If the world had no daylight

After entering July, the temperature has risen to another level.

The person in the bedroom stood in front of the dressing table, wearing a well-regulated suit, and his long black hair was tied into a neat ponytail.

She doesn't wear any makeup on her face, nor does she have any decorations on her body.There was a small box on the desk, she looked at it for a long time, and then opened it.

There is a somewhat old semi-manual watch inside.

This watch has stopped turning, it lies quietly on the soft cushion, like a silent past.

Ye Wan picked it up and put it on her wrist gently.

She turned around, looked at a floor-to-ceiling mirror next to her, and meticulously arranged the black formal suit on her body.

The good fabric of the clothes wrapped her body in a soft curve. She raised her chin, buttoned the first button of the shirt, and then raised her arms to button all the cuffs.

She turned sideways, looked behind her, and reached out to smooth out the creases.

Finally, she lowered her head, picked up the admission ticket and information bag on the dressing table, turned and walked out of the bedroom.

When the black low-heeled shoes stepped out of the door, there was a pause for a few seconds, and the opposite side was as quiet as a silent corridor.

She closed the door and walked straight to the elevator.

Bai Tian, ​​who was temporarily called to school during the summer vacation, was in a bad mood.

She didn't know when she wrote the words "people are stupid and easy to deceive" on her face, so that she was the first to look for her every time she pulled a strong man.

Director Li said: "Other teachers are either confinement, or traveling abroad, and some have returned to their hometown to get married. Only you are still in the city."

Bai Tian: "..."

She will send a photo of the Swiss landscape to Moments next week.

After arriving at the school, looking at the crowded school gate, Bai Tian thought he had gone to the wrong place.

The chemistry teacher who was also arrested saw her and quickly waved: "Teacher Bai, this way."

She put away those emotions, walked over with a parasol, and asked, "What is this for?"

The chemistry teacher wiped the profuse sweat off his head with a wet tissue. He had already bald before he reached middle age, and the top of his head was red from the sun.

Bai Tian simply moved the umbrella over to cover his head, in exchange for a grateful look from the other party.

"Oh, it's the judicial examination in the second half of this year, and this time it's chosen by our school." He said, pointing to a red banner not far away.It said "201X National Judicial Examination Capital Examination Area Capital Affiliated High School Examination Center".

Bai Tian asked puzzledly: "But we are not in the judicial system, what do we come to school for?"

The chemistry teacher sighed and said bitterly, "Come to do odd jobs."

He pointed to the big umbrella, tables and chairs at the door, as well as the candidates and parents who had been waiting outside, and even a few media workers.

After finishing speaking, he lowered his voice and continued: "I heard that the reason why there are not enough people this year is because several invigilators who took bribes were found out, and they may even enter the examination room to help invigilate the exam today."

Bai Tian frowned, she always hated such things as driving ducks to the shelves, but if she wanted to survive in this society, she had to obey the rules.

"I'll stay at the door," she said.

The chemistry teacher looked at her, rubbed his hands, and said with a smile, "How embarrassing it is, it's not good for you to be drying outside like a girl."

"It's okay." It could be seen that the other party was just being polite, Bai Tian didn't drag this matter too much, and walked to the door after speaking, and handed out his work card to the person sitting under the big umbrella.

After the other party confirms, let her familiarize herself with the machine.

Bai Tian took a look and found that it was a face recognition computer and camera. Candidates entered the arena through this "scanning face".

Secretly lamenting the rapid changes of the times, Bai Tian didn't respond on his face, and he understood after listening to the other party's teaching, and then sat in the corner and waited to enter the examination room.

There were quite a few police officers in uniform standing at the door, exposed to the sun. Bai Tian looked at the boxes of mineral water beside him, then picked up a few bottles of water and handed them to them.

At this moment, there was a sudden commotion not far away, and several police officers quickly lowered the water and walked over to see the situation.

Bai Tian also turned his head sideways, looking at the noisiest part of the crowd.

The sun on this day was very dazzling, and the ground was almost scorched into white mist, and even the air was distorted and blurred by the high temperature.

Everyone looked sickly under the high temperature and sweated profusely, just like every embarrassed and numb mortal being.

But there was a person who walked through the crowd, wearing a pure black formal suit under the scorching sun, and stepping on ordinary black low-heeled leather shoes, walking towards Bai Tian.

She was wearing a ponytail, and her fair and clean face was as calm as water, as if all the eyes and exclamations around her were out of her world.

But in Bai Tian's eyes, it seems that the people walking are stepping on the infinitely extended time with every step.The dangling hair, the naturally dangling arms, the information bag held by one hand, and even the examination admission ticket hanging on the chest dangling from side to side, are all magnified and magnified, becoming a close-up of the movie.

Some people took out their mobile phones to take pictures, some people and the people around them said something with surprise on their faces, and the media, which was originally just a routine, suddenly raised their cameras and rushed over like chicken blood.

But she turned a deaf ear, walking through the crowd with her straight back and slender legs, step by step towards the school gate.

From an unknown moment, the chaotic sounds receded like a tide, and the door became silent.

The person in black formal suit stopped at the door, looked up at the electronic time, and asked, "Can I enter?"

The time is neither too early nor too late, just right.

But there was an eerie silence that followed, and no one answered her, not even the people sitting behind the desk had recovered.

So the only person who was still awake took a step forward, pointed to the camera on the computer, and said, "Please look here for face recognition."

The person with the ponytail showed a complete face, graceful, confident but not ostentatious.

She looked at the short-haired woman with a rising smile from the corner of her eyes.

"Okay." She replied.

Bai Tian didn't seem to see this smile, and followed the procedure to confirm her admission ticket, ID card, and other materials. Finally, the computer gave a "Verification Passed" prompt, and she answered, "Please enter."

Bai Tian picked up the document and handed it over. The other party reached out and touched her fingertips as if unintentionally.

She resisted the conditioned reflex and watched her withdraw her hand and walk into the school gate without changing her expression.

Ten seconds later, everyone at the door woke up like a dream and began to line up to enter the venue in an orderly manner.

Bai Tian helped for nearly an hour before finally getting a break.

She was sitting in a corner drinking water, surrounded by suppressed excited discussions.

You don’t need to turn on your phone to look at social software to know what it looks like on the Internet today.

It was like another carnival belonging to the public, but Bai Tian was still indifferent.

She gulped down the water, drank the whole bottle quickly, then opened a new bottle, and continued to pour it into her mouth.

Others only thought that she was too hot and tired. After all, she was a temporary helper, and it was normal for her not to adapt.

Only Bai Tian knew how much she wanted to leave this place.

One hour after the exam started, everyone at the gate, except the police officers, could call it a day and go to the school to rest.Bai Tian asked Director Li, and after confirming that he didn't need his help, he went home with an umbrella.

She was in a mess, took a quick shower in the bathroom and changed into her pajamas before she felt that she could take a breath.

Liu Ran always said that she had no noble life but had a noble disease. Bai Tian actually thought he was right. When it was the hottest summer or the coldest winter, even she couldn't stand her hypocrisy.

But people must adapt to the environment, otherwise they will not be able to survive.

Facts have also proved that most of the time people are more adaptable and even resistant to stress than they think.

What you thought you couldn't accept, you finally accepted calmly.

Just because your bottom line can be changed, it can be adjusted freely with your worthless self-esteem, lower and lower.

Your heart is arrogant, your body is full of edges and corners, and your reluctance to disappear from everyone will all be polished into a sleek appearance when you step into the society as an adult.

Even if this is the appearance you have hated the most.

Bai Tian is a qualified adult.

She gets along well with her colleagues, her work ability is recognized by her superiors, her students respect and love her, and she has a perfect boyfriend.

It can be said that she can possess and achieve what most of the failed people in the world long for and are persistent.

But is she happy?

Liu Ran said: "You always want to be worthy of everyone, but don't you feel that you have treated yourself badly?"

He naturally knew her well enough to hit the nail on the head.

He understood how many shackles she had put on himself, but he couldn't change her.

Because Bai Tian is no longer living for himself.

She forgot her childhood dreams, her vigor and freedom, and even how to love the world and herself.

"What are morality and restraint, can they be more important than your happiness in life?"

The person who said this sentence should have had a hideous face in Bai Tian's memory.

And this word is also difficult to understand.

But Bai Tian knew that this was her sincere words.Even if this sentence is put on the table, it will be attacked by the world standing on the moral high ground.She also said such a sentence from the heart to Bai Tian without any scruples.

But what is ironic is that there are only a handful of sincere words she has said to herself, but every word and every word made her very angry, and she didn't want to listen to it again.

For a long time, Bai Tian didn't understand why she fell in love with Ye Wan.

They are not supposed to be of the same world, they have never been really honest with each other, they have very different ideas, and they don't want to give in to each other.

Like two hedgehogs, hugging each other will only scar each other.

The more time passed, the more Bai Tian couldn't figure it out.Gradually, I stopped trying to make myself understand.

She drifted through the past nine years, no longer recalling the past, no longer obsessed with those wounds and blood, she knew how to pretend more and more, protected herself with gentleness and harmlessness, and became someone who would not be hated by anyone. shrewd person.

She lived like the Ye Wan she used to be.

She thought so.

Until she met Ye Wan today.

Her first love, the person she once loved deeply, came to her among all living beings.

Bai Tian could clearly see that those black eyes were filled with the sunlight above his head, even the curvature of the lower jaw when it was raised slightly, and the faint smile on the corner of the mouth, were so graceful and dazzling.

She stood in front of the world with the most unpretentious appearance, and stepped forward to a brand new path firmly and confidently.

Her frowns and smiles should have been ordinary, but in Bai Tian's eyes, she outlined a desperate aura.

At that moment, Bai Tian looked at her without dodging or hiding, with neither sadness nor joy in his heart, and it had nothing to do with Fengyue.

She just felt ashamed for the way she lived at this moment.

The author has something to say:

fixed

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I finally changed the name and copywriting, so I should be able to understand the implication of the new name.

ps: The judiciary exam is not in July, and the plot has been adjusted here, please forgive me.