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Gu Chengan pursed his lips lightly, put his hands on the steering wheel, and tapped his fingertips twice until the green light turned on, then he glanced at the person next to him and clicked on the accelerator.

To be honest, he couldn't figure out what the "unimportant" he was referring to was the conflict back then, Zhang Wenxu, or the belated apology.

It's not that Gu Cheng'an doesn't understand Lu Youxi's desire to let go of the past.But even he has the same idea, this city is full of too many factors related to the past for them, and they will inevitably meet each other.Just like this class reunion, Gu Cheng'an actually hesitated to come, but he originally thought that Lu Youxi would talk about the past when he saw Zhang Wenxu, maybe they were still friends, but he didn't expect Lu Youxi to have such an attitude in the end. I don't feel sad at all.

As far as Lu Youxi was concerned, if he wanted to say what he thought after meeting Zhang Wenxu today, he wasn't unhappy or thought too much.All he can have is relief and a little bit of relief. As for whether he can be friends, he has also thought about it, but he feels that it has been eight years since all of this, so there is no need to worry about reconciliation or something.What's more, the choice at that time was chosen by Zhang Wenxu. After balancing the pros and cons, he chose to escape instead of facing him together. .

Like, some influences are external, and some influences are hidden in the mind and body reactions.He knew there was no way to change these, but he couldn't think of any other way except to adapt.

The two of them came out under the pretext that they had something to do, but they were really free and had nothing to do.

Thinking that after this period of free time, they would just stay at home and watch TV shows all day long. Although Gu Cheng'an had no objections, it was rare that they all came out, so he just drove around in the car and listened to songs, and wandered around the street. After arriving at their destination, they couldn't think of what to do. The two walked around the city center twice, until they passed by along the street and saw the "New Clothes" displayed at the entrance of the shopping mall, and then turned the steering wheel into the underground parking lot below.

When the car was parked, Lu Youxi was still wondering, "Why are you here?"

Gu Chengan explained to him while unfastening his seat belt: "It's just the beginning of autumn, let's buy some clothes. You're staying in the coffee shop every day now, so you can't still dress too formally like before."

It makes sense to say that, after all, Lu Youxi used to be in the company's position for customers. Although not all suits and leather shoes came and went, they generally still needed a little more formal commuting attire, which led to a wardrobe full of relative More mature and stable style.

Now that I'm in a coffee shop, it's natural to dress more casually.But Rao wanted to buy some more fashionable clothes, but he didn't expect that the shops that Gu Cheng'an took him to looked like the kind that bought clothes for college students.

A white plush sweater over a cotton shirt, a light plain sweater with jeans, in short, how to be young.So much so that Lu Youxi couldn't stop asking him in the fitting room, "Isn't this a little too young?"

But before he fully came out of the fitting room, as soon as he opened the door, the staff immediately smiled and praised Gu Cheng'an: "Your brother looks good in this way, he looks small."

Gu Cheng'an looked at the person with slightly long hair in front of him, who looked so delicate and good-looking when he buried his face in such a dress, he couldn't help but take advantage of the person turning into the fitting room to change back and settle down directly, and paid the money up.

When Lu Youxi came out again, those styles had already been packaged with the appropriate numbers and put in their hands.Lu Youxi looked at the other person's expression with a slight sideways look, and then looked at the bag in his hand, thinking that he had rarely seen him in such a good mood recently, so he lowered his head and smiled without saying anything.

It can be said that the two big men bought clothes quickly and efficiently. From entering the mall to leaving, it didn't take two hours in total.It's just that under Gu Cheng'an's various 'unbearable' conditions, when the two of them came out, they looked like girls who had been shopping for an afternoon often on TV, with a pile of paper bags in their left and right hands.

Most of the clothes were bought for Lu Youxi, but occasionally when he saw a style that both of them could wear, he would also buy Gu Chengan's.

It's rare that Lu Youxi didn't bother with him about money, anyway, he just added it back to the household slowly.He sat looking at the scenery outside the window, and for a moment thought of the way he was in front of the fitting room when he opened the curtain and looked at the person standing there waiting for him, the corners of his mouth couldn't stop lifting a little.

When he got home, the fritters were still lying on the sofa, Lu Youxi went into the bedroom and took out the clothes one by one, and after laying out Gu Cheng'an's clothes, he said to the person: "Do you want to go first?" try?"

While talking, Gu Cheng'an happened to take off his outer clothes and was about to change into home clothes. Hearing his mention, he just brought a sweater and put it on his body.Looking at the people in the mirror, Lu Youxi sighed, it was obviously the same style, and she dressed like a student, but Gu Chengan looked like an adult.

He sat on the bed and looked up at the other party, and asked casually, "Have you grown taller again?"

"After high school, it's probably only two or three centimeters." Gu Cheng'an was a little surprised why he asked this.

After speaking, Lu Youxi stood up, walked to a position parallel to her, and looked in the mirror for a little comparison.

This comparison made Lu Youxi feel a little bit hit in an instant, and couldn't help complaining in her heart why she had nothing to do to mention this.

The warmth and tranquility of the day are like a mirror, in stark contrast to the anxiety of the night.

Although Gu Cheng'an knew that thinking like this at night would be easy to fall into a bad cycle, but the thoughts that came up day by day were not only impossible to get rid of, especially after he woke up by chance and saw Lu Youxi having a nightmare, he became more and more confused. Hair becomes horribly clear.

Obviously, the person in my arms leans against me every day, hugging and sleeping, as if I feel very at ease, but whenever there is no one in the middle of the night, if you can detect it, you will find that there are occasional other expressions in those scenes .

About this matter, he asked Lu Youxi, asking him: "Did you still dream before?"

But when he clearly heard Lu Youxi answer him "not often, what's the matter?", he couldn't help feeling that the natural expression was like a sharp knife piercing the surface of his fragile 'dream', and he could feel it at any time. Smash everything in general.

Is this what Cao Shanshan meant by stepping out?He didn't feel suspicious.

Gu Cheng'an is very familiar with such things as nightmares, because he has experienced them repeatedly for a long time as if he was stuck in a quagmire.

He knew what it was like to feel nothing but pain.

If it is said that Lu Youxi walked out of such a predicament, then what is it to force him to return to this state because of his own selfish desires?Is the 'good' that I hope to give to the other party really good for the other party?Or is it just pure selfishness under the skin of 'good for you'?

"Gu Cheng'an!" The person in his arms suddenly shouted out nervously.

He looked down at the other person's face, closed eyes and frowning brows, and couldn't help but want to escape from here.But it's not like he didn't try to leave. Every time he got a little distance away, the other party would become more nervous and yell more non-stop.

It is himself who is needed, and it is himself who makes him suffer.What should I do with myself like this?Gu Cheng'an didn't know.

After that cry, there was a thunder outside the window, and then the sound of rainwater beating on the window sill also rang out.

The coolness brought by the early autumn rain blows in through the window, which is very comfortable.The originally tense body gradually calmed down.

The person who fell asleep loosened his brows, and he didn't look the same as before.The body covered by the quilt moved lightly in the opponent's arms, as if feeling a little hot, turned over and opened the distance a little before falling asleep again.

Gu Chengan breathed a sigh of relief, but he still couldn't stop thinking. He wanted to stop his mind, but he couldn't.When people leave him a little bit, he has freedom.

After leaving the bedroom and going to the balcony to light a cigarette, I felt that the emotion in my throat seemed to be eased by the rain outside the window.

You Tiao sensitively sensed the footsteps of people walking, and then walked out of the room, stood at the balcony door, looked up at the smoking man, and yawned.It looked like it hadn't slept well, but it never left people's side.

Seeing it like this, Gu Chengan held a cigarette in one hand, put the ashtray aside, sat down along the window frame, and let it lie in his arms.

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and it didn't mean to stop at all.

After an unknown amount of time, You Tiao suddenly raised his head to look at the door. Gu Cheng'an was still wondering, but right after him, he also heard the indistinct sound of footsteps mixed with the sound of rain.

The door was pushed open, and Lu Youxi appeared at the door with a sleepy face.

He walked over, tilted his head, and without saying a word, just took Gu Cheng'an's hand, and wanted to pull him back.

Seeing this, Gu Chengan didn't resist, but quickly crushed the cigarette, and then walked back one by one.

The cat went back to the litter box, and the person went back to the bedroom.

Lu Youxi climbed onto the bed with her eyes closed, nestled in her arms again, and then said softly: "I just had a nightmare again."

Gu Cheng'an, who had recovered from his emotions, used his finger bones to slowly thread along his spine as he did many years ago, until he heard him say again: "I guess it's because I saw Xu Xu and dreamed about a lot of things from the past." He paused, and hugged him tighter.

The person who was held in his arms gently patted the other person's back with his hands rhythmically, as if to comfort him.Obviously he was too sleepy, but he still insisted on waiting until the breathing on the neck gradually stabilized, and then he closed his eyes and fell asleep again.