change his face, and then he poked a ball with a bamboo stick and ate it.

"Did Xie Fengming trouble you?" Pei Xingyuan kept looking at him with his head turned.

Xie Fei shrugged: "If he dares to provoke me, I will dare to expose the things he did back then."

Pei Xingyuan guessed something else, but Xie Fei denied them one by one.After eating a box of octopus balls, he went to the trash can to throw it away, and when he came back, he said to Xie Fei, "Then let's talk about it when we want to."

Then he said: "You should participate in the competition. Didn't you have a dream of competing before? Anyway, you don't participate in the domestic college entrance examination. This can pass the time, and you can have fun when you get the prize back."

"It's not that easy to win the prize." Xie Fei said with a dark face.

After a while, he sighed and said with emotion: "Yes, let's participate, it doesn't look so useless."

Xie Fei also threw away the empty box after eating, but when she turned around, Pei Xingyuan knocked on the head, wanting to reprimand him for what he said just now, when he was about to say something, the phone rang.

Gu Fangyan called.

Xie Fei subconsciously wanted to stay a few steps away from Pei Xingyuan, but felt that it was too obvious, so she picked it up on the spot, and just said "Hello", when Gu Fangyan asked, "Where is it?"

"Outside." Xie Fei said concisely.

"Not finished yet?" Gu Fangyan said in a calm tone.

Xie Fei: "Go back to school later."

Gu Fangyan: "Shall I pick you up?"

Xie Fei refused: "No need."

But Gu Fangyan said, "It's already come out."

Xie Fei was speechless for half a second, and said, "You also skipped class?"

Gu Fangyan asked back: "So you skipped class?"

... Careless!

But skipping classes is a compulsory course for the vast majority of students, Xie Fei has nothing to hide, she admits it directly, and then asks: "Where are you?"

Gu Fangyan reported a place name, not only from the school, but not far from the university town.Xie Fei asked Gu Fangyan to wait for him there, hung up the phone, looked up, and saw a playful smile in Pei Xingyuan's eyes.

"A Fei—" Pei Xingyuan called out to Xie Fei in a drawn-out tone, "Why do I smell something different? Boyfriend Cha Gang?"

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There will be no plot of using others to get angry with Brother Gu, it's too low-end, don't look down on Xiao Xie