If the world had no daylight

Adolescent hormones often start to kick in after entering middle school.

But Ye Wan is not in this ranks.

Her first sexual advances date back to kindergarten, and as she grows up, these things become more common.

After entering junior high school, the people who have a good impression of her are no longer limited to the "opposite sex".

Ye Wan didn't feel any different about this, she took it for granted, even the person who signed the love letter never read it.

This is not because she doesn't understand romance, on the contrary, she knows exactly what these are, but she just finds them boring.

Just imagine, the person who woos you actually has to be coaxed by his mother to have a meal at home; If they quarreled or even fought, then the vivid wording in the love letter would make people feel dull.

Ye Wan is different from most people in this world.

She has long been aware of this.

This difference does not just refer to "intelligence", "beauty", "family background" or other superficial factors.

There is something deeper.

For example, when her parents took her to some parties, the children of the same age present were talking about "Olympiad", "Piano", "Spanish" and the medals they had won since they were young. Watching, while discussing which cram school teacher is the real ace teacher.

And Ye Wan sat in her seat, drinking freshly squeezed watermelon juice without saying a word.

Because she was afraid that once she opened her mouth, she would not be able to help correcting the wrong formula they used.

That would be so annoying.

Ye Wan understands that no one will like her hidden side, so she never shows it in front of others.

This also means that she will not have friends, and what is more, a relationship closer than that, nor will she.

But admirers are like moths to a flame, lingering and following one after another.

Probably, the exuberant vitality of the teenagers has been consumed by these spring hearts, otherwise their grades would not have reached that level.

While thinking about it, Ye Wan took out a large box of chocolates from the drawer and handed it to her deskmate.

"Didn't have breakfast? Have some chocolate."

Different from the inner indifference, Ye Wan is a very friendly person when socializing.

Regardless of whether everyone believed it or not, she was very successful anyway.

The girl at the same table is not very popular, because her parents are teachers, and she is a classmate with the head teacher, so she always receives some unconscious care.

Perhaps there is another reason.

Ye Wan looked at her somewhat pale face, and subconsciously took out another face for comparison.

This girl named Chen Huiru is five points like her cousin Wen Xinlei.

So Ye Wan would always take care of her unconsciously.But in fact, for Ye Wan, those are all a matter of effort.

But only she thinks so.

When the girl took the chocolate, her eyes were bright and beautiful.

Ye Wan likes this look, it will make her feel better involuntarily.

This is of the same nature as going out to see cloudless and sunny weather.

It is also comparable to the joy that ordinary people get when they encounter big stars on the street.

An antidote to a boring life.

The campus is a "small society" that adults cannot integrate into. Innocence and malice are intertwined in this world without conflict. No matter who it is, it has to play a role in order to survive.

Many years later, you will never remember the classmate in your junior high school class with average grades, average height and appearance, not good at speech, and no special skills, what is his name, and what he looks like.

Because this is the exclusive role of the other party, and only if he plays this role well can he not be excluded.

The role played by Ye Wan is a study committee member with excellent character and learning.

At the same time, she also added a lot of settings to herself.For example, she has a good temper, is gentle with others, is very polite, and so on, which she does not have at all.

But many people were convinced by the image she showed, and then bumped into her, surrendering their sincerity and trust.

Ye Wanzhao received it correctly, but never responded, let alone giving the same thing.

Because in her eyes, the so-called sincerity of most people is just a momentary infatuation.

Such as Zhang Ting, such as Lin Qiao, such as some people whose names she can no longer remember.

Ye Wan found an interesting thing in his constant contact with these girls.

That is, they are more likely to fall into the "false love" than boys.

Compared with boys, it is more common for girls to have ambiguity and affection for the same sex.

But in most cases, this is just a temporary cognitive disorder caused by natural sensibility and blurred boundaries.

Ye Wan has too many things, whether it is family background, beauty, or the highest status in school - grades, are beyond the reach of students of the same age.

This will make those girls who are blinded by her affinity and gentleness derive more emotions from the sense of admiration.

It is hard to say whether the essence of this kind of worship is real desire and longing.

They were ignorant, wasting their hormones on an indifferent person, and when they woke up, they took the initiative to distance themselves and gradually drifted away.

Ye Wan watched them come, and watched them leave, but she always stood in the best position to enjoy the scenery without any surprise.

But there was one person who was different from them.

That is Chen Huiru.

Ye Wan faintly noticed it when he was invited by his deskmate to help her with tutoring at her home for the second time.

This girl who looks very similar to Wen Xinlei has a different feeling for herself.

When she had to stay overnight because of the heavy rain, the two of them lay in the same bed and didn't sleep all night.

Ye Wan wanted to sleep very much, but the nervousness and embarrassment exuded by a person was too blatant, how could she fall asleep.

At that time, she knew.

Chen Huiru likes her, unlike other girls, it is the kind of "longing" for her.

At this time, how to keep the distance quietly became Ye Wan's headache for a long time.

She could be regarded as lifting a rock to shoot herself in the foot.

Overconfidence in oneself and excessive contempt for others have created such a situation.

However, how meaningful is the love of junior high school students?

There are actually some books on this proposition, but most of them are from the perspective of adults, and no matter how euphemistic the words are, they can't cover up those "disapproval".

However, if you are not old enough, do you really not understand "love"?

Not necessarily.

The "heartbeat" of a person cannot be deceived. What experience and age can limit is only the way of treating love, not the possibility of love.

After Ye Wan checked the information, he couldn't help feeling a little bit tied up.

She should treat it with caution, because this is the first "sincerity" she has encountered.

Even if there are no waves in your heart, you must give a happy ending.

But when she was ready, she didn't wait for the other party's "movement".

Some people say that you can't hide your liking for someone.

In front of people like Ye Wan with high dual quotients, Chen Huiru's attempts to cover up are very clumsy and funny.

She thought her eyes were dark, her words were natural, and she even felt that nothing she did "crossed the line".

As everyone knows, if Ye Wan hadn't resolved the "accidents" time after time, the whole class would have known that Chen Huiru had a crush on Ye Wan.

Ye Wan watched her stage a love one-man show and waited for her to take the initiative to attack, but she didn't expect that she would wait until the third year of junior high school.

When all emotions, words and deeds became normal, Ye Wan no longer took this matter to heart.

She thought that maybe Chen Huiru would not say those three words on the day of graduation, but she didn't expect that there was one person who changed this situation.

When Chen Huiru transferred to class D in the third year of junior high school, a person also transferred from class D to class C, who happened to sit in the seat vacated by Chen Huiru.

This is also a sweet-looking girl, but unlike Chen Huiru, she is not bad in studies, popular with others, and has certain leadership skills.

Her name is Shi Yuanyuan, and on the first day she transferred in, Ye Wan thought "it's best not to have too much contact with her".

This is an inexplicable feeling, and after the other party quickly integrated into the group, this idea became more clear.

Ye Wan vaguely sensed that this girl was hostile to him.

While establishing her own circle in the class, she expressed her love and admiration for Ye Wan, acting like a number one fan.

Ye Wan hadn't seen anyone who could match him in acting for a long time, and suddenly he became a little interested.

She simply cooperated with the other party a few times, and then belatedly understood something.

When Ye Wan was stopped by Chen Huiru in the classroom, she couldn't react when she saw the girl muster up the courage to say those words.

The classroom after school was empty, Ye Wan put down the blackboard eraser, thought for a long time, and finally said the answer he had prepared long ago.

As she expected, Chen Huiru was hit hard. She watched herself hesitate to speak for a long time, and finally lowered her head and ran out.

I dare not even let myself see the tears.

Not long after, another student on duty came back to the classroom. Ye Wan glanced at her, and said to her with a rare cold face: "You are very boring like this."

Shi Yuanyuan smiled, "I'm just helping her see the reality clearly."

Not much speculation.

Ye Wan looked away, too lazy to talk nonsense with her.

After that, Chen Huiru never contacted Ye Wan again.

The chats she sent from time to time every week, and some handmade gifts she sent were also completely terminated.

It's hard for Ye Wan to say whether he feels more relieved or more guilty.

If she had guided the other party to speak out when she first found out, instead of sitting on the sidelines for so long, Chen Huiru would have suffered much less blows and injuries.

In fact, she is not selfless.

A good-looking girl is the most precious treasure in the world.

Ye Wan always thought so.

And a girl in love is a stage where treasures shine.

The vitality generated by her love, the happiness in her eyes, and the unconscious smile on her face.These are "landscapes".

Ye Wan, on the other hand, has always been keen on appreciating the scenery.

After the beautiful scenery faded out of her own world, Ye Wan's daily life did not change in any way.

This is not a kind of indifference.

But she has long been aware of her nature, and has no intention of changing it.

The third year of junior high school passed so smoothly, and if there were no accidents, everyone would meet again in the high school, so the coming of graduation did not even bring much sadness.

Unsurprisingly, Ye Wan became the student representative at the graduation ceremony. She made a random draft and put it aside.

Because her time needs to be used for other things.

"Who are you talking about?"

"A high school student who is following Zhang Laowu."

When she first heard the news, Ye Wan felt that Ah Ren was joking.

But today is not April Fool's Day.

After taking some time to accept this fact, Ye Wan felt very puzzled, did Chen Huiru's "wounded by love" hurt his eyes?

She can't take a fancy to anyone, she has to take a fancy to a little gangster.

That's no ordinary punk.

For all the students studying in this district, who doesn't know who Zhang Lao Wu is, and how many good things can be obtained by following him?

Ye Wan felt her temples hurt, "How did you know about this?"

Ah Ren drank his cold beer in one gulp, hiccupped, and said, "That kid Zhou Xiaoxing is bragging all over the place, saying that he was a class girl in No. [-] Middle School, and even bet that within a month, he will be able to get her... "

He looked into Ye Wan's eyes and consciously swallowed the second half of the sentence.

"Where does this person usually hang out?" Ye Wan lowered his head and asked.

Wei Zheng just came in from the outside, and when he heard this sentence, he knew something was wrong.

"Don't fight, I warn you, did you forget that you almost saw your face last time?"

Ye Wan ignored him and repeated the question again.

Ah Ren looked at her, then at Wei Zheng, and then confessed under the helpless eyes of the other party.

I felt a little gloating in my heart.

That little bastard, I've seen him upset for a long time.

When Chen Huiru started to cry, Ye Wan leaned against the wall motionless, with a hooded sweater covering her face, but Chen Huiru knew her so well, how could she not recognize her.

She cried louder and louder, Ye Wan didn't expect girls to cry so loudly, and suddenly became upset.

"... Please, let him go, please, I was wrong, I know I was wrong..."

Ye Wan really wanted to ask, "Where did you go wrong?"

This is not a domineering president possessing himself, but a real question.

The emotional girl didn't realize the problem until now, she thought she was the one who got her "boyfriend" involved.

Ye Wan glanced at the man on the ground who had been beaten so hard that he couldn't move, and couldn't help but feel nauseous.

Fortunately, she still remembers that this is a society ruled by law.

After all the people brought by Ah Ren left, Ye Wan looked at the girl kneeling on the ground, wanted to explain something, but swallowed it.

If she didn't explain well and gave her hope, that would be putting the cart before the horse.

Ye Wan thought for a while and said, "I'll ask you."

Her hair slipped from her hat, she squatted down casually, and looked at the girl she hadn't seen for a long time.

"Are you going to be with him?"

From the bottom of her heart, she never believed that Chen Huiru would like this kind of person, so the possibility of "giving up on herself" is very high.

Chen Huiru trembled, remained silent for a moment, then suddenly raised her head, showing an expression Ye Wan had never seen before.

"That's right! I just like him! Whom I want to be with is my freedom, why do you do that?"

It was the first time she spoke to Ye Wan so loudly. To be honest, Ye Wan was stunned for a second.

In my impression, Chen Huiru is always very well-behaved and docile, a typical greenhouse flower, well protected.

While Ye Wan was surprised by this appearance, he also felt some regret and faint displeasure.

For a person who is so impulsive and confused that he puts himself in this kind of danger without realizing it, Ye Wan doesn't know whether to call her stupid or sigh.

Chen Huiru was also taken aback by her behavior. She lowered her head and couldn't help whispering, "I beg you, let me go."

Ye Wan understood this sentence.

After a while, she stood up and put her hands in her pockets.

The hat slipped off, but she didn't care.

If that's your choice.

Ye Wan smiled lightly, and replied unhurriedly: "I hope you don't regret it."

Others have no right to interfere with other people's independent choices, and they have no position to criticize.

Just like those who choose to give up their lives, Ye Wan never underestimates them, or makes irresponsible remarks from the standpoint of their family members.

Because no one can empathize with another.

You are not her, how do you know the extent of her pain?

Chen Huiru chose to use this method to get rid of her previous relationship. It's hard to say whether it was right or wrong, but it has nothing to do with Ye Wan.

Just treat her as indifferent.

For a long time after that, the words "Chen Huiru" no longer appeared in Ye Wan's life.

From the transfer to the transfer, the two had no intersection at all.

She won't remind herself of the other person because she still can't understand this behavior and has negative emotions because of it.

If you have to use an analogy, it might be "hate iron but not steel".

Because of such emotions, Ye Wan didn't even get to know each other's news anymore, and Ah Ren and Wei Zheng also wisely didn't mention it in front of her.

Just when she had completely forgotten about this person, the other person reappeared rudely and abruptly in a way that no one could have expected.

"I won't come to the store tomorrow."

Ye Wan came downstairs with a mobile phone in his hand.

Wei Zheng was sitting in front of the computer, putting a disc into the host.He replied without raising his head, and said sarcastically: "There are women but no brothers."

Ye Wan stared at his head, wanting to do it for him.

"You're not idle either. You change girlfriends every three days, and you still watch three small movies every day."

She glanced at Wei Zheng up and down, and asked with a half-smile, "Is your body able to take it?"

Wei Zheng rolled his eyes: "This is art, you know nothing."

The computer read the disc, a playback window popped up, and then the video was played automatically.

Ye Wan turned to look at the screen, and said sarcastically, "How can you still be artistic at this level of candid photography? Give yourself less..."

Her voice stopped abruptly.

Wei Zheng looked back, shook his hand, and immediately closed the window.

But both of them could clearly see that familiar, sleepy face.