Who was the first sugar man?

2016. 7, 30

I found a job in the South.The city is nice, there are a lot of job opportunities, the important thing is that no one knows me.

I applied for a pharmaceutical company, and I didn't want to be a sales representative, which required dealing with people.I can't speak.They asked me to be a training teacher. Although I don't like the lectures very much, it is not difficult for me to follow the steps step by step, and the lecture content is also very simple.Everything is fine.

I can't get a girlfriend anymore and I'm sure I'm gay.

I think little tiger teeth.

2016. 8, 2

Today I went to the Oncology Department of the Affiliated Hospital of H City Medical University for a follow-up visit.In the afternoon, Professor Liu was away, and his students helped me read the test sheets.For some reason, I think this student looks familiar, but wearing a mask, I can't see clearly.I remembered, he looks a bit like my little Huya's eyes.

2016. 11, 2

Today, when I went to the hospital for a follow-up visit, I met the one who looked a bit like a little tiger tooth.

He wasn't wearing a mask.

2016. 11, 5

He called me today and said that my medical card was left in the hospital.I said that I can pick it up next time, and he kindly helped me get the company.

After get off work, I thanked him and invited him to dinner, and he agreed. It was the first time I invited someone to dinner, and it turned out that it was not that difficult.

We shared dumplings with garlic.

He said he was my college student and had seen me in school, as if he had.

They are becoming less and less like each other. He is very white, and the little tiger teeth are black. He still wears glasses, but the little tiger teeth don’t wear them at all. His face is long, and the little tiger teeth are round. He is at least 1.8 meters tall, and the little tiger teeth are only 1.7 meters. Few, not at all.

But they are very similar, especially the eyes.The expression and tone of speaking are also very similar.

Maybe I miss him too much, everyone looks like him.

We walked back to his house together.

It's a good walk, you can walk a little longer.

He is very cute.It was interesting to hear him talk.

He is not Little Huya.

His name is Lu Yun.

2016. 11, 20

I forgot to remember Lu Yun's phone number, and he never called me. It's been 2 weeks. He probably forgot me.

2016. 11, 21

I took a day off today and went to see him at the medical school, but he wasn't there, and I went to the clinic again, and he wasn't there.I went to the ward, he was on night shift, luckily I met him, but almost missed him.

He looked tired.

I carried him on my back for a while, and he fell asleep on my back, limp, like a kitten.

We didn't go out to eat. I cooked some noodles and he ate very well.We talked for a long time.

2016. 12, 2

We've had dinner together a few times and I always want to talk and eat with him.I also want to cook for him.I don't know how to describe this feeling... very comfortable.

2016. 12, 26

Everyone was in pairs at Christmas, and Lu Yun said that he was not there and wanted to have dinner with me.

After dinner, he took me to a bar, which seemed to be full of men, the kind that goes for gays.Because it was Christmas, there were so many people, and everyone was dancing.We drank a little wine, I can't dance, Lu Yun danced very well, many people stared at him.I know why, he is so good-looking and his waist is so soft.

Lu Yun went to the toilet and didn't come back for a long time.I went to find him, and saw him kissing a man in the bathroom corridor, and that man put his hands into Lu Yun's pants.I felt very uncomfortable watching him, but I didn't seem to have a position to control him, and I didn't want to leave.Later I saw Lu Yun kicking him vigorously, as if he didn't want to.I walked over and pulled the man away. The man also drank, and we pushed back and forth and started fighting.Later, the bartender came and pulled us away.

I sent Lu Yun home, but I was afraid that he would vomit, so I didn't dare to leave.Help him tidy up the house.He hugged me and kissed me, and asked me to be his boyfriend.How can such a little wine be drunk like this!I don't know who I am!

Early the next morning, he woke up and said that he was drunk last night and was broken, and he didn't know how he got back.

He even forgot about kissing others, really...I feel very uncomfortable.

A lot has happened recently.

2017. 1, 15

Lu Yun went to the party again today.When I went to find him, they just came out, a man put his arms around him, the two were talking and laughing, and they were a little intimate.But he said it wasn't the person chasing him.

I was suddenly very irritable, I didn't want to go home, I wanted to stay with him for a while, and I didn't want him to leave my sight.We went for drinks.He couldn't drink enough, and started to go crazy.

Really out of nowhere, I got more and more irritable and eventually we had sex.

I made the scene miserable.Lu Yun must have been hurt!

I guess I like him.But I can't forget Little Huya.I'm an asshole!

He was very angry and ignored me for days.

But I want to see him very much.

I think he likes to eat the food I cook, will he be happier if he eats what he likes, so I will deliver the food every day.

2017. 1, 24

I still went to deliver food today, and I met a fat boy.He seems to be Lu Yun's friend.He knows me, I don't know him.

He said that Lu Yun was Lu Xiaoyan—Little Huya.

I actually slept with Little Huya! ! !And he doesn't seem to talk to me anymore, I hurt my favorite person, I screwed up everything!

2017. 2, 2

Lu Yun came to see me today.It seems that Dad asked him to come.

what to do?I like him so much!

He is very good, very good!

Not mad at me.

I changed my plane ticket and will go back with him tomorrow.