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Of course I am taller than you, at least I am Dad's biological daughter. "

"What is a daughter? How do you know if Cheng Xian has any other daughters or sons out there now? Other children may or may not be named Cheng. You won't know. It's not something you can know. You Do you dare to investigate? Do you dare to ask Cheng Xian, Gan Yue?"

"impossible!"

"You were also secretly born. Why can't other children be secretly born?" Cheng Ji took a step closer.

Cheng Yifu was confused, she couldn't help but took a step back, stopped again, glared at Cheng Ji with red eyes and said, "You are jealous of me. You are jealous that I have the love of my parents, I have a family, and you have nothing. Your grandparents And not you, you are jealous of me because you are an orphan with no one to love!"

Cheng Ji smiled when she heard the words. She had already admitted that she was an orphan, but what shame is there for an orphan?It was not her fault that she became an orphan. "Have you seen your grandpa and grandma for so many years? How did Gan Yue tell you that they lived far away or are no longer in the world? Have you never doubted it?"

A blank look appeared on Cheng Yifu's face.

"Your life is false, why haven't you found out yet? If the person who loves you knows that you are an illegitimate daughter, will he still love you?" Cheng Ji's round eyes showed a bit of innocence, and the maliciousness accumulated in her chest It erupted all at once, turning her into a villain like Cheng Yifu.Now that I have finished speaking, the impulse has subsided, and the blood in my body is gradually getting colder.

Suddenly, a person held her hand that she didn't know when it was tightly clenched.Cheng Ji looked back in surprise, and saw Song Sihan holding the shopping bag in one hand, while the other hand had wrapped her fist warmly.

The appearance of an outsider caused Cheng Yifu to panic, and asked hesitantly, "Song Sihan, why are you here?"

"I had dinner with Cheng Ji, and I was delayed in shopping upstairs for a while." Song Sihan said lightly.

Cheng Yifu squeezed out a smile: "Oh, I heard that there are Huayue activities here, so I'm curious to take a look. I have to go first, goodbye." Before they could answer, Cheng Yifu walked away in a hurry, feeling like The smell of running away.

"Why did you come here?"

"Are you OK?"

The two spoke in unison and looked at each other.

Song Sihan didn't follow what they said, let go of her hand, and explained with a guilty conscience: "I thought and thought, I can't always let her think that you are alone, you are supported by others, and you are not so easy to bully."

She didn't bully me, this time I bullied her.Cheng Ji said in his heart, looking at Song Sihan's firm expression mixed with guilt, he couldn't control his liking, and couldn't help but hugged the person who protected her unconditionally.

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The hug was very short, before Song Sihan could react, Cheng Ji let her go.

Song Sihan opened his eyes slightly, looking at Cheng Ji's face.Cheng Ji didn't show the slightest shyness, nor did he lower his head. After letting go of her, he kept the distance that was a little close to a friend, his eyes bright and persistent.

The hugger was confident and confident, and Song Sihan, who was being hugged, had no choice but to convince himself: this is a normal action and shouldn't be a big fuss.After staying for a while, she decided to pretend that nothing happened: "Uh, do you want to go shopping on the first floor?"

"Buy jewelry, bags, or clothes?" Cheng Ji looked around solemnly, "This layer of clothes doesn't seem to suit us."

"...Well." Song Sihan scratched her head with her free hand, Cheng Ji took the shopping bag from her hand, she avoided it and said, "It's okay, I'll carry it, and I'll give it to you when I get you home."

Cheng Ji said: "I want to hug someone when I have both hands empty."

Song Sihan silently gave her a shopping bag.

There was nothing to do in the shopping mall, so the two found the shop where they ate chocolate cake last time, and sat and chatted to pass the time.Song Sihan asked, "What is Cheng Yifu doing here?"

"Look for a sense of presence." Cheng Ji said, "Perhaps she has not been valued so much in Cheng's family recently, and she feels uncomfortable. Please vent to me."

Song Sihan: "No way, she's getting married next Saturday, it's impossible for the Cheng family not to pay attention to major life events."

"So fast? Could it be pre-marital anxiety?" Cheng Ji was surprised, and thought about it for a while, "If so, the last few words I said to her went too far."

Song Sihan didn't take it seriously: "That's what she forced you to do."

Cheng Ji smiled and asked: "Don't you believe that I will take the initiative to hurt others?"

Song Sihan didn't hesitate: "If you take the initiative, the other party deserves what they deserve."

Originally out of the idea of ​​making a good impression in front of the person he likes, Cheng Ji didn't intend to reveal all his mean words, but Song Sihan's filter is so thick, Cheng Ji couldn't help but eager to try. "I said she was an illegitimate daughter, and she would be the same if I had a low status; I also said that there might be other families and children outside Cheng Xian, but she was not qualified to ask; I told her that her life was false, if exposed People who love her will despise her. She is about to get married, and my words are no less than a stab in her heart. Don't you think I'm bad? "

Song Sihan listened intently, thought for a while, and said, "I think you're right, that's how it should be. If you want to scold her, you can scold her to make yourself happy."

"You really have no principles." Cheng Ji said with a smile.

Song Sihan admitted: "Sometimes I really don't have principles. I saw Cheng Eve treated you like that when I was a child, and I know who she is, but for the relationship between my family and the Cheng family, and now for my own work, I still have to keep in touch with her. , I will also attend her wedding next Saturday. Do you think I am hypocritical if I do this? "

Cheng Ji shook his head firmly: "I don't think so."

Song Sihan spread his hands and said with a smile: "Look, we are all the same. If you are really bad, deliberately entrap Cheng Yifu, and try every means to get revenge on the Cheng family, I don't think it is your fault. But I will feel sorry , because you are so good now, growing up in such an environment, you have done your best."

Cheng Ji sighed, and couldn't hold back a smile: "Song Sihan, you are hopeless, I even suspect that I have tricked you."

Song Sihan smiled, thinking that this is not a disease, what medicine do I need?But she looked at the bright look on Cheng Ji's face, and there seemed to be something going on in her heart, which made her always distracted, and couldn't help but think that the metaphor of laying a voodoo was really appropriate.

After the shopping mall closed, Song Sihan finished seeing off Cheng Ji, and then drove to his apartment alone.The lights of high-rise buildings in Jingzhou are framed on the front windshield, presenting in Song Sihan's eyes, the inside of the car is an independent world, and Song Sihan is startled when he counts, only three days have passed since Cheng Ji's confession.

But these three days, each day was heavy, as if compressed into many days, the weight was so heavy that her February this year was completely occupied by the name Cheng Ji.

Speaking of heavy, but also very light, she can float up at any moment. If it weren't for the reality to trap her feet, she would have gone to the sky now.

As soon as the fast and slow weekend ended, the rope around Song Sihan's ankle was tightened.Huayue and Miji's work intensity is not low, and it is difficult to meet each other on weekdays. Song Sihan doesn't want Cheng Ji to take time to see her after a busy day, so he can't go home and rest immediately.It's been a really slow week.

On Friday, Cheng Eve asked for leave to prepare for the sisters' private party at night. Song Sihan rejected her invitation on the pretext of working overtime, and only attended her wedding on time the next day.

Putting on a gorgeous wedding dress, Cheng Yifu became a delicate and charming bride, and nothing unusual could be seen from her face full of happy smiles.Her husband is also a good-looking talent, and they are a perfect match when they stand together. The guests have said words of blessing and praise, witnessing a beautiful marriage.

After the wedding, there was a party for the whole party, which lasted until the evening. Song Sihan and Lou Jingxian went to have a few words with the bride, then got together to eat and drink, and left when it was almost time.

As soon as Lou Jingxian came out, she said, "I'm too tired today, I want to go back and take a bath. Let's come out tomorrow and relax? You ask Song Yan and Cheng Ji for me, and I'll tell you when I figure out what I'm going to do tomorrow."

"You don't know what to do, what do you say when I make an appointment?"

"The guarantee options are the same as before, go shopping and eat, and add more when you think of it."

Song Sihan first made an appointment with the other two, and saw Lou Jingxian announcing in the group at night that she would invite the sisters to do manicures for their hands, and she muttered to herself, what kind of manicures do my girlfriends have?

The time is about after lunch, and the place is at Lou Jingxian's new high-end nail salon.Entering the box, drinking tea while choosing money, Lou Jingxian and Song Yan not only choose their own, but also advise each other, Cheng Ji and Song Sihan are so quiet that they seem to be in two worlds with them.After deciding on the style, the four of them lay comfortably on the sofa and chatted.

Lou Jingxian: "My parents had already given up talking about my marriage. They attended Cheng Yifu's wedding yesterday and read about me again when they came back. My father said that Cheng Yifu has a career and family, but I have no one. Let me choose One. Well, I will start working in my company in March."

Song Yan's thinking was rather strange: "Are there many young people of the right age lurking in your company?"

"No way?" Lou Jingxian paled in shock, jumped up from the sofa, and stared at Song Yan, "Didn't they have an epiphany?"

"If there is no external influence, the possibility of epiphany is a bit low." Song Yan said, "I tend to think that they are brewing a bigger plan. When people work hard, their charm will be amplified. Men usually pay more attention in the workplace than in life. Your own image, clean suits and shoes, and the opportunity to show your leadership are all plus points. If I were your parents, I would first urge you to improve and arrange a lot of work for you. When you are overwhelmed Then send young talents to help you, so that you will invite him to dinner in order to thank him, which is equivalent to a blind date in disguise, and if one fails, you will change another."

"You're a bit scary." Lou Jingxian whispered, and lay back on the sofa.

Song Yan comforted: "Don't be afraid, I'm just giving you a vaccination. Everything depends on your inner feelings, and no one can force you to like someone. In fact, this kind of arrangement kills two birds with one stone. Maybe you will be more stable after work. If you change your mentality and want to fall in love, you will have a choice immediately. If you are still not interested in love, you will naturally put more energy into your work. When you are alone and have a backbone, you will not care so much about what your parents say. "

The more Lou Jingxian listened, the more she felt that what she said made sense. I am afraid that her parents really intended to do so, so she couldn't help but sighed and said, "When will I be as smart as you?"

"I'm smart, can't I still afford clothes and nails? Money is the last word." Song Yan comforted her, switching from the rational channel to the emotional channel, "Jingxian, you are so kind to me, I am I haven’t had my nails done in such a prestigious place yet, it’s so enjoyable, I’m about to cry.”

Lou Jingxian: "Don't cry, don't cry, we'll come back when you want to change the style. Since we don't have boyfriends, let's stay together."

Song Yan suddenly fell silent.

Lou Jingxian: "Huh?"

Song Sihan, who had been keeping quiet all this time, was shocked immediately: "Isn't it Song Yan? You have a boyfriend? Who is it?"

"Xiaoju." Song Yan said weakly.

Lou Jingxian finally realized: "You have a boyfriend! Wait, who is Xiaoju?"

Song Sihan: "..."

Song Yan: "..."

No one answered this question, Lou Jingxian was a little anxious, Cheng Ji kindly said: "It's an employee of Song Sihan's department, surnamed Ju Mingan."

Lou Jingxian: "You already knew?!"

Cheng Ji: "..."

How can this be explained.

The three of them comforted Lou Jingxian for a while, and it was not until Cheng Ji and Song Sihan's nails were finished that Lou Jingxian accepted the reality: "Okay, this is good news. Then I asked you to go shopping and you still come?"

Song Yan: "Of course! Sisters are so big!"

Both Cheng Ji and Song Sihan chose skin-like pink, mixed with golden glitter powder, very clear, and if you don't look carefully, you might think it is the original color of your nails.Lou Jingxian wanted to paste diamonds, and Song Yan wanted to smudge, so they were relatively slow.When the four of them walked out of the nail salon, it happened to be dinner time.Just after finishing their nails, the four of them couldn't help being particular about eating, their movements were careful and meticulous, just like famous ladies.

After a stroll after dinner, the day's sisters' reunion was successfully concluded. Song Sihan very naturally offered to send Cheng Ji home, and Cheng Ji also very naturally accepted her kindness.Lou Jingxian and Song Yan, who were watching, didn't notice anything.

Song Sihan didn't see Cheng Ji for a whole week, and she kept thinking about it every day. If it wasn't for taking a long detour, she would have picked Cheng Ji up at noon today.No matter how much she hesitated and considered, she didn't see each other for a few days, and the excitement from the bottom of her heart when she saw Cheng Ji also made her understand——

I don't know when it started, maybe it started a long time ago, the feeling she has for Cheng Ji now is the same as when they were together a few years ago, even stronger, she likes Cheng Ji again.It takes no effort to admit this, as if it should.Such a dazzling person, of course, would attract her attention.

The car was parked downstairs. Cheng Ji said goodbye to her and got out of the car. Song Sihan also got out of the car at the same time, holding the car door and saying, "Wait a minute."

She walked around the front of the car, her heart beating faster with her pace, and she walked in front of Cheng Ji. The starlight in the clear sky tonight was projected in their eyes.

Song Sihan looked at Cheng Ji seriously: "I like you, although..."

A soft kiss on the cheek suddenly interrupted her words.Song Sihan was slightly stunned.

"You said you liked me." Cheng Ji's smile lit up the night, "I don't listen to 'though'."

Song Sihan looked at her for a moment, then said with a relieved smile, "Yes, I like you." No matter what "although", no matter what "but", I just like you.

Cheng Ji held Song Sihan's hand, and they fell in love again under the stars.

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☆, present continuous tense (34)

Hey.

When Song Sihan returned home, he really felt like a fairy.

She was just a little floating before, but now she feels that she has escaped the atmosphere, lying on the bed in the bedroom and looking at the ceiling, her eyes are full of asteroids.They are also heart-shaped.

A person who was not very confident about his own aesthetics a few days ago was suddenly full of artistic expression after being hit by hormones. Every cell has creativity, and he can paint immediately.But she hasn't lost her mind yet, her thoughts have been flying for nine days, and her body is still obediently on the bed.

Unexpected, unexpected.When she saw her first love at the intersection half a year ago, how could she have thought that this day would come?Time is really amazing, and the encounters in life are also wonderful.Cheng Ji changed from a shy and timid cutie to a straightforward cutie, and came to her side again.

Thinking of Cheng Ji's sudden kiss on her face, Song Sihan smirked, recalling that scene repeatedly, the soft and tender touch made her face blush unconsciously.She is now as excited as when she first fell in love, her breathing is extremely smooth, and there is no pressure in her heart.

Cheng Yifu is gone too!She won't show up for three weeks, oh my god, it's the most wonderful day for her in the past six months!Cheng Ji is her little lucky star.Song Sihan now has Cheng Ji in his heart and mind, wishing he could go downstairs and drive to Cheng Ji's house and lock him in his arms.No, you can't be so impulsive.

Although they are renewing their relationship, Cheng Ji has changed a lot after five years, and Song Sihan regards this time as a brand new relationship in his heart.She wanted to feel more of the subtle joys in getting along between the two of them, and remember them firmly.They have a lot of time to explore each other, there is no rush.

No, she is still in a hurry.Song Sihan sent dozens of messages the next morning. She didn't ask Cheng Ji to reply, she just sent one whenever she thought of Cheng Ji, and she sent so many without knowing it.Fortunately, Cheng Ji didn't mind at all, and replied whenever he had time. Although the chat records of the two of them were not so blunt and sweet, they still exuded a certain unique flavor of love.

Once Cheng Yifu was on vacation, Song Sihan had more work to do, but the work that Cheng Yifu could do independently was limited. After she took over again, she directly led the original subordinates, and the efficiency was even better than that of Cheng Yifu. The time was even higher, and the marketing team was as united and efficient as before. Without a beautiful and gentle team leader, the atmosphere became lighter.

Except when thinking about Cheng Ji, Song Sihan can stay awake at other times and will not delay work due to personal issues.The more she works, the cooler her head is, which balances out the overheating of the brain caused by being in love very well.On the day of her confession, she was interrupted by Cheng Ji and didn't finish her sentence, but some practical problems still exist and need to be considered.

In fact, since she sent Cheng Ji to the Cheng family, the people and things of the Cheng family have remained in her mind.Other things happened in the middle, but she never let go of the Cheng family's problems.

After cooling down for a few days, Song Sihan formed a preliminary idea in his heart.She and Cheng Ji met twice this week. Cheng Yifu was not there, and Cheng Ji didn't need to avoid suspicion because of her work. Whenever Cheng Ji came to Qiushi District, she would be notified in advance, and the two met briefly nearby.

The weekend was early March, and Song Sihan was supposed to go back to her parents' house. She could find an excuse not to go back, but because of the thoughts in her heart, after meeting Cheng Ji for dinner, she went home to meet Song Zhongdao and Chen Yuqiao. Parents communicate about the major decisions they are about to make, and they also want to hear the advice of two successful people.

"Dad, Mom." Song Sihan looked at his parents who were sitting on the same sofa, and his gaze stayed on Chen Yuqiao's face for a while longer.Chen Yuqiao has just filled in the apple muscles, and her face is more three-dimensional and stylish. She looks much younger than Song Zhongdao.Song Zhongdao was very dissatisfied, and he was embarrassed to be a medical doctor, and he was a little sullen. It was only because his daughter was serious that he patiently sat beside Chen Yuqiao and listened.

Song Sihan: "I joined Huayue after graduation. I have worked for five or six years. I have learned everything I need to learn. With Cheng Yifu's promotion, I became this manager. My original plan was to be like my father, to rise step by step, but Something I learned recently has changed my mind."

Song Zhongdao's face became serious.

Song Sihan said: "I want to leave Huayue. But I don't have a plan for the next step. So I want to talk to you before making a decision."

Chen Yuqiao's expression also became serious, and her face was slightly unnatural. She asked, "What do you know, it's so serious?"

"The Cheng family's family affairs." Song Sihan said. Before coming to see her parents, she asked Cheng Ji for advice. Cheng Ji agreed with her to tell her life experience and experience, but when Song Sihan came to talk about it, she changed her mind and wanted to let things It's simpler, so I said, "Let's keep the source secret first. I know the real people of Grandpa Cheng and Uncle Cheng Xian, so I don't want to work in the Cheng family's company anymore."

Song Zhongdao asked: "I probably know a little about the family affairs of the Cheng family. Could it be that what you heard is more private?"

Song Sihan: "Yes. The old Mr. Cheng Maode has a high-sounding appearance, but he is only superficially benevolent. Uncle Cheng Xian vents his anger on others, regardless of right and wrong. They are outstanding business founders and successors, and they can lead Huayue Company to develop steadily. Huayue's enterprise I also like the spirit, and I have always demanded it from myself. But after knowing something, I thought about it for a long time, and I don't want to work under such a boss.

"I understand in my heart that public is public and private is private, and the two should not be confused, but people have feelings, and I really can't completely distinguish the two. Huayue has other shareholders, and there are many high-quality outstanding employees. Employees, there are colleagues I like, but the Cheng family is fundamentally in charge. I no longer trust them, so I don’t want to continue working in Huayue.”

Song Zhongdao was silent for a long time after hearing this.Chen Yuqiao first asked: "Just because of your personal feelings for them, isn't it too one-sided to make such a decision?"

Song Sihan nodded: "This time I really rely on my subjective likes and dislikes, and I lack convincing. After working in Huayue for so many years, I have a lot of affection for Huayue. My father has worked in Huayue since I was a child until I graduated. I watched Dad worked hard in Huayue, was promoted, was full of energy, and gradually improved the conditions of the family. Taking my dad as an example in his heart, he decided to work in Huayue very early on.

"I have worked hard these years. If I continue to stay, I may be able to become the vice president and general manager of an electrical appliance company. The future is very bright. But when I achieve my personal goals, I also create value for Huayue every day, and for Cheng As long as I think about generating income for my family, I have doubts about my work.”

Chen Yuqiao still didn't agree.

Song Zhongdao said suddenly: "If you think it over, Dad will support you."

Song Sihan was taken aback, she thought that Song Zhongdao would object more strongly than Chen Yuqiao.

"Don't look at your dad is now the vice president of the group. He is very prestigious when he speaks out. How many people beg me to do things a year..." Song Zhongdao was squinted by his wife, and he ended his bragging ahead of schedule, "But in the end, I am still a part-time worker. Yes, senior wage earners. Huayue Group has many employees. Everyone says that Huayue is not the Huayue of the Cheng family, but the Huayue of all employees. This is true, but Huayue is not a certain or a certain Huayue with a few employees. The members of the Cheng family, including the related households of the Cheng family, are worth half the weight of the entire Huayue staff."

Song Zhongdao sighed: "I can't understand the character of the boss, so leaving the company is very convincing in a small company. It's just that Huayue is too big, and many employees can't even see the boss. Who would have such an idea? , have such a strong relationship? Even if I know what the boss is like, the immediate boss is still the same boss, there is no change. Your dad and I often see them, and your vision is also high. Of course, the feeling will be different. If I were still a young guy, Maybe I'll resign in anger and find another job. It's a pity, your father and I are at this age and in this position, so I don't want to move easily."

Chen Yuqiao was thoughtful: "That's true."

Song Zhongdao: "?"

Fortunately, Chen Yuqiao was not saying that Song Zhongdao was old and avoided a family dispute.

She said: "Sihan, when you were young, your father had no connections and sent you to be a classmate with Cheng Xian's daughter. I didn't want to agree, because I was worried that it would not be good for the child's psychological development. Later your father told you , you are very proactive, so I have no objection. When you were young, you were quite big-minded and courageous, but as you grew up, you became more Buddhist. I don’t know if the feng shui in Qingzhou has influenced you. After working, you were assimilated by your company, and you don’t look like a young man. What’s going on with you now, have you rejuvenated? If so, I won’t advise you, just make more troubles while you’re young, and you haven’t reached thirty yet.”

Hearing the word "rejuvenation", Song Sihan blushed, isn't it rejuvenation?

Song Zhongdao: "What is 'Buddhism'?"

Chen Yuqiao: "Check it out yourself."

Song Sihan asked: "That is to say, both of you have no objection? Then I will talk to the personnel on Monday. I guess when Cheng Yifu comes back and adapts to work again, I will be ready to leave in April."

Chen Yuqiao: "Take advantage of this time to think about what to do in the future. If you really have no goals, you can come to our company to practice first."

Song Zhongdao put down his phone after checking the entry, and commented: "I think this 'Buddhism' is very good, but it is not suitable for young people. We middle-aged people can learn it. By the way, Cheng Da's son is in Huayue Real Estate. I, the vice president of the group, is in charge of real estate, and I get along well with him. Cheng Yifu's husband also wants to join a real estate company when he comes back. Cheng Xian wants me to teach him more. I think I will leave him alone and let Cheng Da's son Compete with him and stimulate the potential of young people."

Song Sihan looked at his face, and praised a few words of "self-cultivation", "advancing with the times"...in exchange for his father's loving smile.

With the support of parents, the next step is to tell Cheng Ji that "your girlfriend is about to lose her job".She lost her stable source of income when she first fell in love, Cheng Ji shouldn't dislike her, right?However, she still has savings and can live as usual for a while.When she finds a new direction of struggle, her job stabilizes, and their relationship develops deeper...she will make Cheng Ji fat!

Set a small goal first: ten pounds.Song Sihan was gearing up.

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☆, present continuous tense (35)

On Sunday night, Song Sihan returned to the apartment and called Cheng Ji as soon as he sat down.

Cheng Ji: "Hello?"

Song Sihan sighed once again that being in love is so good, Cheng Ji even said "Hello" so softly, it made her want to touch that little face from the air.After asking Cheng Ji if he had enough for dinner, and thinking about how far it would be before she fed Cheng Ji's pointed face into a round face, Song Sihan went on to talk about his plan to resign.

"Resign? Why?" Cheng Ji asked in surprise on the phone.

Song Sihan said: "I didn't think so much before. My dad is in Huayue, Huayue is developing steadily, and there is a lot of room for improvement in my work here. I just want to be promoted step by step and raise my salary until I can reach the highest position. The Cheng family Who are these people? Although I don’t know as clearly as I do now, but to be honest, I don’t have any feelings at all. Now that I see clearly, I’ve been thinking about it these days, and I can think clearly. I can no longer intentionally ignore these things. Advice I'm 'rarely confused'. I want to demand more from myself."

Cheng Jimo was silent for a moment and asked, "Is it for me?"

Song Sihan wanted to deny it, but thought for a while and said, "It's not all because of you. I really want to become a person who is more worthy of you, so I came up with this idea. But the root cause is for myself, recalling the past few years in China. During the time I spent, I felt that I hadn't tried my best. The biggest challenge after becoming a manager was Cheng Yifu. I could complete the work satisfactorily. It is good to work here, but it is relatively comfortable, which kills people's passion. I want to try other possibilities."

After hearing this, Cheng Ji said, "If you decide, I will support you."

Song Sihan smiled and said: "I knew you could understand me. In fact, I decided to resign because I was infected by your courage. Your work personality and life personality are completely independent, like two people. Your enthusiasm for work makes me feel ashamed. In fact, it’s not just work. I... you didn’t let me finish talking that day, and I still had a lot of worries in my heart. My original idea was to wait until all problems were solved, and then I would be with you again. But you are so enthusiastic and straightforward, It gives me confidence in our relationship as well."

Cheng Ji also laughed on the other end of the phone: "So you already like me, and you want to procrastinate?"

Song Sihan whispered, "Didn't I fail?"

Cheng Ji smiled for a while and asked, "Do you still have a lot of worries in your heart now?"

"Well." Song Sihan said, "I called mainly to tell you this. I've been at my parents' house for the past two days, and I have some clues."

"Tell me." There were a few soft rings on the phone, as if Cheng Ji went to the sofa and sat down.

Song Sihan also changed into a comfortable position on the sofa: "My parents have been in a good relationship for 30 years. They rarely quarrel and trust each other. I think, maybe because I watched my parents get along with each other when I was a child, I yearned for it. It’s very simple in my eyes, and I think it’s so easy for two people to be together. But I thought today that my parents are straight-talking people who like to use communication to solve problems, but the person I like is not necessarily In this way, I should change my mode according to the personality of the other person, no, I should change my mode according to the difference in personality between the two, but I didn’t realize it.”

Cheng Ji: "You don't need to change it, I can speak directly. I promise to communicate with you seriously in the future, and I won't hide it from you."

Song Sihan inexplicably sensed the meaning of "love" from her slightly tough tone, and said in a daze for a few seconds, "Me too."

Cheng Ji smiled again: "You are always like this."

All right.Song Sihan listened to her many times, and his heart became a little looser, and he actually felt that he was not so culpable.That's right, Cheng Ji has already forgiven her.The last failure was a common regret for both of them. Since they both believed that they had done something wrong and were determined to do better this time, then she should really worry less, as long as she insisted on the principle of being attentive and careful—referred to as "" Heart" principle, they will definitely get better and better.

"Okay!" Song Sihan was full of pride.

In March, Lou Jingxian began to go to work in pain. She was busy day and night and had no time to drink tea and gossip. Song Yan was only in love for a short time.Therefore, Song Sihan and Cheng Ji's love affair was so sweet that the sisters never found out.

Song Sihan first talked with the HR manager, then with the superior, and then with the superior. After each conversation, it was like a war, harder than work.No matter how the other party fights wits, Song Sihan insists on one sentence: "I'm tired, I want to let go, and start in a month." He also resolutely rejects the company's offer of paid vacation or job retention.

If she wanted to leave, the company couldn't keep her even if she forced her to stay.Cheng Yifu came back from vacation and heard the bad news on the first day of work. However, no matter how much she asked Song Sihan, she only kept repeating the same sentence. Cheng Yifu had to start busy and felt the workload that a team leader should have.

After get off work on Wednesday, Song Sihan and Cheng Ji finally matched the time, so they could have a good date.

As the saying goes, "Dress indiscriminately in February and August", and people can wear everything when walking on the street in this season, including long and short trench coats, thin sweaters, thick coats, and those who only wear one layer and down jackets.Song Sihan still put on her orange cashmere scarf, which was loosely hung on her shoulders, but she didn't feel hot at all.

They met in the famous open shopping area in Jingzhou City, which integrates shopping, food, culture and entertainment, and there is also an imported supermarket where you can buy snacks.

Song Sihan's first step in raising fat Cheng Ji is to feed him snacks.Before Cheng Ji confessed, she had already unconsciously started to act.It's a pity that Cheng Ji is busy with work and has to eat with clients, otherwise Song Sihan would want to eat with her for three meals a day, and only allowed her to put down her chopsticks after watching her full.

While planning a big plan in his heart, Song Sihan caught Cheng Ji with his eyes scanning around, and waved as he walked towards him.Cheng Ji approached and said with a smile: "I don't need to wave, I can notice you just by looking at this scarf."

Song Sihan smiled and grabbed the scarf and said, "It's very comfortable."

Cheng Ji also reached out and grabbed it: "Then I will also buy a pair of different colors. There is a branch here."

Song Sihan hurriedly said, "I'll see you off."

Cheng Ji smiled: "My salary is not low."

Song Sihan grabbed the scarf again in embarrassment.She can guess this from Cheng Ji's business ability, but she has savings and family subsidies, Cheng Ji only has wages, and the prices in Jingzhou are so high... Anyway, she is still worried.

Cheng Ji took her hand, walked into the shopping area, and said: "I understand that you are worried about me, but I am only two years younger than you. I like that you care about me, but I hope you believe me, I will not For the sake of a momentary romance, you deduct your own living expenses, if I don't live well, don't you worry more? I understand the truth."

"Okay, I was wrong." Song Sihan said, "But I'll buy the scarves. Now in spring, I don't choose cashmere, choose thin ones, and you choose the color. I have to give you a gift in a serious way. "

Cheng Ji accepted her wish.The two went to the restaurant to have dinner first, and it was still light when they went in, but when they came out, they could only see lights inside and outside different buildings.The shopping area is brightly lit everywhere, and the two of them strolled slowly, with a little laziness in the night, and a little inhuman happiness when the crowd is holding hands under the lights.

Walking to that branch, Cheng Ji chose a classic stone-colored plaid scarf.After leaving the shop, Song Sihan asked, "This Sunday is the one-month anniversary. How are we going to spend it? Do you want anything? Scarves don't count."

Cheng Ji: "As long as you."

Song Sihan felt sweet in his heart for a while, then suddenly thought that this sentence could have another, more adult interpretation.She couldn't help wondering if her thoughts were too jumpy, she thought about it back and forth, but her heart was still shaking, and asked, "You mean, there is nothing you want to do?"

Cheng Ji looked at her with doubts in his eyes.Song Sihan immediately knew that he had lost his mind, and tactfully changed the subject: "Do you want to go skating?"

But Cheng Ji, an adult, already understood the meaning of her question, and his eyes suddenly became very meaningful, and he added: "As long as I'm with you, I can do whatever I want."

Listening to Cheng Ji making no secret of his attachment to her, Song Sihan couldn't help but feel a little swollen while being sweet.She thought of something unsuitable for children, and her heart was pounding. After a "cough", she found her own voice: "You never said it before. I don't know if you like it or not."

Cheng Ji said calmly: "I like it. When you talk about this, I think I was a little shy in the past. But I won't anymore." She turned her head and looked at Song Sihan with a smile.

Song Sihan let her stare make her heart thump wildly, surprised and happy, and embarrassed to say this in public, she had to look away to calm down, and the hand that was holding each other gently scratched Cheng Ji's fingers.

Because long-term retention of nail art will damage the nails, she had already removed the nails done last time at the nail shop in the shopping mall next to the company a week ago, and also reminded Cheng Ji to remove the nails.To be honest, she also wants to be closer to Cheng Ji, but "want" does not mean "want now".

Song Sihan couldn't swell to the anniversary because Lou Jingxian escaped from birth and invited them to have afternoon tea on Sunday.

In private, Song Sihan asked Cheng Ji for his opinion. Cheng Ji liked Lou Jingxian and Song Yan, two friends, and said generously: "The four of us are also together, it doesn't matter."

Song Sihan asked: "Do you want to make it public to them this time?"

Cheng Ji readily agreed without any hesitation.

By Song Sihan's side, she can understand the feelings of ordinary people better than at other times, she can get close to each other without any burden, she can confess her inner thoughts, and she will be happy to open her relationship to her friends.Her feelings for Song Sihan directly crossed the longest process of "building trust", and the problems that were difficult to overcome elsewhere were easily solved here.

Cheng Ji thought to herself that she could only barely be considered a passing object in front of Song Sihan.Fortunately, there is a Song Sihan in the world who gives her a chance to taste love.

The author has something to say: Thanks for the comments and the nutrient solution!See you tomorrow~

A preview: there are still ten chapters in the main text, and three extra chapters are tentatively scheduled.In fact, after they are together, every chapter is like the end chapter.

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