Xueba at the same table is my mortal enemy

Jiang Qu was almost poked in a row.

I don't know if the beer started to get on his face or the thing he wanted to ask was ashamed to speak, his cheeks gradually turned red, and his mind was a little dizzy.

gay.

The three words that should have been spoken in a very, very low voice came out of Lu Huai's mouth as calmly as "thank you".

He tried his best to keep up with Lu Huai's calmness: "Is homosexuality natural?" He asked, "Probably not, I heard Qinqin and the others often say that the bend is bent, so you have to be straight before you can bend..."

Lu Huai looked at the endless darkness in the distance: "I don't know about others, and I'm not sure if I was born with it."

"Oh..." Jiang Qu touched the tip of his nose, "How about that person, who can determine that he is gay? Will there be that kind of awakening action?"

"Yes, I have."

"Ah? Really?" Jiang Qu asked seriously.

"Well, generally gays will transform like little demons. Before shouting slogans, they like women. After shouting slogans, they put on pink skirts and then they like men."

"What???" Jiang Qu looked at him, stunned for a while, "What the hell???"

Lu Huai was amused by his reaction, and took a sip of his lower lip against the top of the can.

"Your uncle Lu Huai, you are just kidding me!"

Lu Huai stopped his coming elbow, shook the beer bottle, and laughed for a long time.

"Believe it or not, throw you to dance by the campfire!"

Lu Huai: "Can you hug me?"

"Come on, come on, I think you just want to dance." Jiang Qu stretched out his hand to him.

Lu Huai pinched his wrist and put it back on his lap. After a while, he fell back a little bit and pressed Jiang Qu's shoulder.

"Want to know me?"

Jiang Qu restrained his movements and swallowed very obviously: "If you don't mind."

There was silence between them for a long time, the silence where the air was almost stagnant, and Jiang Qu even began to smell the smell of grass on the tip of his nose.

It wasn't until he touched a small red envelope bitten by a mosquito on his ankle that Lu Huai said, "I don't actually have a very clear definition," he said, "I haven't experienced the emotional and cognitive changes that ordinary people have. There are probably many. For years, I don't even know what liking is."

Jiang Qu: "What do you mean?"

Lu Huai said: "There are two kinds of people in my eyes, others, and me."

Jiang Qu: "Are you so arrogant?"

"Yeah, the kind that has to be carried to the bathroom." After Lu Huai joked with him, he paused for a long time, "I don't know who my dad is."

Jiang Qu gave a low "huh" and enlightened him again: "It's okay, my dad doesn't care about me now, and there are only one or two calls a year, which is about the same."

"Is the only way you comfort people is to compare misery?" Lu Huai asked.

Jiang Qu frowned and clicked his tongue: "I can use this method to comfort you. In 17 years, you are the only one in the world, okay?" He patted his thigh, "Contentment, understand."

Lu Huai: "Understood."

"Then it's because of your father that you... don't really like people?" Jiang Qu didn't know how to ask, so he could only follow his description.

"No," Lu Huai said, "I can tell who treats me well and who treats me badly, but I won't like them because they treat me so much. Classmates, teachers, passers-by, ordinary people, it's all the same."

Jiang Qu heard this kind of mentality for the first time: "But if someone treats you well, you will naturally like him. This is beyond control."

"Just think of me as a white-eyed wolf." Lu Huai said.

"..." Jiang Qu: "That's not true, you are fine now."

Lu Huai rubbed his hair: "Can others touch your head?"

Jiang Qu blinked and thought for a while: "My grandma can do it, but her touch is fatal."

"Then am I left?" Lu Huai asked with a smile.

Jiang Qu felt that it was too embarrassing to say so, so he opened his hand: "It's a beautiful idea."

Lu Huai smiled, turned sideways, and leaned on Jiang Qu's arm: "My mother, you have seen the one at the school gate, to be precise, you peeked."

Jiang Qu's eyes widened: "That's your mother? I thought it was your girlfriend's!"

"She has always been beautiful." Lu Huai said, "She has been beautiful since she was a teenager, so there is me."

Jiang Qu shut his mouth instantly.

"Her hometown is a small fishing village. There are many children in the family. She is neither the eldest nor the youngest. She is caught in the middle and has no sense of existence." He said slowly, "So even when she was pregnant with me, no one in the family knew. I couldn’t hide it, so I told her mother about it, she was beaten up, and then taken to the hospital to have an abortion.”

Lu Huai calmly seemed to be telling a story that had nothing to do with him, "her", "her mother" and "her family".

"She was afraid of pain and didn't dare to bleed, so she ran away with me overnight and came to Nancheng."

Jiang Qu licked his lips: "Then... Auntie has nothing, how did she live with you?"

"She said that a kind person helped her, but I don't know who it is," Lu Huai said, "but I have many uncles, and their names occasionally overlap, and my mother will use big Uncle Chen, Uncle Chen and so on. Come teach me the difference."

Jiang Qu heard the sound of his back molars clenching together.

Lu Huai also seemed to feel his gnashing of teeth, and reached out to slowly stroke his hair: "The story is crooked, let's start again."

There was a gust of wind blowing on the top of the mountain, and there was a sound of hunting, and Lu Huai's voice became a little ethereal: "I didn't like others, and after a while, I began to feel that life was boring, so I just wanted to close my eyes every day."

Jiang Qu tried his best to ease the atmosphere, and smiled: "You have entered the rebellious period."

"Maybe," Lu Huai said in a relaxed tone, and took the initiative to divert the topic away.

After a while, he turned his head to look at Jiang Qu, his eyes were bright, and said, "When I opened my eyes, I realized that I like men."

Jiang Qu was captured by his eyes, and the speed of opening his mouth was half a beat slow: "Then... how did it feel at that time?"

"It's him in the dream, and it's him in the mind." Lu Huai approached inch by inch, but his eyes didn't move, hot and calm, "When reason and desire are entangled, it's also him."

Jiang Qu's Adam's apple rolled uncontrollably: "Can't it be popular and easy to understand?"

"When I think about him, I will be hard." Lu Huai said.

Jiang Qu's eyes widened suddenly, the blushing spread along the dizziness, his whole face was hot with shame, he turned his head quickly, then drooped, his eyes didn't know where to look.

"It's so easy to be shy." Lu Huai said with a smile.

"Easy to understand is not so simple and rude! Anyway, when I watched the film before, the word I used was 'the combination of spirit and flesh'!"

Their chats were too jumpy, one was difficult to speak, and the other was flustered, so Lu Huai could only follow the nonsense and twitched his brows: "What movie are you watching?"

"It's just some small clips." Jiang Qu is very confident, "Don't say you haven't seen it, you are almost an adult, don't pretend to be innocent!"

"I'm already an adult." Lu Huai said.

Jiang Qu said disgustedly: "I'm two months away from becoming an adult, who is afraid of whom!"

Lu Huai: "Is it good-looking, do you have any impressions to share after watching it?"

Jiang Qu coughed: "That's right, the filming is okay."

"Have you really seen it?" Lu Huai asked.

Jiang Qu: "Why, act like I lied to you!"

"It's the first time I've heard people say 'good shot' to praise a love action movie. When you fill out your application, you should consider writing and directing."

Jiang Qu felt that Lu Huai's mouth was not only poisonous, but his eyes were also poisonous.

"I've seen it, it's true... But after just a few glances, the woman rolled her eyes and it's as scary as a horror movie."

Lu Huai drank most of the bottle of beer with a smile. In order not to embarrass Jiang Qu, he reached out and touched his cheek with the beer bottle: "What else do you want to know?"

Being interrupted by Lu Huai, Jiang Qu's mind was also confused, and he randomly pulled out one of them and asked, "Just, when you were sure about your sexual orientation...did you hesitate?"

Lu Huai lowered his eyes and shook his head: "Before that, I didn't really think about it..." He paused, "I don't want anyone to share my life with me."

Jiang Qu frowned. At the moment when Lu Huai paused just now, he felt that Lu Huai's meaning was not like this. It seemed that what he wanted to say was not so easy to say.

Lu Huai raised his eyes and looked at Jiang Qu: "It was the first time that day that I felt that a person's life can be lived in another way, maybe I can also think about it."

"What does it look like?" Jiang Qu asked in a daze.

Lu Huai stretched out his hand to push up his forehead, and gently flicked it, revealing the beautiful tip underneath.

It was very similar to the wind blowing away the boy's sweaty hair at sunset.

"Spirited and radiant."

Jiang Qu followed the light in his eyes and blinked slowly.

How could a person make Lu Huai give such a high praise.

The bottle in Lu Huai's hand was already empty, he squeezed Jiang Quzhong's knuckles, brought his bottle over, and took a sip facing the only opening.

Jiang Qu watched his Adam's apple roll, watched him drink the remaining half of the bottle without changing his face, and watched him put two beer bottles together.

There was a sudden heat in the palm of my hand.

But he didn't want to talk to Lu Huai anymore.

"Old Jiang! Lu Huai!" Wu Xun ran over and called them.

"what happened?"

"I've been looking for you two for a long time, and I'm hiding here to whisper!" He also sat down, "The scenery is not bad, it's pitch black."

Jiang Qu pressed his shoulders and stood up: "I have something to say."

"Oh, it's nothing. Let's come back from dancing. Qinqin and the others said they would wait for you for a while, but after waiting for a long time, neither of you came back, so they hurriedly looked for it." He patted his legs, glanced at Lu Huai, and kicked Jiang. Qu, "Going back to eat, we have to go back to the hotel after eating."

Jiang Qu glanced at Lu Huai, not knowing what to say, and finally pushed his shoulder: "Let's go."

What he wanted to ask, he still didn't finish it in the end.

But he knew Lu Huai's countless secrets that he couldn't tell.

I also know that Lu Huai seems to have someone he likes, even if he doesn't have someone he likes, there is someone he values ​​and admires very much.

He was quite blocked in his heart, blocked by too many reasons, he didn't even dare to walk beside Lu Huai.

Fortunately, Wu Xun pulled him aside as he walked.

"What's the matter with you?" Jiang Qu asked him, "You've been sneaking around for a long time."

Wu Xun lifted his chin towards Lu Huai's back: "You didn't think about how to repay him?"

"Repay what?"

Wu Xun pushed his head from behind: "It's about him giving up his life to save you!" He changed his words again, "Of course, this life is hard to give up, but I saw it very clearly at the time, when you two fell from one side , He really went looking for you without thinking about anything."

again.

This is what Jiang Qu is bothered about.

He wished this hadn't happened.

"Isn't that touching China enough?" Wu Xun said, "Let's stop talking and invite you to dinner."

Jiang Qu pushed Wu Xun away: "Why do you care so much?"

Wu Xun hesitated to speak, and looked at Jiang Qu with a frown and touched his forehead.

"What's wrong with you today, you're so nervous." Jiang Qu asked.

Wu Xun sighed: "I urged you to invite him to dinner, because I want you to settle things with him."

"According to what you said, if he sacrificed his life to save me, he deserves this meal? Is this clear?"

"That's definitely not the case." Wu Xun didn't say no, and whispered to Jiang Qu through a voice transmission, "I think he... as I just said, he didn't think about anything when such a big event happened, and rushed to save you as soon as possible. , that speed is really like a conditioned reflex, after all, ordinary classmates can do this for you? Don’t you think it’s weird? And he looked at you on the shore, as if he was looking at his own partner, especially...special what, doting .”

Jiang Qu was taken aback immediately, and stammered, "Don't, don't talk nonsense."

"I'm not sure, but I think he treats you surprisingly well, which is really abnormal."

Jiang Qu didn't expect that Wu Xun, a man of steel and straight, would be able to guess Lu Huai's sexual orientation one day.

There is also such a thing as IQ bottoming out, which is commendable.

"Besides, you should be thankful because of emotion and reason. If I saved you today, you would definitely buy me a pair of basketball shoes worth a thousand dollars..." Wu Xun was still muttering.

Jiang Qu pinched the back of his neck: "If I bought the sneakers of Xiao Yiqian, the first thing I would do would be to kick you with them."

"Then can you send me off after kicking?" Wu Xun asked happily.

"You want to fart, get out."

When they went back to the grill, there was almost no food left, only the roast leg of lamb, which was cut twice before giving up.

"I said that roasted whole lamb is not tasty, but you still have to exchange it with my chicken soup." Fu Shen'ao said.

Guo Qin: "Is it chicken soup, or Jiang Jiang's happiness in life?"

"What is happiness in life?" Jiang Qu asked.

Guo Qin smiled: "Tell me honestly, what have you been doing in the world with Lu Shen?"

"Qinqin, what else can you do in the deserted grassland?"

"Ah! You've turned yellow! You're no longer that cute Jiang Jiang!" Guo Qin put away his excited expression and said calmly, "Be more specific, I don't need these few minutes."

Jiang Qu picked up the last few skewers on the table and was about to open his mouth when he suddenly turned and held them up in front of Lu Huai, ready to feed him.

What a poor child, much more pitiful than myself.

But when Lu Huai lowered his head to bite, he withdrew his hand again.

Don't give it to Lu Huai.

Lu Huai has someone he likes in his heart, he is dirty.

The author has something to say: Thanks to the little angels who cast [land mines]: Henry and Rabbit 3;

Thanks to the little angels who irrigate [nutrient solution]: 20 bottles of shallow わらう and Laobai; 5 bottles of Xie Ziyi; 1 bottle of Shao Xiaoniu;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!