Chihuahua
Chapter 60 Wanzi Fanwai.
The middle layer is soft and frozen, which is useless and wastes electricity for Cheng Ji who doesn't cook well.
Before she opened the refrigerator door, Song Sihan was still worried that the plates wouldn't fit flat, and said, "Soft freezing is fine too. You can put two bags in bags after a while, just eat the ones on this layer first."
Cheng Ji opened the lower freezer. There were three drawers in it, only the first one contained something.Song Sihan was speechless.
In the first drawer are two boxes of quick-frozen small pizzas, a bag of quick-frozen buns, and a bag of quick-frozen glutinous rice balls.She erected these flat things to the side to make room, and took the plate from Song Sihan's hand and put it in.One handed, one put, the third floor was just right to put all the dumplings and small wontons, Cheng Ji closed the refrigerator door, only to find Song Sihan's depression.
"What's wrong?" Cheng Ji asked.
Song Sihan looked around the kitchen and asked, "Don't you usually cook by yourself?"
"I don't like to cook, and I often eat out." Cheng Ji said, "There are oatmeal, snacks, biscuits, milk, and instant soup at home. Sometimes I also buy some toast and mashed potatoes and put them in the refrigerator. inside."
Song Sihan was silent for a while, opened his mouth a few times to speak, with the corners of his eyes drooping, and said sullenly: "You don't even have meat to eat, no wonder you are so thin."
Cheng Ji: "...I can order takeaway. I can afford meat."
"Who will deliver food for you during the Chinese New Year?" Song Sihan still looked uncomfortable.
Cheng Ji took two steps aside, raised his hand to open the door of the kitchen wall cabinet, and showed his sufficient reserves: "Look, I can really eat, and what I eat is nutritious food." Boxes of self-heating rice of domestic famous brands, such as curry chicken, black pepper beef, stewed meat in marinade; several boxes of beautifully packaged imported ramen, flavors of pork bone, char siu, seafood; serious brands of instant soup, porridge, freeze-dried noodle.Both oatmeal and snacks are quite expensive brands, so I really don’t feel sorry for myself when I tell them.
Song Sihan looked over, his expression even more sad.
Cheng Ji was unconsciously guilty, and explained in a low voice: "These are real ingredients, and they are convenient, and you can eat them in five minutes."
Song Sihan sighed and said, "I know, I've eaten that tonkotsu ramen, it's delicious, but you can't just eat these."
Cheng Ji said: "I don't just eat these. I usually eat well outside, but it's easier at home."
Song Sihan nodded, looked at the time again, and asked, "Is there a supermarket or deli near your house? I'll accompany you to buy some more. After today, many stores are closed."
Cheng Ji had no choice but to say to her seriously: "Song Sihan, you really don't have to worry about this. I can take care of myself and won't go hungry. And I still have dumplings."
Song Sihan hesitated for a moment, and reluctantly agreed.
Cheng Ji wanted to ask her, do you think your concern has crossed the line?But Song Sihan's expression was not at all natural throughout the whole process, as if her worry about Cheng Ji's eating problem was justified and her responsibility.Just a month ago, Song Sihan said "I'll go with you", at that time Cheng Ji had already told Song Sihan that she had no responsibility for her and there was no need to do anything extra.
That time Song Sihan still came, with a sorry.
Perhaps in Song Sihan's case, there is a higher-level code of conduct than "respect Cheng Ji" which is "take care of Cheng Ji".
Cheng Ji no longer needs to be taken care of.But now she can't say it, she no longer wants to keep a distance.When she fell in love with Song Sihan again, a gap was bitten in her self-proclaimed strong heart, and greed poured in continuously, corroding her words of rejection.
She was also a little timid in her heart, wondering if Song Sihan would like her.What Song Sihan liked at the beginning was a "shy and shy" Cheng Ji, regardless of whether this impression is correct or not, what Song Sihan liked in the past is absolutely different from the current self.Cheng Ji's vision has hardly changed, so I don't know how much Song Sihan's vision has changed, and whether she is still attractive to Song Sihan.
Before Song Sihan left, the two of them divided the dumplings equally, and those small wontons of different shapes were packed into a single bag.Cheng Ji sent her downstairs, and Song Sihan told her to eat well before getting into the car.It was getting late, Song Sihan drove slowly away from Cheng Ji's house downstairs.Cheng Ji watched him off for a while, then went upstairs to go back.
The house seemed a little colder than when Song Sihan was there.She sat on the sofa where the two of them had sat, with her back leaning on the decorative tapestry she liked very much, feeling a little warmer, looking up at the four little white cat dolls lined up side by side.When she put it out, she never thought that one day Song Sihan would come to her house and see these things.
If she knew in advance, she would never think it was a good thing.Every time Song Sihan appeared unexpectedly, she was surprised first and then delighted.
Cheng Ji hugged his arm in the cold, his heart wavering.
When she was with Song Sihan in the past, Song Sihan treated her so well, but she still didn't find a sense of belonging.And after they parted, she was always vigilant and never let up, and finally took her place, convinced that where she was, she belonged.The house she rented is her current belonging, it makes her feel kind and warm, and it is a private space where she can rest with peace of mind when she is tired.
The new Song Sihan is here. The person she unilaterally likes has come and gone. She is sitting on the sofa she is most familiar with. Even though the temperature in the room is the same as before, she feels that something is missing. She was in a trance for a long time before realizing it. I want to live the life just now, and I want the warmth from Song Sihan.
According to what Song Sihan said since the reunion, she has changed a lot, and she will shine again, gentle, slow, and soft. Song Sihan is happy for her.No matter how many misunderstandings there are, Song Sihan probably has a good impression of her now.
This time she was ready, with no doubts in her mind, nothing that had to be done without dependence.
This time she can catch the light.
Are they still possible?
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☆, present continuous tense (27)
On the second day of the Lunar New Year, it began to snow in Jingzhou. Cheng Ji went out every day and felt that the snow was inconvenient. He wanted to wait for the snow to stop before asking Song Sihan.
On the morning of the fourth day of the Lunar New Year, the snow stopped.The sun came out at noon, and she stood at the entrance of the shopping mall and sent a message asking if Song Sihan was free this afternoon, so we could go out together.Half an hour later, I received a call from Song Sihan: "I was at a party just now, and I'm free after four in the afternoon. Where do you want to go?"
Cheng Ji mentioned several options, including cinema, botanical garden, and ski resort, and asked Song Sihan for his opinion.Song Sihan didn't choose a single one: "Don't come out, it's so cold outside, see you at your house—is that okay?" The tone of the first few sentences was very decisive, and the last sentence "Is it okay" suddenly turned into a cautious inquiry.
Cheng Ji was a little surprised, but he always met wherever he met, and agreed: "Yes."
Song Sihan's voice regained confidence: "You don't need to cook at night, I'll take the food made by my aunt, let's eat together."
No wonder they want to meet at home, but they are still afraid that she won't be able to eat... Cheng Ji silently agreed.In the afternoon, she returned home early. When it was close to five o'clock, Song Sihan sent a message saying that she had already arrived downstairs. She couldn't sit still and wandered around the entrance. When she heard footsteps outside the door, she opened the door.Song Sihan wore an orange scarf around his neck, and smiled when he saw her, with a large lunch bag in his hand, and asked, "Are you hungry?"
Cheng Ji also laughed, and muttered: "Who said there is no takeaway during the Chinese New Year?"
"What did you say?" Song Sihan untied his scarf and took off his coat.
"It's nothing, do you think the table can be set?"
The small dining table in the living room seemed perfunctory. Song Sihan opened the bento bag and took out the crisper. Braised octopus, Kung Pao chicken, water spinach with shrimp paste, winter melon ball soup, three dishes, one soup and rice, were all laid out to the brim.Song Sihan looked at it, and said in a reluctant tone, "It's okay."
Cheng Ji saw all the dishes with meat, so he silently went to get the bowls and chopsticks.After sharing the rice, the two of them sat facing each other. Because the table was small and leaned against the wall, their hands and feet were a little restrained.Several dishes and soup tasted very good, and the portions were quite large. Cheng Ji ate hard, and Song Sihan and he ate up all the food. Haven't eaten this much in years.
Song Sihan's posture was exactly the same as hers, and the two of them looked at each other and burst out laughing.Song Sihan said: "It's okay, you have to eat well during the Chinese New Year."
"You brought so many dishes out, won't it affect the family?"
"It doesn't matter." Song Sihan said, "Auntie made an appointment to cook dinner today. My parents are not at home to eat tonight, only me. What do you eat these days?"
"Oatmeal in the morning, lunch at the mall at noon, and dumplings in the evening."
Song Sihan nodded: "Not bad."
Cheng Ji got up to clean up after a short rest: "Sit for a while, I'll wash the crisper and take it back when it's dry."
"Let me wash it." Song Sihan wanted to follow to the kitchen.
Cheng Ji turned around and stopped her with his eyes: "If you don't want to sit down, you can walk around the house. You can enter other rooms as you like, but don't enter the kitchen."
After washing, Cheng Ji didn't see Song Jia*[-]*[-]*[-]*[-]*[-]*[-]*[-]*[-]*Yi Sihan in the living room, the bedroom door was ajar, and she walked over.
The door of the bedroom was opened, on one side was a double bed stuck between three walls, on the other side there was some space, a wardrobe more than one meter wide was placed, and a low cabinet was stuck next to it, and Cheng Ji himself was hung on the wall above the low cabinet. the photograph taken.Song Sihan stood in front of the low cabinet looking at those photos.
Hearing Cheng Ji coming in, Song Sihan glanced at her, pointed to one of the photos where the sea and the sky meet and asked, "Is it Nanya City?"
"Yes." The time they went together.
The corner of Song Sihan's mouth moved slightly, he smiled, and pointed to another photo: "This is Jingzhou, right? Is the snow in winter this year?"
"Last year. Not this year."
"No time?" Song Sihan asked her.
Cheng Ji pondered for a moment and said, "Shall I take a picture for you?"
"Me?" Song Sihan opened his eyes wide, and then smiled, "I haven't been a model yet...Okay, where are you shooting, do you want to go out?"
"It's right here, and these photos are in the background." Cheng Ji took out a digital camera from the low cabinet, and looked at Song Sihan, who was standing beside him, looking a little at a loss.
Song Sihan: "Where do you stand? What pose do you pose? Will it block the photo?"
Cheng Ji smiled and said: "I'm just an amateur, you can stand however you want, don't worry about anything."
It took Song Sihan a minute to relax, leaning against the low cabinet to face the camera, and asked, "Should I smile or not make an expression?"
Cheng Ji had already put the camera in front of his eyes, took it down again and said, "Whatever you think in your heart, just make an expression, don't be deliberate."
Song Sihan stared and thought for a while, then looked at the camera again, and slowly revealed a gentle smile.Seeing this smile through the camera, Cheng Ji stopped breathing, moved his fingers to take a picture, and made a gesture of lowering his head to check.
"How is it?" Song Sihan looked closer.Cheng Ji's breathing became more chaotic and her heartbeat was out of control. She regained her composure and said, "It's very beautiful."
"It's you who took the picture well." Song Sihan smiled.
Song Sihan stayed for a while longer, praised each room—there were only a few in total—and left with a clean, empty crisper in the lunch bag.Cheng Ji still sent her downstairs and then returned to the house.
In two days, the Spring Festival holiday is over.
Cheng Ji went to the company early in the morning and saw Mi Ping when she got out of the subway station. They were on the same subway train but not in the same car.
Since Cheng Ji spoke clearly on February [-], the two have hardly communicated.I happened to meet today, so we went together.After a while of silence, Mi Ping spoke first: "You seem to be in a good mood."
Cheng Ji let out a "hmm".Although I haven't seen Song Sihan these two days, I send messages to each other every day.
Mi Ping paused, and then said, "I brought Black and White home last night. Shall we go and see it tonight?"
Because the two stopped communicating before the holiday, Mi Ping was still angry at that time, so she didn't keep Black and White at her home, and instead fostered them at the home of a local cat owner in Jingzhou.
"Okay." To be honest, she has been thinking about Song Sihan these days, almost forgetting about black and white.But it's been a long time since we saw each other. When Mi Ping mentioned it, she still thought about it.
Mi Ping paused and asked, "Are you still angry?"
"No." Cheng Ji glanced at her, "I won't be angry after that day."
Mi Ping said: "I have calmed down a lot at home these few days. I talked too much that day. I apologize to you. I'm sorry."
"It's okay." Cheng Ji said in a relaxed tone.
Mi Ping couldn't hold back and asked, "You really don't mind? You spoke very strongly at that time."
"Do you want me to apologize to you by saying that?" Cheng Ji smiled and said, "Because most people in the world are the same. When you understand this, it's easy to calm down."
Mi Ping's eyes were lonely, and she didn't say a word until she entered the company: "We are not destined. I recognize it."
Cheng Ji smiled generously at her, as if there was really no barrier between him and her.Mi Ping sighed, and the moment she stepped into the company, she regained her expression and greeted the employees who came first with a smile.
Just went to work after the festival, the employees are loose and loose, and the mood has not yet shifted from the holiday mode. The leaders are actively working by setting an example, and at the same time mobilize the enthusiasm of the employees.Cheng Ji, a small manager of a small company, was very busy, and he knew how busy Song Sihan was, so he didn't bother him for several days.
On the third day of work, on the night of NO.13, Cheng Ji clicked on the chat history with Song Sihan. They have not lost contact these days, although they only send two or three messages a day, and the content is of no practical significance.
She looked at the content of the noon chat.Song Sihan asked her what she had eaten, and she replied with avocado salad and seafood pasta. Song Sihan said it was too vegetarian. She found a picture of seafood pasta posted by others from Dianping.com. The two prawns were very eye-catching. Send it over, Song Sihan Back with a "Like" emoji.
Cheng Ji clicked on the input box and typed a line: Do you have time tomorrow night?
His fingers paused for a moment, and he added: Shall we meet at "Warmth in the World"?
Then change the first question mark to a comma, read the whole sentence, and click send.
She held the phone in both hands, staring at the screen for a moment.Suddenly the seven words "Song Sihan of Huayue Electrical Appliances" at the top became "The other party is typing...", and soon the phone vibrated slightly, and an additional message appeared at the bottom——
【Have time】
The short process above was repeated, and Song Sihan sent another three words——
【See you tomorrow】
Cheng Ji looked at the two messages carefully, put down the phone, and took a long breath.See you tomorrow.
Before going to bed, Cheng Ji matched the clothes for tomorrow.When she arrived at the company the next day, Mi Ping looked her up and down several times, but said nothing.Cheng Ji finished his work in the office in the morning, and went to the site of the "Warmth in the World" event in the afternoon, watching and waiting.
Time passed very slowly. I didn’t know how bright or dark the sky was in the shopping mall. I checked the time after a while, and it was not yet five o’clock.It's so easy to wait until five o'clock, and I don't know the specific situation, will I work overtime?Is the road blocked?Cheng Ji became unlike himself, frizzy and uneasy.
At [-]:[-], I finally got the news from Song Sihan and arrived at the underground parking lot.Cheng Ji looked in the direction of the elevator, and the person she wanted to see appeared, wearing an orange scarf.Today is Valentine's Day.
When Cheng Ji realized it, he had already taken a few steps towards Song Sihan, and the smile on his face could not be controlled.In any case, she was happy to see Song Sihan.
Song Sihan's first words after walking in front of her were: "Are you hungry?"
"...not hungry. How about you?"
"I'm not hungry either. Go shopping for a while, is there anything you want to buy?"
"Let's go." Cheng Ji went upstairs with her on the escalator.She didn't enter the store, and Song Sihan didn't turn halfway, the two of them walked slowly.
Cheng Ji turned to look at her, wondering if she had already guessed something.Song Sihan received her gaze and said: "There are still four days left for the event to end, and the effect this time is also very good. In the future, Huayue's products will be fully promoted, and we will definitely have opportunities to cooperate."
Cheng Ji nodded and looked away.This scene is really similar to when she just wanted to talk about business with Song Sihan.
Song Sihan was still boasting: "It's rare for someone like you to do everything yourself in front of a leader. But you used to be very hardworking, and it hasn't changed. You are also serious and responsible, and you can succeed in everything you do."
"You really think I'm nice?" Cheng Ji asked.
The two took the escalator up to the third floor. Song Sihan stood one floor higher, looked down at her sideways and said, "Of course. Now you are a little more outgoing than you were then. It's not that it was bad then, but it's better this way. See The appearance is positive and energetic. I almost didn't recognize you when I first met you."
The escalator was approaching the top, and Cheng Ji reminded him to be careful, and Song Sihan turned around and walked forward.The two stood side by side again, and Cheng Ji asked: "Then are you familiar with my current appearance?"
"I'm familiar with it."
Cheng Ji: "Are we friends now?"
"It's a friend." Song Sihan turned to look at her, as if waiting for her second opinion, but he saw Cheng Ji's eyes burning with a solemn expression.Song Sihan couldn't help but stop, and looked back at her ignorantly.
Cheng Ji looked at Song Sihan, only seeing tenderness and beauty in his eyes.Such a person is worthy of going all out, even if she can't catch it, she must work hard once.
She looked into Song Sihan's eyes and said clearly: "I don't want to just be friends. I like you more than before. I think we have more possibilities, Song Sihan."
The person who was confessed was stunned for a moment, then his brows and eyes eased, and he showed a smile.
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☆, present continuous tense (28)
"How could you..." Song Sihan said with a smile, "How can you still like me?"
The voice of "like me" was very soft, she was a little embarrassed to say this, she couldn't help lowering her head, not wanting to miss Cheng Ji's expression, she quickly raised her eyes to look into Cheng Ji's eyes.
The strongest feeling in Song Sihan's heart at this moment is surprise.She felt that this happened too suddenly. If today is not Valentine's Day, but April Fool's Day, she must suspect that Cheng Ji is lying to herself.But today is Valentine's Day, and the mall is full of romantic elements. Cheng Ji's eyes are so serious, and every word is clear and powerful, she has to believe it.
Cheng Ji replied: "Because I think you are good, everywhere is good, I want to see you more."
Song Sihan was still smiling, but her brows were frowned questioningly. She really felt that Cheng Ji was joking, and shook her head and said, "I never thought you would—how could it be possible? I," she organized her words in her heart, "maybe because we We've known each other for many years, I can't help it, I always want to help you. In fact, I'm not as good as you think." She couldn't help staring into Cheng Ji's eyes again.
Cheng Ji was silent for a while: "I understand what you said. You rushed to me to accompany me to Fan's house, and cared about how I would eat during the New Year. No one treats me better than you. I am very moved. But these are not the reasons why I like you .After I separated from you, I met many people. They all have their own advantages, but I couldn’t describe an ideal type until I saw you again. You are my ideal. Your warmth, tolerance, kindness and tolerance make me Very heartwarming."
After confessing again, Cheng Ji pursed his lips nervously, his eyes brightened, implying expectation.
Song Sihan still shook her head, shaking her head a few times in case she misunderstood, and hurriedly said: "I'm really not that good. Last time we broke up, at least half of the responsibility was on me. I haven't improved in so many years. I still only care about myself and deal with feelings. As long as it’s okay on the surface, don’t think about the future of the two of you. I think you should be more careful.”
Cheng Jimo took a long time to speak this time: "I won't argue with you about who was right and who was wrong last time we broke up. I don't think what you said is the most important issue. Song Sihan, you never thought about being with me again, did you?" ?” She walked to the side, with her arms on the upper guardrail, her eyes fell on the second floor opposite.
Song Sihan followed, put up the guardrail like her, looked down and said honestly: "I never thought about this. I never thought that you would like me. After all, we didn't have a good result last time. Would you like to be with me again? To be a friend is because of your tolerance."
"Then how do you feel about me? Besides wanting to be friends and take care of me, is there anything else?" Cheng Ji turned to look at her.
Song Sihan also turned his head to meet her face to face, and said, "I was a little unprepared for your sudden question. I was already very happy to be friends with you again, and now I am quite satisfied with getting along like this. When I think about it, I have nothing confidence."
Cheng Ji nodded calmly.
Song Sihan seemed to see depression in her eyes, so he put down the arm close to Cheng Ji, turned his body sideways, and said to her: "To be honest, I think you are...attractive now. I praised you before You have reserved those words, I am afraid that if you say too much, you will think I am strange. You are very good in my eyes, really. "
Cheng Ji asked suspiciously: "Good person card?"
"No." Song Sihan raised his hand and rubbed the tip of his nose, "I mean, if you're not in a hurry, can you give me some more time to think things through."
Cheng Ji laughed when he heard this, and looked at her seriously for a while before saying: "I'm not in a hurry, you can take as long as you want. Today I confessed suddenly because I hope you know what I'm thinking, so as to avoid misunderstanding between us in the future. Even if You rejected me this time, and I'm not going to give up. The current situation is much better than your direct rejection. I will ask you to meet in the future, and you will agree, right?" Cheng Ji's eyes sparkled.
Song Sihan was a little dazzled, she was embarrassed to look directly at her, and slightly turned her gaze away: "Yes, yes."
Cheng Ji's voice was cheerful: "Go on."
"Okay." Song Sihan walked on her right, facing right, his eyes roughly scanning the passing shops.He obviously didn't look at the other person's face, but somehow he thought Cheng Ji should be smiling.
It seemed to come a bit slowly, and the nervousness was only beginning to spread now, Song Sihan couldn't help but clenched his palm tightly, and the nails pressed into the palm of his hand to feel a little real.
Song Sihan thought a little depressed, it's really strange, her psychological quality has always been very good, when was she so nervous and shy?The confession was over, and I didn't dare to look at Cheng Ji.It must have been too surprising.She slowly straightened her head, glanced out of the corner of her eye and immediately retracted her gaze.Cheng Ji was not looking at her, but the corners of his mouth were indeed curled up.Song Sihan's nervousness remained unchanged, and a smile appeared on his face unconsciously.
Turned around and went up to the fourth floor, and then up to the fifth floor. The two of them had never entered any shops. Cheng Ji checked the time until he walked to a restaurant on the fifth floor: "I reserved a seat for 06:30, and there are still 10 Minutes, go on or wait here?"
Have you reserved a seat yet?Song Sihan looked at Cheng Ji unexpectedly, and then realized that it is really necessary to reserve a seat for Valentine's Day.I just didn't expect Cheng Ji to be so thoughtful. When they were together before, she was the one who considered where to eat.She replied, "Wait here."
Cheng Ji reported their names to the waiter, and they were ushered in in advance after only 2 minutes.She called a day earlier, and some popular restaurants were already full.The reputation of this restaurant is also very good, but the atmosphere is not as good as the western restaurant with soft lighting.The two had a quiet dinner in the open and bright Chinese restaurant, and then walked slowly down the stairs together.Song Sihan usually talks a lot, but now he can't think of what to say, his mind is running wild, as if he hasn't recovered from the shock of Cheng Ji's confession.
Cheng Ji fully understood her mood, and when the two reached the atrium on the first floor, he said, "I will stay for a while, if you didn't go home and rest first?"
Song Sihan subconsciously said: "It's getting late, you should go home too, I'll see you off."
After finishing speaking, I saw Cheng Ji smiling at himself, that smile was clear and full of content.Song Sihan realized that he declined the other party's confession today, although Cheng Ji didn't seem to mind at all.Now the relationship between the two of them has changed a little, and they are more sensitive for the time being. She hasn't found the right position yet. Cheng Ji understands everything, so she should refuse... Song Sihan was thinking, when Cheng Ji said: "Okay, sorry to bother you."
Song Sihan was taken aback, seeing Cheng Ji's big and bright eyes looking straight at her, her face was slightly hot: "...then let's go." Why did her attitude change so much after confessing?Is this the pursuit?She was nervous again.
On the way to send Cheng Ji home, Song Sihan turned on the radio to listen to music, while Cheng Ji sat in the co-pilot, only looking at the traffic ahead.Song Sihan was thinking about the topic along the way, and when he drove to the gate of Cheng Ji's community, he said: "It's still cold, I'll take you in."
After driving downstairs to Cheng Ji's house, Song Sihan turned to look at her.Cheng Ji unbuttoned his seat belt: "Thank you, good night."
"Good night." Song Sihan watched her get out of the car and enter the building, feeling a little unfulfilled, stopped downstairs for a moment with his mind empty, and drove away distractedly.Fortunately, there were a lot of vehicles at night, so I didn't drive fast all the way back. Although I was in a daze when I encountered a traffic jam or a red light, I got home safely.
When she arrived at the door of the apartment, she took out the keys in her bag for a long time, and after she thought about it, she had already put the keys in her coat pocket when she parked the car.After entering the door and turning on the light, Song Sihan laughed inexplicably again.She walked aimlessly around the house for a while, sat on the sofa in the living room and swipe the screen of her mobile phone for a while, but couldn't think of what to do, so she called Lou Jingxian.
During the Chinese New Year, the high school monitor organized a class reunion. Their class of classmates will have graduated from high school for ten years in the summer. Now everyone is 27 or [-] years old. Some are married and have children, some have successful careers, and some are still enjoying themselves like Lou Jingxian. Life.Many students are developing abroad, and only ten people came to the party. Song Sihan said a few words to Lou Jingxian at the party, and they have not seen each other since.
"Song Sihan, you are so romantic, call me on Valentine's Day!" Lou Jingxian said happily, "I declare that you are my closest friend!"
"You didn't go out to play?"
"What are you playing? If you have a date, go to the festival. If you don't have a date, go to the bar to find an affair. It's boring. Why don't we video chat in the group of 'Dancing Disco Girls'? Everyone is single, so let's hug together to keep warm."
Song Sihan: "Hey."
"Huh? What sound?"
"It's nothing." Song Sihan asked, "It's been five months since you returned to China this time, do you plan to stay in China for a long time?"
"My parents won't let me go. Recently, I don't want to play as strongly as before. I don't want to go out when my friends ask me out. This time I came back and met Song Yan and Cheng Ji. The four of us had a lot of dinner and shopping. Happy, I like you more and more, this is probably the stable life I yearn for."
Song Sihan: "Hey."
"...? Song Sihan, are you laughing? It makes my hair stand on end."
"Well, I'm also happy to hear you say this."
"Really? Are you hiding something from me? Let me guess, has someone confessed to you!"
Song Sihan's heart skipped a beat, and he immediately denied it: "No!"
"No, no, no, why are you so excited, you must be guilty." Lou Jingxian muttered, "It's not a confession, did you think of a way to deal with Cheng Yifu?"
When Song Sihan heard the name, he immediately fell from the sky to the ground, unable to float up, and replied: "Is there anything I can do? After I deal with her, her father will ask my father. If it is not clear, come secretly, for her I think it's a waste of life to spend time, anyway, she won't take my seat in the future, so I can do whatever I want."
Lou Jingxian: "Now I understand why she is willing to be one level lower than you. She is married for honeymoon and takes fifteen working days off. If she is a manager, she will be disbanded. After getting married, she has to prepare for pregnancy. She will be pregnant for ten months and rest for half a year after giving birth. , it’s all up to you to share her work. Even if she comes to work, can you let her work normally? It’s all your fault if she’s so tired. This person has no conscience at all. When she recovers, she can directly jump to work in another department. Manager, it's really easy."
Song Sihan said strangely: "You didn't care about these things before, and you can't even remember which department I am in. How can you say it clearly now?"
Lou Jingxian said with resentment: "My dad wanted me to join the family's company, and my mom unconditionally supported me. They said this whenever they saw me during the Chinese New Year. It's hard to forget. Fortunately, they didn't urge me to find a boyfriend, otherwise I would Tell them I'm having sex with you."
Song Sihan: "Hey hey."
Lou Jingxian shouted: "Song Sihan! Be normal to me, stop laughing like that!"
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☆, present continuous tense (29)
Song Sihan's face was red when he went to work the next day.
I don’t know how many employees had a sweet Valentine’s Day yesterday. Today is Friday again. The first weekend after returning to work after the Chinese New Year is coming. This state of having a happy event happened is not abrupt at all.
When she arrived, she went into her office. In the morning, Cheng Yifu came to ask for instructions. After listening to the plan, Song Sihan pointed out a few places, and sent her out with kind words. She really didn't want to see her more.
Earlier, Song Sihan knew that Cheng Yifu's family was planning a wedding, so she was also prepared.The statutory marriage leave is three days, and Jingzhou stipulates that there are seven days of reward leave for late marriage, a total of ten natural days.Many companies only give three days, and the employees can't say anything. If they insist on fighting for their rights and interests, there is no guarantee that they will not be put on small shoes when they come back from vacation.Of course, Cheng Yifu has to rest for ten days, and there are no small shoes of her size in the company.
When Cheng Yifu "notified" her that she would take fifteen working days off, Song Sihan realized that she was too naive.Cheng Yifu's wedding date is next Saturday, and it will be the middle of next month when she comes back for vacation.Fifteen working days, even if the beginning and the end are cut off, and the two weekends before and after are not counted, there are nineteen days in between.And when Cheng Yifu told her the news, her expression seemed to say "thank me, I didn't take a full month's leave", Song Sihan, who has always been civilized, almost exploded again.
Indeed, judging by Cheng Yifu's identity and consistent style, what is nineteen days off?But Cheng Yifu worked for less than three months, and took seven days off during the Chinese New Year. This will disappear for another half a month, and thinking about the special treatment she will enjoy in the follow-up pregnancy preparation and other stages, Song Sihan's eyes are darkened.She is equivalent to holding one salary, working two jobs, and having to endure Cheng Yifu's attitude that is taken for granted.If the company doesn't give her a raise, she will feel sorry for her father who has worked hard for many years to become the vice president of Huayue Group.
At this time, Lou Jingxian, who is also the eldest lady, looks very amiable. When Song Sihan thinks of her, he likes this friend even more.If Lou Jingxian was dawdling under her hands, even if Lou Jingxian sat in the office every day watching dramas and did nothing, she would not be so resentful.At least Lou Jingxian would thank her, treat her to dinner and give her presents.
Complaining in her heart, Song Sihan thought of the gift, and suddenly remembered that there was still something Cheng Yifu gave her when she first entered the department in the drawer.She opened the drawer and looked, it was still there.No one passed by outside the office, she opened the Gucci box, and inside was a short leather wallet, which looked very pretty.If Cheng Yifu didn't buy it, she could give it to Cheng Ji if she changed hands.
Song Sihan put the wallet into the box as it was, and left it in the drawer.Nowadays, mobile payment is very convenient, and there are fewer and fewer occasions where wallets are used. Sending a wallet is not as good as giving other things.Cheng Ji gave her a scarf worth thousands of dollars during the Chinese New Year, but she hasn't returned the gift yet.
phone case?Song Sihan thought seriously, Cheng Ji's mobile phone case seems to have not been changed for a long time, this can be included in the candidates.
When the return gift list in his mind listed seven or eight items, Song Sihan felt that it was almost done, and he could buy them one by one, and his mood improved, and he bowed his head and became a diligent and good manager.Before leaving get off work, Song Sihan confirmed the message on the phone, there was no unread message from Cheng Ji, and the last message on the chat interface was sent at noon today.
She packed her things and left the company, feeling that the shopping mall next to the office building didn't have enough choices, so she drove to another shopping mall with more complete brands to buy a mobile phone case.But thinking of the layout of Cheng Ji's house, Song Sihan was not very confident in her own aesthetics, fearing that what she gave would not suit Cheng Ji's wishes, so she went to many shops but failed to choose, and finally returned empty-handed.
She knows that Cheng Ji is very busy at work and may not be able to spare private time every week.However, this weekend is the last two days of the "Warmth in the World" event. According to the previous experience, Cheng Ji should be watching the scene, especially on the last night.Then she can go to meet Cheng Ji.
Song Sihan realized that he was looking forward to meeting Cheng Ji.Incredible.
After being confessed by Cheng Ji, she is still in a daze until now.
That afternoon at the airport, when she heard Cheng Ji personally tell about the past that she didn't participate in or that she participated in but knew nothing about, and then thought that Cheng Ji had liked her, she felt it was a great honor.In her eyes, this first love of "going with the flow" had a different meaning in Cheng Ji's heart at that time.Cheng Ji likes that her road is full of thorns, but the girl who faced the world for the first time still walked to her with new scars, without saying a word of hard work.
Why didn't she find out?
In terms of interpersonal relationships, she is a little clever, occasionally called shrewd, and can build a good relationship with different people.But she was too relaxed in her relationship, thinking that falling in love is very simple, and she can continue smoothly without spending too much effort.It was only after she broke up with Guan Mingming that she realized that such a mentality was completely wrong.In fact, with her intelligence, if she is willing to pay more attention and care about her lover's true thoughts, instead of just being satisfied with the two people getting along with each other in daily life, she will have many opportunities to find problems in love.
If she finds out the other party's difficulties, even if she still breaks up in the end, she won't be so regretful.
After knowing Cheng Ji's experience and feelings, she always felt that she had failed Cheng Ji, and she was deeply ashamed.Cheng Ji rarely said "like" during the relationship, but he should like her very much in his heart, otherwise he would not be with her.It's a pity that she is not a trustworthy love object.
Now, it's over.Cheng Ji and her have different life trajectories, working hard in their own worlds.The mysterious traction made them meet by chance, unraveled the mysteries of the past, and became friends unexpectedly.Song Sihan thought that she was only here this time, and her friendship was enough to make her happy. She had the opportunity to care about Cheng Ji and make up for her mistakes a little.
Unexpectedly, Cheng Ji fell in love with her again.
again.Make her extremely honored and happy.be liked by this
Before she opened the refrigerator door, Song Sihan was still worried that the plates wouldn't fit flat, and said, "Soft freezing is fine too. You can put two bags in bags after a while, just eat the ones on this layer first."
Cheng Ji opened the lower freezer. There were three drawers in it, only the first one contained something.Song Sihan was speechless.
In the first drawer are two boxes of quick-frozen small pizzas, a bag of quick-frozen buns, and a bag of quick-frozen glutinous rice balls.She erected these flat things to the side to make room, and took the plate from Song Sihan's hand and put it in.One handed, one put, the third floor was just right to put all the dumplings and small wontons, Cheng Ji closed the refrigerator door, only to find Song Sihan's depression.
"What's wrong?" Cheng Ji asked.
Song Sihan looked around the kitchen and asked, "Don't you usually cook by yourself?"
"I don't like to cook, and I often eat out." Cheng Ji said, "There are oatmeal, snacks, biscuits, milk, and instant soup at home. Sometimes I also buy some toast and mashed potatoes and put them in the refrigerator. inside."
Song Sihan was silent for a while, opened his mouth a few times to speak, with the corners of his eyes drooping, and said sullenly: "You don't even have meat to eat, no wonder you are so thin."
Cheng Ji: "...I can order takeaway. I can afford meat."
"Who will deliver food for you during the Chinese New Year?" Song Sihan still looked uncomfortable.
Cheng Ji took two steps aside, raised his hand to open the door of the kitchen wall cabinet, and showed his sufficient reserves: "Look, I can really eat, and what I eat is nutritious food." Boxes of self-heating rice of domestic famous brands, such as curry chicken, black pepper beef, stewed meat in marinade; several boxes of beautifully packaged imported ramen, flavors of pork bone, char siu, seafood; serious brands of instant soup, porridge, freeze-dried noodle.Both oatmeal and snacks are quite expensive brands, so I really don’t feel sorry for myself when I tell them.
Song Sihan looked over, his expression even more sad.
Cheng Ji was unconsciously guilty, and explained in a low voice: "These are real ingredients, and they are convenient, and you can eat them in five minutes."
Song Sihan sighed and said, "I know, I've eaten that tonkotsu ramen, it's delicious, but you can't just eat these."
Cheng Ji said: "I don't just eat these. I usually eat well outside, but it's easier at home."
Song Sihan nodded, looked at the time again, and asked, "Is there a supermarket or deli near your house? I'll accompany you to buy some more. After today, many stores are closed."
Cheng Ji had no choice but to say to her seriously: "Song Sihan, you really don't have to worry about this. I can take care of myself and won't go hungry. And I still have dumplings."
Song Sihan hesitated for a moment, and reluctantly agreed.
Cheng Ji wanted to ask her, do you think your concern has crossed the line?But Song Sihan's expression was not at all natural throughout the whole process, as if her worry about Cheng Ji's eating problem was justified and her responsibility.Just a month ago, Song Sihan said "I'll go with you", at that time Cheng Ji had already told Song Sihan that she had no responsibility for her and there was no need to do anything extra.
That time Song Sihan still came, with a sorry.
Perhaps in Song Sihan's case, there is a higher-level code of conduct than "respect Cheng Ji" which is "take care of Cheng Ji".
Cheng Ji no longer needs to be taken care of.But now she can't say it, she no longer wants to keep a distance.When she fell in love with Song Sihan again, a gap was bitten in her self-proclaimed strong heart, and greed poured in continuously, corroding her words of rejection.
She was also a little timid in her heart, wondering if Song Sihan would like her.What Song Sihan liked at the beginning was a "shy and shy" Cheng Ji, regardless of whether this impression is correct or not, what Song Sihan liked in the past is absolutely different from the current self.Cheng Ji's vision has hardly changed, so I don't know how much Song Sihan's vision has changed, and whether she is still attractive to Song Sihan.
Before Song Sihan left, the two of them divided the dumplings equally, and those small wontons of different shapes were packed into a single bag.Cheng Ji sent her downstairs, and Song Sihan told her to eat well before getting into the car.It was getting late, Song Sihan drove slowly away from Cheng Ji's house downstairs.Cheng Ji watched him off for a while, then went upstairs to go back.
The house seemed a little colder than when Song Sihan was there.She sat on the sofa where the two of them had sat, with her back leaning on the decorative tapestry she liked very much, feeling a little warmer, looking up at the four little white cat dolls lined up side by side.When she put it out, she never thought that one day Song Sihan would come to her house and see these things.
If she knew in advance, she would never think it was a good thing.Every time Song Sihan appeared unexpectedly, she was surprised first and then delighted.
Cheng Ji hugged his arm in the cold, his heart wavering.
When she was with Song Sihan in the past, Song Sihan treated her so well, but she still didn't find a sense of belonging.And after they parted, she was always vigilant and never let up, and finally took her place, convinced that where she was, she belonged.The house she rented is her current belonging, it makes her feel kind and warm, and it is a private space where she can rest with peace of mind when she is tired.
The new Song Sihan is here. The person she unilaterally likes has come and gone. She is sitting on the sofa she is most familiar with. Even though the temperature in the room is the same as before, she feels that something is missing. She was in a trance for a long time before realizing it. I want to live the life just now, and I want the warmth from Song Sihan.
According to what Song Sihan said since the reunion, she has changed a lot, and she will shine again, gentle, slow, and soft. Song Sihan is happy for her.No matter how many misunderstandings there are, Song Sihan probably has a good impression of her now.
This time she was ready, with no doubts in her mind, nothing that had to be done without dependence.
This time she can catch the light.
Are they still possible?
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☆, present continuous tense (27)
On the second day of the Lunar New Year, it began to snow in Jingzhou. Cheng Ji went out every day and felt that the snow was inconvenient. He wanted to wait for the snow to stop before asking Song Sihan.
On the morning of the fourth day of the Lunar New Year, the snow stopped.The sun came out at noon, and she stood at the entrance of the shopping mall and sent a message asking if Song Sihan was free this afternoon, so we could go out together.Half an hour later, I received a call from Song Sihan: "I was at a party just now, and I'm free after four in the afternoon. Where do you want to go?"
Cheng Ji mentioned several options, including cinema, botanical garden, and ski resort, and asked Song Sihan for his opinion.Song Sihan didn't choose a single one: "Don't come out, it's so cold outside, see you at your house—is that okay?" The tone of the first few sentences was very decisive, and the last sentence "Is it okay" suddenly turned into a cautious inquiry.
Cheng Ji was a little surprised, but he always met wherever he met, and agreed: "Yes."
Song Sihan's voice regained confidence: "You don't need to cook at night, I'll take the food made by my aunt, let's eat together."
No wonder they want to meet at home, but they are still afraid that she won't be able to eat... Cheng Ji silently agreed.In the afternoon, she returned home early. When it was close to five o'clock, Song Sihan sent a message saying that she had already arrived downstairs. She couldn't sit still and wandered around the entrance. When she heard footsteps outside the door, she opened the door.Song Sihan wore an orange scarf around his neck, and smiled when he saw her, with a large lunch bag in his hand, and asked, "Are you hungry?"
Cheng Ji also laughed, and muttered: "Who said there is no takeaway during the Chinese New Year?"
"What did you say?" Song Sihan untied his scarf and took off his coat.
"It's nothing, do you think the table can be set?"
The small dining table in the living room seemed perfunctory. Song Sihan opened the bento bag and took out the crisper. Braised octopus, Kung Pao chicken, water spinach with shrimp paste, winter melon ball soup, three dishes, one soup and rice, were all laid out to the brim.Song Sihan looked at it, and said in a reluctant tone, "It's okay."
Cheng Ji saw all the dishes with meat, so he silently went to get the bowls and chopsticks.After sharing the rice, the two of them sat facing each other. Because the table was small and leaned against the wall, their hands and feet were a little restrained.Several dishes and soup tasted very good, and the portions were quite large. Cheng Ji ate hard, and Song Sihan and he ate up all the food. Haven't eaten this much in years.
Song Sihan's posture was exactly the same as hers, and the two of them looked at each other and burst out laughing.Song Sihan said: "It's okay, you have to eat well during the Chinese New Year."
"You brought so many dishes out, won't it affect the family?"
"It doesn't matter." Song Sihan said, "Auntie made an appointment to cook dinner today. My parents are not at home to eat tonight, only me. What do you eat these days?"
"Oatmeal in the morning, lunch at the mall at noon, and dumplings in the evening."
Song Sihan nodded: "Not bad."
Cheng Ji got up to clean up after a short rest: "Sit for a while, I'll wash the crisper and take it back when it's dry."
"Let me wash it." Song Sihan wanted to follow to the kitchen.
Cheng Ji turned around and stopped her with his eyes: "If you don't want to sit down, you can walk around the house. You can enter other rooms as you like, but don't enter the kitchen."
After washing, Cheng Ji didn't see Song Jia*[-]*[-]*[-]*[-]*[-]*[-]*[-]*[-]*Yi Sihan in the living room, the bedroom door was ajar, and she walked over.
The door of the bedroom was opened, on one side was a double bed stuck between three walls, on the other side there was some space, a wardrobe more than one meter wide was placed, and a low cabinet was stuck next to it, and Cheng Ji himself was hung on the wall above the low cabinet. the photograph taken.Song Sihan stood in front of the low cabinet looking at those photos.
Hearing Cheng Ji coming in, Song Sihan glanced at her, pointed to one of the photos where the sea and the sky meet and asked, "Is it Nanya City?"
"Yes." The time they went together.
The corner of Song Sihan's mouth moved slightly, he smiled, and pointed to another photo: "This is Jingzhou, right? Is the snow in winter this year?"
"Last year. Not this year."
"No time?" Song Sihan asked her.
Cheng Ji pondered for a moment and said, "Shall I take a picture for you?"
"Me?" Song Sihan opened his eyes wide, and then smiled, "I haven't been a model yet...Okay, where are you shooting, do you want to go out?"
"It's right here, and these photos are in the background." Cheng Ji took out a digital camera from the low cabinet, and looked at Song Sihan, who was standing beside him, looking a little at a loss.
Song Sihan: "Where do you stand? What pose do you pose? Will it block the photo?"
Cheng Ji smiled and said: "I'm just an amateur, you can stand however you want, don't worry about anything."
It took Song Sihan a minute to relax, leaning against the low cabinet to face the camera, and asked, "Should I smile or not make an expression?"
Cheng Ji had already put the camera in front of his eyes, took it down again and said, "Whatever you think in your heart, just make an expression, don't be deliberate."
Song Sihan stared and thought for a while, then looked at the camera again, and slowly revealed a gentle smile.Seeing this smile through the camera, Cheng Ji stopped breathing, moved his fingers to take a picture, and made a gesture of lowering his head to check.
"How is it?" Song Sihan looked closer.Cheng Ji's breathing became more chaotic and her heartbeat was out of control. She regained her composure and said, "It's very beautiful."
"It's you who took the picture well." Song Sihan smiled.
Song Sihan stayed for a while longer, praised each room—there were only a few in total—and left with a clean, empty crisper in the lunch bag.Cheng Ji still sent her downstairs and then returned to the house.
In two days, the Spring Festival holiday is over.
Cheng Ji went to the company early in the morning and saw Mi Ping when she got out of the subway station. They were on the same subway train but not in the same car.
Since Cheng Ji spoke clearly on February [-], the two have hardly communicated.I happened to meet today, so we went together.After a while of silence, Mi Ping spoke first: "You seem to be in a good mood."
Cheng Ji let out a "hmm".Although I haven't seen Song Sihan these two days, I send messages to each other every day.
Mi Ping paused, and then said, "I brought Black and White home last night. Shall we go and see it tonight?"
Because the two stopped communicating before the holiday, Mi Ping was still angry at that time, so she didn't keep Black and White at her home, and instead fostered them at the home of a local cat owner in Jingzhou.
"Okay." To be honest, she has been thinking about Song Sihan these days, almost forgetting about black and white.But it's been a long time since we saw each other. When Mi Ping mentioned it, she still thought about it.
Mi Ping paused and asked, "Are you still angry?"
"No." Cheng Ji glanced at her, "I won't be angry after that day."
Mi Ping said: "I have calmed down a lot at home these few days. I talked too much that day. I apologize to you. I'm sorry."
"It's okay." Cheng Ji said in a relaxed tone.
Mi Ping couldn't hold back and asked, "You really don't mind? You spoke very strongly at that time."
"Do you want me to apologize to you by saying that?" Cheng Ji smiled and said, "Because most people in the world are the same. When you understand this, it's easy to calm down."
Mi Ping's eyes were lonely, and she didn't say a word until she entered the company: "We are not destined. I recognize it."
Cheng Ji smiled generously at her, as if there was really no barrier between him and her.Mi Ping sighed, and the moment she stepped into the company, she regained her expression and greeted the employees who came first with a smile.
Just went to work after the festival, the employees are loose and loose, and the mood has not yet shifted from the holiday mode. The leaders are actively working by setting an example, and at the same time mobilize the enthusiasm of the employees.Cheng Ji, a small manager of a small company, was very busy, and he knew how busy Song Sihan was, so he didn't bother him for several days.
On the third day of work, on the night of NO.13, Cheng Ji clicked on the chat history with Song Sihan. They have not lost contact these days, although they only send two or three messages a day, and the content is of no practical significance.
She looked at the content of the noon chat.Song Sihan asked her what she had eaten, and she replied with avocado salad and seafood pasta. Song Sihan said it was too vegetarian. She found a picture of seafood pasta posted by others from Dianping.com. The two prawns were very eye-catching. Send it over, Song Sihan Back with a "Like" emoji.
Cheng Ji clicked on the input box and typed a line: Do you have time tomorrow night?
His fingers paused for a moment, and he added: Shall we meet at "Warmth in the World"?
Then change the first question mark to a comma, read the whole sentence, and click send.
She held the phone in both hands, staring at the screen for a moment.Suddenly the seven words "Song Sihan of Huayue Electrical Appliances" at the top became "The other party is typing...", and soon the phone vibrated slightly, and an additional message appeared at the bottom——
【Have time】
The short process above was repeated, and Song Sihan sent another three words——
【See you tomorrow】
Cheng Ji looked at the two messages carefully, put down the phone, and took a long breath.See you tomorrow.
Before going to bed, Cheng Ji matched the clothes for tomorrow.When she arrived at the company the next day, Mi Ping looked her up and down several times, but said nothing.Cheng Ji finished his work in the office in the morning, and went to the site of the "Warmth in the World" event in the afternoon, watching and waiting.
Time passed very slowly. I didn’t know how bright or dark the sky was in the shopping mall. I checked the time after a while, and it was not yet five o’clock.It's so easy to wait until five o'clock, and I don't know the specific situation, will I work overtime?Is the road blocked?Cheng Ji became unlike himself, frizzy and uneasy.
At [-]:[-], I finally got the news from Song Sihan and arrived at the underground parking lot.Cheng Ji looked in the direction of the elevator, and the person she wanted to see appeared, wearing an orange scarf.Today is Valentine's Day.
When Cheng Ji realized it, he had already taken a few steps towards Song Sihan, and the smile on his face could not be controlled.In any case, she was happy to see Song Sihan.
Song Sihan's first words after walking in front of her were: "Are you hungry?"
"...not hungry. How about you?"
"I'm not hungry either. Go shopping for a while, is there anything you want to buy?"
"Let's go." Cheng Ji went upstairs with her on the escalator.She didn't enter the store, and Song Sihan didn't turn halfway, the two of them walked slowly.
Cheng Ji turned to look at her, wondering if she had already guessed something.Song Sihan received her gaze and said: "There are still four days left for the event to end, and the effect this time is also very good. In the future, Huayue's products will be fully promoted, and we will definitely have opportunities to cooperate."
Cheng Ji nodded and looked away.This scene is really similar to when she just wanted to talk about business with Song Sihan.
Song Sihan was still boasting: "It's rare for someone like you to do everything yourself in front of a leader. But you used to be very hardworking, and it hasn't changed. You are also serious and responsible, and you can succeed in everything you do."
"You really think I'm nice?" Cheng Ji asked.
The two took the escalator up to the third floor. Song Sihan stood one floor higher, looked down at her sideways and said, "Of course. Now you are a little more outgoing than you were then. It's not that it was bad then, but it's better this way. See The appearance is positive and energetic. I almost didn't recognize you when I first met you."
The escalator was approaching the top, and Cheng Ji reminded him to be careful, and Song Sihan turned around and walked forward.The two stood side by side again, and Cheng Ji asked: "Then are you familiar with my current appearance?"
"I'm familiar with it."
Cheng Ji: "Are we friends now?"
"It's a friend." Song Sihan turned to look at her, as if waiting for her second opinion, but he saw Cheng Ji's eyes burning with a solemn expression.Song Sihan couldn't help but stop, and looked back at her ignorantly.
Cheng Ji looked at Song Sihan, only seeing tenderness and beauty in his eyes.Such a person is worthy of going all out, even if she can't catch it, she must work hard once.
She looked into Song Sihan's eyes and said clearly: "I don't want to just be friends. I like you more than before. I think we have more possibilities, Song Sihan."
The person who was confessed was stunned for a moment, then his brows and eyes eased, and he showed a smile.
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☆, present continuous tense (28)
"How could you..." Song Sihan said with a smile, "How can you still like me?"
The voice of "like me" was very soft, she was a little embarrassed to say this, she couldn't help lowering her head, not wanting to miss Cheng Ji's expression, she quickly raised her eyes to look into Cheng Ji's eyes.
The strongest feeling in Song Sihan's heart at this moment is surprise.She felt that this happened too suddenly. If today is not Valentine's Day, but April Fool's Day, she must suspect that Cheng Ji is lying to herself.But today is Valentine's Day, and the mall is full of romantic elements. Cheng Ji's eyes are so serious, and every word is clear and powerful, she has to believe it.
Cheng Ji replied: "Because I think you are good, everywhere is good, I want to see you more."
Song Sihan was still smiling, but her brows were frowned questioningly. She really felt that Cheng Ji was joking, and shook her head and said, "I never thought you would—how could it be possible? I," she organized her words in her heart, "maybe because we We've known each other for many years, I can't help it, I always want to help you. In fact, I'm not as good as you think." She couldn't help staring into Cheng Ji's eyes again.
Cheng Ji was silent for a while: "I understand what you said. You rushed to me to accompany me to Fan's house, and cared about how I would eat during the New Year. No one treats me better than you. I am very moved. But these are not the reasons why I like you .After I separated from you, I met many people. They all have their own advantages, but I couldn’t describe an ideal type until I saw you again. You are my ideal. Your warmth, tolerance, kindness and tolerance make me Very heartwarming."
After confessing again, Cheng Ji pursed his lips nervously, his eyes brightened, implying expectation.
Song Sihan still shook her head, shaking her head a few times in case she misunderstood, and hurriedly said: "I'm really not that good. Last time we broke up, at least half of the responsibility was on me. I haven't improved in so many years. I still only care about myself and deal with feelings. As long as it’s okay on the surface, don’t think about the future of the two of you. I think you should be more careful.”
Cheng Jimo took a long time to speak this time: "I won't argue with you about who was right and who was wrong last time we broke up. I don't think what you said is the most important issue. Song Sihan, you never thought about being with me again, did you?" ?” She walked to the side, with her arms on the upper guardrail, her eyes fell on the second floor opposite.
Song Sihan followed, put up the guardrail like her, looked down and said honestly: "I never thought about this. I never thought that you would like me. After all, we didn't have a good result last time. Would you like to be with me again? To be a friend is because of your tolerance."
"Then how do you feel about me? Besides wanting to be friends and take care of me, is there anything else?" Cheng Ji turned to look at her.
Song Sihan also turned his head to meet her face to face, and said, "I was a little unprepared for your sudden question. I was already very happy to be friends with you again, and now I am quite satisfied with getting along like this. When I think about it, I have nothing confidence."
Cheng Ji nodded calmly.
Song Sihan seemed to see depression in her eyes, so he put down the arm close to Cheng Ji, turned his body sideways, and said to her: "To be honest, I think you are...attractive now. I praised you before You have reserved those words, I am afraid that if you say too much, you will think I am strange. You are very good in my eyes, really. "
Cheng Ji asked suspiciously: "Good person card?"
"No." Song Sihan raised his hand and rubbed the tip of his nose, "I mean, if you're not in a hurry, can you give me some more time to think things through."
Cheng Ji laughed when he heard this, and looked at her seriously for a while before saying: "I'm not in a hurry, you can take as long as you want. Today I confessed suddenly because I hope you know what I'm thinking, so as to avoid misunderstanding between us in the future. Even if You rejected me this time, and I'm not going to give up. The current situation is much better than your direct rejection. I will ask you to meet in the future, and you will agree, right?" Cheng Ji's eyes sparkled.
Song Sihan was a little dazzled, she was embarrassed to look directly at her, and slightly turned her gaze away: "Yes, yes."
Cheng Ji's voice was cheerful: "Go on."
"Okay." Song Sihan walked on her right, facing right, his eyes roughly scanning the passing shops.He obviously didn't look at the other person's face, but somehow he thought Cheng Ji should be smiling.
It seemed to come a bit slowly, and the nervousness was only beginning to spread now, Song Sihan couldn't help but clenched his palm tightly, and the nails pressed into the palm of his hand to feel a little real.
Song Sihan thought a little depressed, it's really strange, her psychological quality has always been very good, when was she so nervous and shy?The confession was over, and I didn't dare to look at Cheng Ji.It must have been too surprising.She slowly straightened her head, glanced out of the corner of her eye and immediately retracted her gaze.Cheng Ji was not looking at her, but the corners of his mouth were indeed curled up.Song Sihan's nervousness remained unchanged, and a smile appeared on his face unconsciously.
Turned around and went up to the fourth floor, and then up to the fifth floor. The two of them had never entered any shops. Cheng Ji checked the time until he walked to a restaurant on the fifth floor: "I reserved a seat for 06:30, and there are still 10 Minutes, go on or wait here?"
Have you reserved a seat yet?Song Sihan looked at Cheng Ji unexpectedly, and then realized that it is really necessary to reserve a seat for Valentine's Day.I just didn't expect Cheng Ji to be so thoughtful. When they were together before, she was the one who considered where to eat.She replied, "Wait here."
Cheng Ji reported their names to the waiter, and they were ushered in in advance after only 2 minutes.She called a day earlier, and some popular restaurants were already full.The reputation of this restaurant is also very good, but the atmosphere is not as good as the western restaurant with soft lighting.The two had a quiet dinner in the open and bright Chinese restaurant, and then walked slowly down the stairs together.Song Sihan usually talks a lot, but now he can't think of what to say, his mind is running wild, as if he hasn't recovered from the shock of Cheng Ji's confession.
Cheng Ji fully understood her mood, and when the two reached the atrium on the first floor, he said, "I will stay for a while, if you didn't go home and rest first?"
Song Sihan subconsciously said: "It's getting late, you should go home too, I'll see you off."
After finishing speaking, I saw Cheng Ji smiling at himself, that smile was clear and full of content.Song Sihan realized that he declined the other party's confession today, although Cheng Ji didn't seem to mind at all.Now the relationship between the two of them has changed a little, and they are more sensitive for the time being. She hasn't found the right position yet. Cheng Ji understands everything, so she should refuse... Song Sihan was thinking, when Cheng Ji said: "Okay, sorry to bother you."
Song Sihan was taken aback, seeing Cheng Ji's big and bright eyes looking straight at her, her face was slightly hot: "...then let's go." Why did her attitude change so much after confessing?Is this the pursuit?She was nervous again.
On the way to send Cheng Ji home, Song Sihan turned on the radio to listen to music, while Cheng Ji sat in the co-pilot, only looking at the traffic ahead.Song Sihan was thinking about the topic along the way, and when he drove to the gate of Cheng Ji's community, he said: "It's still cold, I'll take you in."
After driving downstairs to Cheng Ji's house, Song Sihan turned to look at her.Cheng Ji unbuttoned his seat belt: "Thank you, good night."
"Good night." Song Sihan watched her get out of the car and enter the building, feeling a little unfulfilled, stopped downstairs for a moment with his mind empty, and drove away distractedly.Fortunately, there were a lot of vehicles at night, so I didn't drive fast all the way back. Although I was in a daze when I encountered a traffic jam or a red light, I got home safely.
When she arrived at the door of the apartment, she took out the keys in her bag for a long time, and after she thought about it, she had already put the keys in her coat pocket when she parked the car.After entering the door and turning on the light, Song Sihan laughed inexplicably again.She walked aimlessly around the house for a while, sat on the sofa in the living room and swipe the screen of her mobile phone for a while, but couldn't think of what to do, so she called Lou Jingxian.
During the Chinese New Year, the high school monitor organized a class reunion. Their class of classmates will have graduated from high school for ten years in the summer. Now everyone is 27 or [-] years old. Some are married and have children, some have successful careers, and some are still enjoying themselves like Lou Jingxian. Life.Many students are developing abroad, and only ten people came to the party. Song Sihan said a few words to Lou Jingxian at the party, and they have not seen each other since.
"Song Sihan, you are so romantic, call me on Valentine's Day!" Lou Jingxian said happily, "I declare that you are my closest friend!"
"You didn't go out to play?"
"What are you playing? If you have a date, go to the festival. If you don't have a date, go to the bar to find an affair. It's boring. Why don't we video chat in the group of 'Dancing Disco Girls'? Everyone is single, so let's hug together to keep warm."
Song Sihan: "Hey."
"Huh? What sound?"
"It's nothing." Song Sihan asked, "It's been five months since you returned to China this time, do you plan to stay in China for a long time?"
"My parents won't let me go. Recently, I don't want to play as strongly as before. I don't want to go out when my friends ask me out. This time I came back and met Song Yan and Cheng Ji. The four of us had a lot of dinner and shopping. Happy, I like you more and more, this is probably the stable life I yearn for."
Song Sihan: "Hey."
"...? Song Sihan, are you laughing? It makes my hair stand on end."
"Well, I'm also happy to hear you say this."
"Really? Are you hiding something from me? Let me guess, has someone confessed to you!"
Song Sihan's heart skipped a beat, and he immediately denied it: "No!"
"No, no, no, why are you so excited, you must be guilty." Lou Jingxian muttered, "It's not a confession, did you think of a way to deal with Cheng Yifu?"
When Song Sihan heard the name, he immediately fell from the sky to the ground, unable to float up, and replied: "Is there anything I can do? After I deal with her, her father will ask my father. If it is not clear, come secretly, for her I think it's a waste of life to spend time, anyway, she won't take my seat in the future, so I can do whatever I want."
Lou Jingxian: "Now I understand why she is willing to be one level lower than you. She is married for honeymoon and takes fifteen working days off. If she is a manager, she will be disbanded. After getting married, she has to prepare for pregnancy. She will be pregnant for ten months and rest for half a year after giving birth. , it’s all up to you to share her work. Even if she comes to work, can you let her work normally? It’s all your fault if she’s so tired. This person has no conscience at all. When she recovers, she can directly jump to work in another department. Manager, it's really easy."
Song Sihan said strangely: "You didn't care about these things before, and you can't even remember which department I am in. How can you say it clearly now?"
Lou Jingxian said with resentment: "My dad wanted me to join the family's company, and my mom unconditionally supported me. They said this whenever they saw me during the Chinese New Year. It's hard to forget. Fortunately, they didn't urge me to find a boyfriend, otherwise I would Tell them I'm having sex with you."
Song Sihan: "Hey hey."
Lou Jingxian shouted: "Song Sihan! Be normal to me, stop laughing like that!"
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☆, present continuous tense (29)
Song Sihan's face was red when he went to work the next day.
I don’t know how many employees had a sweet Valentine’s Day yesterday. Today is Friday again. The first weekend after returning to work after the Chinese New Year is coming. This state of having a happy event happened is not abrupt at all.
When she arrived, she went into her office. In the morning, Cheng Yifu came to ask for instructions. After listening to the plan, Song Sihan pointed out a few places, and sent her out with kind words. She really didn't want to see her more.
Earlier, Song Sihan knew that Cheng Yifu's family was planning a wedding, so she was also prepared.The statutory marriage leave is three days, and Jingzhou stipulates that there are seven days of reward leave for late marriage, a total of ten natural days.Many companies only give three days, and the employees can't say anything. If they insist on fighting for their rights and interests, there is no guarantee that they will not be put on small shoes when they come back from vacation.Of course, Cheng Yifu has to rest for ten days, and there are no small shoes of her size in the company.
When Cheng Yifu "notified" her that she would take fifteen working days off, Song Sihan realized that she was too naive.Cheng Yifu's wedding date is next Saturday, and it will be the middle of next month when she comes back for vacation.Fifteen working days, even if the beginning and the end are cut off, and the two weekends before and after are not counted, there are nineteen days in between.And when Cheng Yifu told her the news, her expression seemed to say "thank me, I didn't take a full month's leave", Song Sihan, who has always been civilized, almost exploded again.
Indeed, judging by Cheng Yifu's identity and consistent style, what is nineteen days off?But Cheng Yifu worked for less than three months, and took seven days off during the Chinese New Year. This will disappear for another half a month, and thinking about the special treatment she will enjoy in the follow-up pregnancy preparation and other stages, Song Sihan's eyes are darkened.She is equivalent to holding one salary, working two jobs, and having to endure Cheng Yifu's attitude that is taken for granted.If the company doesn't give her a raise, she will feel sorry for her father who has worked hard for many years to become the vice president of Huayue Group.
At this time, Lou Jingxian, who is also the eldest lady, looks very amiable. When Song Sihan thinks of her, he likes this friend even more.If Lou Jingxian was dawdling under her hands, even if Lou Jingxian sat in the office every day watching dramas and did nothing, she would not be so resentful.At least Lou Jingxian would thank her, treat her to dinner and give her presents.
Complaining in her heart, Song Sihan thought of the gift, and suddenly remembered that there was still something Cheng Yifu gave her when she first entered the department in the drawer.She opened the drawer and looked, it was still there.No one passed by outside the office, she opened the Gucci box, and inside was a short leather wallet, which looked very pretty.If Cheng Yifu didn't buy it, she could give it to Cheng Ji if she changed hands.
Song Sihan put the wallet into the box as it was, and left it in the drawer.Nowadays, mobile payment is very convenient, and there are fewer and fewer occasions where wallets are used. Sending a wallet is not as good as giving other things.Cheng Ji gave her a scarf worth thousands of dollars during the Chinese New Year, but she hasn't returned the gift yet.
phone case?Song Sihan thought seriously, Cheng Ji's mobile phone case seems to have not been changed for a long time, this can be included in the candidates.
When the return gift list in his mind listed seven or eight items, Song Sihan felt that it was almost done, and he could buy them one by one, and his mood improved, and he bowed his head and became a diligent and good manager.Before leaving get off work, Song Sihan confirmed the message on the phone, there was no unread message from Cheng Ji, and the last message on the chat interface was sent at noon today.
She packed her things and left the company, feeling that the shopping mall next to the office building didn't have enough choices, so she drove to another shopping mall with more complete brands to buy a mobile phone case.But thinking of the layout of Cheng Ji's house, Song Sihan was not very confident in her own aesthetics, fearing that what she gave would not suit Cheng Ji's wishes, so she went to many shops but failed to choose, and finally returned empty-handed.
She knows that Cheng Ji is very busy at work and may not be able to spare private time every week.However, this weekend is the last two days of the "Warmth in the World" event. According to the previous experience, Cheng Ji should be watching the scene, especially on the last night.Then she can go to meet Cheng Ji.
Song Sihan realized that he was looking forward to meeting Cheng Ji.Incredible.
After being confessed by Cheng Ji, she is still in a daze until now.
That afternoon at the airport, when she heard Cheng Ji personally tell about the past that she didn't participate in or that she participated in but knew nothing about, and then thought that Cheng Ji had liked her, she felt it was a great honor.In her eyes, this first love of "going with the flow" had a different meaning in Cheng Ji's heart at that time.Cheng Ji likes that her road is full of thorns, but the girl who faced the world for the first time still walked to her with new scars, without saying a word of hard work.
Why didn't she find out?
In terms of interpersonal relationships, she is a little clever, occasionally called shrewd, and can build a good relationship with different people.But she was too relaxed in her relationship, thinking that falling in love is very simple, and she can continue smoothly without spending too much effort.It was only after she broke up with Guan Mingming that she realized that such a mentality was completely wrong.In fact, with her intelligence, if she is willing to pay more attention and care about her lover's true thoughts, instead of just being satisfied with the two people getting along with each other in daily life, she will have many opportunities to find problems in love.
If she finds out the other party's difficulties, even if she still breaks up in the end, she won't be so regretful.
After knowing Cheng Ji's experience and feelings, she always felt that she had failed Cheng Ji, and she was deeply ashamed.Cheng Ji rarely said "like" during the relationship, but he should like her very much in his heart, otherwise he would not be with her.It's a pity that she is not a trustworthy love object.
Now, it's over.Cheng Ji and her have different life trajectories, working hard in their own worlds.The mysterious traction made them meet by chance, unraveled the mysteries of the past, and became friends unexpectedly.Song Sihan thought that she was only here this time, and her friendship was enough to make her happy. She had the opportunity to care about Cheng Ji and make up for her mistakes a little.
Unexpectedly, Cheng Ji fell in love with her again.
again.Make her extremely honored and happy.be liked by this
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